Assalammualaikum to the Muslims who are reading this post and Hello to people who worship other religions =)
Its Hari Raya Aidilfitri today in Liverpool(and other parts of United Kingdom including Leeds,Sheffield,Cardiff,Cranfield and London) and Brunei Darussalam going to celebrate this blessful day on Thursday...third day Raya in Liverpool..how sad.
Im starting to feel homesick again and really miss my family especially my dad,mom,big sister and other members of my family including my aunts and grandfather =') I thought im going to be okay today but looks like im partially not okay lol. Well, its really sad that you're away from your family espcially during blessful days like Raya Aidilfitri..
The feelings of being away from your family during Raya absolutely 'heavy'...this is my first time actually so the impact is so deep. I started to realize the feelings of beng away from family ever since at the airport when I about to enter the lounge...only THEN I started to KNOW and REALIZE what it feels like of being 'alone' and frankly speaking, I had a tendency to think that studying overeas is like studying in Brunei also..you know you can be cheerful everyday and if problems do occur, you can still get over them with cheers lol
After I arrived in Liverpool on the first day I was so homesick to the point that I regret of accepting scholarship from BSP*whispering*yeah I know...I was so homesick that time.
I have to admit I still feel kinda homesick till now but you know, I always say to myself there's no turning back as I chose this path and therefore I HAVE to do this n.n
Had a video call with my friend azrin in Leeds half an hour ago I think..so thanks man, at least I dont feel really sad now =) after seeing my bruneian mates in azrin's webcam - Mizan,Kerul.S,Afi and Sam
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