You know where to find me now - I am here!

I have'nt update my blog yet I mean the layout and some few stuffs. Will get there...I think. HusnuZhon (Sangka Baik) :) let's be positive.

Right, so in case you guys are wondering where I would be gone since i dont tweet much nowadays for a number of reasons. Why? Well, I will just leave it at that hehe.

Here you can find me blogging stuffs which I hope one of the posts could cheer you up and at the same time provides perhaps a bit of extra knowledge especially reminders :) as they say "sampaikan lah walaupun satu ayat" :) so i will be randomly link if possible, EACH of my wallposts from now on with random hadiths which I could recall from my memories, insya Allah.

This blog has been abandoned for quite a while now and it's about time I put my blogging urge to good use. So that it would be a win-win situation, innit? Kata orang "perbuatan itu disertai dengan niat" insya Allah. If you find one of my wallposts to be menyinggungkan perasaan I hope you to forgive me and if I were to be wrong in mentioning the hadiths and Quran, please comment on the wallpost so that I could learn too :)

And yes, you might probably be wondering (least likely - sorry I have been reading few self-help books lately :D) why I didnt delete my previous wallposts? Well, I have my own reasons - one of them is that I dont want people reading this blog especially those that do not know me in person think I am innocent or perhaps luan 'alim'..I dont like that, i would rather not..I feel guilty to the deep mantle astenosphere (tu keluar tia nah hehe)..

So that's that..I do bad things too, I do sins and I want to improve myself insya Allah. Let us improve together insya Allah. I remember this hadith suddenly and let me share it!

"Takkan beriman seseorang itu melainkan dia mencintai saudaranya seperti ia mencintai dirinya sendiri" :) this is a sahih hadith, sweet right? So I hope my wallpost will going to be positive everytime I blog here...insya Allah


Come to this blog and let us feel positive together, I feel better, you feel better, we feel better together with Allah's will. Till then. Maassalamah.

Aims - Revealed

I have been reading this book - well baru jua sejam lebih ago pulang hehe

"How come an unhappy person teaches someone unhappy to know the feeling of joy?"

And since I found few goals for my blog, I will therefore try to feel positive whenever possible while typing this blogpost as I have this perception that we can transfer our feelings towards almost anything - cooking, speeches and THIS post for example :)

Still busy with the exams and will do my revision on Mohr Circles later (and I dont think you're really interested in that innit?) I understand. I quote another from this book (i mean another one).

"Almost all the time people are just interested in themselves"

And when I rethink about the statement in respect to my experiences especially myself, I actually agree to the author. I mean we would talk more if strangers for example were to ask things about ourselves - background, interests, preferences. Try to take a step back with me and think using your visual memories.....

*T....h.....i....n.....k*

Okay, done? hehe. For those who can, you might be on the same boat with me or not..if such the case then just take it that I am slowly sinking while you're still afloat :D what I meant was, you could agree or not agree with me it is your choice. Why? Because Allah has made each of us to be unique hence clashes of ideas are just normal but when we could understand each other hence fit like jigsaw puzzles then the heterogeneity would be a "nikmat" in itself :)

Just noticed

Hey and I just noticed! the traffic thing, yeah i just checked it and I dont know what to say...thanks for vising my blog at times people!

saw traffics from Liverpool (definitely not me as I think i havent visit this blog for five months judging from my posts + I just visited my blog today kalau May) and Leeds (siapa tu ah...hehe :p i know it's not my cousin definitely, saya pun malas check kawan punya blog hehe..)

just kidding please feel free to visit and who knows if my posts can cheer you up, make yourself like a blooming possom awesome then yes, im doing good deeds indirectly too kan? Man blogging has never been felt this goooooood~

WAIT - Dont tell me.....(yeah man you're getting the blog-o-rama agaaaaaaiiiin!)

*shrugs - sekali-sekala mana saja laa~ hehe stay tune people!

because my diary is going to be dairy way~ unfolding~ I will try to selitkan pengajaran yes? so when read every post of mine starting from TODAY...

at least ada belajar..kata Saidina Ali "A teacher for me is a person who teaches me eventhough it's just a word" - DIRECT TRANSLATION =) cool! innit?!

Weird Exam habits

Salam/hello guys

I know i have abandoned this blog a while ago..not like really abandon it..i just dont feel like blogging as I would rather keep the memories inside my brain :)

So now's the exam period (and this blog has been filled with many spiderwebs, dust bunnies, termites, ants...yes you name it people! hehe)

And to my finding at times I feel a surge of awkward negativity going on inside me..hence i feel like avoiding twitter or facebook for a few days. I dont know..I am confuse with myself, why do i feel negative despite all the texting etc with the bestfriends, cousins and friends. I think we have our times (that's my cousin's line - pinjam ku bui ah, cited ni..inda plagiarism hehe)

right so i might be updating and 'enhancing' this old blog of mine!!!! soon soon!!! insya Allah!

Am i just using her

well now it's 11.46pm and i am actually blogging this in my brother's living room i mean their living room. Spending the new year eve in Manchester instead..the other brumanch-ians are waiting for the countdown right now at the city i guess. Others(including me) decided to just spend the rest of our 2010 at our home. But here you go, singstar-ing.

Putting that aside, let's move on to something more serious. Today i have been feeling weird. I know i have reached the age where i am seeking partner(i am not a homosexual just to be on safe side) as i fear some of my readers might be - just to be cautious :) please dont take this to heart my friends. I have sent a text message to her easi number asking you know..just to make sure whether she's still using the number. But apparently still no reply. So i think this is one of the signs that i should just really really get over it.

On the other hand, i have came up with a possible hypothesis..eseh, hypothesis wah? oh man really miss blogging..been tweeting alot these days!

right , the hypothesis, perhaps i am just experiencing the kind of withdrawal symptoms?you know i have my own activities back in Liverpool - cooking dinner, working out, chat with 'kaka', cleaning up the kitchen a bit and perhaps doing some work too. But because of the holiday, i think i tend to feel more empty which is normal to be honest and you start to miss your bestfriends, friends, and family too. Since i'm in my third year now, the homesick doesnt hurt that much like previous years, Alhamdulillah.

Now because of the so called adapting to a whole different routine..that's why i am feeling a bit awkward hence started to you know, 'dive' into my past lovelives...with capital S..yes, not a player but i have involved with more than A girl =S and while i was here, the 'gatal' feelings are there but i think it's just normal considering that I'm just a normal guy. Moonlight there was a malaysian girl i was interested and other cases, well i prefer not to talk about them :)

Well there you go, i wish i could just apologise to her and talking nice to her since i was acting very cold..i think coldest ever =S that was in 2009 though until she gave up. I think i have grown up a bit to the extent i started to consider others' feelings at times especially girls. Virtual means is too a thing that i am not good with. Yes, i can be okay with strangers but not female strangers till the point i had to tell to one of my opposite gender friend that "sorry i'm not good with girls" apart from just to draw a boundary between us both.

So do i feel the desire that we could just keeping in touch with each other? well it depends, a part of me says yes...while the other half..vice versa..but i have realised one thing i was a jerk. Wallahualam :) i hope i didnt hurt her feelings like few others before. If I had hurt you, my reader..let say we had been involved with this lovey-dovey thing, i beg you for forgiveness =)

3rd year project presentation this Friday

Salam/hi guys, still havent have any time to update my blog as often as I should be, but it's alright as i can consider this blog of mine as a comfort zone to just blurt things out..not really :D

let's see - I will be having my presentation this friday on 3.35pm, with the title "the geology of Llangollen" and to my finding so far, my title is happened to be the shortest among all Geologists and GPGs..it's kinda awkward but hey if i'm not the presenter with the shortest title, someone's got to lol

right so i havent actually finish my slides yet, some addons and literature research and i'm done. What's left then is to practice and rehearse the script that i should be making by tonight!

On top of that, I am actually feeling nervous - well who doesnt right?

to make it more stimulating, I'm the first one to present during the second session! I hope i'll be fine! I enjoy doing presentation but not to the extent of being asked by some questions which i dont know how to answer but hey that's life :)

JazakAllah guys for reading this post yeah.

menyahut panggilan Allah kedua

Read this article few days ago that there are three "panggilan" by Allah to hamba-hamba-NYA; which are

1)Azan
2)Haj/Umrah
3)kematian

I havent go to Haj or Umrah. Recently, I have this feeling. It's very hard to explain by words. I really wish to go Umrah. For many of reasons. Apart from the rewards of doing ibadah there, I have one side-objective which - asking for partner. I have this strong feeling to go to Mekah and pray for Allah, asking to give me the correct woman to live with whom i shall live my entire life with. Bear some children and together lead a 'Sakinah' family. My Ukhrawi knowledge is not that deep thus I wont be hopeful my future wife to be having deep knowledge on fiqh etc but if she does, then all praises to Allah. There's this verse relating this and in one of the forum led by Ustaz Fadzilah Kamsah himself where one of the panels stated that if we want a good-mannered wife/husband then we ourselves must have good manners too. So its like karma i guess :)

anyhow, dessertation's works have been consuming my time lately. Not that I'm complaining as I am thankful for it rather than my 2nd year's hectic schedule :) and guess what I think this week perhaps D1's guest week eh? we'll be having three guests altogether in our block. Though another's tentative. In the meantime, I'm free for the weekend. But I have plans up in my sleeves as usual :)

Talking about work and dessertation, I really need to go out - be it gym or the city, any should be fine..I think i have been working too much on the depositional environmnents tiring myself mentally especially...as I always try to recall my photographic memory on particular exposures which i observed during my summer fieldwork.

enough about work :)

Dessertation project and Talk

Salam/hi readers, sorry for the long quiet period, I was busy with all the writeups when i was in Brunei let alone enjoying my summer time in Brunei. Good ol'times!

Anyways the writeups i did in Brunei were only for the processing parts including synthesis and tidying up all the data. It was quite tiring but at least i dont feel jobless during my summer Alhamdulillah :)

The dessertation writeup has started ever since first week of October actually. Its due on mid of december. But I've got a major thing to do beforehand - presentation talk..its 10 minutes i think..or 15 minutes with 5 minutes questions and answers? Hmmm...might as well re-check on it. Havent start that bit yet though..but its alright i shouldnt be panic and take things easy as I go on in this project :)

Arriving Brunei - not stationary

Alhamdulillah, I have arrived at Brunei last thursday so almost a week from now. As stated in the title of this late night post, i havent sit still at home ever since i arrived here, below were my activities :-

Friday - Miri
Saturday - jalan-jalan with my great friend Alniz
Sunday - off to Pasar Gadong with family
Monday - off to pekan Tutong to take care of some stuffs

And Tuesday - Wywy Tutong with my sister with her students. And Ramadhan Karim is just a day or two away~

One of the future plans would be perhaps sungkai with my beloved buddy, Alniz again since our hangout was short hence we didnt have time to vain ourselves but it was great and i am currently looking forward to the next one , thanks buddy guyhugs!! Lul

Brunei on 4th August

I'm currently in Leicester, staying over at my big sister's friend's house for a night before we set off to Heathrow airport tomorrow afternoon. I do feel excited about going back to Brunei but a part of me feels the opposite. Perhaps I'm attached to uk now, not that i dont want to go back to Brunei - I really really do!

It is also possible due to the reason that i still have many things to do for my project - synthesis, tidying here and there..

I think i would resume all those stuffs once i settled everything in Brunei, which would be few days after I arrive there. Today was also my last day in Llangollen..it has been a great geological adventure but wouldnt want to stay more than a month..foods are just so expensive compared to when I'm in Liverpool as i ate seafood in Llangollen simply because of the unavailability of halal meat.

And tomorrow farewell Leicester X)