Friday, May 30, 2008

Disobeying my mom's orders?

I tried to research on my skin problem and after i knew about it,i was shocked(maybe i still do)...i have Vitiligo,which is far more worse than Tinea...since Vitiligo is hard to be cured FULLY eventhough i did purchase the medicine for it at a private clinic(cost me $60 lol)..still im feeling really depresssed...Vitiligo is not that harmful,nor does it cause death but for me its Damn serious since my appearance can be affected..the moment i knew im suffering from Vitiligo,i suddenly feel so down...so thats why i was bad mood yesterday...

i text my mom selajur about the vitiligo.She said just bawa solat hajat and berdoa ='] thanks mom....i really need that...after i reached our bachelors' house,took some break and went jog after that..i realized OGDC is a good place to jog =D lol
i was alone though..i dont think i need some company that time...
but after i returned back to our house around 6+pm..my cousin told me he's at the monument with azrin,yumnie,nai..
so i decided to go there since i felt i need some company after spending some time alone before that X)

after arriving there,same thing happens,i still in bad mood..i just stood on the monument silently...watching the beach..feeling the breeze flowing through my 'half-wet' shirt..i saw them though but i didnt feel like talking to anyone that time..
thanks to azrin and bujoy for approaching me...sorry guys for the peculiar look on my face lol

anyway,being at the beach with them kinda cheered me up a bit...although i had to disobey my mom's orders of not going out during Maghrib..sorry mom..
had dinner with the girls..kinda cool though,telephoned my close buddy,awg.iznan,thanks for cheering me up too man =)
batah na jumpa ko bui! X)

around 9pm,we decided to go to the uni arcade to do some K-box lol..spent most of my time there with azrin..thanks buddy =)

2 comments:

Unknown said...

dont worry about vitiligo and dont be depressed by your appearence due to vitiligo.indeed it affects personality but think your are not alone with this but research shows that the about our millions of population is suffering from it as claimed by many vitiligo sites.
there was a time there was a time it is hard to discover the cure of vitiligo.
A fact about vitiligo is the suffering from depress and stress is far more than the treatment of vitiligo. so feel normal like you are well skined man.

Azree Hjyunos said...

thanks amir...you're amir manakan?