Okay,i felt so angry + frustrated with i dont know..Maybe myself or other people..Im feeling that i dont have the sufficient social ability to interact effectively with the people who are the same age with me..Or few years older than me..Is 'Azree' that boring?Or is he that someone you don't wanna hangout with?
Oh man..Sorry guys,maybe i AM being too dramatic..Effect seorang-seorang jalan kaki ke pantai and listening to mp3 player tarus..Or is this just a part of my growing-up side effect?
Oh well..Sorry if this post is irritating for those who are reading this right now =]
i just wanna let go all(if not,some) of my negative emotions...
But i still feel grateful to God cause sometimes i can sense that i have somewhat good compatability with people that are on their 40s..Yeah..Especially female =)
but dont get me wrong,i consider them as my aunties =]
maybe this is an Ujian..Or rather it IS my fault..Or maybe i am feeling lonely and the people who i invited to lepak with inda mau lepak with me..
Screw me..
You know,just like a friend of mine said just now "truth hurts" i must accept the fact that im not that good in socializing with people..
I mean,whats the good of having fair skintone if ur bad at making friends??
And whats the good of having ur photos given compliments by people if ur just a boring person to hang out with??
DAMN,why im so foolish tonight..Gosh..
Maybe this is an Ujian after all,i didnt feel like this before..It was'nt so hurtful and 'heavy' before..Is it because i don't have enough friends in my new workplace??
Luan emosi jua ku malam ane ah..Lol~although i can pretend im happy outside but its very hard to keep all those negative emotions inside you,eventually there will be an 'explosion' macam Volcano lah..
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