- 28th February -
Went to Leeds yesterday since my close mate's birthday was on 24h february so i came over to his place to spend some time with that mate of mine =) and this time, i decided to become more flexible with the way I spend my time there aka I didnt have any plan..I preferred to go with the flow, hence im happy, my mate's happy and most importantly, everyone's happy!! I have to admit I can be too obsessed with making things go as I planned, consequently making me feel angry, frustrated and sad when things dont go as I expect they would....
This means that habit of mine is not good..hence I want to blog about the things I did with that "fexible plan" of mine =) well thank to my close mate pulang..he's the one who planned..but its okay, menyusahkan kawan inda apa-apa kan mate? you told me that especially "ani kan kawan" HAHA =p
Arrived Leeds station around 7.09pm..went out...saw my Mate with other two persons..one of them I know already though..the other person saja..so terus berkenalan lah ^^ hugged my mate..wanted to do the two-hugs skill..(esemen, "skill" lagitu) but turned out that I just hugged him once..as in one-hug skill..its because I was too shy wah..
anyways, me and mate went to Spenceley..just to chill for a while since we're going to watch "the unborn" at the cinema at 9.30pm...to cut the story short, we took our tickets from our two mates who arrived at the cinema earlier..then both of us went to Chicken Dixxy or Dixxie..to munch on lamb burger since we had not take our dinner masatu..then habis kan the burger on our way back to the cinema..
Good thing the movie had not started yet by the time me and my mate arrived there. Okay, the unborn, what's cool about it?? I dont like horror movies though..especially watching at the cinema..but it was an experience though ;) anyways, I got surprised easily..so there were moments when I got surprised and turned my face to my mate..lol..even reached the point I pegang my mate's jacket..but the unborn is less "shocking" compared to Friday the 13th which I watched on monday's night..mann...i got startled many times!!
Went to Khairul's house after that to hangout with them..I was beginning to feel more comfortable with Bruleeds there compared to before..we played singstar..and I sang a LOT! lol..it was undeniably fun =) I almost beat Nad when we sang "that's not my name" a good archievement considering the fact that I havent play singstar before..the other songs? I suck. End of story =p
i felt so homey at Khairul's home..wait..i think the main reason is Bruleeds =) they are so warm..YES..this is a confession my dear readers X) malu? fortunately, im not right now..so i better blog about this before my shyness comes back~
I observed the way they "interact" with each other..and im very pleased with it..the way they treat guest pun made me touched..I tried to mingle with them since if I just be quiet macam it would just spoil their night, plus I dont wanna make my close mate feel that I wasnt comfortable....entah..Ive changed..majal nya aizril! lol..yeah yeah..I did the same thing when i was in Loughborough worrying that abang would think im not comfortable around his housemates X)
I finally managed to see kerul's room..after three visits to Leeds!! atuya lol..apa isi nya??? nyeh..its our tiny lil secret lol..kidding there =) I took some videos when i was there..they can be viewed in facebook.
Thanks to Dane, had some pancakes before me and my mate went back to Spenceley around 2am kali..I rarely go out that late..since I dont know when I'll go to Leeds again , i want to make good use of my time there and another reason is I wanted to become flexible kalau travelling to other people's place =)
Arrived Spenceley, managed to talk sekejap with Sam before getting readyto bed..had a so called "before-sleep" chat with my mate..both of us were sleepy..in the end..we slept around 4 am and woke up around 9.30am-ish if im not mistaken X)
Saturday, February 28, 2009
Thursday, February 26, 2009
Lots to do
Im happy that my problems yang baru kinda selesai..i still need to do some bits of pieces though..but I'll take it easy ;) being terus terang is good actually due to the fact that the honesty "shines" If and Only If you're willing to be honest that is..
Mannn..im so tired after doing an assignment..and right now..im still slacking off..im so lazy to continue buat assignment..lol..I'll be going somewhere tomorrow after my magmas & Volcanoes lecture...which will be finishing around 4.30pm...so I have to go for the train around 5.22pm...
I was feeling stressful tadi..lucky me the feeling halts..chill chill =)
Mannn..im so tired after doing an assignment..and right now..im still slacking off..im so lazy to continue buat assignment..lol..I'll be going somewhere tomorrow after my magmas & Volcanoes lecture...which will be finishing around 4.30pm...so I have to go for the train around 5.22pm...
I was feeling stressful tadi..lucky me the feeling halts..chill chill =)
"Yue Bing" De Pengyou
I forgot to blog about the moment when i was on my way back to Liverpool..I met this guy who's taking Masters in Finance if im not mistaken at Durham. Well, im the bad person actually..as in ambung lah..cuz he's the one who start the conversation first..he was wondering where I come from and So i said Brunei..and its normal that orang tidak tahu...he said he know that but dont know the English name..then i remember what my sister told me "Brunei" in mandarin..so i told him..kali ia tau rupanya..and he said he know Wu Chun as well as he can speak chinese..then he said Brunei is a beautiful country..So surprised especially due to the fact that a person from China said something like that..i asked him dari mana ia dengar..he told me something about in the News..something like that..maybe documentaries as well?im not sure..i just remember some bits only X)
anyways..we talked about various stuffs including Chinese New Year..then i mentioned moon cake which is "Yue Bing" in mandarin..then had the opportunity to ask him about the four tones..and sempat dengar from him as well..free mandarin lesson eyh? ^^ Too bad i didnt manage to get his msn..it would be cool to have a penpal X)
anyways..we talked about various stuffs including Chinese New Year..then i mentioned moon cake which is "Yue Bing" in mandarin..then had the opportunity to ask him about the four tones..and sempat dengar from him as well..free mandarin lesson eyh? ^^ Too bad i didnt manage to get his msn..it would be cool to have a penpal X)
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
Awu ah =D
I was chatting with mom last night..she was busy working pulang so sekejap only we managed to chat..glad to know mereka babah and granfather are sihat-sihat =) told mom I have a problem..and she told me not to think about it..what's important is my studies..
and when i woke up this morning..I kinda thought over it..benar what my mom said..why do I have to care about this piece of crap anyway? It would just waste my valuable time...I have portfolios to concern about..not to mention the chemistry assingments..nasib my mom said something powerful to me..ani ku sedar =)
and when i woke up this morning..I kinda thought over it..benar what my mom said..why do I have to care about this piece of crap anyway? It would just waste my valuable time...I have portfolios to concern about..not to mention the chemistry assingments..nasib my mom said something powerful to me..ani ku sedar =)
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
I am surrounded by good listeners
I decided to luahkan to three of my trusted friends..and i feel more okay now..I realized im a type of person who always tell people what my problems are but I dont do that easily though..only if I trust that person..
what's important..I feel so fortunate to be surrounded by good listeners...thanks guys =) its like my optimism pumping olehnya thanks =)
what's important..I feel so fortunate to be surrounded by good listeners...thanks guys =) its like my optimism pumping olehnya thanks =)
Starting to dislike February?
Im starting to dislike February 2009..I've got my own reasons..Wheher I like it or not..i cant lie to myself..there have been a lot of things happening in this month..ada happy ada inda...nevertheless, THIS is life =) I must be strong..I just wish Im in Brunei right now, beside my family so that I can let it out to my sister..mother or anyone in my family members..WAAAIIITTT
Did i say something wrong?
YEAH, you bet I did..that means, I would run away from my problems rather than facing them???!!! NOOOOO...that's not me...that's not azree...that's not Aizril too...My parents raised me up to be a person who's always face his problems with patience..not running away from them..
I just feel..well, macam endless problems ani..i DONT mind if im the only one who's involved..cuz it would be easier that way...but..involving other people?that's what hurts me DEEEEEEPPP and I mean it...its just..why..wei shen me..mann...i dont have the mood to elaborate further..
I even had to tell the two people yang tegur aku di msn that Im not feeling well..aku minta maaf for that =) and lucky that I got a friend who's a good listener..makin okay dah ku..I think I would do something about this! =)
pray for me
Did i say something wrong?
YEAH, you bet I did..that means, I would run away from my problems rather than facing them???!!! NOOOOO...that's not me...that's not azree...that's not Aizril too...My parents raised me up to be a person who's always face his problems with patience..not running away from them..
I just feel..well, macam endless problems ani..i DONT mind if im the only one who's involved..cuz it would be easier that way...but..involving other people?that's what hurts me DEEEEEEPPP and I mean it...its just..why..wei shen me..mann...i dont have the mood to elaborate further..
I even had to tell the two people yang tegur aku di msn that Im not feeling well..aku minta maaf for that =) and lucky that I got a friend who's a good listener..makin okay dah ku..I think I would do something about this! =)
pray for me
Dedicated to special individuals - "Readers"
A new week, a new beginning..sort of =) Im happy to tell you that I feel more okay now compared to last week..hence I can blog with positive emotions again...a lot had happened last week..but I believe i strong enough to endure all of them..macam drama saja my life ani...no dont think like that...maybe im the one who's being dramatic here =) at least there's an excitement in this post jua kan...i mean at least the readers(including yourself) have fun reading this post of mine..I welcome all readers who love positive emotions...by visiting my blog, you contibute by bringing in your positive energy...and I love that my dear readers...
This post is best dedicated to my readers..thanks for everything guys =) i apologize if any of my previous posts make you feel bad, or maybe make you angry with me..
Take care...
This post is best dedicated to my readers..thanks for everything guys =) i apologize if any of my previous posts make you feel bad, or maybe make you angry with me..
Take care...
Monday, February 23, 2009
G.R.E.A.T
Give me A
Give me I
Give me Z
Give me the rest of you-know-what...what does it spell for???
AIZRIL!!! no you got it wrong...its GREAT!!!!
awu ba... =p
anyways, I got a practical this afternoon which start at 2pm and finishes at around 5pm..im tired T.T its so monday-ish...and tell you what, i got bad news for myself and good news for you guys..
Bad news is I've got loads of assignments for me to spend during my masculine time(what's masculine time kan?entah..lol) and..
Good news is you can laugh at me due to the numerous tasks I have to do..
Believe me, this week is gonna be intense, but next week will be waaaaayyyy more intense! cuz we got a practical report to submit..magmas & volcanoes which i lack knowlege of..we have to interpret the cooling history..regime, what happens during crystallization and not to mention the order of crystallization of minerals which usually involve plagioclases,pyroxenes and olivines..I cant identify many minerals..few ones saja =.= mannnn...
Give me I
Give me Z
Give me the rest of you-know-what...what does it spell for???
AIZRIL!!! no you got it wrong...its GREAT!!!!
awu ba... =p
anyways, I got a practical this afternoon which start at 2pm and finishes at around 5pm..im tired T.T its so monday-ish...and tell you what, i got bad news for myself and good news for you guys..
Bad news is I've got loads of assignments for me to spend during my masculine time(what's masculine time kan?entah..lol) and..
Good news is you can laugh at me due to the numerous tasks I have to do..
Believe me, this week is gonna be intense, but next week will be waaaaayyyy more intense! cuz we got a practical report to submit..magmas & volcanoes which i lack knowlege of..we have to interpret the cooling history..regime, what happens during crystallization and not to mention the order of crystallization of minerals which usually involve plagioclases,pyroxenes and olivines..I cant identify many minerals..few ones saja =.= mannnn...
Sunday, February 22, 2009
I am Azree
I dont know kenapa aku rasa so down berabis since friday morning..I think related to my lovelife too i mean yang greatly affected aku lah..i know..i dont wana change "Azree" inside me..so thats why I rather be direct saja..terus terang..cuz that's who I am =)
I somehow let it out lagi to one of my mulberrian mates..I know ia tired..but thanks ah =') what she told me lurus..it was like a punch at your face..bagiku.. =) and then aku sedar..I hope kesedaran ini will make the "down" to ease out easily lah..wait, I think I better keep it private saja this story =) im sorry readers..
watching coffee prince cheered up aku a bit tadi cuz it was so sweet and romantic X) anyways Im sorry if you can feel the negativity rah my posts especially at this one..dont mea to induce such "energy" but yeah..im still feeling down when i type this post..but okay tu, no worries, cuz im azree =)
I somehow let it out lagi to one of my mulberrian mates..I know ia tired..but thanks ah =') what she told me lurus..it was like a punch at your face..bagiku.. =) and then aku sedar..I hope kesedaran ini will make the "down" to ease out easily lah..wait, I think I better keep it private saja this story =) im sorry readers..
watching coffee prince cheered up aku a bit tadi cuz it was so sweet and romantic X) anyways Im sorry if you can feel the negativity rah my posts especially at this one..dont mea to induce such "energy" but yeah..im still feeling down when i type this post..but okay tu, no worries, cuz im azree =)
Saturday, February 21, 2009
slowly recovering
I think im starting to feel more okay already compared to last two nights =) I dont know why i feel so Nan Guo deep inside...maybe lurus kali what a mate of mine said..im denying "it" lepas tahu,baru tah I know that I actually "it" eventhough i tried to think that i dont..but its okay, im slowly getting myself to be as optimistic as i can just like before =) its fate I guess? X)
I usually tell my mates about my problems, but this time, I prefer to be left alone..I dont know why the sudden change, but I dont like to keep on explaining to my mate A what my problem is and then re-do the process to mate B,C,D and so on..but last night bagus lah I let it out..but thats it..even a mate of mine wondered about on of my previous post pun I didnt want to explain..I dont know why Im beginning to be secretive or maybe not secretive, but..just reluctant to tell people what are my problems..so i apologize to my mates who are reading this..manatau before ani, I always luahkan rah kamu..but this time, inda..I just need some time =)
I usually tell my mates about my problems, but this time, I prefer to be left alone..I dont know why the sudden change, but I dont like to keep on explaining to my mate A what my problem is and then re-do the process to mate B,C,D and so on..but last night bagus lah I let it out..but thats it..even a mate of mine wondered about on of my previous post pun I didnt want to explain..I dont know why Im beginning to be secretive or maybe not secretive, but..just reluctant to tell people what are my problems..so i apologize to my mates who are reading this..manatau before ani, I always luahkan rah kamu..but this time, inda..I just need some time =)
Egypt - Berisi, UK - Kurus, equals to "ideal"!
My friends who currently studying in Egypt and Jordan think that I semakin "berisi" meaning I've gained some weight..yes thats true..The last time I met them was during Thanawi 5 at the arabic secondary school and I was slim that time compared to now depsite the loss in some Kg lol..So they are right..aku semakin "berisi"
When I arrived UK, my weight was waaaaayyyy higher than current one..so in everyone's mind, "berisi" as in biasa lah..then after few months, i lose around nearly 8-9kg...and they can see the drastic changes especially my physical appearance..especially judging from the pictures "Sebelum" dan "selepas" X)
even tadi pun jumpa senior to give her the Fendi bag pun mereka kata I look thin..thankfully I wear large size winter jacket from Primark, making it look less obvious..
so this means that both are true..equals to "ideal"!!
p/s: Im just making this up lol ;D im not sure its ideal or not..
When I arrived UK, my weight was waaaaayyyy higher than current one..so in everyone's mind, "berisi" as in biasa lah..then after few months, i lose around nearly 8-9kg...and they can see the drastic changes especially my physical appearance..especially judging from the pictures "Sebelum" dan "selepas" X)
even tadi pun jumpa senior to give her the Fendi bag pun mereka kata I look thin..thankfully I wear large size winter jacket from Primark, making it look less obvious..
so this means that both are true..equals to "ideal"!!
p/s: Im just making this up lol ;D im not sure its ideal or not..
The "soothing" optimism
To be honest, i was feelin down since last night..even this morning pun i didnt have any mood in my structural geology..and i am still feeling kinda heavy right now..i dont know why..some things are better left unsaid, dont you agree?
I prefer to keep this matter to myself saja at first but i cant..and i let it out to two of my mulberrians when we got home from Kensington Sports center..and now i feel more okay than before..thanks guys =)
There was a sudden change in our plan for next week..so I guess I'll do this alone then =) besides my trauma is kinda decreased a bit when it comes to travelling alone..its just that when you determined to do something, its hard to change your mind..and when you do, you tend to feel unsure about it..that's me =)
and that's happening to me right now, sekejap yes, sekejap inda..in the end equals to confused...and one more thing, I realized that something datang sendiri tanpa di undang =) and I hate it..joking lol.but its okay..i mean..surprises...at least ada some spices in your life =)
I prefer to keep this matter to myself saja at first but i cant..and i let it out to two of my mulberrians when we got home from Kensington Sports center..and now i feel more okay than before..thanks guys =)
There was a sudden change in our plan for next week..so I guess I'll do this alone then =) besides my trauma is kinda decreased a bit when it comes to travelling alone..its just that when you determined to do something, its hard to change your mind..and when you do, you tend to feel unsure about it..that's me =)
and that's happening to me right now, sekejap yes, sekejap inda..in the end equals to confused...and one more thing, I realized that something datang sendiri tanpa di undang =) and I hate it..joking lol.but its okay..i mean..surprises...at least ada some spices in your life =)
Friday, February 20, 2009
What is this
I just found out that Na Ge Ni sen that wo xi huan ke nen you nan peng you..so yi wo nan guo..wei shenme wo bu zhidao..hau chi kuai.wo hai xi huan ta ma? Im so confused..but yeah I did feel..no wait..I do feel nan guo right now..but when i think of it..i dont wanna get too involved in this kind of thing..so why should i feel nan guo about it??
But.entah ah.."let time heals" I guess? No wonder I dont feel the "spark" when i saw ta the other day..argh...stop stop stop. X)
But.entah ah.."let time heals" I guess? No wonder I dont feel the "spark" when i saw ta the other day..argh...stop stop stop. X)
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
I need wat-er...
I dont drink the tap water here...ive got my own reasons =) so the only way to get water is by buying them at one of the stores here..my favourite's Tesco's 5L..its heavy..and the bad news is that its usually unavailable at the foundation's tesco..so i have to go to the one's near kimos..and its kinda far...around 10 minutes walking..just arrived home bringing two of em and im tired =.=
And I think im gradually developing a type of addiction where you tend to buy some snacks like digestive biscuits and all in spite of the fact that you've already got few boxes of biscuits sitting at the table, waiting to be eaten..
I requested a refund from textile direct..checked my account this morning..only to find out there is not transaction at all..if this persists..i will definitely email them again about it...
And I think im gradually developing a type of addiction where you tend to buy some snacks like digestive biscuits and all in spite of the fact that you've already got few boxes of biscuits sitting at the table, waiting to be eaten..
I requested a refund from textile direct..checked my account this morning..only to find out there is not transaction at all..if this persists..i will definitely email them again about it...
Intense!!!!
I was on the verge of stress tadi readerskuuuu~due to my portfolio..i guess i have to take it easy eyh? to be honest, i was slacking off for the past few weeks...as a result, this week macam rushing lah..not to mention that i have not started to draw something for my magmas & volcanoes report!!!!! we'll see...maybe tomorrow i'll go to the lab to do some bits of pieces kali.. =.= mannnn~tired me eyh..but okay lah..i managed to get my 1st semester feedback during structural geology since my lecturer bawa the feedback and panggil those who couldnt ambil before ani..and i am happy with my result..worth lah efforts aku..sampai tidak mandi seharian..yea..its true!!what's worse apanah? sampai my badan smelled...and i didnt care to shower at all..i was tired..and i coudnt sleep at all!!! seksa lah~
anyways, February is gonna be my travelling month..I will be travelling again to somewhere else next weekends..at first kan cancel..cuz maybe i was confused kali..before ani andang i was determined not to come...kali changed my mind...which is not an easy thing to do since i can be so determined at times X) but yeah, im willing to do this...just like travelling alone..i must face my trauma kerana akulah Azree =) wait..kerana aku lah azree-ainul =)
I was macam frustrated abit pasal i found out that on monday night the accommodation thingy inda reduce our payment nanti...mannn..dulu saja...sedihku eyh X) its okaylah..ada hikmah di sebaliknya tu...aku yakin =)
anyways, February is gonna be my travelling month..I will be travelling again to somewhere else next weekends..at first kan cancel..cuz maybe i was confused kali..before ani andang i was determined not to come...kali changed my mind...which is not an easy thing to do since i can be so determined at times X) but yeah, im willing to do this...just like travelling alone..i must face my trauma kerana akulah Azree =) wait..kerana aku lah azree-ainul =)
I was macam frustrated abit pasal i found out that on monday night the accommodation thingy inda reduce our payment nanti...mannn..dulu saja...sedihku eyh X) its okaylah..ada hikmah di sebaliknya tu...aku yakin =)
Balik dari abang's =( 15th Feb
I decided to go for the 2.15pm train..since i will be arriving in Liverpool around half past five..kalau akhir, macam exhausted jua considering the fact that I have a practical till 5pm the next day =.= I was tabiat lah..nasib sempat bus "sprint" around 1.41pm..awal-awal macam tidak sempat so i had to wait the 2pm punya bus..but sempat lah..abang was belusir sikit masatu in case dapat hold the bus kali i think.aku dengan kapus-kapus mengikut...berat bah lol X) nasib lah the bus arrived awal rupanya..so tidak tolak terus..sempat lah..and i was panicked..i cant help it! i was alone HAHA..traumatized lagi lol..
salam my brother..and managed to hug abang eventhough in a rushing manner..my brother surpised pulang...sampai abang kata "eh"...maybe usulku macam kan tergugur kali masatu...well...i have to say...UK has changed me inside out.. =) including the talk with my abang's housemates..before this, i was not a person macam i am now..so yeah..change wah change! majal aizril aniiii =p
sedih pulang kan balik atu..tidak terasa awal-awal..but lama-lama terasa lah..especialy tadi i went to wilko..teringat pulang time aku sama abang ke wilko..thing like this always happens to me..i call this "travelling side-effects" X)
but i felt so homey in Loughborough and I love it..I even managed to sleep so well....even at first night atu..benar..nyaman tidurku kamu! maybe sebab ada abang kali ehe..i slept at abang's room though..pakai airbed...and surprisingly..nyaman masih tidurku =) entah ah kenapa..macam i felt so..senang to sleep during the two nights!!!! coolness,isnt it? *kirai-kirai
Siuk lah ke loughborough...plus ada jua my "kaka" then sempat bercerita-cerita as well ^^ it was great..i enjoyed my moments in Loughborough especially the moments i spent with my abang ^^ macam different lah..i went to London, Leeds, Sheffield..and masing-masing lain perasaan aku..but Loughborough lagi different lah..maybe cuz ada family atu kali ^^
too bad i cant meet my colleagues there..just c dee saja..aziz and sadiq tidak sempat..bukan tah rezeki ku tu =)
salam my brother..and managed to hug abang eventhough in a rushing manner..my brother surpised pulang...sampai abang kata "eh"...maybe usulku macam kan tergugur kali masatu...well...i have to say...UK has changed me inside out.. =) including the talk with my abang's housemates..before this, i was not a person macam i am now..so yeah..change wah change! majal aizril aniiii =p
sedih pulang kan balik atu..tidak terasa awal-awal..but lama-lama terasa lah..especialy tadi i went to wilko..teringat pulang time aku sama abang ke wilko..thing like this always happens to me..i call this "travelling side-effects" X)
but i felt so homey in Loughborough and I love it..I even managed to sleep so well....even at first night atu..benar..nyaman tidurku kamu! maybe sebab ada abang kali ehe..i slept at abang's room though..pakai airbed...and surprisingly..nyaman masih tidurku =) entah ah kenapa..macam i felt so..senang to sleep during the two nights!!!! coolness,isnt it? *kirai-kirai
Siuk lah ke loughborough...plus ada jua my "kaka" then sempat bercerita-cerita as well ^^ it was great..i enjoyed my moments in Loughborough especially the moments i spent with my abang ^^ macam different lah..i went to London, Leeds, Sheffield..and masing-masing lain perasaan aku..but Loughborough lagi different lah..maybe cuz ada family atu kali ^^
too bad i cant meet my colleagues there..just c dee saja..aziz and sadiq tidak sempat..bukan tah rezeki ku tu =)
Rah abang's Saturday 14th Feb
Hope I still remember what I did masatu..oh yeah..i think i do =D
here i goes, I blog about this so that my family especially my babah mama and big sister what me and my brother did sepanjang aku di Loughborough..woke up..then If im not mistaen showered apa..and then breakfast sikit-sikit..oh yeah..i took photos around abang's house.i mean inside lah...i think my brother was still sleeping that time kali..naik atas...main laptop lol..my brother? he was watching anime or if inda, he was reading manga..after he showered apa pulang...
Farhan was asking me the night before whether mau ikut durang or inda to town center...i decided to join pulang untuk merasa kan =D I dont know sejak bila aku ani interested and adventurous..its a good change though X) kali when i asked somthing about thetown center to abang..he told me that he'll show me around di Town center..so tak jadi ikut farhan...i was macam undecisive pulang masatu kan ikut or inda Farhan..or just stay home sama abang..since abang bawa to town center..why not =D
We went outside after Zuhur, since the town center far..andangnya pakai bus kata abang..and maatu dari uni pakai bus 'sprint'...abang showed me his department mana..along with sadiq's department..pokoknya department engineering lah since my brother's in engineering department kan..chemical?mechanical?electrical? acelerrr =p
anyways..sambil the bus going around the campus...abang explained to me ani ani..macam-macam lah =D sampai town center..we turun near mana kah..cuz abang wanted to buy some meat apa kan..lepas itu sambung jalan-jalan..i forgot sal banyak jalan haha..we went to "wilko" i learned that from abang..what does it stand for? aceler =p
siuk lah..terus pergi ke sainsbury..mannn..the one di Lougborough is soooo huge mate! i am so jealous lol...kali I just dangani abang terus tengok-tengok manatau dapat belajar one or two tips lol like non-stick pan kiorang kena pakai khas macam the sudip and all..yeah..sekadar kan?but i tend to hentam hentam sahaja X) that's so me i guess? XD
alright..lepas itu, abang brought me dekat mana kah tu..macam tempat lain lah..more modernized macam L1 here..jadi i told my brother mom wanted us to take pics together kali kata abang tidak usah..just me alone..kali brdiri tah saya di benda macam kayu itu..kali macam saya pajal lah abang saya gambar saya and POP! the one you can see in facebook ^^ i know my brother tidak berapa bergambar thats why tidak banyak saya ambik! ehe
We went to the bazaar also..barang-barang nya macam di Brunei lah..and ada anjing GRRR..im phobia waaaah X) sedihku eh XD lol nasib i didnt holdmy brother..dapat di control dah phobia aku kali..maybe lol X)
lepas itu we went back..but this time we used the other route from the uni to rumah abang's...rupa-rupanya abang masakkan..pakai oven pulang hee..wedges, fish fingers and ayam semalam two pieces..there were three actually but i ate one of them during breakfast ehe X) and we finished em all!I think aku kuat makan sana..maybe ada abangku kali and i feel sooo homey =D =D
malam nya I think Dina and Farhan cooked..and it was oishi des! Chen de!
here i goes, I blog about this so that my family especially my babah mama and big sister what me and my brother did sepanjang aku di Loughborough..woke up..then If im not mistaen showered apa..and then breakfast sikit-sikit..oh yeah..i took photos around abang's house.i mean inside lah...i think my brother was still sleeping that time kali..naik atas...main laptop lol..my brother? he was watching anime or if inda, he was reading manga..after he showered apa pulang...
Farhan was asking me the night before whether mau ikut durang or inda to town center...i decided to join pulang untuk merasa kan =D I dont know sejak bila aku ani interested and adventurous..its a good change though X) kali when i asked somthing about thetown center to abang..he told me that he'll show me around di Town center..so tak jadi ikut farhan...i was macam undecisive pulang masatu kan ikut or inda Farhan..or just stay home sama abang..since abang bawa to town center..why not =D
We went outside after Zuhur, since the town center far..andangnya pakai bus kata abang..and maatu dari uni pakai bus 'sprint'...abang showed me his department mana..along with sadiq's department..pokoknya department engineering lah since my brother's in engineering department kan..chemical?mechanical?electrical? acelerrr =p
anyways..sambil the bus going around the campus...abang explained to me ani ani..macam-macam lah =D sampai town center..we turun near mana kah..cuz abang wanted to buy some meat apa kan..lepas itu sambung jalan-jalan..i forgot sal banyak jalan haha..we went to "wilko" i learned that from abang..what does it stand for? aceler =p
siuk lah..terus pergi ke sainsbury..mannn..the one di Lougborough is soooo huge mate! i am so jealous lol...kali I just dangani abang terus tengok-tengok manatau dapat belajar one or two tips lol like non-stick pan kiorang kena pakai khas macam the sudip and all..yeah..sekadar kan?but i tend to hentam hentam sahaja X) that's so me i guess? XD
alright..lepas itu, abang brought me dekat mana kah tu..macam tempat lain lah..more modernized macam L1 here..jadi i told my brother mom wanted us to take pics together kali kata abang tidak usah..just me alone..kali brdiri tah saya di benda macam kayu itu..kali macam saya pajal lah abang saya gambar saya and POP! the one you can see in facebook ^^ i know my brother tidak berapa bergambar thats why tidak banyak saya ambik! ehe
We went to the bazaar also..barang-barang nya macam di Brunei lah..and ada anjing GRRR..im phobia waaaah X) sedihku eh XD lol nasib i didnt holdmy brother..dapat di control dah phobia aku kali..maybe lol X)
lepas itu we went back..but this time we used the other route from the uni to rumah abang's...rupa-rupanya abang masakkan..pakai oven pulang hee..wedges, fish fingers and ayam semalam two pieces..there were three actually but i ate one of them during breakfast ehe X) and we finished em all!I think aku kuat makan sana..maybe ada abangku kali and i feel sooo homey =D =D
malam nya I think Dina and Farhan cooked..and it was oishi des! Chen de!
Friday, February 13, 2009
Alone=Amazing
Yeah i THINK i have changed a lot ever since im here..yada yada yada...
reader "X": "balik balik jua eh change ani..change change lah duh~"
I know...but sometimes its amazing to know that you yourself has exprienced some changes..believe me.. =)
Back to the story, here I am at my brother's room blogging while my brother's reading manga...im moved to blog tonight..many things actually...travelling can bea pain especially if you're a traumatic person like me..but you know what? im slowly moving out from my "trauma" zone people! and i think im slowly fond of travelling around!!!! I know...maybe sebab i managed to go to Loughborough without any probems at all..well..i should say there WAS a problem..my train was delayed =.= well for some, it might not be a huge problem..for me its a no-no! cuz i brought along my train schedule..and a HAHA for me cuz i missed the train from Derby to Loughborough at 5.18pm...i was panic especially im travelling alone yoh..last time travelling alone was during the time i went to Leeds! and i was a bit traumatized since then...hence panic..i decided to ask the staff at the cutomer reception..lucky me the next train was around 6.18pm...so yeah i had to wait about half an hour =.= and fortunately i have unlimited tariffs so i can call my o2 mates..tried azrin's..no luck..tried iznan's..yeah BABY..berkurapak tia kami...but tak lama lah ehe..
wait there's more actually..before that, just as i finished asking the staff at the customer reception...ada orang tagur aku..orang Brunei!! =D but then i was blurred yoh...i thought my senior's bf..kali macam lain jua..kali cuba saja tia..kali SALAH! rupa-rupanya orang Loughborough, my intake..kawan Sadiq =D aku terkejut..i was like eh kenal jua ia aku ah =D i was happy jua pasal ada orang brunei tengah tengah aku panic..so we chit chat for a while since the two of them masatu waiting for their train ke Leeds...COOLNESS...Coincidence lah.. Terima Kasih Haziq ah =D
Lepas cerita-cerita with Haziq, inda tah panic lagi =) plus i talked with iznan over the phone jua kan..okay tia =) Syukur...Anitah salah satu hikmah nya aku two changes..cuz before membeli ticket, i preferred one change saja..but im thankful tah plg takdir dua changes cuz i felt amazing tadi..macam tidak sangka im travelling alone then managed to sort out train apa lagi especially after delay apa..AND lepas itu, im going to meet my Ge Ge =D
So macam a surge of feelings was flowing inside my body..i felt great actually..a wonderful feeling indeed..I was hesitate to travel alone before ani actually..especially jauh...but then i managed to do it..well 1/2 lah ah..but still...a good archievement kan kamu? kan kan kan??? =) cmon agree with me lah*kirai-kirai
Im feeling that travelling alone can be fun too!!! its totally amazing~plus tadi I talked with my brother's housemates juakan..and i was surprised with myself too actually..benar..to be honest, before i was so anti-social, berat mulut untuk bercerita..macam ambung lah..kira malu jua lah..but this time i decided to not like that cuz i wud just bea troublesome to my brother, macam need to be taken care of..menyusahkan abang diri jua tu..so tried to blend in..and yeah..i felt so great =D despite the fact that aku baru jumpa some of them for the first time..indeed, i have changed...and im happy with it =)
And aku faham lah i think apa maksud abang ku with belajar being independent di UK ani..one obvious example apanah??travelling alone!! kalau im dependent on orang lain..susah aku travelling alone kan? sampai bila bila i wont visit my brother kali..so im thankful to God and the people surrounding me to bring about some changes in myself..may they be aku jumpa selalu, kadang-kadang or rarely and those that ku contact using internet like msn or facebook..arigato.
reader "X": "balik balik jua eh change ani..change change lah duh~"
I know...but sometimes its amazing to know that you yourself has exprienced some changes..believe me.. =)
Back to the story, here I am at my brother's room blogging while my brother's reading manga...im moved to blog tonight..many things actually...travelling can bea pain especially if you're a traumatic person like me..but you know what? im slowly moving out from my "trauma" zone people! and i think im slowly fond of travelling around!!!! I know...maybe sebab i managed to go to Loughborough without any probems at all..well..i should say there WAS a problem..my train was delayed =.= well for some, it might not be a huge problem..for me its a no-no! cuz i brought along my train schedule..and a HAHA for me cuz i missed the train from Derby to Loughborough at 5.18pm...i was panic especially im travelling alone yoh..last time travelling alone was during the time i went to Leeds! and i was a bit traumatized since then...hence panic..i decided to ask the staff at the cutomer reception..lucky me the next train was around 6.18pm...so yeah i had to wait about half an hour =.= and fortunately i have unlimited tariffs so i can call my o2 mates..tried azrin's..no luck..tried iznan's..yeah BABY..berkurapak tia kami...but tak lama lah ehe..
wait there's more actually..before that, just as i finished asking the staff at the customer reception...ada orang tagur aku..orang Brunei!! =D but then i was blurred yoh...i thought my senior's bf..kali macam lain jua..kali cuba saja tia..kali SALAH! rupa-rupanya orang Loughborough, my intake..kawan Sadiq =D aku terkejut..i was like eh kenal jua ia aku ah =D i was happy jua pasal ada orang brunei tengah tengah aku panic..so we chit chat for a while since the two of them masatu waiting for their train ke Leeds...COOLNESS...Coincidence lah.. Terima Kasih Haziq ah =D
Lepas cerita-cerita with Haziq, inda tah panic lagi =) plus i talked with iznan over the phone jua kan..okay tia =) Syukur...Anitah salah satu hikmah nya aku two changes..cuz before membeli ticket, i preferred one change saja..but im thankful tah plg takdir dua changes cuz i felt amazing tadi..macam tidak sangka im travelling alone then managed to sort out train apa lagi especially after delay apa..AND lepas itu, im going to meet my Ge Ge =D
So macam a surge of feelings was flowing inside my body..i felt great actually..a wonderful feeling indeed..I was hesitate to travel alone before ani actually..especially jauh...but then i managed to do it..well 1/2 lah ah..but still...a good archievement kan kamu? kan kan kan??? =) cmon agree with me lah*kirai-kirai
Im feeling that travelling alone can be fun too!!! its totally amazing~plus tadi I talked with my brother's housemates juakan..and i was surprised with myself too actually..benar..to be honest, before i was so anti-social, berat mulut untuk bercerita..macam ambung lah..kira malu jua lah..but this time i decided to not like that cuz i wud just bea troublesome to my brother, macam need to be taken care of..menyusahkan abang diri jua tu..so tried to blend in..and yeah..i felt so great =D despite the fact that aku baru jumpa some of them for the first time..indeed, i have changed...and im happy with it =)
And aku faham lah i think apa maksud abang ku with belajar being independent di UK ani..one obvious example apanah??travelling alone!! kalau im dependent on orang lain..susah aku travelling alone kan? sampai bila bila i wont visit my brother kali..so im thankful to God and the people surrounding me to bring about some changes in myself..may they be aku jumpa selalu, kadang-kadang or rarely and those that ku contact using internet like msn or facebook..arigato.
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
Tagged By Sha
1) When do you want to get married?
im planning to like around 25 years..and we wont have childen until we're 27 years old..so romantic lah berdua-duaan..manja-manja..so wild aku ani lol.
2) What do you want the most now?
Many stuffs =) my mind is acting like a mental organizer sudah ni ehe
3) Who is the person you trust the most?
Family and close mates, and other trusted friends as well.
4) Do you think you have enough confidence?
Nyeh..i always lack..but if i need to..aku akan cuba =)
5) If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
Berjaya di dunia & akhirat
6) Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
apakan?me tak faham yoh.
7) What are you afraid to lose right now?
everything that i cherish =)
8) Do you believe in eternal love?
hmmm...im not sure cmana jawab..
9) If you meet someone you love, will you confess to him/her?
I always say yes..but now..inda lagi =) i know..kalau melepas melepas..i always believe ada hikmah sebaliknya..
10) list out 3 good points of the person who tagged you..
Baik to mamaku, senyum selalu and if she's your lover, then bersyukurlah cuz she's a good lover =)
11) What are the requirements do you wish from the 'other half'?
Apakan maksudnya?im so suck at this..kalau other half atu lover ah..aku mau ia okay if aku bermanja-manja cuz im manja in nature..and yeah..romantic as well..kalau ia romantic..at times aku cair jua hahaha..i mean..kalau aku romantic always..ngalih jua kan..kan kan kan.. =)
12) What type of person you hate the most?
entah..those that betray my trust easily kali..without any strong reasons.
13) Do you cherish every friendship of yours?
Yes
14) What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Most..Agama
15) Do you find the needs to have a girlfriend?
yeah why not..cuz aku manja such that i believe my close mates wont tahan malar..kali lah ah
16) At this point in time, would you rather be a heart breaker or heart broken?
heart broken..sakit pulang..but entah ah..i prefer to be a heart broken instead =)
17) What kind of friend do you want to be in your friend's eye?
A friend who you can trust with all your heart..
18) Describe the person who tagged you in 6 words...
baik,funny,determined,loyal,manja and pemajal...jk X)
19) the place you wanted to go most with your loved ones?
eee..lain rasaku menjawab..apakan ertiny?aku kali lain ehe
20) The people you wanna tag with this
You're welcome to do this kalau mau =)
im planning to like around 25 years..and we wont have childen until we're 27 years old..so romantic lah berdua-duaan..manja-manja..so wild aku ani lol.
2) What do you want the most now?
Many stuffs =) my mind is acting like a mental organizer sudah ni ehe
3) Who is the person you trust the most?
Family and close mates, and other trusted friends as well.
4) Do you think you have enough confidence?
Nyeh..i always lack..but if i need to..aku akan cuba =)
5) If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
Berjaya di dunia & akhirat
6) Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
apakan?me tak faham yoh.
7) What are you afraid to lose right now?
everything that i cherish =)
8) Do you believe in eternal love?
hmmm...im not sure cmana jawab..
9) If you meet someone you love, will you confess to him/her?
I always say yes..but now..inda lagi =) i know..kalau melepas melepas..i always believe ada hikmah sebaliknya..
10) list out 3 good points of the person who tagged you..
Baik to mamaku, senyum selalu and if she's your lover, then bersyukurlah cuz she's a good lover =)
11) What are the requirements do you wish from the 'other half'?
Apakan maksudnya?im so suck at this..kalau other half atu lover ah..aku mau ia okay if aku bermanja-manja cuz im manja in nature..and yeah..romantic as well..kalau ia romantic..at times aku cair jua hahaha..i mean..kalau aku romantic always..ngalih jua kan..kan kan kan.. =)
12) What type of person you hate the most?
entah..those that betray my trust easily kali..without any strong reasons.
13) Do you cherish every friendship of yours?
Yes
14) What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Most..Agama
15) Do you find the needs to have a girlfriend?
yeah why not..cuz aku manja such that i believe my close mates wont tahan malar..kali lah ah
16) At this point in time, would you rather be a heart breaker or heart broken?
heart broken..sakit pulang..but entah ah..i prefer to be a heart broken instead =)
17) What kind of friend do you want to be in your friend's eye?
A friend who you can trust with all your heart..
18) Describe the person who tagged you in 6 words...
baik,funny,determined,loyal,manja and pemajal...jk X)
19) the place you wanted to go most with your loved ones?
eee..lain rasaku menjawab..apakan ertiny?aku kali lain ehe
20) The people you wanna tag with this
You're welcome to do this kalau mau =)
Saturday @ Sheffield 7th February
Woke up around 8am masatu..and i went back to sleep after switching off my phone alarm after seeing Khiari still sleeping..we were planning to go to the city that day...plan kan tolak around 9am lol..but then i was still sleepy..and it was sunny so its hard to go back to sleep actually..lucky thing Khiari asked me to wake up masatu..but i waited him to get up from bed first..labih jua aku tu hehe X)
Since akhir sudah..i think it was around 8.30am, kali mandi tah kami..there was something wrong with khiari' leg masatu..jadi i volunteered to take my shower first..lepas siap..our other mates arrived rah rumah khiari & Zul..they had to wait us untuk bersiap sorry minna =)
I went upstairs to check on Zul & Azrin..both of them looked tired...aku ke atas twice plg..kali last kali zul told me that they will catchup later..aku malas jua majal ehe X) so off we went to Meadow hall via Trem..hope i spell that correctly..it was my firs time using a trem actually X) sakai~
Oh yeah, it was so slippery masa near rumah khiari & Zul..i had to takul Zul or khiari...lol..hence the picture of me takul-ling tangan khiari which you can see in the facebook.
Sampai Meadow hall..i was amazed..its so HUGE and i really mean it..they brought us around..but inda semua cuz its so huge and we had limited time jua kan..we had lunch there..and i love the tempat makan..so big and banyak kosong..i was about to order "briyani rice" since a mate of mine in Sheffield recommended it..but ragu-ragu ku cuz macam takut i got the wrong tempat "briyani rice" which my mate recommended...thus i ordered kebab saja macam khiari =D
Then makan tah kitorang..and my mom telephoned me masatu ehe...kali na batah..naida's dad telephoned her...and lama lama lama lagi when we were balik from the playground on the way back to khiari and zul's house..azrin's mom SMS..lol coincidence i should say.
After the lunch we had, kan balik after round-round some shops in the Meadow hall..chit-chat..kali ada tia like a sculpture ani..and the three of us(mulberrians) decided to take photos with it...kali ada tah kanak-kanak barged in..rupa-rupanya dari awal one of them menyampuk awal..bagi geram hati..kali last-last kali semua..i was angry masatu actually..sikit lagi i was about to run away dari location atu..malas kan bergambar..kali acting saja tia..owh well..drg okay plg..but the part they interfered atu saja i kinda dislike.
anyways, lepas itu kami pun pergi ke city directly to winter garden if im not mistaken..i love that place..ada green plants....and coincidentally, ada a group of four people performing..lawa =D we managed to look around the bug bazaar..ada lagi lah which i forgot =p i think after that we went to macam a museum..regrouped with zul & azrin when we were still in winter garden, about to go to that museum..
I think atu saja we managed to visit kali..mann i forget things eaily nowadays huh? yang ku ingat balik rumah lah after that..cuz time pun limited..but before ke rumah main di playground located near khiari and Zul's house...AND IT WAS SUPER DUPER DUPER FUN!!!! We had a snowball fight..but me and zul didnt join in though X) kami melihat saja ehe..it was funny lah..we even climbed this macam net pole or something and took some pics =D coolness..
macam-macam lah..played the see-saw..and i decided to try as well..and asked leevoi to duduk at the other end as i was still skeptical about my weight..kali lurus..my side atu ternaik! lol..banyak lah kami main..main the "walkie-talkie" tunnel with khiari X) then some played ayun-ayun...azrin and naida played that as well..and i tagged along to help them swing FASTER..sambil nyanyi a song which i think dari cerita melayu lama that goes somehing like "pohon merimbun.daunnya..na na na..saya nak kawin dengan putera sionggg" okay the siong was wrong..i think i replaced it with "putera raja" X)
On the way back to rumah khiari and zul..i had to takul zul's tangan..thanks zul =)
cuz naida was tergugur masatu..must be sakit kan~ish ish ish..kan saya dah kata..lain kali pakai keledar keselamatan..salah..pakai..pakai anything that prevents tergelincir =D jk X)
Khiari needed a helping hand..and ia panggil aku...thanks khiari =D first wash the rice pot..and to be honest Khiari..actually i dont know how to and a bit macam tidak suka sebab rice kalau overnight macam sticky kan to the pot..but i decided not to tell you man..macam makin tia menyusahkan..so i tried my hard masatu =D and i did wash the rice pots..thanks khiari =) and peeled off some of the white garlics' skins..peeled off the halia's skin..it was so amazing..khiari taught me how to do semua..and i experimented..even cut some caspicium and lada hijau i think and discarded the seeds..potong some carrots as well..thanks khiari =D it was macam kursuu memotong..cuz im so bad at cutting stuffs =) sorry i decided not to be honest masatu..cuz nyusahkan kau saja kalau membaritahu..but im happy that i managed to do some of the stuffs quite okay with your guidances =)
sambil tunggu..bercerita with one of our senior ikmal..and thanks to that mate..kana kacang aku and naida..but i managed to make him terbocor so habislah kacang nya pun hangus hahaha lol =p but yeah..it was great...after makan chill chill..khiari asked me about gmarket..so ajar sikit-sikit..i taught zul last night nya already ehe..i didnt mean to promote gmarket di Sheffield ah..tanpa sengaja tu lol..
Went upstairs to zul's room after sometime..and found azrin alone and decided to talk privately....lain bunyinya..lol..i was aplogizing to him about something =p kalau texts macam not kuat..i prefer to say it saja..
I forgot bila but zul and naida naik atas since zul wanted to demonstrate the coolness of blue-ray to naida..c jul..pc guy tu =p kan jul?ehe...sekejap saja kami lima - khiari,jul,naida,azrin and me able to gather in zul's room..sal out train time na batah lagi..so off we go to station lepas itu after siap-siap.
I was panicked sal takut that we could not make it in time..luan optimistic..it appeared that tak sempat..lucky that we bought off-peak retun ;p so instead of 7.40pm ish..we took the 8.30-ish pm train...thanks to all of you guys..berkarih menunggu kami till sampai waktu =')
Sempat hugged all the guys especially zul,khiari and azrin..they even sent us off till hampir-hampir berabis to the train..i was touched kamu =) azrin took off a bit earlier than us though since he went back to leeds kan..sampai kami punya train bertolak baru they langkah kaki from there...awwwwwhhh sweet friends kamu ani..They are so sweeeeet =) sayang ku hehehe..
Thanks to Khiari for the plan...thanks for everything to all you guys for making me feel homey masatu..happy ku semasa ku di Sheffield sama kamu =) zul pun aku kesian "alaaa..kamu isuk balik" something like that..."bila lagi"...kesian zul ani....thanks khiari for the honey tea you made for us during late night time friday masatu..and ajar aku potong-potong =p and Zul thanks man..banyak informations i got from you regarding computers..games apa ehe cali ko ne zul =p
im so going to miss you guys..many thanks to the others as well kerna also involved in making the dinner an desserts ah..kesian kamu..iq,mal,dorren,aina,ridha =) and thanks to the seniors as well for the warm welcome..esp.ikmal sal mengacang kami sempat lagi tu =p
Thanks guys...azrin thanks for the surprise datang X) khiari and zul..i hope both of you are reading this..kalau ku miss berabis rah kamu dua and couldnt hold it anymore ada ku ke kamu lagi tu ah..Sufi, nanti berjumpa =p
Since akhir sudah..i think it was around 8.30am, kali mandi tah kami..there was something wrong with khiari' leg masatu..jadi i volunteered to take my shower first..lepas siap..our other mates arrived rah rumah khiari & Zul..they had to wait us untuk bersiap sorry minna =)
I went upstairs to check on Zul & Azrin..both of them looked tired...aku ke atas twice plg..kali last kali zul told me that they will catchup later..aku malas jua majal ehe X) so off we went to Meadow hall via Trem..hope i spell that correctly..it was my firs time using a trem actually X) sakai~
Oh yeah, it was so slippery masa near rumah khiari & Zul..i had to takul Zul or khiari...lol..hence the picture of me takul-ling tangan khiari which you can see in the facebook.
Sampai Meadow hall..i was amazed..its so HUGE and i really mean it..they brought us around..but inda semua cuz its so huge and we had limited time jua kan..we had lunch there..and i love the tempat makan..so big and banyak kosong..i was about to order "briyani rice" since a mate of mine in Sheffield recommended it..but ragu-ragu ku cuz macam takut i got the wrong tempat "briyani rice" which my mate recommended...thus i ordered kebab saja macam khiari =D
Then makan tah kitorang..and my mom telephoned me masatu ehe...kali na batah..naida's dad telephoned her...and lama lama lama lagi when we were balik from the playground on the way back to khiari and zul's house..azrin's mom SMS..lol coincidence i should say.
After the lunch we had, kan balik after round-round some shops in the Meadow hall..chit-chat..kali ada tia like a sculpture ani..and the three of us(mulberrians) decided to take photos with it...kali ada tah kanak-kanak barged in..rupa-rupanya dari awal one of them menyampuk awal..bagi geram hati..kali last-last kali semua..i was angry masatu actually..sikit lagi i was about to run away dari location atu..malas kan bergambar..kali acting saja tia..owh well..drg okay plg..but the part they interfered atu saja i kinda dislike.
anyways, lepas itu kami pun pergi ke city directly to winter garden if im not mistaken..i love that place..ada green plants....and coincidentally, ada a group of four people performing..lawa =D we managed to look around the bug bazaar..ada lagi lah which i forgot =p i think after that we went to macam a museum..regrouped with zul & azrin when we were still in winter garden, about to go to that museum..
I think atu saja we managed to visit kali..mann i forget things eaily nowadays huh? yang ku ingat balik rumah lah after that..cuz time pun limited..but before ke rumah main di playground located near khiari and Zul's house...AND IT WAS SUPER DUPER DUPER FUN!!!! We had a snowball fight..but me and zul didnt join in though X) kami melihat saja ehe..it was funny lah..we even climbed this macam net pole or something and took some pics =D coolness..
macam-macam lah..played the see-saw..and i decided to try as well..and asked leevoi to duduk at the other end as i was still skeptical about my weight..kali lurus..my side atu ternaik! lol..banyak lah kami main..main the "walkie-talkie" tunnel with khiari X) then some played ayun-ayun...azrin and naida played that as well..and i tagged along to help them swing FASTER..sambil nyanyi a song which i think dari cerita melayu lama that goes somehing like "pohon merimbun.daunnya..na na na..saya nak kawin dengan putera sionggg" okay the siong was wrong..i think i replaced it with "putera raja" X)
On the way back to rumah khiari and zul..i had to takul zul's tangan..thanks zul =)
cuz naida was tergugur masatu..must be sakit kan~ish ish ish..kan saya dah kata..lain kali pakai keledar keselamatan..salah..pakai..pakai anything that prevents tergelincir =D jk X)
Khiari needed a helping hand..and ia panggil aku...thanks khiari =D first wash the rice pot..and to be honest Khiari..actually i dont know how to and a bit macam tidak suka sebab rice kalau overnight macam sticky kan to the pot..but i decided not to tell you man..macam makin tia menyusahkan..so i tried my hard masatu =D and i did wash the rice pots..thanks khiari =) and peeled off some of the white garlics' skins..peeled off the halia's skin..it was so amazing..khiari taught me how to do semua..and i experimented..even cut some caspicium and lada hijau i think and discarded the seeds..potong some carrots as well..thanks khiari =D it was macam kursuu memotong..cuz im so bad at cutting stuffs =) sorry i decided not to be honest masatu..cuz nyusahkan kau saja kalau membaritahu..but im happy that i managed to do some of the stuffs quite okay with your guidances =)
sambil tunggu..bercerita with one of our senior ikmal..and thanks to that mate..kana kacang aku and naida..but i managed to make him terbocor so habislah kacang nya pun hangus hahaha lol =p but yeah..it was great...after makan chill chill..khiari asked me about gmarket..so ajar sikit-sikit..i taught zul last night nya already ehe..i didnt mean to promote gmarket di Sheffield ah..tanpa sengaja tu lol..
Went upstairs to zul's room after sometime..and found azrin alone and decided to talk privately....lain bunyinya..lol..i was aplogizing to him about something =p kalau texts macam not kuat..i prefer to say it saja..
I forgot bila but zul and naida naik atas since zul wanted to demonstrate the coolness of blue-ray to naida..c jul..pc guy tu =p kan jul?ehe...sekejap saja kami lima - khiari,jul,naida,azrin and me able to gather in zul's room..sal out train time na batah lagi..so off we go to station lepas itu after siap-siap.
I was panicked sal takut that we could not make it in time..luan optimistic..it appeared that tak sempat..lucky that we bought off-peak retun ;p so instead of 7.40pm ish..we took the 8.30-ish pm train...thanks to all of you guys..berkarih menunggu kami till sampai waktu =')
Sempat hugged all the guys especially zul,khiari and azrin..they even sent us off till hampir-hampir berabis to the train..i was touched kamu =) azrin took off a bit earlier than us though since he went back to leeds kan..sampai kami punya train bertolak baru they langkah kaki from there...awwwwwhhh sweet friends kamu ani..They are so sweeeeet =) sayang ku hehehe..
Thanks to Khiari for the plan...thanks for everything to all you guys for making me feel homey masatu..happy ku semasa ku di Sheffield sama kamu =) zul pun aku kesian "alaaa..kamu isuk balik" something like that..."bila lagi"...kesian zul ani....thanks khiari for the honey tea you made for us during late night time friday masatu..and ajar aku potong-potong =p and Zul thanks man..banyak informations i got from you regarding computers..games apa ehe cali ko ne zul =p
im so going to miss you guys..many thanks to the others as well kerna also involved in making the dinner an desserts ah..kesian kamu..iq,mal,dorren,aina,ridha =) and thanks to the seniors as well for the warm welcome..esp.ikmal sal mengacang kami sempat lagi tu =p
Thanks guys...azrin thanks for the surprise datang X) khiari and zul..i hope both of you are reading this..kalau ku miss berabis rah kamu dua and couldnt hold it anymore ada ku ke kamu lagi tu ah..Sufi, nanti berjumpa =p
Sunday, February 8, 2009
Tagged By Sha
1. Do you like to talk a lot?
In Brunei, i was so talkative but ever since im here...im still talative but occasionally only =)
2. Do you love anyone now?
I dont know..im confused right now IF you're asking me about ehem2 lol
3. Do you hate being scolded in public?
I do mind..but if its my fault, im willing to bear with it =)
4. Do you hate school?
hmmm...at certain times =p
5. Do you hate yourself?
No..im thankful to God for making me who i am right now =)
6. Do you find yourself cute?
I dont like to comment about myself, i would just let people comment about myself =)
7. Do you feel like having a gf / bf right now?
Hmm...i think not..but eventhough i say no right now..there's no guarantee i wont jua kan X)
8. Do you smoke or drink?
Nope.
9. Do you like your teachers?
Yes..i love them..especially my form six tutors X)
10. Do you take drugs?
Paracetamol...other drugs..yeahhhhh...kalau ku imagine the powder diffuses thoughout the air kali aku terisruk..WAIT..LABIH bah aku ah X)
11. Do you like going to the movies?
Sometimes with my friends of course..alone can be urgh..not fun
13. Do you prefer calling? Or SMS?
Both actually =)
14. Do you eat every morning?
Depends..but if i dont eat..bah ready2 tah my stomach growling during lecture tu at times =p
15. Do you go online everyday?
Yes
16. Do you want to cry now?
No
17. What are you doing now?
Ni, bloggig and listening to music =) oh yeah im waiting fr my laundry too ;p
18. What are you thinking of now?
Wallahualam
19. What are you listening to now?
right now..ngam terkena "sampai Syurga" by Faizal Tahir
20. Who was the last person who sent you a message?
Azrin Alus
21. Last time you got lonely?
hmmm...i would bawa myself like watching anime apa lah and not think about it..kalau teruk..contact my family or close mates since they can make me feel gooooood =)
22. Last time someone made you happy?
My mates in sheffield and also seorang dari spenceley mengejut datang =p
23. Are you angry at someone?
hmmm...im not sure..but if i do..i'll try to cool down my temper..i realized aku ni macam pemarah X)
24. Guitar or drums?
drums.
25. Do you love the people who makes you happy?
Yeah..ultimately
26. Do you believe in those people?
yes..i trust them with all my heart..once my trust is betrayed..then its hard for me to trust them 100% after that..it depends.
27. What is your target for this year?
Hidup dengan seimbang..tidak lupa pada agama, when i feel so lonely, i still have God everywhere i go even overseas =)
28. Do you rather shop alone or with people?
Both actually but im planning to melihat barang lama-lama i prefer to go alone..at least urang tidak menunggu kan ^^
29. Who do you hate now?
Hj Mahmood once said if we think negatively, all the water molecules inside us will take the form of something ugly...i would rather not hate someone..but aku not sure jua lol
30. Who are your best friends?
Mentioning them here would be unfair to my other friends =) eventhough i have friends that i consider dearest to me..but that doesnt mean that i dont appreciate my other friends =) aku sayang kamu..maluku eh lol
31.Who are you missing now?
Entah..i miss my family and some of my mates plg X)
32. How are you feeling now?
a bit tired..but its worth i lah ke Sheffield =)
33. What can you say about your ex-gf?
Baik, manja and pandai berusai2 n.n
34. Are you single or taken?
Single but i am interested in a girl right now plg =)
35. If you are single, are you enjoying it?
For now, yes cuz tidak banyak fikir lol
36. Do you think your ex really loved you?
Yes
37. Message to your enemy?
Doakan semoga aku maafkan mereka and mereka memaaf kan aku =)
38. The most important thing in a relationship?
Trust and honesty.
39. Say something about alcoholism?
Not good for your health =s
40. Any advice to a friend you know who has a problem?
Cheer up bui..i know i dont understand your problem that much but i want you to know that i'll be always be there for you if you need this mate of yours =)
41. What can you say about "HATERS"?
inda tah ku tau nyamuuu
42. Name an opposite sex you like to see everyday.
Entah X)
43. You're in love with that person?
aku confused pulang..lol
44. Last tough question you answered?
About apa kami punya plan sepanjang hidup kami..
45. What did you answer?
jawab saja tia =s
46. Do you have a lot of pic in your blogger?
Not really.im plannng to put more plg ehe =)
47. Favorite place?
Somewhere serene and virtue..mosque and other places jua yang make me feel homey =)
48.Tag 5 person
Naida
Hajah
Malie
Chocoballs
Cousin syah
49. Who are they?
friends and cousin.
50. Upload your edited picture.
im lazy to edit pics..i did some before but deleted T.T ada di fs but im lazy to ambik X)
In Brunei, i was so talkative but ever since im here...im still talative but occasionally only =)
2. Do you love anyone now?
I dont know..im confused right now IF you're asking me about ehem2 lol
3. Do you hate being scolded in public?
I do mind..but if its my fault, im willing to bear with it =)
4. Do you hate school?
hmmm...at certain times =p
5. Do you hate yourself?
No..im thankful to God for making me who i am right now =)
6. Do you find yourself cute?
I dont like to comment about myself, i would just let people comment about myself =)
7. Do you feel like having a gf / bf right now?
Hmm...i think not..but eventhough i say no right now..there's no guarantee i wont jua kan X)
8. Do you smoke or drink?
Nope.
9. Do you like your teachers?
Yes..i love them..especially my form six tutors X)
10. Do you take drugs?
Paracetamol...other drugs..yeahhhhh...kalau ku imagine the powder diffuses thoughout the air kali aku terisruk..WAIT..LABIH bah aku ah X)
11. Do you like going to the movies?
Sometimes with my friends of course..alone can be urgh..not fun
13. Do you prefer calling? Or SMS?
Both actually =)
14. Do you eat every morning?
Depends..but if i dont eat..bah ready2 tah my stomach growling during lecture tu at times =p
15. Do you go online everyday?
Yes
16. Do you want to cry now?
No
17. What are you doing now?
Ni, bloggig and listening to music =) oh yeah im waiting fr my laundry too ;p
18. What are you thinking of now?
Wallahualam
19. What are you listening to now?
right now..ngam terkena "sampai Syurga" by Faizal Tahir
20. Who was the last person who sent you a message?
Azrin Alus
21. Last time you got lonely?
hmmm...i would bawa myself like watching anime apa lah and not think about it..kalau teruk..contact my family or close mates since they can make me feel gooooood =)
22. Last time someone made you happy?
My mates in sheffield and also seorang dari spenceley mengejut datang =p
23. Are you angry at someone?
hmmm...im not sure..but if i do..i'll try to cool down my temper..i realized aku ni macam pemarah X)
24. Guitar or drums?
drums.
25. Do you love the people who makes you happy?
Yeah..ultimately
26. Do you believe in those people?
yes..i trust them with all my heart..once my trust is betrayed..then its hard for me to trust them 100% after that..it depends.
27. What is your target for this year?
Hidup dengan seimbang..tidak lupa pada agama, when i feel so lonely, i still have God everywhere i go even overseas =)
28. Do you rather shop alone or with people?
Both actually but im planning to melihat barang lama-lama i prefer to go alone..at least urang tidak menunggu kan ^^
29. Who do you hate now?
Hj Mahmood once said if we think negatively, all the water molecules inside us will take the form of something ugly...i would rather not hate someone..but aku not sure jua lol
30. Who are your best friends?
Mentioning them here would be unfair to my other friends =) eventhough i have friends that i consider dearest to me..but that doesnt mean that i dont appreciate my other friends =) aku sayang kamu..maluku eh lol
31.Who are you missing now?
Entah..i miss my family and some of my mates plg X)
32. How are you feeling now?
a bit tired..but its worth i lah ke Sheffield =)
33. What can you say about your ex-gf?
Baik, manja and pandai berusai2 n.n
34. Are you single or taken?
Single but i am interested in a girl right now plg =)
35. If you are single, are you enjoying it?
For now, yes cuz tidak banyak fikir lol
36. Do you think your ex really loved you?
Yes
37. Message to your enemy?
Doakan semoga aku maafkan mereka and mereka memaaf kan aku =)
38. The most important thing in a relationship?
Trust and honesty.
39. Say something about alcoholism?
Not good for your health =s
40. Any advice to a friend you know who has a problem?
Cheer up bui..i know i dont understand your problem that much but i want you to know that i'll be always be there for you if you need this mate of yours =)
41. What can you say about "HATERS"?
inda tah ku tau nyamuuu
42. Name an opposite sex you like to see everyday.
Entah X)
43. You're in love with that person?
aku confused pulang..lol
44. Last tough question you answered?
About apa kami punya plan sepanjang hidup kami..
45. What did you answer?
jawab saja tia =s
46. Do you have a lot of pic in your blogger?
Not really.im plannng to put more plg ehe =)
47. Favorite place?
Somewhere serene and virtue..mosque and other places jua yang make me feel homey =)
48.Tag 5 person
Naida
Hajah
Malie
Chocoballs
Cousin syah
49. Who are they?
friends and cousin.
50. Upload your edited picture.
im lazy to edit pics..i did some before but deleted T.T ada di fs but im lazy to ambik X)
Friday~To Sheffield
Went to Sheffield around 5.50pm...lucky i was not alone since nai and leevoi were with me also. I had a chemistry workshop so we could not go early before 5pm..plus, we had an appointment with our landlord for the next academic year. Since i could not come to the appointment, only Nai and Leevoi went to the appointment at empress road, kensington. We had to pay the deposit of 150GBP per person and i found out that our contract is actually 12 months. Not only that, according to the policy we have to pay the rents for July, August and September. September's will be a full rent while the oter two months will be half-rent only. So i have to save some money to prepare for the fees.
anyways, we have another appointment next wednesday to sign the agreement. good thing i have no lectures on that day.
Back to Sheffield, we arrived there around half past 7pm and rombongan Sheffield which consisted of Khiari,Zul,Iq,Ridha,Amal,Dorren & Ainaa came right in time to fetch us up. There were still snow lying on the ground of Sheffield..you hardly see snow on the ground in our place~
It was slippery, plus the soles of my shoes are designed for sports, mencari nahas ;p so off we went to Iqqy's hall followed by Amal's house and finally Khiari's & zul's house to have our dinner there. Thanks to all who were involved in making dinner and desserts ah =) maluku, menyusahkan X)
Amidst the fun moment we were having in the living room, someone pressed the bell..so khiari opened it and to our surprise(Especially me), its Azrin!! =) he got me..no wonder during msn he said something about we'll be seeing each other soon since we are planning to go to Leeds on March which is a month plus away~ thanks for coming to Sheffield mate, batah sudah na jumpa yoh X)
wait, i havent see zul and khiari for almost 4 months! thats why datang pun..i just peluk them lol X) im so affectionate X) anyways, after all of them went home, there were four of us left - khiari,zul,azrin and me since me and azrin were staying in their house for that night. Khiari bawa main PS3 - Little big planets..at first, i was relucant to since i preferred four of us chat saja..chill chill...but to my surprise, it was FUN lol..since the four of played together..so there were screams and shouts ;p i dont know how long we played though..but yeah, it was fun..cali lah....me and zul were racing siapa got the most stuffs lol X) and i managed to get first place once =p not bad for a first timer kan kamu? XP
after that..chill chill..i went to zul's room to see cmana his room and see his super PC which he built it himself..he bought all the stuffs and assemble them himself..the PC guy =p its a super computer packs with wide screen and surround sound system..nyaman bunyinya X)and i even had the opportunities to see him play mirror's edge(which im interested in since masatu) and prince persia..and the graphics were so amazing due to Zul's monitor lagi..i forgot how many inches though X)
I slept around 4am kali and woke up around 8-8.30am in the next morning lol.
anyways, we have another appointment next wednesday to sign the agreement. good thing i have no lectures on that day.
Back to Sheffield, we arrived there around half past 7pm and rombongan Sheffield which consisted of Khiari,Zul,Iq,Ridha,Amal,Dorren & Ainaa came right in time to fetch us up. There were still snow lying on the ground of Sheffield..you hardly see snow on the ground in our place~
It was slippery, plus the soles of my shoes are designed for sports, mencari nahas ;p so off we went to Iqqy's hall followed by Amal's house and finally Khiari's & zul's house to have our dinner there. Thanks to all who were involved in making dinner and desserts ah =) maluku, menyusahkan X)
Amidst the fun moment we were having in the living room, someone pressed the bell..so khiari opened it and to our surprise(Especially me), its Azrin!! =) he got me..no wonder during msn he said something about we'll be seeing each other soon since we are planning to go to Leeds on March which is a month plus away~ thanks for coming to Sheffield mate, batah sudah na jumpa yoh X)
wait, i havent see zul and khiari for almost 4 months! thats why datang pun..i just peluk them lol X) im so affectionate X) anyways, after all of them went home, there were four of us left - khiari,zul,azrin and me since me and azrin were staying in their house for that night. Khiari bawa main PS3 - Little big planets..at first, i was relucant to since i preferred four of us chat saja..chill chill...but to my surprise, it was FUN lol..since the four of played together..so there were screams and shouts ;p i dont know how long we played though..but yeah, it was fun..cali lah....me and zul were racing siapa got the most stuffs lol X) and i managed to get first place once =p not bad for a first timer kan kamu? XP
after that..chill chill..i went to zul's room to see cmana his room and see his super PC which he built it himself..he bought all the stuffs and assemble them himself..the PC guy =p its a super computer packs with wide screen and surround sound system..nyaman bunyinya X)and i even had the opportunities to see him play mirror's edge(which im interested in since masatu) and prince persia..and the graphics were so amazing due to Zul's monitor lagi..i forgot how many inches though X)
I slept around 4am kali and woke up around 8-8.30am in the next morning lol.
Thursday, February 5, 2009
Travelling
I will be going to Sheffield with Leevoi and Nai tomorrow..it has been few months already i dont see durang khiari and zul =) so i miss them espeially zul and khiari since i spent my few months attachment period with those two as well lol..and khiari told me they have planned something..awwwwwhhhh im so embarrasssed X) maluku ada plan lagi =) but i appreciate benar-benar..we'll see apa plan durang once we set our feet on Sheffield tomorrow night~
Next next week I'll go to abang's place to spend my weekends there...so travelling berabis ku this month..macam December..London and Leeds X) i think two weeks a month enough untuk travelling..i was planning to go to somewhere the third week of February since one of my close mate's birthday falls on the third week of February kan..but..i changed my mind lah..ada lah tu..but resolved sudah =) I guess i can do something about it...i mean an alternative of not able to go to my close mate's place to celebrate his birthday..
Im beginning to worry about my mandarin class as well..emailed the headmaster but turned out i didnt receive any replies yet =s
Next next week I'll go to abang's place to spend my weekends there...so travelling berabis ku this month..macam December..London and Leeds X) i think two weeks a month enough untuk travelling..i was planning to go to somewhere the third week of February since one of my close mate's birthday falls on the third week of February kan..but..i changed my mind lah..ada lah tu..but resolved sudah =) I guess i can do something about it...i mean an alternative of not able to go to my close mate's place to celebrate his birthday..
Im beginning to worry about my mandarin class as well..emailed the headmaster but turned out i didnt receive any replies yet =s
Tuesday, February 3, 2009
"Lan Tuo" a.k.a Lazy
Mannn, im becoming more lazy compared to masa first semester~sesakku eh X) bought tickets to Abang's already for next week..travelling alone again~mannn..i have to be confident and optimistic..though im not sure whether i can sekuat mana cuz im traumatized bekas Leeds~but consulted to Iznan before i bought the tickets since Iznan came all the way from Scotland to London on last december and to Liverpool last two weeks.so definitely banyak changes ia experienced..
hence, lepas consult that mate of mine, i decided to become optimistic once more and be prepared lah..so beli saja the tickets..plus if i postphone the trip to my bro's, when will I go there jua kan..sooner or later, i have to do this, i have to face my trauma...i have to do this =) its about time i do things on my own and depend on myself...if im studying i UBD right now perhaps taking bioogical sciences or maybe petroleum geology, mesti aku ne dependant on other people including my big sister and parents..manja kan aku ni?lol..but here, things changed so much..i learned to do things on my own..now merasa sendiri negotiating land lord and arrange viewing jua...urus everthing lah =)
beli things on my own without my parents' opinions..so i appreciate my parents masa di Brunei bringing me all the way to kedai-kedai just to buy things for living
overseas =) dakara thanks babah thanks mama =) wo chen de ai ni men liang ge..i really ingat the time when babah asked me to buy yang macam traveller small bag..to wear around the neck i wont lost my passport and other important bits..and i still remember my mom asked me whether i want name tags or not on all my things..i mau pulang cuz easier lagi kan ehe..and my mom ikat kan some of them for me n.n so appreciate your parents minna o(~_^)/
Daym maluku eh..i rarely post cmani..lol
hence, lepas consult that mate of mine, i decided to become optimistic once more and be prepared lah..so beli saja the tickets..plus if i postphone the trip to my bro's, when will I go there jua kan..sooner or later, i have to do this, i have to face my trauma...i have to do this =) its about time i do things on my own and depend on myself...if im studying i UBD right now perhaps taking bioogical sciences or maybe petroleum geology, mesti aku ne dependant on other people including my big sister and parents..manja kan aku ni?lol..but here, things changed so much..i learned to do things on my own..now merasa sendiri negotiating land lord and arrange viewing jua...urus everthing lah =)
beli things on my own without my parents' opinions..so i appreciate my parents masa di Brunei bringing me all the way to kedai-kedai just to buy things for living
overseas =) dakara thanks babah thanks mama =) wo chen de ai ni men liang ge..i really ingat the time when babah asked me to buy yang macam traveller small bag..to wear around the neck i wont lost my passport and other important bits..and i still remember my mom asked me whether i want name tags or not on all my things..i mau pulang cuz easier lagi kan ehe..and my mom ikat kan some of them for me n.n so appreciate your parents minna o(~_^)/
Daym maluku eh..i rarely post cmani..lol
Sudden
Just wanna say thank you very much to all my readers for their willingness to visit my blog at times, i noticed some traffic coming from google search as well..the keywords i managed to check are 'azree' and another bits..so thanks everyone =)
im not feeling well right now..i hope im gonna be okay later since i slept early last night..but kept on waking up since my hall mates were noisy..perhaps they were hanging up till late at night kali at the kitchen...
im not feeling well right now..i hope im gonna be okay later since i slept early last night..but kept on waking up since my hall mates were noisy..perhaps they were hanging up till late at night kali at the kitchen...
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