Tuesday, September 2, 2008

Putuskan pacarmu lalu bilang 'I Love You' padaku

I decided to use song lyrics as my post title as Im fond of the song =D

To be honest, I like to be surrounded by girls especially the cute & pretty ones..Grrr plus the ones who wear Baju Kurung..but im not a playboy..No no no =)

I mean, I wouldnt have so many girlfriends at the same time..Just A girlfriend lol

After breaking up with my ex a month ago, I decided to give myself some time before getting involved with love again. It hurts to see the girls who like you getting their feelings shattered just because of your own doings.

Yesterday was kinda shocking to me. A girl, who apparently was my schoolmate last year confessed to me in MSN. She didnt confess to me in a day though. She was being a bit flirty a day/two days before that..Well, I did tell her im single now. Still, I dont flirt with her.

She told me she likes me that day..Which I thought was a joke and yesterday she told me it was not a joke...

Its Crazy~I mean..I didnt talk to her much last year(according to what she told me)..Plus I dont know her and later found out that we took two same subjects. But she's a sweet girl..liking a guy secretly..watching him going there and there..Reminds me of Korean Series lol. But its good that she confessed to me..Cuz its not good for her to keep it to herself for a long long time. So, Im envious of her bravery to confess to me =]

Not only she likes me but she also told me that she's willing to wait for me..Sweet huh? Yeah..Its sweet alright

But Im afraid I cant realize her dreams..I mean love is a complex feelings..We cant force ourselves to like someone just like that..It involves a series of inexplicable processes. Each individual may have their own unique processes. But she wont force me though cuz she just wanted to let me know that she has feelings for me.

I pray that God will give her a guy that is better than me & loves her to the fullest =)

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