*At Berakas forest reserve*Here I am, sitting on a 'pondok' attending bruleeds bbq at Berakas. I was invited by a friend though so i am acting as a guest here. I am fine. Just a bit tired i guest. This year's attachment sure is tiring. But that's not the main point that i want to emphasize in this post.
There are times in life that you have to choose between two. Both are important. Both need you to think for err quite some time? Nevertheless you need to choose ONE. Only one. Even you wanna buy wii console so bad, despite your cats' frieskies ran out of stock, you wanna run till you stop and say "ngaleh ku eh".
*at home now*Okay, labih jua saya tu. Anyways, it depends on myself whether to go here or to go there. If there are no obligations in each of those two, then i am free to choose whichever i want. If some people ask me, then i would just tell them honestly why i chose the other one over another one. Sounds Complicated tah pulang yea?
I just realized that sometimes certain things are not i expected they would be. I would just deduce things from the past and just apply them in present situation which is wrong. Many things are not static. They do change. I am changing. Ergh, i am so confused right now. Maybe it was my bad of not trying to involve myself that many. Perhaps i didnt feel obligated compared to the situations when i am surrounded by my 'own orang'. Or perhaps i was being too quiet. What's important is that i learned certain things with my very own eyes. This is enough Azree. I think i am just not too strong when it comes to facing two things which are equally the same or maybe i was expecting too much in the one that i chose X)
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