on 27th..i didnt hangout with hajah,nai and iznan..cuz i had a reunion with my school mates at bruhall..the thre of them went to madame tussauds though..which looks cool, judging from the pictures they took that day..
Sampai Paddington, i told leevoi i arrived and toink, na batah atu ada leevoi,onn,azrin and amin...shook hands with them and azrin hugged me..i was embarrassed..selahau..haha..maybe i just hug seorang mate kale lol...or i was ego lol..sorry mate hee
Anyways, Onn treated all of us Krispy Kreme doughnuts..and there we go, Brunei hall waiting for our other mates to arrive...sambil tunggu for lunch..and yeai..my first lunch in bruhall..i was excited lol..there were soo many malays especially Bruneians..i feel sooo bruneian again lol X) and yeah, the lunch was delicious...it was english-styled lunch if im not mistaken..
Then before we off to Tower Bridge and London Bridge, i sempat meet up with a mate, Aleef's the name..kesian ia aga bruhall..so talked with him and give that mate a see you hug lol..he's actually a friend i met via friendster..then keep in touch sampai masane lol..i think i know him since last year...tidak saya sedar lol..
Tower Bridge and London Bridge are awesome..there 5 guys including me and 5 gurls masatu...wesempat bergila plg lol..like bertakul tangan with each other HAHA...perhaps the people thought we were drunk that time...owh well.. ;p
Then balik to bruhall again to have dinner...which was rice with fried chicken, curry fish plus sayur kacang which i didnt eat lol..but we had the opportunity to try some of our "mama" punya chocolate cheesecake which was yummy ;D benarrr...naku dusta hee
At night, we had a trip to winter wonderland which si azrin bagi voice message lagu theme winter wonderland~hajah noticed it lol..anyhoots, winter wonderland kinda awesome but some of the rides for me terlampau mahal juakan so i just tried this spinning ride that goes in the air and spin, spin, spin...i thought i was able to withstand the height plus the spinning motion.BUT I COULDNT!!!!!!
Okay, to be honest, i have a phobia of height...yatahtu..nai,iznan and ash were screaming in excitement..apanah ku buat??? terajun from the seat..kidding XP
I just closed my eyes..and trying to calm myself down lol..sekali sekala i tried to reopen my eyes and trying to enjoy lah..but it was in vain lol..
I have to divide some time to spend with drg hajah and my smsonian mates...its unfair juakan if i jalan with drg hajah but not with my smsonian mates di winter wonderland..
Bila selesai...i went to princes street with drg hajah..and packing a bit since we're going back to Liverpool esoknya...
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
26th December - Shopping with Hajah
we woke up earrrllly in the morning..even before fajr lol..we were planning to meet up with drg Ash around 7am if im not mistaken..and we found out the tube opens at 7am so we decided to take a cab instead..which is kinda expensive actually..we hadto pay around 14.20 pounds...lucky there were four of us so around 3.50 pounds each kame bayar..
Once we arrived at Self-fridges, there were so many people queing up waiting to get inside...from what ive heard from Hajah, self-fridges have those super branded stuffs which cost you around hundreds of pounds, but during boxing day..you can get some stuffs like jackets for only 50 pounds..quite a bargain if you're into branded stuffs ;)
We went to Tie rack only to find out that the tudungs which i expect to be on sale..actually WERE'NT...Hajah said this year's boxing day is kinda different as not all stuffs are on sale..not like previous boxing days..but still, it was so crowded..and little did we realize that we had a 8 hours of shopping..and i just bought some stuffs from primark instead..yang nada sale..selahau lol..
Malam nya, masing2 ngantuk so we slept early..then wake up..cerita-cerita sekejap..tidur balik XP
Once we arrived at Self-fridges, there were so many people queing up waiting to get inside...from what ive heard from Hajah, self-fridges have those super branded stuffs which cost you around hundreds of pounds, but during boxing day..you can get some stuffs like jackets for only 50 pounds..quite a bargain if you're into branded stuffs ;)
We went to Tie rack only to find out that the tudungs which i expect to be on sale..actually WERE'NT...Hajah said this year's boxing day is kinda different as not all stuffs are on sale..not like previous boxing days..but still, it was so crowded..and little did we realize that we had a 8 hours of shopping..and i just bought some stuffs from primark instead..yang nada sale..selahau lol..
Malam nya, masing2 ngantuk so we slept early..then wake up..cerita-cerita sekejap..tidur balik XP
Thursday, December 25, 2008
3 course meal by Hajah
Nearly all(or ALL) shops are closed today..sooo we just stayed in Hajah's hall today..NOT =D Hajah brought us around her university which is Imperial College London and i am verry impressed with it to be honest..we even took the opportunities to take vain pictures in the park located near her hall..it was totallly fun =D
But before that, Hajah wanted to bring us to so9me cool rooms in her hall..so she told us to close our eyes and brought us there..starting with the room which has a piano in it(perhaps the lounge?)and then the living room(by this time, we didnt close our eyes...bilik yang ada piano atu saja kame kana suruh tutup mata)...
I like the living room since ada this type of game macam bola sepak thing lol..so we played for few minutes or more =p and screamed in excitement...banar..hyper lah...including me LOL
This malam, Hajah gave us 3 course meal..and it was superbly delicious and yummy, starting with vegetable soup along with bread & crab pate..and compliments to Hajah cuz i was able to finish off the vegetable soup as im not fond of vegetables that much X) the vegetable soup contain rice noodles,carrots,chinese lee?,batang bawang and eggs..and i ate all of them =D which was soooo cool..thanks hajah..
Then the main course was roasted chicken with yorkshire puddings which were delicious! We managed to langis kan the whole chicken lol..as for the dessert..we had Banoffee Pie which was also yummy lol..
Thanks Hajah...your 3 course meal was super yummy*claps
But before that, Hajah wanted to bring us to so9me cool rooms in her hall..so she told us to close our eyes and brought us there..starting with the room which has a piano in it(perhaps the lounge?)and then the living room(by this time, we didnt close our eyes...bilik yang ada piano atu saja kame kana suruh tutup mata)...
I like the living room since ada this type of game macam bola sepak thing lol..so we played for few minutes or more =p and screamed in excitement...banar..hyper lah...including me LOL
This malam, Hajah gave us 3 course meal..and it was superbly delicious and yummy, starting with vegetable soup along with bread & crab pate..and compliments to Hajah cuz i was able to finish off the vegetable soup as im not fond of vegetables that much X) the vegetable soup contain rice noodles,carrots,chinese lee?,batang bawang and eggs..and i ate all of them =D which was soooo cool..thanks hajah..
Then the main course was roasted chicken with yorkshire puddings which were delicious! We managed to langis kan the whole chicken lol..as for the dessert..we had Banoffee Pie which was also yummy lol..
Thanks Hajah...your 3 course meal was super yummy*claps
London - South Kensington @ Hajah Siti Rahmat
Arrived at London Euston around 2Pm-ish yesterday carrying the 4kg sleeping bag and a large holdall with me..to be honest, it was kinda tiring since we had to go to tube in order to go to South Kensington...which involved running up and down through some stairs..but its okay heee =) meeting hajah really macam made me blurred cuz I havent meet her for like since 2004
Iznan,a close mate of mine reached south kensington soon after we settled in hajah's room and she later went out to pick him up at the tube station...hugged iznan and walaaa...i finally meet my close mate =D lol
Hajah and nai then went out to watch Twilight..sorry if i spelled it wrongly..oh yeah, Ash and Azizi joined the movie night too..me and iznan decided not to join..i just wanna chill down last night..since it was a tiring trip..well it just involved 2 hours and 20 minutes of train...okay im soo tired of thinking words to type..i didnt have enough sleep =p lol
Last bit i wanna type about is me and iznan went to Sainsbury after both Hajah and Nai gone to the cinema to meet up with azizi and ash there..AND I saw a huuuge dog standing still at the entrance of Sainsbury..i was kinda hijap a bit lol =p then sampai rumah we just chilled...then before tidur, both of us had shower together..well i dont mean get naked and then shower in one urmm...block?there are two showers totally seperated from each other but both of them are situated exactly in that one room..payahkan explain lol
Heard from levoi that there were many people checked in Brunei hall today..sooo i am so fortunate that Hajah allows me to tumpang her bilik for 4 days =D
Arigato Hajah-chan
p/s: sory if tunggang terbalik i typed =p
Iznan,a close mate of mine reached south kensington soon after we settled in hajah's room and she later went out to pick him up at the tube station...hugged iznan and walaaa...i finally meet my close mate =D lol
Hajah and nai then went out to watch Twilight..sorry if i spelled it wrongly..oh yeah, Ash and Azizi joined the movie night too..me and iznan decided not to join..i just wanna chill down last night..since it was a tiring trip..well it just involved 2 hours and 20 minutes of train...okay im soo tired of thinking words to type..i didnt have enough sleep =p lol
Last bit i wanna type about is me and iznan went to Sainsbury after both Hajah and Nai gone to the cinema to meet up with azizi and ash there..AND I saw a huuuge dog standing still at the entrance of Sainsbury..i was kinda hijap a bit lol =p then sampai rumah we just chilled...then before tidur, both of us had shower together..well i dont mean get naked and then shower in one urmm...block?there are two showers totally seperated from each other but both of them are situated exactly in that one room..payahkan explain lol
Heard from levoi that there were many people checked in Brunei hall today..sooo i am so fortunate that Hajah allows me to tumpang her bilik for 4 days =D
Arigato Hajah-chan
p/s: sory if tunggang terbalik i typed =p
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
A good mate from Cardiff
Amin, a good mate from Cardiff decided to go to Liverpool on last sunday..i decided not to join leevoi in picking up amin from limestreet station since i had my muscles overstrained after the netball game..but amin's a good mate of mine..so its worth to sacrifice anyways lol..my overstrain thingy kinda eased some fair amount too due to walking/running on our way to the station..
He'll join us on our trip to London tomorrow..but i think his train time is slightly delayed after us...im not sure though lol..yaaayyy tomorrow, im off to London and there, i'll meet hajah who i know since i was in form 4..and iznan, another close mate of mine..
Hajah's studying in Imperial London while Iznan's studying in Scotland Dundee...so it will be a loooong way for him then huh?
anyhoots, im happy to see them both tomorrow since we hardly meet each other especially my close mate there...got lots of things to talk about with em lol..
He'll join us on our trip to London tomorrow..but i think his train time is slightly delayed after us...im not sure though lol..yaaayyy tomorrow, im off to London and there, i'll meet hajah who i know since i was in form 4..and iznan, another close mate of mine..
Hajah's studying in Imperial London while Iznan's studying in Scotland Dundee...so it will be a loooong way for him then huh?
anyhoots, im happy to see them both tomorrow since we hardly meet each other especially my close mate there...got lots of things to talk about with em lol..
My first netball?????
I decided to play netball with my seniors along with leevoi and nai last saturday..we played from around 11-ish to 12pm or so...it was SUPER DUPER FUN...i didnt regret having my muscles overstrained after the game =D
Its not a Bruneian-only netball though..we played with Malaysians as well..and what's good was that there were no any so called Bruneians Vs.Malaysians...each group consisted of almost equal amount of both =)
That was my first netball experience so i just know little about it and still learning the netball way hehe~I was assigned as 'GD' which is Goal-defender???im not sure about it though..i forgot what's GD =p it was fun being GD since i have to focus on the opposing team's GA if im not mistaken X) being perplexed, i had to ask lots of questions to our opponent's GA which was a Malaysian..good thing she was not irritated by my questions lol..
So i played as GD, and the more i play the more i learn and you know what? screw me! i like being GD although i have to admit its kinda difficult lol..and i have to agree i played a bit rough..i just dashed towards the GA whenever the ball was reaching her..i almost terlanggar her lol =s
but its okay...i just neaaaarrrrly terlanggar..not just once..few times =p after playing a while, i realized that i was low on stamina yeahhh...lol..i do have a low stamina if you ask me ;D
anyhoots, i was soooo influenced by 'preventing the ball from reaching GA'...so i played netball my own way lol..instead of netball..i turned it to be semi netball volleyball HAHA yeah, its funny really..i hit the ball instead of catching it with my two hands???!! There was even so called 3-combo hits of mine lol...i hit the ball, then it somehow kinda dropping down and i hit it again(2-hit comco) then when it was 'flying' freely in the air I then give it a "HAAAH!!!" which is another hit but this time i use two hands just like in volleyball(if im not mistaken since some seniors recalled about it saying i played like volleyball hee)..so there you go..a threehit combo hehe..
Then we had a break and later continued our 'war' GRR...this time im the GK...which has a role to prevent any shooters from getting their 'dirty' hands on my hot net lol..this time its really tough, my senior is soooooo good at being GA...she even moved so fast, i couldnt predict at all...lol..and yeah, played a bit ganas again, i almost hit her head =s yikes me...
And there i go again..i played like volleyball huhu..a senior said to me from a distance "azree, bukan volleyball ne" lol..whooopppsss =s i think the volleyball method kinda slowly turning into my so called 'reflex'..but it was nice though lol..some of my attempts to hit the ball resulted in the ball being grabbed by one of my team mates..neverthelss, some just make things worse(the opponent managed to get the ball after it was hit by me)
Well, it was awesome!!! I think I wanna play again next time =D i had a wonderful feeling...plus i was craving for sports too lol..lucky me, the netball was held at the uni's sports complex
Its not a Bruneian-only netball though..we played with Malaysians as well..and what's good was that there were no any so called Bruneians Vs.Malaysians...each group consisted of almost equal amount of both =)
That was my first netball experience so i just know little about it and still learning the netball way hehe~I was assigned as 'GD' which is Goal-defender???im not sure about it though..i forgot what's GD =p it was fun being GD since i have to focus on the opposing team's GA if im not mistaken X) being perplexed, i had to ask lots of questions to our opponent's GA which was a Malaysian..good thing she was not irritated by my questions lol..
So i played as GD, and the more i play the more i learn and you know what? screw me! i like being GD although i have to admit its kinda difficult lol..and i have to agree i played a bit rough..i just dashed towards the GA whenever the ball was reaching her..i almost terlanggar her lol =s
but its okay...i just neaaaarrrrly terlanggar..not just once..few times =p after playing a while, i realized that i was low on stamina yeahhh...lol..i do have a low stamina if you ask me ;D
anyhoots, i was soooo influenced by 'preventing the ball from reaching GA'...so i played netball my own way lol..instead of netball..i turned it to be semi netball volleyball HAHA yeah, its funny really..i hit the ball instead of catching it with my two hands???!! There was even so called 3-combo hits of mine lol...i hit the ball, then it somehow kinda dropping down and i hit it again(2-hit comco) then when it was 'flying' freely in the air I then give it a "HAAAH!!!" which is another hit but this time i use two hands just like in volleyball(if im not mistaken since some seniors recalled about it saying i played like volleyball hee)..so there you go..a threehit combo hehe..
Then we had a break and later continued our 'war' GRR...this time im the GK...which has a role to prevent any shooters from getting their 'dirty' hands on my hot net lol..this time its really tough, my senior is soooooo good at being GA...she even moved so fast, i couldnt predict at all...lol..and yeah, played a bit ganas again, i almost hit her head =s yikes me...
And there i go again..i played like volleyball huhu..a senior said to me from a distance "azree, bukan volleyball ne" lol..whooopppsss =s i think the volleyball method kinda slowly turning into my so called 'reflex'..but it was nice though lol..some of my attempts to hit the ball resulted in the ball being grabbed by one of my team mates..neverthelss, some just make things worse(the opponent managed to get the ball after it was hit by me)
Well, it was awesome!!! I think I wanna play again next time =D i had a wonderful feeling...plus i was craving for sports too lol..lucky me, the netball was held at the uni's sports complex
Friday, December 19, 2008
Another taggy bit ;)
Everyone's welcome to do this taggy bit..grrr =)
RULES:
share 10 facts about yourself on your blog
tag 7 people
link the person who tagged you
leave comment for each blogger
1.I am so Manja
2.I can be naive at times..in the end I would get hurt..but im okay..it makes my mentality to be stronger i think X)
3.I love my parents and family
4.I love my friends especially those that are close to me..i have few of them =)
5.I can be pengingau so some friends might find me irritating sometimes =)
6.I can be pemalu at times..but when im forced to be not pemalu,then i'll do my best to be not pemalu hee
7.Im sucks at my lovelife
8.I love cats so much..when I lose my Tigger..i felt as if a part of me suddenly being ripped off from me without my knowing lol
9.Gamefreak~
10.I dont like it when my trust is betrayed..cuz it would be hard for me to regain my trust rah that person lagi hee
RULES:
share 10 facts about yourself on your blog
tag 7 people
link the person who tagged you
leave comment for each blogger
1.I am so Manja
2.I can be naive at times..in the end I would get hurt..but im okay..it makes my mentality to be stronger i think X)
3.I love my parents and family
4.I love my friends especially those that are close to me..i have few of them =)
5.I can be pengingau so some friends might find me irritating sometimes =)
6.I can be pemalu at times..but when im forced to be not pemalu,then i'll do my best to be not pemalu hee
7.Im sucks at my lovelife
8.I love cats so much..when I lose my Tigger..i felt as if a part of me suddenly being ripped off from me without my knowing lol
9.Gamefreak~
10.I dont like it when my trust is betrayed..cuz it would be hard for me to regain my trust rah that person lagi hee
'Poop Detective'
if you are playing "aizril in RPG" right now..Imagine that you leveled up and not only that..ive got god news for you!!!NEW ABILITY LEARNED
Whats the new ability anyways???Will tell you that later ;D
Okay, i decided to go out at night today..well you know just to chill with my mates although i have to admit im not keen on going out at night~sekali-sekala would be okay I guess...The lightings around the city kinda nice..especially the giant spider thingy light..will upload them in my facebook...perhaps tomorrow??
I seriously dont like walking near pubs or bars..its because drunk people can do anything irrational at times..When im on my way to Liverpool one through the moor street...well im certain with the location but let say its near moor street XP there were few guys who were also wanted to cross the road with us..and before that..I had an eye contact with one of them for few seconds if im not mistaken..and he said "Konnichiwa!"..i was kinda blurred at that time and said the same thing back at that lad..lol well yeah thats not cool huh?
I finally saw a playboy van at Albert Dock...yeay meee =) its kinda okay though lol..we also decided to go to Echo Stadium not realizing there's a concert tonight..by Oasis if im not mistaken..so there were two guys selling the tickets to the concert outside..kinda pemajal lah one of them..i think he was trying to convince me to buy the tickets..sampai he said they are cheap..he even said its rare..since its Oasis's concert..but aku banar2 inda minat...payah jua tu kan? =s
so after the pajaling thing..i said to him, its okay cuz we were just looking around lol..and he just stared at me from top to bottom..what?is it wrong for me to reject the offer???c'mon...they are not FREE anyways kan kan kan??? I hope he will experience something like what he was doing to me tadi...paham jua ia apa rasaku..its not good majal orang foreign ane lol If I say i dont know anything about the band..it would be so rude right?
Then we decided to go back to Liverpool One and balik..so there was this guy lagi..he said "take a photo take a photo" when ia lintas kami..mann...what's wrong with that lad?? A mate of mine kinda pissed off with him and said something like "bapamu" lol..
I hate it when there is something muddy or sandy lying on the ground..there are two possibilities...one is its mud or sand..second..dog poops...I 'discovered' during our visit to the "gigantic spider of twilight"(too exaggerating..lol)..its just a big lighting that has a form of a big spider on its web lol..I even took a photo of the 'suspicious-looking' entity..its kinda brownish..so i think its mud perhaps??I even looked at it few times just to reassure myself lol..I had come across with lots of poops since September..Most of them were stomped on by some individuals though..so yeah..ewww is the right word lol
NEW ABILITY MASTERED!!!
POOP DETECTION
Description : Aizril will scan the area within his sight of vision for dog poops and immediately giving signals to his mates to avoid the suspicious looking entity which possibly be poopy
Whats the new ability anyways???Will tell you that later ;D
Okay, i decided to go out at night today..well you know just to chill with my mates although i have to admit im not keen on going out at night~sekali-sekala would be okay I guess...The lightings around the city kinda nice..especially the giant spider thingy light..will upload them in my facebook...perhaps tomorrow??
I seriously dont like walking near pubs or bars..its because drunk people can do anything irrational at times..When im on my way to Liverpool one through the moor street...well im certain with the location but let say its near moor street XP there were few guys who were also wanted to cross the road with us..and before that..I had an eye contact with one of them for few seconds if im not mistaken..and he said "Konnichiwa!"..i was kinda blurred at that time and said the same thing back at that lad..lol well yeah thats not cool huh?
I finally saw a playboy van at Albert Dock...yeay meee =) its kinda okay though lol..we also decided to go to Echo Stadium not realizing there's a concert tonight..by Oasis if im not mistaken..so there were two guys selling the tickets to the concert outside..kinda pemajal lah one of them..i think he was trying to convince me to buy the tickets..sampai he said they are cheap..he even said its rare..since its Oasis's concert..but aku banar2 inda minat...payah jua tu kan? =s
so after the pajaling thing..i said to him, its okay cuz we were just looking around lol..and he just stared at me from top to bottom..what?is it wrong for me to reject the offer???c'mon...they are not FREE anyways kan kan kan??? I hope he will experience something like what he was doing to me tadi...paham jua ia apa rasaku..its not good majal orang foreign ane lol If I say i dont know anything about the band..it would be so rude right?
Then we decided to go back to Liverpool One and balik..so there was this guy lagi..he said "take a photo take a photo" when ia lintas kami..mann...what's wrong with that lad?? A mate of mine kinda pissed off with him and said something like "bapamu" lol..
I hate it when there is something muddy or sandy lying on the ground..there are two possibilities...one is its mud or sand..second..dog poops...I 'discovered' during our visit to the "gigantic spider of twilight"(too exaggerating..lol)..its just a big lighting that has a form of a big spider on its web lol..I even took a photo of the 'suspicious-looking' entity..its kinda brownish..so i think its mud perhaps??I even looked at it few times just to reassure myself lol..I had come across with lots of poops since September..Most of them were stomped on by some individuals though..so yeah..ewww is the right word lol
NEW ABILITY MASTERED!!!
POOP DETECTION
Description : Aizril will scan the area within his sight of vision for dog poops and immediately giving signals to his mates to avoid the suspicious looking entity which possibly be poopy
Thursday, December 18, 2008
How..."qi kuai"
listening to certain songs can greatly affect my mood from time to time..and I just visited one of my mates' blog..I was rather urm..how should i put this..kinda hurt?but its understandable..being sarcastic..sakit plg kadang2 if ppl sarcastic rah tane..
I have a friend who was really sarcastic to me..but now syukur inda lagi =) and kame dua okay2 udah sane hee..dulu i was always kana hurt by that mate..mainly because of his sarcasm...but dulu we were kanak-kanak so andangnya lah kale tu ah time form 4 hee..sabar semampu tane if ppl sarcastic..esp.if teachers tane yang sarcastic..that would be sooo hurtful..wont u agree?
But amidst this so called "hurt parade"...im so thankful to God that i am surrounded by wonderful friends =) yang dari schoolmates gradually jadi biasa..same goes for some of my attachment mates..Being overseas actually brings many changes to my life =) thats why I feel confused right now..on 27th there will be kind of gathering in London..and I have some hangout activities as well with my other mates..seorang atu which is my precious close friend..i think both of us meet each other twice saja this year..kinda pity kan?occasionally, kame video call plg by msn if ada masa and bermood hehe then my other mates jua jarang ku jumpa =/
If you ever hurt by a friend..you can always bersabar and think maybe balasan to oneself maybe that person pernah neglect soem friends during his past life..like me maybe aku rejected a girl's offer to webcaming with me..but banar..aku malu and aku andangnya cmatu..hee..but yeah..i think i have to rasa the hurt that i once felt dulu..back in 2004 if im not mistaken..
But really..i am grateful..i actualy blessed with many wonderful friends..but i was SOO STUPID not to realize about this..in Brunei pun i still have mates..aku saja pemalas kan kontek kan..i still keep in touch with a colleague who works in the kindergarden school i once worked in =) I think the last incident really taught me a lesson..I thought I got few mates who will cheer up my life..but now i Know im wrong =D its unfair to mention their names..cukup tah aku tell in my blog that I love them so much =)
Kenapa before ane aku mencari-cari mates untuk luahkan my problem...padahal if one is too busy or not available at all..i still have many to luahkan right?I was being ego and too dependant on one..teruk jua aku tu..im sorry my mates =) but so that you know..aku sayang kamu..banar ne..SEEEEEEEEEEEEEE...sentimental kale ku malam ane banar..mannnnnn....
"Eventhough you might get hurt by some friends in the end..but you never know what hikmah sebaliknya from such incidence..stay strong and be optimistic..only then you will realize the wonderful things friendship can give you despite the sadness it can give you...its just life and friendship is one of the things that make your rainbow of life" =) there...this is what i made myself..lol
I have a friend who was really sarcastic to me..but now syukur inda lagi =) and kame dua okay2 udah sane hee..dulu i was always kana hurt by that mate..mainly because of his sarcasm...but dulu we were kanak-kanak so andangnya lah kale tu ah time form 4 hee..sabar semampu tane if ppl sarcastic..esp.if teachers tane yang sarcastic..that would be sooo hurtful..wont u agree?
But amidst this so called "hurt parade"...im so thankful to God that i am surrounded by wonderful friends =) yang dari schoolmates gradually jadi biasa..same goes for some of my attachment mates..Being overseas actually brings many changes to my life =) thats why I feel confused right now..on 27th there will be kind of gathering in London..and I have some hangout activities as well with my other mates..seorang atu which is my precious close friend..i think both of us meet each other twice saja this year..kinda pity kan?occasionally, kame video call plg by msn if ada masa and bermood hehe then my other mates jua jarang ku jumpa =/
If you ever hurt by a friend..you can always bersabar and think maybe balasan to oneself maybe that person pernah neglect soem friends during his past life..like me maybe aku rejected a girl's offer to webcaming with me..but banar..aku malu and aku andangnya cmatu..hee..but yeah..i think i have to rasa the hurt that i once felt dulu..back in 2004 if im not mistaken..
But really..i am grateful..i actualy blessed with many wonderful friends..but i was SOO STUPID not to realize about this..in Brunei pun i still have mates..aku saja pemalas kan kontek kan..i still keep in touch with a colleague who works in the kindergarden school i once worked in =) I think the last incident really taught me a lesson..I thought I got few mates who will cheer up my life..but now i Know im wrong =D its unfair to mention their names..cukup tah aku tell in my blog that I love them so much =)
Kenapa before ane aku mencari-cari mates untuk luahkan my problem...padahal if one is too busy or not available at all..i still have many to luahkan right?I was being ego and too dependant on one..teruk jua aku tu..im sorry my mates =) but so that you know..aku sayang kamu..banar ne..SEEEEEEEEEEEEEE...sentimental kale ku malam ane banar..mannnnnn....
"Eventhough you might get hurt by some friends in the end..but you never know what hikmah sebaliknya from such incidence..stay strong and be optimistic..only then you will realize the wonderful things friendship can give you despite the sadness it can give you...its just life and friendship is one of the things that make your rainbow of life" =) there...this is what i made myself..lol
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
Maluku baaa
Some of my mates in Dundee and London know about my 'u-noe-wat'...mannn...we were having a group chat last night..so i kinda sleep late last nite the group chat and a chat with my mate who's having his vacation in Prague...
Since the mates who group chatted with me semua yang ku biasa and trust..so i told them..oh yeah..one of them is my close friend WHOM im going to meet in London nanti weeee..yeah...We SERIOUSLy payah2 kan jumpa..we were macam belangkas back in Mahad..then contact pakai sms saja..LOL...and we met during our Mahad Thanawi 5 gathering at Excapade so basically we just meet twice this year..syukur tah..anyhoots...I miss the three of them..banarr..although we seldom chat..but you know..the bonds are so hard to be 'broken off'...well..they are absolutely my close friends..Friends are soo important when you're away from family..benar =')
But aku pun bersyukur jua..another close friend of mine is kinda near to Liverpool..so yeah..i can go to Leeds almost every month given that both of us are not busy..i dont like to be a bothersome to people too..
Okay here are some of the stuffs we chatted last night..something about i prefer to have a crush on lesbo girls(i know..im so crazy) its because when I think of it..i dont have to feel jealous since the girl wont be flirty with guys HAHA...see...penjeles jua aku tu ah..selahau eh..i was so crazy last night I guess...and maluku bagitau them eh...tau sudah my mulberry mate SINCE when I Spotted 'Her' grrr....
But I bet my mother doesnt want me to be serious in my lovelife for now..banar jua when i think about it =) yatah im okay lah..kalau inda..bukan tah jodoh tu bah =) I started to notice her during senior's open house...it just happens!! datang unexpectedly...ia pakai baju kurung..i think a pink one?and she was talking with my mulberry mate..so i kinda stalked her..you know just observing...seriously..ADANG OKAY...
Since the mates who group chatted with me semua yang ku biasa and trust..so i told them..oh yeah..one of them is my close friend WHOM im going to meet in London nanti weeee..yeah...We SERIOUSLy payah2 kan jumpa..we were macam belangkas back in Mahad..then contact pakai sms saja..LOL...and we met during our Mahad Thanawi 5 gathering at Excapade so basically we just meet twice this year..syukur tah..anyhoots...I miss the three of them..banarr..although we seldom chat..but you know..the bonds are so hard to be 'broken off'...well..they are absolutely my close friends..Friends are soo important when you're away from family..benar =')
But aku pun bersyukur jua..another close friend of mine is kinda near to Liverpool..so yeah..i can go to Leeds almost every month given that both of us are not busy..i dont like to be a bothersome to people too..
Okay here are some of the stuffs we chatted last night..something about i prefer to have a crush on lesbo girls(i know..im so crazy) its because when I think of it..i dont have to feel jealous since the girl wont be flirty with guys HAHA...see...penjeles jua aku tu ah..selahau eh..i was so crazy last night I guess...and maluku bagitau them eh...tau sudah my mulberry mate SINCE when I Spotted 'Her' grrr....
But I bet my mother doesnt want me to be serious in my lovelife for now..banar jua when i think about it =) yatah im okay lah..kalau inda..bukan tah jodoh tu bah =) I started to notice her during senior's open house...it just happens!! datang unexpectedly...ia pakai baju kurung..i think a pink one?and she was talking with my mulberry mate..so i kinda stalked her..you know just observing...seriously..ADANG OKAY...
SERIOUSLYYYYYYY
Tagged By Farra And Sha
1. What’s the relationship of you and her/him?
-Farra, my close friend's girlfriend's punya close friend HAHA...but yeah we did have some histrory..its funny really..okay..i'l tell you then..i kinda asked si farra a favor to make me like her hahhahaa...and so i became flirty flirty with her then inda jadi cuz she said di PTE byk Good looking Guys n.n heee...
-Sha masane just kawan ja kame dua..we were ehem2 plg before but now kawan saja =) hee
2. Your 5 impressions towards her/him?
-si farra?hmmm...ia capi, p baik n.n ia selahau tapi suka saya cakap sama kedia, ia senyum tome di airport, aku pun senyum balik hee..
-Sha? baik, pengsenyum, timbangrasa, penyayang kucing and penyayang parents n.n
3. The most memorable things she/he have said to you.
-ahhh..oh me gosh...lupa saya >,< Good luck perhaps?
-sha, erm..okay i shouldnt say this..mebe sayang2 thingy..shhhh..lol..maluku ba
4. The most memorable things she/he had done for you.
-Farra Ia kata awu semasa "favor" atu hahahaha
-Sha ia tunggukn my luggage time di airport..i was feeling so guilty for dragging her..
5. If she/he becomes your lover, you will:
-Farra No more please..sal aku anggap ia kawan dah =)
-Sha, kalau sekali lagi...and by that time banar2.then i will banar2 lah..u know..but im the manja type of guy LOL jarih perempuan ulihku..BANAR..rah close frens ku pun ku manja2 apa lagi my lover LOL
6. If she/he becomes your enemy, you will:
-Farra i dont know..bersabar at the same time complain bout her to chungko depupu or my other trustable mates?lol
-Sha..untuk apa jadi enemy..im not happy,shes not happy..everyone's not happy hee
7. If she/he becomes your love, she/he has to improve on:
-farra hmmm..I dont know..I must know her thoroughly..seriously..AS A GUY,maluku menjawab yoh..kesian crushku hee...kalau crushku...*droooollllsss
-Sha hmmm...I must know banar2 dulu dalaaaaam berabis..but you know..when tane sayang a girl..tane accept jua kan her weaknesses macam jua ia accept kekurangan aku n.n
8. If she/he becomes your enemy, the reason is because:
-farra ia penjeluak???LOL I DONT know baaaa
-Sha..entah lol
9. The most desirable thing to do on him/her is?
-fara hmm...give flowers?roses...wait..I should give flowers to my crush jua*droollls hehe
-Sha make her happy n.n
10. The overall impression of him/her is
-farra The Farroar n.n
-Sha The Bus10 Girl hee
11. How do you think the people around you feel about you?
-Some irritated some okay i think..im not perfect =)
12. The characteristic that you think you have, is?
-Pengigau sampai a close friend/close friends of mine sesak lol
13. On the contrary, the characteristic you hate of yourself is?
-SOmetimes i can be too sensitive
14. The most ideal person that you want to be is?
- No Comment
15. For the people who care about you and like you, say something about them.
- Hanya Tuhan saja yang mampu balas =)
16. 10 people you tag:
-1. Azrin
2. Hafiz Bakar
3. Nai
4. Daus si cuzinku
5. Sha
6. Malie
7. Leevoi
8. Chocoballs
9. Isyrah Sadri(rindu ku rahmu mate..batah dah na contact yoh)
10. My other close mates walau drg nada berblog aziim,iznan,aizat,Joeheimi
17. Who is No. 2 having a relationship with?
- I think my mate there single kale hee n.n
18. No. 3 a male or female?
- Female
19. If No. 7 and No. 10 were together, would it be a good thing?
- NOOOOO NOOO...my close mates are males...selahau eh..but i broke the rule jua kan heee
20. How about No.5 and No. 8?
- Okay..o dont know..mind your own business...Q20 =p
21. What is No. 1 studying about?
-Same like me n.n
22. Is No. 4 single?
- NOpe...ia tu laku tah nyanta haha XD
23. Say something about No. 6?
- Malie seorang kawan yang baik =)
1. What’s the relationship of you and her/him?
-Farra, my close friend's girlfriend's punya close friend HAHA...but yeah we did have some histrory..its funny really..okay..i'l tell you then..i kinda asked si farra a favor to make me like her hahhahaa...and so i became flirty flirty with her then inda jadi cuz she said di PTE byk Good looking Guys n.n heee...
-Sha masane just kawan ja kame dua..we were ehem2 plg before but now kawan saja =) hee
2. Your 5 impressions towards her/him?
-si farra?hmmm...ia capi, p baik n.n ia selahau tapi suka saya cakap sama kedia, ia senyum tome di airport, aku pun senyum balik hee..
-Sha? baik, pengsenyum, timbangrasa, penyayang kucing and penyayang parents n.n
3. The most memorable things she/he have said to you.
-ahhh..oh me gosh...lupa saya >,< Good luck perhaps?
-sha, erm..okay i shouldnt say this..mebe sayang2 thingy..shhhh..lol..maluku ba
4. The most memorable things she/he had done for you.
-Farra Ia kata awu semasa "favor" atu hahahaha
-Sha ia tunggukn my luggage time di airport..i was feeling so guilty for dragging her..
5. If she/he becomes your lover, you will:
-Farra No more please..sal aku anggap ia kawan dah =)
-Sha, kalau sekali lagi...and by that time banar2.then i will banar2 lah..u know..but im the manja type of guy LOL jarih perempuan ulihku..BANAR..rah close frens ku pun ku manja2 apa lagi my lover LOL
6. If she/he becomes your enemy, you will:
-Farra i dont know..bersabar at the same time complain bout her to chungko depupu or my other trustable mates?lol
-Sha..untuk apa jadi enemy..im not happy,shes not happy..everyone's not happy hee
7. If she/he becomes your love, she/he has to improve on:
-farra hmmm..I dont know..I must know her thoroughly..seriously..AS A GUY,maluku menjawab yoh..kesian crushku hee...kalau crushku...*droooollllsss
-Sha hmmm...I must know banar2 dulu dalaaaaam berabis..but you know..when tane sayang a girl..tane accept jua kan her weaknesses macam jua ia accept kekurangan aku n.n
8. If she/he becomes your enemy, the reason is because:
-farra ia penjeluak???LOL I DONT know baaaa
-Sha..entah lol
9. The most desirable thing to do on him/her is?
-fara hmm...give flowers?roses...wait..I should give flowers to my crush jua*droollls hehe
-Sha make her happy n.n
10. The overall impression of him/her is
-farra The Farroar n.n
-Sha The Bus10 Girl hee
11. How do you think the people around you feel about you?
-Some irritated some okay i think..im not perfect =)
12. The characteristic that you think you have, is?
-Pengigau sampai a close friend/close friends of mine sesak lol
13. On the contrary, the characteristic you hate of yourself is?
-SOmetimes i can be too sensitive
14. The most ideal person that you want to be is?
- No Comment
15. For the people who care about you and like you, say something about them.
- Hanya Tuhan saja yang mampu balas =)
16. 10 people you tag:
-1. Azrin
2. Hafiz Bakar
3. Nai
4. Daus si cuzinku
5. Sha
6. Malie
7. Leevoi
8. Chocoballs
9. Isyrah Sadri(rindu ku rahmu mate..batah dah na contact yoh)
10. My other close mates walau drg nada berblog aziim,iznan,aizat,Joeheimi
17. Who is No. 2 having a relationship with?
- I think my mate there single kale hee n.n
18. No. 3 a male or female?
- Female
19. If No. 7 and No. 10 were together, would it be a good thing?
- NOOOOO NOOO...my close mates are males...selahau eh..but i broke the rule jua kan heee
20. How about No.5 and No. 8?
- Okay..o dont know..mind your own business...Q20 =p
21. What is No. 1 studying about?
-Same like me n.n
22. Is No. 4 single?
- NOpe...ia tu laku tah nyanta haha XD
23. Say something about No. 6?
- Malie seorang kawan yang baik =)
Azree's Tag GRRRR
Tagged by Nai and Hafiz Bakar
RULES:
1.Put Your itunes, windows media player etc on Shuffle.
2.For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3.YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4.Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5.Tag 6 people.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Are you male or female?
Bond Girls - midnight Garden(apakan nee..aku a romantic guy?HAHA)
Describe yourself!
Bond Girls - Winter Sun(yes..i can be moody at times..apkan lol)
What do people feel when they're around you?
Mariah Carey - Thank God I found You(i hope its true..~but im afraid not..i lose my ke ai de pengyou owh well)
Describe your current relationship.
Those Days - Shaggy featuring Nasha(atuya hahahaha..NO COMMENT ;D)
Where would you like to be now?
Jangan Pernah Berubah - Marcell(hmm...jgn pernah berubah dari segi apa ah?im clueless)
How do you feel about love?
Tak Selamanya Selingkuh Itu Indah - Merpati Band(SERIOUSLY,thats an ouch lol..i mean..aku pernah plg sama a gurl that direbuti oleh para guys..lol..but aku kawan saja sama perempuan atu sane :D)
What's your life like?
Gypsy Rhapsody - Bond Girls(entah eh)
What would you ask for if you had only one wish?
完美故事(Wan Mei Gu Shi) - Will Pan(i dont know apa maksudnya hee)
Say something wise..
Puspa - ST12(putuskan saja pacarmu lalu bilang i love you padaku?okay thats not wise at all hahah)
If someone says "is this okay?" you say..
Whine Up(spanish version) (natah saya tau astee)
How would you describe yourself?
Storm - Bond Girls(grrr..beware readers..jk)
What do you like in a guy/girl?
Bulan-bulan Islam(maluku eh..lol)
How do you feel today?
Hanya Kau Yang Mampu - Aizat AF5(atuya...lagi tia..apakan soalan ane..maluku ba malu haha)
What is your life's purpose?
Hampir ke situ - Mendua(hmmm?)
What is your motto?
My Love - Westlife(coolness n.n love can be related to many..parents,family,friends n.n love is so vague if u ask me)
What do your friends think of you?
Korobushko - Bond Girls(na saya tau)
What do you think of your parents?
Sepohon Kayu - Saujana(awwwhhh i love babah and mama :D)
What do you think about very often?
Hanya Kau yang Mampu - Aizat AF5(yisssshhhh XD)
What do you think of your best friend?
Beautiful Girls Reply - JoJo(means that they always there for me ;D)
What do you think of the person you like?
Low Remix - Flo Rida(kira ia tu hot tu hee)
What is your life story?
Buronan Cinta - The Lima(asteee)
What do you want to be when you grow up?
Kata Mama - Amy Mastura(hehehehe lol)
What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Jamilah Jamidong - Ecepe Band(eee my crush..maluku eee...yada yada~okay why im acting like this LOL)
What will they play at your funeral?
Truly Madly Deeply Do - Savage Garden
What will you dance to at your wedding?
Dari Hati - Club eighties(romantic n.n)
What is your hobby/interest?
Jangan Kau Pergi - Putri Norizah(atuya)
What is your biggest fear?
Lagu Campur - Saiful Apek(hehehe..kira aku campur adukkan some things with another some things?)
What is your biggest secret?
Lagu Rindu - Kerispatih(asteeee....adang bah yeh)
What do you think of your friends?
Dua Hati Menjadi Satu - Gita Gutawa ft.Dafi(i love my friends...i even get hurt easily esp.the last incident but such incident will make me stronger in terms of mentality..i guess)
I’m tagging :
Anyone's welcome to do it =)
RULES:
1.Put Your itunes, windows media player etc on Shuffle.
2.For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3.YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4.Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5.Tag 6 people.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Are you male or female?
Bond Girls - midnight Garden(apakan nee..aku a romantic guy?HAHA)
Describe yourself!
Bond Girls - Winter Sun(yes..i can be moody at times..apkan lol)
What do people feel when they're around you?
Mariah Carey - Thank God I found You(i hope its true..~but im afraid not..i lose my ke ai de pengyou owh well)
Describe your current relationship.
Those Days - Shaggy featuring Nasha(atuya hahahaha..NO COMMENT ;D)
Where would you like to be now?
Jangan Pernah Berubah - Marcell(hmm...jgn pernah berubah dari segi apa ah?im clueless)
How do you feel about love?
Tak Selamanya Selingkuh Itu Indah - Merpati Band(SERIOUSLY,thats an ouch lol..i mean..aku pernah plg sama a gurl that direbuti oleh para guys..lol..but aku kawan saja sama perempuan atu sane :D)
What's your life like?
Gypsy Rhapsody - Bond Girls(entah eh)
What would you ask for if you had only one wish?
完美故事(Wan Mei Gu Shi) - Will Pan(i dont know apa maksudnya hee)
Say something wise..
Puspa - ST12(putuskan saja pacarmu lalu bilang i love you padaku?okay thats not wise at all hahah)
If someone says "is this okay?" you say..
Whine Up(spanish version) (natah saya tau astee)
How would you describe yourself?
Storm - Bond Girls(grrr..beware readers..jk)
What do you like in a guy/girl?
Bulan-bulan Islam(maluku eh..lol)
How do you feel today?
Hanya Kau Yang Mampu - Aizat AF5(atuya...lagi tia..apakan soalan ane..maluku ba malu haha)
What is your life's purpose?
Hampir ke situ - Mendua(hmmm?)
What is your motto?
My Love - Westlife(coolness n.n love can be related to many..parents,family,friends n.n love is so vague if u ask me)
What do your friends think of you?
Korobushko - Bond Girls(na saya tau)
What do you think of your parents?
Sepohon Kayu - Saujana(awwwhhh i love babah and mama :D)
What do you think about very often?
Hanya Kau yang Mampu - Aizat AF5(yisssshhhh XD)
What do you think of your best friend?
Beautiful Girls Reply - JoJo(means that they always there for me ;D)
What do you think of the person you like?
Low Remix - Flo Rida(kira ia tu hot tu hee)
What is your life story?
Buronan Cinta - The Lima(asteee)
What do you want to be when you grow up?
Kata Mama - Amy Mastura(hehehehe lol)
What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Jamilah Jamidong - Ecepe Band(eee my crush..maluku eee...yada yada~okay why im acting like this LOL)
What will they play at your funeral?
Truly Madly Deeply Do - Savage Garden
What will you dance to at your wedding?
Dari Hati - Club eighties(romantic n.n)
What is your hobby/interest?
Jangan Kau Pergi - Putri Norizah(atuya)
What is your biggest fear?
Lagu Campur - Saiful Apek(hehehe..kira aku campur adukkan some things with another some things?)
What is your biggest secret?
Lagu Rindu - Kerispatih(asteeee....adang bah yeh)
What do you think of your friends?
Dua Hati Menjadi Satu - Gita Gutawa ft.Dafi(i love my friends...i even get hurt easily esp.the last incident but such incident will make me stronger in terms of mentality..i guess)
I’m tagging :
Anyone's welcome to do it =)
Sunday, December 14, 2008
You go Prague mate~lol
A close friend of mine's going to Prague today....his flight was on 12pm-ish..have fun in Prague buddy..kecarian tah ku rah kedia ane for a week lol..almost everyday ku kontek kedia lol..since both of us have free allowances on messages and call(well i dont have any free call though xP)..
Anyways, i will be going to his place at the end of December too..so its okay lol..and he can cook rice so well..i FINALLY tried the rice that he cooked..i dont think i ever did try some during our attachment lol
So when im there nanti..i would prefer eat rice saja..nyusahkan jua.i decided to buy my own rice...inda jua mau troublesome..even though he's my close friend..but still..its just me i guess =)
Anyways, i will be going to his place at the end of December too..so its okay lol..and he can cook rice so well..i FINALLY tried the rice that he cooked..i dont think i ever did try some during our attachment lol
So when im there nanti..i would prefer eat rice saja..nyusahkan jua.i decided to buy my own rice...inda jua mau troublesome..even though he's my close friend..but still..its just me i guess =)
what a mess~
I went out of my room this morning only to find out that our kitchen is in a HUGE mess...i thought they cleaned it up but noooo...i was being too optimistic..i kinda pissed off when i noticed that my shoes which are outside of my room xp were kinda 'moved'..they even turned on some music last night around 12-ish am???or later..i forgot..but its kinda difficult for me to sleep due to the noises..
And being engulfed by negative emotions(yeah im soo bad ever since im in uk..entah kenapa..ilang sbaar kadang2)...you know what i did??
well...based on "if aku inda dapat tidur awal dan kamu pun tidak dapat bangun akhir" i banged some of the doors so hard just to lepaskan geram lol..i even flooded the toilet..i was trying to be considerate..thus im trying not to flood the toilet but in exchange what did they do???we even dont complain about the refrigerator..we dont use many spaces..plus there is hardly any space for us to put our frozen foods in the freezer!!!!
sheesshhh...I guess we will be having our dinner at leevoi's kitchen instead cuz i think it would still be messy till tonight..well...if thay wont clean it up..i guess i have to send an email to the manager..not to tell her that my hallmates did that..but i want to tell her that me and my other friends did not involve in making the mess..so in case the cleaner complains about it tomorrow..
And being engulfed by negative emotions(yeah im soo bad ever since im in uk..entah kenapa..ilang sbaar kadang2)...you know what i did??
well...based on "if aku inda dapat tidur awal dan kamu pun tidak dapat bangun akhir" i banged some of the doors so hard just to lepaskan geram lol..i even flooded the toilet..i was trying to be considerate..thus im trying not to flood the toilet but in exchange what did they do???we even dont complain about the refrigerator..we dont use many spaces..plus there is hardly any space for us to put our frozen foods in the freezer!!!!
sheesshhh...I guess we will be having our dinner at leevoi's kitchen instead cuz i think it would still be messy till tonight..well...if thay wont clean it up..i guess i have to send an email to the manager..not to tell her that my hallmates did that..but i want to tell her that me and my other friends did not involve in making the mess..so in case the cleaner complains about it tomorrow..
Saturday, December 13, 2008
Broken-hearted?
well...i have a good news..and a bad news..talked over with my mate in the phone..cant wait to go there =D to spend time with em...we havent been talk a lot since we last met..yeah..lol
the bad news is..i think i should just give up on my crush..yeah..i did something which i can somehow 'contact' my crush..im sleepy though so mind my english hee...well..at least i got to see her in the internet..mannn..what am i doing???dari masatu sudah...i told myself to like give up..but look what im doing right now....mannn~banar lah..i think she's not interested with me...im not good at this love thingy..trust me..but but..i want her ba...lol..i want her to..you know...interested with me as well??im interested to know her more..then i can judge whether she's the one or not =)
maybe im just being sentimental tonight..at first i didnt want to do 'that' but..i kinda sensed that she might be around and I WAS right..and time ku ada ia kan keluar..mann..maybe aku ne bukan her type kale..owh well..still im hoping hee
the bad news is..i think i should just give up on my crush..yeah..i did something which i can somehow 'contact' my crush..im sleepy though so mind my english hee...well..at least i got to see her in the internet..mannn..what am i doing???dari masatu sudah...i told myself to like give up..but look what im doing right now....mannn~banar lah..i think she's not interested with me...im not good at this love thingy..trust me..but but..i want her ba...lol..i want her to..you know...interested with me as well??im interested to know her more..then i can judge whether she's the one or not =)
maybe im just being sentimental tonight..at first i didnt want to do 'that' but..i kinda sensed that she might be around and I WAS right..and time ku ada ia kan keluar..mann..maybe aku ne bukan her type kale..owh well..still im hoping hee
Thursday, December 11, 2008
Home alone
home alone..yeah..not really though..all my bruneian mates went out tonight..why do i prefer to stay?well ive got assignments to worry about hee..leevoi and nai decided to watch a movie at Odeon..i forgot what's the title...Khaty went out with her friend to Nando's...so tinggal aku seorang hee...
Holiday's gonna be in a week time...cant wait for it...but before that, ive got many stuffs to do...portfolio..practical, reading assignments, orgnanizing my notes which means i got to go to the library to bind them altogether according to modules..
I felt sorry for my mate last two nights...i was still you know,,angry with the things happened..and i was being cold..being ignorant..then the next day I text em back..and yeah..somehow didnt work it out so well..so i think its really inevitable if friends quarrel over something and in the end their friendship might get affected after that..so called the aftermath of quarrelling huh?Well i did experience something like this before...
But what's done is done..i always believe there's a hikmah di sebalik all of these =) there must be..and when i was texting my mate and realized that my efforts were in vain..i realized that, the same thing happened to some of my msn friends...what i mean by msn friends here is the people who i 'met' in the internet and never in reality..maybe once or two lol...I somehow didnt reply much to their texts..apa salah durang kan??NADA...im the one who's being bad here.....
Especially to a guy that calls me by 'adik'..i feel sorry for him..dont misunderstand with that adik..we actually adik beradik angkat before..lol..but i decided to be friends and so i told him directly and walaaa...friends we are...besides i have a big brother =)
Chatting with my mom really made my homesicko not that severe anymore..hehe..maybe i was missing talking with my jia ren esp.my sis as i always complain about things to her lol~she's a cool sister by the way ;D
AND CURRENTLY..IM thinking of switching to estee lauder idealist...mannn~im confused lol...
oh yeah..before i 'gtg'...i wana tell you something...yeah you! jk =D
I accidentally spilt out something to nai and khaty about my crush..GILA...maluku eh hehehehe...really..mannnn~
Roger and out
Holiday's gonna be in a week time...cant wait for it...but before that, ive got many stuffs to do...portfolio..practical, reading assignments, orgnanizing my notes which means i got to go to the library to bind them altogether according to modules..
I felt sorry for my mate last two nights...i was still you know,,angry with the things happened..and i was being cold..being ignorant..then the next day I text em back..and yeah..somehow didnt work it out so well..so i think its really inevitable if friends quarrel over something and in the end their friendship might get affected after that..so called the aftermath of quarrelling huh?Well i did experience something like this before...
But what's done is done..i always believe there's a hikmah di sebalik all of these =) there must be..and when i was texting my mate and realized that my efforts were in vain..i realized that, the same thing happened to some of my msn friends...what i mean by msn friends here is the people who i 'met' in the internet and never in reality..maybe once or two lol...I somehow didnt reply much to their texts..apa salah durang kan??NADA...im the one who's being bad here.....
Especially to a guy that calls me by 'adik'..i feel sorry for him..dont misunderstand with that adik..we actually adik beradik angkat before..lol..but i decided to be friends and so i told him directly and walaaa...friends we are...besides i have a big brother =)
Chatting with my mom really made my homesicko not that severe anymore..hehe..maybe i was missing talking with my jia ren esp.my sis as i always complain about things to her lol~she's a cool sister by the way ;D
AND CURRENTLY..IM thinking of switching to estee lauder idealist...mannn~im confused lol...
oh yeah..before i 'gtg'...i wana tell you something...yeah you! jk =D
I accidentally spilt out something to nai and khaty about my crush..GILA...maluku eh hehehehe...really..mannnn~
Roger and out
Monday, December 8, 2008
Hurt by a friend?
Its different from the hurt you feel when girls ditch you..for me. Well, I just lose a good friend, someone who sometimes be there for me when I need some company, a mate that can make me laugh at times..a 'hen ke ai de pengyou'...will not be same again from now on~ yeah...it was hard at first.but im gradually accepting the reality..and I was hurt by a statement or few statements i think. I treat friendship as something that related to trust and friends love...you know teletubbies..wait, i mean care bears ;)
You're probably wondering why i seemed to be happy now huh?Im listening to the song given to me last few days...its a sweet song actually..although i seemed to be happy right now, deep inside im actually not...but if I keep on looking back and be sad..will that give me anything good???Ive got assignemnts to spend my time on..ive got other friends to talk with...ive got other friends in Brunei which I seldom chat with since masa inda bertamu and assignments too..
But I appreciate what that friend did to me..really am grateful for all of them..I pray that dia dibalas dengan kebaikan-kebaikan although i know it wouldnt be the same again from now on..but that's fine too as long as tidak memutuskan silaturrahim =) maybe this is my punishment for my past sins...you know, when I was crazy in friendster, I would not layan orang-orang "tong si lien" easily...and another gurl bawa webcam baru2 ani pun aku namau..and another filipinos who happens to be in my messenger list wanted to webcam with me but i rejected the offer few times...Karma???
Aku redha tah saja =) as the saying goes, ada hikmah di sebaliknya..although payah kan accept that i lose a good friend that sikit lagi kan rapat...even if my crush say "i like you azree" I would'nt have the mood to say "yesh, me too me too!" lol confused ku eh..better not bawa-bawa crush aku ane lol
Friends are precious, they are like my necessary stuffs - laptop, handphone, books, clothes, lingeries, spectacle..I believe each of my friends have their own uniqueness...if its alright, I would like them to stay with me all the time..i mean not as in losing durang lah..lol..seeing them go away from me makes me feel as if im losing a part of my 'necessary stuffs' which I cannot live without...but if its so..if it cannot be saved anymore...then I shall accept it bit by bit..hurtful it may be...I believe that my optimism and my other friends will help me =)
I do have to agree its not easy for me to be close with any people..but when Im close with them..i tend to appreciate them more =) and if i ever lose one of them..it would also hurt me more too..friends..I lose several of them..but i gained many in return..but this mate..is there any replacement for em?
I dont think so..its okay..let time heals =)
You're probably wondering why i seemed to be happy now huh?Im listening to the song given to me last few days...its a sweet song actually..although i seemed to be happy right now, deep inside im actually not...but if I keep on looking back and be sad..will that give me anything good???Ive got assignemnts to spend my time on..ive got other friends to talk with...ive got other friends in Brunei which I seldom chat with since masa inda bertamu and assignments too..
But I appreciate what that friend did to me..really am grateful for all of them..I pray that dia dibalas dengan kebaikan-kebaikan although i know it wouldnt be the same again from now on..but that's fine too as long as tidak memutuskan silaturrahim =) maybe this is my punishment for my past sins...you know, when I was crazy in friendster, I would not layan orang-orang "tong si lien" easily...and another gurl bawa webcam baru2 ani pun aku namau..and another filipinos who happens to be in my messenger list wanted to webcam with me but i rejected the offer few times...Karma???
Aku redha tah saja =) as the saying goes, ada hikmah di sebaliknya..although payah kan accept that i lose a good friend that sikit lagi kan rapat...even if my crush say "i like you azree" I would'nt have the mood to say "yesh, me too me too!" lol confused ku eh..better not bawa-bawa crush aku ane lol
Friends are precious, they are like my necessary stuffs - laptop, handphone, books, clothes, lingeries, spectacle..I believe each of my friends have their own uniqueness...if its alright, I would like them to stay with me all the time..i mean not as in losing durang lah..lol..seeing them go away from me makes me feel as if im losing a part of my 'necessary stuffs' which I cannot live without...but if its so..if it cannot be saved anymore...then I shall accept it bit by bit..hurtful it may be...I believe that my optimism and my other friends will help me =)
I do have to agree its not easy for me to be close with any people..but when Im close with them..i tend to appreciate them more =) and if i ever lose one of them..it would also hurt me more too..friends..I lose several of them..but i gained many in return..but this mate..is there any replacement for em?
I dont think so..its okay..let time heals =)
Sunday, December 7, 2008
Oh no~please, not tonight
remember my post about my recent crush?well Ive got both good news and bad news..bad news is im giving up..ive got my own reasons though ;) Good news is she's actually single...I saw on her facebook though..well look like im giving a clue huh?(check my facebook..nadadeh lol)
Maluku eh membuat post pasal perempuan ane..she surely something to make me writing a post for her...thanks to a mate of mine...he recommended me a song by Gareth Gates "too serious too soon" and listening to that song makes me go say urm..sentimental sometimes?...and its happening again tonight!!
Mannnn~maluku banar eh...i mean masani inda..but after i come to my senses..I would DEFINITELY embarrassed lol...ke shi hen ke ai pulang tu hehehehe so maybe i wont delete this post lol...
Maluku eh membuat post pasal perempuan ane..she surely something to make me writing a post for her...thanks to a mate of mine...he recommended me a song by Gareth Gates "too serious too soon" and listening to that song makes me go say urm..sentimental sometimes?...and its happening again tonight!!
Mannnn~maluku banar eh...i mean masani inda..but after i come to my senses..I would DEFINITELY embarrassed lol...ke shi hen ke ai pulang tu hehehehe so maybe i wont delete this post lol...
Thursday, December 4, 2008
Tis is so noisy
okay, bear with me for a moment okay?
My room is next to the kitchen and there is something going on tonight, I dont know, a party perhaps? or a social gathering...(in the kitchen?)
its so noisy...if it still continue and I hardly go to sleep..I will bang the door so hard early in the morning~if I lose my patience of course ;) you know, I cant sleep early,so they must wake early tomorrow morning =) am I that bad? I dont know...maybe Im feeling so irritated cuz it has not been this noisy before...
Nanti ku bawa kawan-kawanku dari Leeds and Sheffield ah.biar kamu ;) jk
My room is next to the kitchen and there is something going on tonight, I dont know, a party perhaps? or a social gathering...(in the kitchen?)
its so noisy...if it still continue and I hardly go to sleep..I will bang the door so hard early in the morning~if I lose my patience of course ;) you know, I cant sleep early,so they must wake early tomorrow morning =) am I that bad? I dont know...maybe Im feeling so irritated cuz it has not been this noisy before...
Nanti ku bawa kawan-kawanku dari Leeds and Sheffield ah.biar kamu ;) jk
Appreciation to one of my mates in Sheffield
This post is dedicated to one of my mates in Sheffield for always being there for me at times I urm...kinda, a bit screwed and whenever I need a person to chat with, that mate always be there for me so thank you very much.
I really appreciate the fact that you were there for me when I was traumatized last weekend about something lol so thanks again mate.
Hope you read this, and if you do, dont ask me a single bit about this post cuz I would be embarrassed by that time...mannn...am I that ego?Perhaps~Maybe blogging is the way I show appreciation to other people who surround me, which reminds me, I think I changed a bit since I last arrived here. I tend to be not that talkative anymore...just 'virtually' I guess =) you know in msn, teenagers~im still 19 years old..am i still eligible for that 'teenager' title??XD
Roger and out
I really appreciate the fact that you were there for me when I was traumatized last weekend about something lol so thanks again mate.
Hope you read this, and if you do, dont ask me a single bit about this post cuz I would be embarrassed by that time...mannn...am I that ego?Perhaps~Maybe blogging is the way I show appreciation to other people who surround me, which reminds me, I think I changed a bit since I last arrived here. I tend to be not that talkative anymore...just 'virtually' I guess =) you know in msn, teenagers~im still 19 years old..am i still eligible for that 'teenager' title??XD
Roger and out
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