Hi guys, it has been a while, hasn't it? sorry for the seldom update, as stated previously, i personally think 2nd year really "drains" you your free time..I've many stuffs that i want to do but looks like i only could do some of them. But its okay rather than having no time at all to be spent on your preferred leisure stuffs right?
just finished my exam this afternoon, around 4pm here. Really glad its over now...but I've got little time till the first day of second semester which is NEXT monday -.-"
but its alright, im cool...enjoying the last few days of first semester....here's something for you guys!
(^_^);;;;;;;;;;;;;>> what's this? it's a CATERPILLAR!!! XD
Friday, January 29, 2010
Friday, January 15, 2010
I just don't like this
Let me ask you a question, do you mind if some of your friends would take some chances on you when you're in the middle of SOMETHING important? and i mean really really important!
Perhaps i misunderstood the situation but let say the interpretations i made were correct. I just couldn't explain why certain people would not think of the slightest bit that some would preferred to be left alone during the exam period. I just dont like being used. I know doing a favor is a good thing, but im not sure im capable to do that especially when im gonna sit for a paper which im not confident of. I just dont like the fact that im going to be disturbed during the exam period. Even thinking about it can make me angry. I should control my emotion. Its just unfair when you think about it. Your friends who finished their exam earlier than you would thought of crashing in without thinking that you might heavily affected by such idea. I know its such not a big case but i was feeling angry about it the moment i knew it. I am feeling am taken advantage of? which i totally loathe. oh man~now my revision kinda behind the schedule..sorry for the post X)
Perhaps i misunderstood the situation but let say the interpretations i made were correct. I just couldn't explain why certain people would not think of the slightest bit that some would preferred to be left alone during the exam period. I just dont like being used. I know doing a favor is a good thing, but im not sure im capable to do that especially when im gonna sit for a paper which im not confident of. I just dont like the fact that im going to be disturbed during the exam period. Even thinking about it can make me angry. I should control my emotion. Its just unfair when you think about it. Your friends who finished their exam earlier than you would thought of crashing in without thinking that you might heavily affected by such idea. I know its such not a big case but i was feeling angry about it the moment i knew it. I am feeling am taken advantage of? which i totally loathe. oh man~now my revision kinda behind the schedule..sorry for the post X)
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
She misses me, she misses me not
It has been a while i havent type something in this 'dusty' blog of mine. I still remember when i had my first semester exam last year's january. That was the month i was very active at blogging. Unfortunately, second year has turned me into a busy undergraduate who occasionally wishes that the course would be an easy one to go through...lol
anyways, i think its normal to act weird during exam periods including now. So I tend to feel sentimental almost all the times. As a result i was feeling something about Ellysha. I think i was missing her. But that's fine. There's nothing between both of us. It's all over now. Still, i dont want to deny that i too at times wish we would still be friends. X) silly thing eyh?
anyways, i think its normal to act weird during exam periods including now. So I tend to feel sentimental almost all the times. As a result i was feeling something about Ellysha. I think i was missing her. But that's fine. There's nothing between both of us. It's all over now. Still, i dont want to deny that i too at times wish we would still be friends. X) silly thing eyh?
Sunday, January 10, 2010
Sole undergrad Geologist?
seeing a colleague of mine posting her twitpic somehow made me realised(again!) how lonely I am..as a geologist here. I do have friends but we don't always talk..if we do, the stuffs we talk about are usually work work work...and work. Leisure stuffs? keep on imagining XD or should I say eat own dust azree! tsk tsk tsk!
feeling sad? nyeh im used to it actually...it was hard at first..i even struggled. I even thought of imagining how I would be doing if i were to study in a university where there are at least TWO bruneian students who are doing geology! but I know there's always hikmah about something..in addition "Boleh jadi sesuatu itu kamu benci padahal ianya baik bagimu" which means the things that you totally unlike and wish you would'nt encounter in your life can be actually benefit you =)
So to reframe, what sort of benefits I get? this can be useful if you're a "loner" like me as I am the only Bruneian geologist for my intake here =p
-I have the courage to ask almost anything about work to my lecturers or demonstrators,
-During the sedimentary processes & environment practical, I get to keep all the space on the table to myself. Yes you would see my things here and there on the table, still no one's care ;) ,
-Demonstrators would just occasionally see if you're okay or not with the practical and if you're not just say "no im not okay" and I did that during my last sediments practical as it was super hard and i didnt understand anything at all!
-Rather than depending on your colleagues for things that you dont understand about the lectures practicals etc, you would just have one choice, that is to see your lecturer and BEG him/her to give the answers...kidding =p
so yeah, for the Bruneian students out there, if you're just like me - "Sole" in your course and not good with socialising, don't feel bad =) all the best to those who shall be doing their exams soon. Ours will be on 18th January!
I am so nervous and yet I still so many to cover!!!! HELP? Chill~ Insya Allah! Bittaufik Wannajah!
feeling sad? nyeh im used to it actually...it was hard at first..i even struggled. I even thought of imagining how I would be doing if i were to study in a university where there are at least TWO bruneian students who are doing geology! but I know there's always hikmah about something..in addition "Boleh jadi sesuatu itu kamu benci padahal ianya baik bagimu" which means the things that you totally unlike and wish you would'nt encounter in your life can be actually benefit you =)
So to reframe, what sort of benefits I get? this can be useful if you're a "loner" like me as I am the only Bruneian geologist for my intake here =p
-I have the courage to ask almost anything about work to my lecturers or demonstrators,
-During the sedimentary processes & environment practical, I get to keep all the space on the table to myself. Yes you would see my things here and there on the table, still no one's care ;) ,
-Demonstrators would just occasionally see if you're okay or not with the practical and if you're not just say "no im not okay" and I did that during my last sediments practical as it was super hard and i didnt understand anything at all!
-Rather than depending on your colleagues for things that you dont understand about the lectures practicals etc, you would just have one choice, that is to see your lecturer and BEG him/her to give the answers...kidding =p
so yeah, for the Bruneian students out there, if you're just like me - "Sole" in your course and not good with socialising, don't feel bad =) all the best to those who shall be doing their exams soon. Ours will be on 18th January!
I am so nervous and yet I still so many to cover!!!! HELP? Chill~ Insya Allah! Bittaufik Wannajah!
Thursday, January 7, 2010
Finally alone LOL
Do you trust me if I say I am finally alone in my own room after almost 4 weeks?
My siblings came over for 2 weeks and five days...
14th December - 2nd January 2010
It was awesome, didnt expect my siblings to extend their stay till january 2010 ;) at least i wasnt alone right? lol I mean there's hakuna matata accompanying me at the end of 2009 X) hakuna matata = family in my context though
Anyways, I will be facing intense weeks starting from 18th January as I will be sitting for my first semester exam!
Dates of examination :-
18th, 20th, 22nd, 25th & 28th
To be honest the 28th is kinda a bit of a spoiler really :p but owh well, im not alone to have his final paper on 28th though cuz levoi's final paper will be on that day too*yeay HAHA
Talking about exams, Im slacking off actually...the weather is just making me to laze more! yes its awesome to see the snow covered everything here and there but the cold part really annoying at times..wait I should say ALL the time =)
Wait, about the alone part...91 empress road is back to usual again after this afternoon as Iznan's departing for London. Poor mate, he was supposedly to arrive London two days ago actually (5th January) but due to the heavy snow, the coach got canceled and thus, he had to buy a new ticket.
My siblings came over for 2 weeks and five days...
14th December - 2nd January 2010
It was awesome, didnt expect my siblings to extend their stay till january 2010 ;) at least i wasnt alone right? lol I mean there's hakuna matata accompanying me at the end of 2009 X) hakuna matata = family in my context though
Anyways, I will be facing intense weeks starting from 18th January as I will be sitting for my first semester exam!
Dates of examination :-
18th, 20th, 22nd, 25th & 28th
To be honest the 28th is kinda a bit of a spoiler really :p but owh well, im not alone to have his final paper on 28th though cuz levoi's final paper will be on that day too*yeay HAHA
Talking about exams, Im slacking off actually...the weather is just making me to laze more! yes its awesome to see the snow covered everything here and there but the cold part really annoying at times..wait I should say ALL the time =)
Wait, about the alone part...91 empress road is back to usual again after this afternoon as Iznan's departing for London. Poor mate, he was supposedly to arrive London two days ago actually (5th January) but due to the heavy snow, the coach got canceled and thus, he had to buy a new ticket.
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