Will I succeed?

My flight's today, 7.10pm..So I cant sleep well,lol..

Im nervous,excited,sad..Mixture of feelings actually..I wish I could leave Brunei with a smile of excitement instead of tears of sadness. Thus, I have tried to involve myself with my own kind of theraphy for the past few days. Apart from convincing myself about 'Well, you can MSN with your family Zree' I tried to chat with my fellow friends who are already arrived in UK. Talked with my big sister and that gave me a bit convincing boost as well not to cry over this matter. The most powerful saying to convince myself is 'I MADE the decision to study overseas and there's NO TURNING BACK NOW..I Wanted this' =)

Now why I prefer not to cry?


I know myself very well that If I cry, it would make my homesick even worst..I cried during my first time of staying at the hostel back in 2003 anyways, though I hardly cry nowadays lol

Anyways, Im kinda excited to go UK after hearing stories from my seniors & friends =D

Plus I have many friends there including Yuud_amal_hafiz_nai_Leevoi in Liverpool, Iqmarul_amalianah_zul_kery in Sheffield, diyana in Birmingham, Ruzi_cuzin fidz_alep in Nottingham, Syaz_kerul_zudin_mizan in Leeds, kerol_zizi_Ash in London, Iznan in Scotland
(And LOTS that I dont mention here)

Plus I have a brother in Loughborough =D

So, do you think I'll succeed in preventing my tears from rolling down my cheeks?

STAY TUNE!!