The summoned Tears

Yeah. I have to admit. I did cry over the problem during the wednesday afternoon at the reading room. I felt hopeless. I felt its a big burden over my shoulders. Mixture of feelings consequently gave rise to tears that rolled down my cheeks. Its funny that when i tried to cry in uk, i just cant. But now im in Brunei, they can pop out from my tear glands. Luckily i was alone. Wiped off my tears and tried to make myself looked as if nothing happened. Then i went back to my desk.