Monday, May 12, 2008

Confession

i feel so relax today..maybe its because i finished my assignment this morning...now i have to complete my report and read something...Fewh~lol
so here i am listening to mp3...sambil blogging lol
i don't know since when i've been too observant...
its like im slowly getting out of my cocoon on my own will...
I think i was so naive before...now,i kinda half-naive only lol

some people may be rude at me and thought im so naive as i just smile or act nothing to their rudeness but to be honest,i somehow get slightly annoyed or irritated by the person's rudeness...and im trying to assure myself "its okay zree,you're just being sensitive" but sometimes....i failed to that ya know..i can't lie to myself
its easy to lie to other people(excluding parents lol) but its hard to lie the 'azree' inside me~~~

one of my weaknesses is i am the type of person that easily trust people although i met the person only for a week...
But once the person betrayed my trust..it will be hard for me to regain my trust to that person again,its like "take it or leave it"

eventhough im poor at social thingy but im very grateful that God has given me friends that can help me at times including my own cousin(jgn ko kambang cuz hehe nadawah)...
this is what i get if i 'dive' my inner self...lol

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