Raya Aidilfitri will be making its way soon, less than a week actually. Honestly speaking, i am both overjoyed and sad due to this wonferful month of Syawal. 24th is the date where i'll have to fly off back to uk, repeating the cycle itself for the 2nd time. I tend to be unstable emotionally easily when im away from my family. For that, i am quite nervous though it is exaggerating to say i have survived my first year.
One of the best ways to if not overcome it, endure it is to remind myself what my head of department and supervisor said to me. This is about sacrifice. As a person undergoing enormous development, i must withstand such impact. Though i have my brother and sister studying there too, im still too far away from them. The only time the three of us could gather together would be during easter break or december. Nevertheless, i should be thankful that God hasnt make me a loner there. I would just have to think positively whenever im engulfed by the mist of pessimism..
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