A confession : I like you =) I think!

Finally remembered to watch Nona at TV3 online just to see "her". I have to admit im not good with dealing matters related to feelings & girls. Yes I can express my feelings to my friends - tell them i dont like or like about things they do but girls? I mean girls that you would consider to know 'deeper', totally not my thing. But, on second thought Im just glad for that for certain reasons actually. I cant avoid from develop some feelings towards "gadis-gadis". Its just how nature works I guess that's why dilarang untuk melampaui batas I guess.

Before, I always believed that I can harden myself from developing any "suka-suka" but I think its too late to realize that its an undeniable fact that I started to develop perasaan towards a girl whom right now I want to keep in touch so bad. But I would prefer things would stay the way they are right now. I dont want to have a relationship. I prefer to be engaged directly instead. You know, Taaruf =) Im very serious about it. Hopefully. I realized too that Im liking the wrong person. Yes, I have her picture in my laptop and I still have her easi number. Im going to delete both soon. I actually mentioned deleting the picture in twitter a day or two ago but I still havent done so. pfffttt =.=" I have to be strong. Wait, I only have her picture in my lappy..ONE..and just her =) so yeah dont get me wrong here (if let say you are hee)

So im going to move on and just forget about the stuffs that happened between us from now on. I dont mind us keeping the silaturrahim intact but I dont want anything to do with her that related to feelings anymore. "I miss you" is just an easy thing to say in the phone and type in the texts but how about in action? I am so glad that I was ego eventhough now Im the one who's in trouble..yikes..my bad..pelik ah..I think that's why certain things they say "datang tanpa diundang"? complex than how 7.5m of tidal range is a characteristic feature of tide-dominated coastline =s

Alright, officially I want to end the bits of pieces between me and her with this song =) semoga silaturrahim masih terjalin.