listening to certain songs can greatly affect my mood from time to time..and I just visited one of my mates' blog..I was rather urm..how should i put this..kinda hurt?but its understandable..being sarcastic..sakit plg kadang2 if ppl sarcastic rah tane..
I have a friend who was really sarcastic to me..but now syukur inda lagi =) and kame dua okay2 udah sane hee..dulu i was always kana hurt by that mate..mainly because of his sarcasm...but dulu we were kanak-kanak so andangnya lah kale tu ah time form 4 hee..sabar semampu tane if ppl sarcastic..esp.if teachers tane yang sarcastic..that would be sooo hurtful..wont u agree?
But amidst this so called "hurt parade"...im so thankful to God that i am surrounded by wonderful friends =) yang dari schoolmates gradually jadi biasa..same goes for some of my attachment mates..Being overseas actually brings many changes to my life =) thats why I feel confused right now..on 27th there will be kind of gathering in London..and I have some hangout activities as well with my other mates..seorang atu which is my precious close friend..i think both of us meet each other twice saja this year..kinda pity kan?occasionally, kame video call plg by msn if ada masa and bermood hehe then my other mates jua jarang ku jumpa =/
If you ever hurt by a friend..you can always bersabar and think maybe balasan to oneself maybe that person pernah neglect soem friends during his past life..like me maybe aku rejected a girl's offer to webcaming with me..but banar..aku malu and aku andangnya cmatu..hee..but yeah..i think i have to rasa the hurt that i once felt dulu..back in 2004 if im not mistaken..
But really..i am grateful..i actualy blessed with many wonderful friends..but i was SOO STUPID not to realize about this..in Brunei pun i still have mates..aku saja pemalas kan kontek kan..i still keep in touch with a colleague who works in the kindergarden school i once worked in =) I think the last incident really taught me a lesson..I thought I got few mates who will cheer up my life..but now i Know im wrong =D its unfair to mention their names..cukup tah aku tell in my blog that I love them so much =)
Kenapa before ane aku mencari-cari mates untuk luahkan my problem...padahal if one is too busy or not available at all..i still have many to luahkan right?I was being ego and too dependant on one..teruk jua aku tu..im sorry my mates =) but so that you know..aku sayang kamu..banar ne..SEEEEEEEEEEEEEE...sentimental kale ku malam ane banar..mannnnnn....
"Eventhough you might get hurt by some friends in the end..but you never know what hikmah sebaliknya from such incidence..stay strong and be optimistic..only then you will realize the wonderful things friendship can give you despite the sadness it can give you...its just life and friendship is one of the things that make your rainbow of life" =) there...this is what i made myself..lol
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