Read this article few days ago that there are three "panggilan" by Allah to hamba-hamba-NYA; which are
1)Azan
2)Haj/Umrah
3)kematian
I havent go to Haj or Umrah. Recently, I have this feeling. It's very hard to explain by words. I really wish to go Umrah. For many of reasons. Apart from the rewards of doing ibadah there, I have one side-objective which - asking for partner. I have this strong feeling to go to Mekah and pray for Allah, asking to give me the correct woman to live with whom i shall live my entire life with. Bear some children and together lead a 'Sakinah' family. My Ukhrawi knowledge is not that deep thus I wont be hopeful my future wife to be having deep knowledge on fiqh etc but if she does, then all praises to Allah. There's this verse relating this and in one of the forum led by Ustaz Fadzilah Kamsah himself where one of the panels stated that if we want a good-mannered wife/husband then we ourselves must have good manners too. So its like karma i guess :)
anyhow, dessertation's works have been consuming my time lately. Not that I'm complaining as I am thankful for it rather than my 2nd year's hectic schedule :) and guess what I think this week perhaps D1's guest week eh? we'll be having three guests altogether in our block. Though another's tentative. In the meantime, I'm free for the weekend. But I have plans up in my sleeves as usual :)
Talking about work and dessertation, I really need to go out - be it gym or the city, any should be fine..I think i have been working too much on the depositional environmnents tiring myself mentally especially...as I always try to recall my photographic memory on particular exposures which i observed during my summer fieldwork.
enough about work :)
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