Alone=Amazing

Yeah i THINK i have changed a lot ever since im here..yada yada yada...
reader "X": "balik balik jua eh change ani..change change lah duh~"

I know...but sometimes its amazing to know that you yourself has exprienced some changes..believe me.. =)

Back to the story, here I am at my brother's room blogging while my brother's reading manga...im moved to blog tonight..many things actually...travelling can bea pain especially if you're a traumatic person like me..but you know what? im slowly moving out from my "trauma" zone people! and i think im slowly fond of travelling around!!!! I know...maybe sebab i managed to go to Loughborough without any probems at all..well..i should say there WAS a problem..my train was delayed =.= well for some, it might not be a huge problem..for me its a no-no! cuz i brought along my train schedule..and a HAHA for me cuz i missed the train from Derby to Loughborough at 5.18pm...i was panic especially im travelling alone yoh..last time travelling alone was during the time i went to Leeds! and i was a bit traumatized since then...hence panic..i decided to ask the staff at the cutomer reception..lucky me the next train was around 6.18pm...so yeah i had to wait about half an hour =.= and fortunately i have unlimited tariffs so i can call my o2 mates..tried azrin's..no luck..tried iznan's..yeah BABY..berkurapak tia kami...but tak lama lah ehe..

wait there's more actually..before that, just as i finished asking the staff at the customer reception...ada orang tagur aku..orang Brunei!! =D but then i was blurred yoh...i thought my senior's bf..kali macam lain jua..kali cuba saja tia..kali SALAH! rupa-rupanya orang Loughborough, my intake..kawan Sadiq =D aku terkejut..i was like eh kenal jua ia aku ah =D i was happy jua pasal ada orang brunei tengah tengah aku panic..so we chit chat for a while since the two of them masatu waiting for their train ke Leeds...COOLNESS...Coincidence lah.. Terima Kasih Haziq ah =D

Lepas cerita-cerita with Haziq, inda tah panic lagi =) plus i talked with iznan over the phone jua kan..okay tia =) Syukur...Anitah salah satu hikmah nya aku two changes..cuz before membeli ticket, i preferred one change saja..but im thankful tah plg takdir dua changes cuz i felt amazing tadi..macam tidak sangka im travelling alone then managed to sort out train apa lagi especially after delay apa..AND lepas itu, im going to meet my Ge Ge =D

So macam a surge of feelings was flowing inside my body..i felt great actually..a wonderful feeling indeed..I was hesitate to travel alone before ani actually..especially jauh...but then i managed to do it..well 1/2 lah ah..but still...a good archievement kan kamu? kan kan kan??? =) cmon agree with me lah*kirai-kirai

Im feeling that travelling alone can be fun too!!! its totally amazing~plus tadi I talked with my brother's housemates juakan..and i was surprised with myself too actually..benar..to be honest, before i was so anti-social, berat mulut untuk bercerita..macam ambung lah..kira malu jua lah..but this time i decided to not like that cuz i wud just bea troublesome to my brother, macam need to be taken care of..menyusahkan abang diri jua tu..so tried to blend in..and yeah..i felt so great =D despite the fact that aku baru jumpa some of them for the first time..indeed, i have changed...and im happy with it =)

And aku faham lah i think apa maksud abang ku with belajar being independent di UK ani..one obvious example apanah??travelling alone!! kalau im dependent on orang lain..susah aku travelling alone kan? sampai bila bila i wont visit my brother kali..so im thankful to God and the people surrounding me to bring about some changes in myself..may they be aku jumpa selalu, kadang-kadang or rarely and those that ku contact using internet like msn or facebook..arigato.