Saturday, February 21, 2009

slowly recovering

I think im starting to feel more okay already compared to last two nights =) I dont know why i feel so Nan Guo deep inside...maybe lurus kali what a mate of mine said..im denying "it" lepas tahu,baru tah I know that I actually "it" eventhough i tried to think that i dont..but its okay, im slowly getting myself to be as optimistic as i can just like before =) its fate I guess? X)

I usually tell my mates about my problems, but this time, I prefer to be left alone..I dont know why the sudden change, but I dont like to keep on explaining to my mate A what my problem is and then re-do the process to mate B,C,D and so on..but last night bagus lah I let it out..but thats it..even a mate of mine wondered about on of my previous post pun I didnt want to explain..I dont know why Im beginning to be secretive or maybe not secretive, but..just reluctant to tell people what are my problems..so i apologize to my mates who are reading this..manatau before ani, I always luahkan rah kamu..but this time, inda..I just need some time =)

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