Starting to dislike February?

Im starting to dislike February 2009..I've got my own reasons..Wheher I like it or not..i cant lie to myself..there have been a lot of things happening in this month..ada happy ada inda...nevertheless, THIS is life =) I must be strong..I just wish Im in Brunei right now, beside my family so that I can let it out to my sister..mother or anyone in my family members..WAAAIIITTT

Did i say something wrong?
YEAH, you bet I did..that means, I would run away from my problems rather than facing them???!!! NOOOOO...that's not me...that's not azree...that's not Aizril too...My parents raised me up to be a person who's always face his problems with patience..not running away from them..

I just feel..well, macam endless problems ani..i DONT mind if im the only one who's involved..cuz it would be easier that way...but..involving other people?that's what hurts me DEEEEEEPPP and I mean it...its just..why..wei shen me..mann...i dont have the mood to elaborate further..

I even had to tell the two people yang tegur aku di msn that Im not feeling well..aku minta maaf for that =) and lucky that I got a friend who's a good listener..makin okay dah ku..I think I would do something about this! =)

pray for me