26th June
Went to the train station around 1.30pm to go to Manchester Airport which roughly took an hour or so. I got BMI flight from Manchester to Heathrow so its kinda pretty convenient though I had to pay 80gbp for excess of 10kg since their baggage allowance is only 20kg - I just hope I can claim that 80gbp. Otherwise I would think of going straight on to heathrow next time im going back to Brunei. Departed from Manchester Airport around 6.40pm. Passing through the security was really tiring since all the belt and stuffs had to be put in the trays. My jeans was baggy after i removed my belt hence i exposed some bits of my brief - how lucky the people to see that ;p its rare of me to reveal some bits of my underwear to the public X) kidding there.
Anyways, I have been spending almost 9 hours now in Heathrow, good thing I managed to get myself some sleep. There were some people sleeping here too menawhile waiting for their flight i guess, now its around 18 minutes to 6am and there are lots of people walking here and there with their baggages. Brunei Baby. 1 day to go - around 20 hours more to go I guess ( 16 hours of flight from heathrow to Dubai, then Dubai to Brunei + 4 hours of waiting for departure). Didnt think that i could withstand 9 hours in the airport, almost gave up lol.
Feeling hungry and thirsty, bought myself Millie's cookies and two bottle of soft drinks. A good deal 5.99gbp for 12 cookies and i still have 5 with me right now. Too sweet i guess =p
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Wrapping up my Cervera Fieldtrip
26th June - ~5.27am@Heathrow Terminal 3
Two weeks fieldtrip in Spain was wonderful though i have to agree it can be exhausting at times - almost everyday!
Let's see what we did along the course. Mainly mapping I guess since that's the main objective, familiarizing the students with mapping so that they can expect what things they will face during their independent mapping next term. Scary it may sound for me, yet its part of becoming a geologist I guess so i must be confident during the independent mapping next year =|
Had some blisters and terrible sunburns. Now my skin around the shoulder started to peel off. The most severe one was during the reccy exercise on friday which i thought to be an insect bite. Now I know how painful sunburn is X) my bad though for wearing sleeveless during a sunny day in the field. On top of that, I lost my compass-clino around the boggy area. Its lost forever since my tutor and the second group didnt manage to see my compass-clino lying somewhere around the bog. Talking about bad luck.
At times, my height phobia would distract me from climbing the hills especially when i dont feel secured and safe with the level of steepness. But I did climb up La Verdiana though only because i was forced to as we had to draw a sketch a massive view stretching from Santa Maria towards another place which im not sure with the name X) I had to admit that it was so challenging during the first few days hiking up and down. Eventually, my muscles started to adapt to the daily vigorous activity. Still, hiking up early in the morning wasnt fun at all. I even 'terjatuh' and fell down on spikes hence my palm got "shots" due to the spikes. One of them managed to pierce through the skin, a bad experience I guess. X) thanks to Gauze(perhaps the wrong spelling?)
Anyways, the fieldtrip taught me to be tough and never give up sometimes. Yeah its really wonderful when you managed to hike up the hills and see the sceneries. The best thing in fieldtrip is that you'd have the opportunity to get close up with nature. Its not an indirect or virtual interaction. Its just you and nature head on, one-to-one interaction which is interesting as you get more exposed to the geology and hence, understand more.
Two weeks fieldtrip in Spain was wonderful though i have to agree it can be exhausting at times - almost everyday!
Let's see what we did along the course. Mainly mapping I guess since that's the main objective, familiarizing the students with mapping so that they can expect what things they will face during their independent mapping next term. Scary it may sound for me, yet its part of becoming a geologist I guess so i must be confident during the independent mapping next year =|
Had some blisters and terrible sunburns. Now my skin around the shoulder started to peel off. The most severe one was during the reccy exercise on friday which i thought to be an insect bite. Now I know how painful sunburn is X) my bad though for wearing sleeveless during a sunny day in the field. On top of that, I lost my compass-clino around the boggy area. Its lost forever since my tutor and the second group didnt manage to see my compass-clino lying somewhere around the bog. Talking about bad luck.
At times, my height phobia would distract me from climbing the hills especially when i dont feel secured and safe with the level of steepness. But I did climb up La Verdiana though only because i was forced to as we had to draw a sketch a massive view stretching from Santa Maria towards another place which im not sure with the name X) I had to admit that it was so challenging during the first few days hiking up and down. Eventually, my muscles started to adapt to the daily vigorous activity. Still, hiking up early in the morning wasnt fun at all. I even 'terjatuh' and fell down on spikes hence my palm got "shots" due to the spikes. One of them managed to pierce through the skin, a bad experience I guess. X) thanks to Gauze(perhaps the wrong spelling?)
Anyways, the fieldtrip taught me to be tough and never give up sometimes. Yeah its really wonderful when you managed to hike up the hills and see the sceneries. The best thing in fieldtrip is that you'd have the opportunity to get close up with nature. Its not an indirect or virtual interaction. Its just you and nature head on, one-to-one interaction which is interesting as you get more exposed to the geology and hence, understand more.
Thursday, June 25, 2009
Liverpool, How Nostalgic
Im going to leave Liverpool soon for the rest of the summer. Will be goingto Manchester Airport soon around 1.30pm-ish from Mulberry court. Mixture of feelings to be honest, one part of you says you're happy since you're going back but the other half says you're sad cuz you're leaving Liverpool which has been acting like your second home ever since you started your first year last September.
Im sure going to miss Liverpool especially the hall that im living in this term. Glad that i had some time to allocate for taking some pictures just now. Im nervous too as I am going to Manchester Airport on my own. But I have to do this sooner or later. Lone ranger is kinda good once awhile, dont you think so?
I didnt have a proper rest ever since i got back from my fieldtrip last two days. Did my laundry straight on. Then started to pack for storage. Good thing the storage went well yesterday. Went back to hall and decided to go to the city after resting for a bit. By the time I got back again, its time for me to pack for today. So yeah. I hope i can rest after arriving heathrow as I am going to wait there more than 12 hours. Would be so tiring =.=" What to do, as long as Im going back to Brunei, that's fine X) I think. . .
Im sure going to miss Liverpool especially the hall that im living in this term. Glad that i had some time to allocate for taking some pictures just now. Im nervous too as I am going to Manchester Airport on my own. But I have to do this sooner or later. Lone ranger is kinda good once awhile, dont you think so?
I didnt have a proper rest ever since i got back from my fieldtrip last two days. Did my laundry straight on. Then started to pack for storage. Good thing the storage went well yesterday. Went back to hall and decided to go to the city after resting for a bit. By the time I got back again, its time for me to pack for today. So yeah. I hope i can rest after arriving heathrow as I am going to wait there more than 12 hours. Would be so tiring =.=" What to do, as long as Im going back to Brunei, that's fine X) I think. . .
Thursday, June 18, 2009
Deeper
I should be posting this last night and due to the internet, this post is published now.
It feels reallly weird when you suddenly become sentimental near midnight after getting some nap. On top of that you're tired after the hiking up and down La Verdiana which is around 1700 feets above the ground. Enough of my fieldwork yeah. Let me talk about something more private and a bonus for my reader since I decided to make it public =p nyeh nada deh joking there.
Changed my twitter's display picture when i was so crazy i guess...it was yesterday. But I dont know why i feel that I dont want to change it at all. In denial perhaps? Entah. Its inevitably hard to explain actually. I am certain that I may not that have "thing". You know, THE "thing". I should be direct instead right? Perhaps im just embarrassed for now X)
Im feeling like a jerk really. But I cant control it. Being cold to a person who's constanlty being generous to you actually. Ignore the fact that the person has kept some photos of you in her office or room. Sounds weird, yeah i know, obsession I guess. But the point is that the bad lammo guy here is me. Yeah ME, Aizril. Why? simply because that i constantly treating her cold whenever she text me. Answered her question, there that's it. No asking back or some sort. AND i did that many times knowing that Im being bad to her but keep on repeating it. ITs just plain rude and unfair. But I dont know why i cant prevent that from happening. I cant pretend, i tend to be direct. I cant pretend I like someone, i cant hide it from my body language, the way I treat people and so forth.
Perhaps, I am sympathize her hence. . . yeah I think so. If i were to have feelings on a person, I would surely treat that person with you know, the thing that you have when you have a relationship. Unlike now, one side's being cold to the bottom of ice cubes floating nicely on your orange squash =p anyways, I feel motivated a bit after chatting with dad yesterday during our day off. Who knows that dad actually did somethings related to mapping so dad knows about the triangular method =D thanks dad. After chatting with my mom, i suddenly miss my dad. Yeah people, i love my dad i love my mom. Apakan~ X)
Buenos Nanches!
It feels reallly weird when you suddenly become sentimental near midnight after getting some nap. On top of that you're tired after the hiking up and down La Verdiana which is around 1700 feets above the ground. Enough of my fieldwork yeah. Let me talk about something more private and a bonus for my reader since I decided to make it public =p nyeh nada deh joking there.
Changed my twitter's display picture when i was so crazy i guess...it was yesterday. But I dont know why i feel that I dont want to change it at all. In denial perhaps? Entah. Its inevitably hard to explain actually. I am certain that I may not that have "thing". You know, THE "thing". I should be direct instead right? Perhaps im just embarrassed for now X)
Im feeling like a jerk really. But I cant control it. Being cold to a person who's constanlty being generous to you actually. Ignore the fact that the person has kept some photos of you in her office or room. Sounds weird, yeah i know, obsession I guess. But the point is that the bad lammo guy here is me. Yeah ME, Aizril. Why? simply because that i constantly treating her cold whenever she text me. Answered her question, there that's it. No asking back or some sort. AND i did that many times knowing that Im being bad to her but keep on repeating it. ITs just plain rude and unfair. But I dont know why i cant prevent that from happening. I cant pretend, i tend to be direct. I cant pretend I like someone, i cant hide it from my body language, the way I treat people and so forth.
Perhaps, I am sympathize her hence. . . yeah I think so. If i were to have feelings on a person, I would surely treat that person with you know, the thing that you have when you have a relationship. Unlike now, one side's being cold to the bottom of ice cubes floating nicely on your orange squash =p anyways, I feel motivated a bit after chatting with dad yesterday during our day off. Who knows that dad actually did somethings related to mapping so dad knows about the triangular method =D thanks dad. After chatting with my mom, i suddenly miss my dad. Yeah people, i love my dad i love my mom. Apakan~ X)
Buenos Nanches!
Sunday, June 14, 2009
Getting along with my colleagues
I should put "some" there =p anyways the fieldtrip's getting interesting as the outcrops have relationships with each other and there is such thing as "box fold" which is cool by the way since the fold structure produced has box features.
This evening's the deadline for our mapping which stretched from Pena El Sol to 1643 hill and Pena Cebollero(croc's head). Of all those three, I really dislike 1643 hill since it is so steep and the pathway up is not that nice too compared to Pena El sol. We weren't required to climb croc's head though, thankfully. Despite the height phobia I have, I am glad that I managed to hike up Pena El Sol's peak which is around 1500 feets high. It took a lot of courage for me to hike such height. Whenever I feel insecure, I tend to halt or decelerate my hiking process. Climbing down is such a pain in your sweat buds!
Since there are two bruneians only in this fieldtrip, this provides a lot of room for me to mingle with some of my colleagues who are of different nationalities. So during the past few days I did interact with some of them though and surprisingly, some of them know my names, wait... i should say "remember" yeah that's more like it.
So I am really glad. I do have to admit that there are times that I wish there would be more bruneians joining this fieldtrip but yet again, there's hikmah behind this "loneliness" at least I get to interact with my other colleagues which is cool by the way.
I even sat with some of the lecturers during dinner tonight. It was my bad since I was late coming down to the cafeteria room. And it was cool although i didnt speak that many, I was being a good listener though =p
Lots of new stuffs and experiences i guess, tomorrow will be our next assignment after the 25% mapping. Its gonna be drawing topographic feature and generalized vertical section on some area of the map. It contributes 10% though. And I just knew when we were starting to do the mapping assingment that this fieldtrip worth 30 credits!!! its a LOT for two weeks =/
Being vegetarian for 5 consecutive days is okay though, I even reluctant to eat fish. Tonight the vegetarians are served with mushroom,some other vegetable bits bathed with olive oil perhaps and combined with bits of eggs. I had to eat something so I just chomped them up leaving only asparagus I think. It was good. Im learning to eat vegetables here. Good stuffs. Good for your skin too =D
This evening's the deadline for our mapping which stretched from Pena El Sol to 1643 hill and Pena Cebollero(croc's head). Of all those three, I really dislike 1643 hill since it is so steep and the pathway up is not that nice too compared to Pena El sol. We weren't required to climb croc's head though, thankfully. Despite the height phobia I have, I am glad that I managed to hike up Pena El Sol's peak which is around 1500 feets high. It took a lot of courage for me to hike such height. Whenever I feel insecure, I tend to halt or decelerate my hiking process. Climbing down is such a pain in your sweat buds!
Since there are two bruneians only in this fieldtrip, this provides a lot of room for me to mingle with some of my colleagues who are of different nationalities. So during the past few days I did interact with some of them though and surprisingly, some of them know my names, wait... i should say "remember" yeah that's more like it.
So I am really glad. I do have to admit that there are times that I wish there would be more bruneians joining this fieldtrip but yet again, there's hikmah behind this "loneliness" at least I get to interact with my other colleagues which is cool by the way.
I even sat with some of the lecturers during dinner tonight. It was my bad since I was late coming down to the cafeteria room. And it was cool although i didnt speak that many, I was being a good listener though =p
Lots of new stuffs and experiences i guess, tomorrow will be our next assignment after the 25% mapping. Its gonna be drawing topographic feature and generalized vertical section on some area of the map. It contributes 10% though. And I just knew when we were starting to do the mapping assingment that this fieldtrip worth 30 credits!!! its a LOT for two weeks =/
Being vegetarian for 5 consecutive days is okay though, I even reluctant to eat fish. Tonight the vegetarians are served with mushroom,some other vegetable bits bathed with olive oil perhaps and combined with bits of eggs. I had to eat something so I just chomped them up leaving only asparagus I think. It was good. Im learning to eat vegetables here. Good stuffs. Good for your skin too =D
Friday, June 12, 2009
Geology-ish
I am so tired right now and I SHOULD be sleeping too...I will surely be sleepy again tomorrow morning then~mannn...hiking up and down everyday..tomorrow will be the fourth day..I even finished 1 L water by the end of the day..really dehydrated i guess..the weather was so hot today..I think I got tanned already =.="
I will never give up. I was struggling with mapping though since i was so blurred. On top of that the heat spoilt my mood. And i was demotivated as well. Too obsessed with precision and accuracy i guess.
Adios.
I will never give up. I was struggling with mapping though since i was so blurred. On top of that the heat spoilt my mood. And i was demotivated as well. Too obsessed with precision and accuracy i guess.
Adios.
Thursday, June 11, 2009
Fieldtrip
Started my fieldtrip since yesterday - All i can say for now is that it's physically DEMANDING AND I was almost to the point of giving up especially when it comes to hiking =s
We had to climb up Pena El So..seriously, it is so steep! Plus I have a height phobia too..Its around 1500feets so we had to climb up but not till its peak though since we just analyzing the massive and bedded limstones there - some are biomicrites with crinoids, bryozoan algae and corals too. Basically, we just did some reconnaissance for some of our mapping area.
The hostal is good too onsidering the fact that I keep the room all to myself..clumsy luck i guess..syukur =) and the foods are okay too since the cooker knows that some of us are vegetarians. The fiedltrip part is exhausting that I even finished up my 1 L(almost 1 L though) of water by the end of the day.
We even have to wake up early since breakfast is around 7.30am and we must go to the square waiting for the bus to fetch us up by 8.15am. Its SO TIRING...and I have to go to bed immediately after THIS!
We had to climb up Pena El So..seriously, it is so steep! Plus I have a height phobia too..Its around 1500feets so we had to climb up but not till its peak though since we just analyzing the massive and bedded limstones there - some are biomicrites with crinoids, bryozoan algae and corals too. Basically, we just did some reconnaissance for some of our mapping area.
The hostal is good too onsidering the fact that I keep the room all to myself..clumsy luck i guess..syukur =) and the foods are okay too since the cooker knows that some of us are vegetarians. The fiedltrip part is exhausting that I even finished up my 1 L(almost 1 L though) of water by the end of the day.
We even have to wake up early since breakfast is around 7.30am and we must go to the square waiting for the bus to fetch us up by 8.15am. Its SO TIRING...and I have to go to bed immediately after THIS!
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
L.O.V.E xxx
I am so selfish when it comes to relationships, yes an undeniable truth i guess, i usually dont consider the other side's feelings. I would just rather tell the truth only then things will start to get okay and not messed up. I know im not good at this thing, I can be sensitive, yes it is true but I am totally lack of sensitivity when it comes to dealing with girls, undeniable truth =)
Its just I dont trust strangers easily especially those that i havent met outisde the "msn world" if you know what I mean. People expressing their feelings over the internet for some are acceptable, unfortunately i have to admit I am not optimistic and naive like i used to be. Saying that, I am glad though since some things can be so unexpected at times. . .But didnt mean to say that "cinta internet" doesnt exist and those who believes it are naive =) I too believe it but such thing wont happen to me I guess. . .I can be stubborn at times.
So I better leave my situation in this kind of thing as it is since I would prefer to be honest and straightforward. Its better to tell the truth sooner than later as things would get complicated especially when a person starts to be obsessed with that other person. Plus, I think I am not ready for such thing. Perhaps, a natural mechanism inside me somehow deactivates the love-o-rama chemicals. I mean, not ready for a serious relationship =)
Its just I dont trust strangers easily especially those that i havent met outisde the "msn world" if you know what I mean. People expressing their feelings over the internet for some are acceptable, unfortunately i have to admit I am not optimistic and naive like i used to be. Saying that, I am glad though since some things can be so unexpected at times. . .But didnt mean to say that "cinta internet" doesnt exist and those who believes it are naive =) I too believe it but such thing wont happen to me I guess. . .I can be stubborn at times.
So I better leave my situation in this kind of thing as it is since I would prefer to be honest and straightforward. Its better to tell the truth sooner than later as things would get complicated especially when a person starts to be obsessed with that other person. Plus, I think I am not ready for such thing. Perhaps, a natural mechanism inside me somehow deactivates the love-o-rama chemicals. I mean, not ready for a serious relationship =)
Sunday, June 7, 2009
Aizril's thought
I'm wondering how things in our lives can be affected by such small puny matter. Its like you're in a situation where tiny stuff is considered to be a wholly HUGE one and sometimes you wonder if there are any valid reasons for such "conversion" - In the end, you would realize that either you did something wrong or perhaps there's something wrong with the other side. After awhile, I started to be ignorant about it. What's concern me is just the sin i made to the person or people hoping that they would forgive me which is a a hard thing to do.
Sometimes life is just too painful to go through, still you must endure it only then you can learn new stuffs. Never regret cuz there's always "hikmah di sebaliknya". Its normal that the person whom we talked to said something that is unacceptable to us simply because its contradicting since there can be times that the stuffs one said to us are undeniably frustrating right to the edge of your emotions. For instance, a person complaining to you how bad you are to him/her as you dont understand his/her situation at times. Nevertheless, I sometimes wonder what if I say the same thing to him/her? Would I receive the same reply just like the reply i gave to that person? The answer is No. Its just hurtful when you know that you can actually something to protest against some of the sayings but what's the point anyway?
It would just make things complicated. Egoistic. Ego of not wanting to being submissive. I too face such unwanted trait. This is the time when your patience is tested and how far you can suppress your ego. Its just sad that friendship can be affected by such a small misunderstanding. Kalau couple di fahami lah ah ;p
anyways, I think if a friendship can worsen due to tiny unimportant stuff then personally i think, its not worth to put such friendship into your "cherishable friendships zone" as you would end up being upset in the end.
Its just how things work around here. You did something and the next thing you know its like you ruined a person's favourite Fiorelli handbag or console. What's contradictng is that when the same person did the same thing to us, he/she would just consider the act as not important - in other words, being ignorant. If so, what's the point of that person being so serious about such thing but when it comes to the moment when he/she did that to another person, its just a golly small thing?
I know there are times one might encounter such person. Perhaps im one of them, who knows I just need some guidance and petunjuk dari ilahi =) but be grateful that despite the fact that you have such a friend beside you, who knows there are times that he/she will do something that you consider anda bersenang hati with. We constantly making new friends in our journey of life. Being selective is a natural behaviour since nature too does natural selection of species.
this post is my opinion. Please dont take my words seriously. Just something to share with my readers =)
Sometimes life is just too painful to go through, still you must endure it only then you can learn new stuffs. Never regret cuz there's always "hikmah di sebaliknya". Its normal that the person whom we talked to said something that is unacceptable to us simply because its contradicting since there can be times that the stuffs one said to us are undeniably frustrating right to the edge of your emotions. For instance, a person complaining to you how bad you are to him/her as you dont understand his/her situation at times. Nevertheless, I sometimes wonder what if I say the same thing to him/her? Would I receive the same reply just like the reply i gave to that person? The answer is No. Its just hurtful when you know that you can actually something to protest against some of the sayings but what's the point anyway?
It would just make things complicated. Egoistic. Ego of not wanting to being submissive. I too face such unwanted trait. This is the time when your patience is tested and how far you can suppress your ego. Its just sad that friendship can be affected by such a small misunderstanding. Kalau couple di fahami lah ah ;p
anyways, I think if a friendship can worsen due to tiny unimportant stuff then personally i think, its not worth to put such friendship into your "cherishable friendships zone" as you would end up being upset in the end.
Its just how things work around here. You did something and the next thing you know its like you ruined a person's favourite Fiorelli handbag or console. What's contradictng is that when the same person did the same thing to us, he/she would just consider the act as not important - in other words, being ignorant. If so, what's the point of that person being so serious about such thing but when it comes to the moment when he/she did that to another person, its just a golly small thing?
I know there are times one might encounter such person. Perhaps im one of them, who knows I just need some guidance and petunjuk dari ilahi =) but be grateful that despite the fact that you have such a friend beside you, who knows there are times that he/she will do something that you consider anda bersenang hati with. We constantly making new friends in our journey of life. Being selective is a natural behaviour since nature too does natural selection of species.
this post is my opinion. Please dont take my words seriously. Just something to share with my readers =)
Saturday, June 6, 2009
The Trio from Leeds
Accompanied Trio from Leeds - Kerol,dane & amal to the bus stop near metquarter this morning since they wanted to go to cheshire Oaks. But we went to LFC store near Queens Square court before that.
Since their coach was on 9pm and they already reached Queens square court by 5pm, we went back to my hall. They had their brunch in the kitchen. Since they had to wait few more hours, we were planning to go to Ainfield stadium but looks like its already close - according to a friend of mine here. Probably will take the tour next term and hopefully the three of them are still interested by that time. Hence, they agreed together to buy tickets for 6.30pm from Liverpool. We left this hall around 6.15pm and we had to rush to the coach station and lucky us we managed to arrive few minutes before 6.30pm only to find out that its delayed for 15 minutes. The running was a good exercise for our fieldtrip though.
Seeing the three of them off really made me sad. I even waited till their coach out of my eyesight. Yeah, I have such habit. I know it would make me more sad especially knowing that i would be alone here again but I just feel that I like to do so especially friends who are dearest to ne. I must be strong!
Another story is that Azrin, Hj.deni and Cg.Sara went to Liverpool for a day trip. I encountered them in the city though as i wanted to buy some of my fieldtrip necessities. And i was being weird and rude actually as I saw them when we were actually several metres away and I quickly turned right toward the queens court. Then I realized what the heck I was doing. I felt so bad after that. At first I thought that takut to bother them since I didnt receive any texts pasal minta tolong so i thought i would just get in their way to enjoy Liverpool. Then i decided to see them off when i was in Cotsworld to buy hiking shoes. And boy I am so glad I did that otherwise I would feel so guilty till now macam avoid orang as if they did something wrong to me padahal nada. Crazy right? X)
Before that I stumbled upon a senior of mine who happened to be searching for Bose earphone so i decided to accompany him sama jua bored kan. So yeah, I am glad that I made the decision to see them off since i told my mate that probably I wont able to meet him since the city so big. Seeing them off too made me somewhat sad. I think its probably due to the fact that the three mulberrians are not here beside me anymore. I just have get used to this then X) I am strong.
Received something precious yesterday - This is Azree. There's a meaning behind it which is cool. Perhaps I will keep it for next term.
Since their coach was on 9pm and they already reached Queens square court by 5pm, we went back to my hall. They had their brunch in the kitchen. Since they had to wait few more hours, we were planning to go to Ainfield stadium but looks like its already close - according to a friend of mine here. Probably will take the tour next term and hopefully the three of them are still interested by that time. Hence, they agreed together to buy tickets for 6.30pm from Liverpool. We left this hall around 6.15pm and we had to rush to the coach station and lucky us we managed to arrive few minutes before 6.30pm only to find out that its delayed for 15 minutes. The running was a good exercise for our fieldtrip though.
Seeing the three of them off really made me sad. I even waited till their coach out of my eyesight. Yeah, I have such habit. I know it would make me more sad especially knowing that i would be alone here again but I just feel that I like to do so especially friends who are dearest to ne. I must be strong!
Another story is that Azrin, Hj.deni and Cg.Sara went to Liverpool for a day trip. I encountered them in the city though as i wanted to buy some of my fieldtrip necessities. And i was being weird and rude actually as I saw them when we were actually several metres away and I quickly turned right toward the queens court. Then I realized what the heck I was doing. I felt so bad after that. At first I thought that takut to bother them since I didnt receive any texts pasal minta tolong so i thought i would just get in their way to enjoy Liverpool. Then i decided to see them off when i was in Cotsworld to buy hiking shoes. And boy I am so glad I did that otherwise I would feel so guilty till now macam avoid orang as if they did something wrong to me padahal nada. Crazy right? X)
Before that I stumbled upon a senior of mine who happened to be searching for Bose earphone so i decided to accompany him sama jua bored kan. So yeah, I am glad that I made the decision to see them off since i told my mate that probably I wont able to meet him since the city so big. Seeing them off too made me somewhat sad. I think its probably due to the fact that the three mulberrians are not here beside me anymore. I just have get used to this then X) I am strong.
Received something precious yesterday - This is Azree. There's a meaning behind it which is cool. Perhaps I will keep it for next term.
What I did in Leeds
I glad I changed my mind to go to Leeds cuz it was wonderful. I planned to sleep at Kerol's during the first night and azrin's the next night since i just got two nights there. It turned out that I slept at Kerol's for both nights since Yumni's changed her mind too =p i was reluctant actually cuz i was so determined to sleep at my close mate's room. I went to Leeds five times and I slept at my close mate's room for the first four. Lastly, I made a decision to agree to yumni's suggestion. When I think of it now, its fair for kerol's since the fifth time i went leeds barutah I slept ar kerol's/aqim's place.
We slept in the morning though around 2-4am if im not mistaken, Azrin suggested that we watch "sindelbolong"(i dont know the exact spelling though) using iemah's ps3 - Youtube. I think the two consecutive nights were somewhat like bachelor nights or guys' nights since there were five of us -kerol,aqim,azrin,alep and me sleeping in the living room. So it was really great despite the lack of masculine sleeping hours X)
Yumni came the next day which was wednesday. We had a bbq sponsored by Hj.Deni and Cg.Sara who're living near Kerol and aqim in the afternoon. The bbq was wonderful and i managed to record them playing handball which i already uploaded to facebook. I wanted to join in but there were dogs by that time, so its a "no-play" for me. I felt so guilty after Hj.Deni told us that we shouldnt show our "unwillingness" of dogs towards their owner. Basically its kinda rude for him as the dogs can be considered as his friends. In the end, i tried to endure my phobia by sitting in the center of my other friends including yumnie and azrin.
We had another plan during the evening which was to watch movie. We planned to make it 9.30pm Terminator Salvation but the tickets sold out so Aqim telephoned me to inform us that we shall go for 9.45pm Star Trek. By that evening, I was already looked so exhausted and my close mate being sooo caring asked me to swallow the caffeine pill. What the...Pill bah tu =x i rather drink coffee! or do it naturally like dancing like a crazy peacock in the streets nyeh i was joking =) I was lying to that mate of mine that i already took one but turned out he didnt fell for it. See, sampat lagi tu aku manja, guess that what happens when Im so tired - attention seeker kali..kali lah ah HAHAHAHA
We went to Spenceley before that to fetch up my wallet, plan kan tarus bawa bag ku but inda jua jadi cuz we were running out of time. So terus ke city. Sampai, something happened when we were about to enter the room. I bought the ticket using self-service machine and apparently i just took the receipt only. So I rushed myself down towards the machine and lucky me, the ticket was lying down nearby the machine. Even my mate pun kata aku cuai. And being angry with the situation as well the impateience, i was really angry so I think i can be so sensitive with the things people say to me. So yes, i did mad at my mate lol.when im mad, i just ignore the people im mad at so its okay haha. Its because banyak saja halangan, kan ke leeds pun ada-ada saja till i was about to cancel my trip and now, the ticket lagi. I was really being impatience. My bad.
The 2nd night at kerol's macam biasa tidur akhir. In the morning, yumnie was waiting for her turn to take shower since her coach was around 10am something. Kerol's was using the other toilet and yumnie thought he was using the one with the shower so she waited for nothing to be precise, kesian ia hahaha(tapi jahat jua aku ketawakan tu ;p). I played lips while waiting for amal and azrin to return home from seeing yumnie off. Played singstar the day before so I can say that im sick of lips and singstar for now X)
My coach was around 6pm and afi decided to join azrin to see me off. I felt sad parting with my friends but its natural to feel that yatah one of the reason i hate to travel alone especially at time like this. Balik, Im alone again in this hall. But im strong =).
EXTRA :-
Due to my mates di Leeds, im addicted to Gee Gee Gee baby baby baby by SNSD and yumnie from Notts, The Calling wherever you will go. X)
We slept in the morning though around 2-4am if im not mistaken, Azrin suggested that we watch "sindelbolong"(i dont know the exact spelling though) using iemah's ps3 - Youtube. I think the two consecutive nights were somewhat like bachelor nights or guys' nights since there were five of us -kerol,aqim,azrin,alep and me sleeping in the living room. So it was really great despite the lack of masculine sleeping hours X)
Yumni came the next day which was wednesday. We had a bbq sponsored by Hj.Deni and Cg.Sara who're living near Kerol and aqim in the afternoon. The bbq was wonderful and i managed to record them playing handball which i already uploaded to facebook. I wanted to join in but there were dogs by that time, so its a "no-play" for me. I felt so guilty after Hj.Deni told us that we shouldnt show our "unwillingness" of dogs towards their owner. Basically its kinda rude for him as the dogs can be considered as his friends. In the end, i tried to endure my phobia by sitting in the center of my other friends including yumnie and azrin.
We had another plan during the evening which was to watch movie. We planned to make it 9.30pm Terminator Salvation but the tickets sold out so Aqim telephoned me to inform us that we shall go for 9.45pm Star Trek. By that evening, I was already looked so exhausted and my close mate being sooo caring asked me to swallow the caffeine pill. What the...Pill bah tu =x i rather drink coffee! or do it naturally like dancing like a crazy peacock in the streets nyeh i was joking =) I was lying to that mate of mine that i already took one but turned out he didnt fell for it. See, sampat lagi tu aku manja, guess that what happens when Im so tired - attention seeker kali..kali lah ah HAHAHAHA
We went to Spenceley before that to fetch up my wallet, plan kan tarus bawa bag ku but inda jua jadi cuz we were running out of time. So terus ke city. Sampai, something happened when we were about to enter the room. I bought the ticket using self-service machine and apparently i just took the receipt only. So I rushed myself down towards the machine and lucky me, the ticket was lying down nearby the machine. Even my mate pun kata aku cuai. And being angry with the situation as well the impateience, i was really angry so I think i can be so sensitive with the things people say to me. So yes, i did mad at my mate lol.when im mad, i just ignore the people im mad at so its okay haha. Its because banyak saja halangan, kan ke leeds pun ada-ada saja till i was about to cancel my trip and now, the ticket lagi. I was really being impatience. My bad.
The 2nd night at kerol's macam biasa tidur akhir. In the morning, yumnie was waiting for her turn to take shower since her coach was around 10am something. Kerol's was using the other toilet and yumnie thought he was using the one with the shower so she waited for nothing to be precise, kesian ia hahaha(tapi jahat jua aku ketawakan tu ;p). I played lips while waiting for amal and azrin to return home from seeing yumnie off. Played singstar the day before so I can say that im sick of lips and singstar for now X)
My coach was around 6pm and afi decided to join azrin to see me off. I felt sad parting with my friends but its natural to feel that yatah one of the reason i hate to travel alone especially at time like this. Balik, Im alone again in this hall. But im strong =).
EXTRA :-
Due to my mates di Leeds, im addicted to Gee Gee Gee baby baby baby by SNSD and yumnie from Notts, The Calling wherever you will go. X)
Monday, June 1, 2009
Leeds tomorrow
I will be going to Leeds tomorrow - will be departing via coach at 12pm according to schedule. At first, i didnt want to go to Leeds which i actually planned earlier before i had my exam. The moment when i knew that i would be alone here in my room i told khairul Syazwan and Azrin about my plan. And me, being a bad guy wanted to cancel it. I even kept on brainwashing my mind, silly me. Perhaps, one of the reasons is that I dont like to feel sad when i part with my friends especially with a closemate of mine there just like when I saw hajah and iznan leaving liverpool, coincidentally seeing naida and khaty too leaving liverpool the following day. Thus, its best that I just adapt myself to the current situation that i am in right now.
Anyways, Azrin told me that some of my nottingham mates are going to Leeds as well, that really changed my mind hence i decided to go for it, I will be back by thursday though. Now i am feeling that my holiday is shrinking and the next time i know is that i will be going to liverpool airport for my fieldtrip.
Anyways, Azrin told me that some of my nottingham mates are going to Leeds as well, that really changed my mind hence i decided to go for it, I will be back by thursday though. Now i am feeling that my holiday is shrinking and the next time i know is that i will be going to liverpool airport for my fieldtrip.
26th-28th May - Hajah and Iznan farewell
Didnt do much after the trip to blackpool theme park. Well, I should say I didnt do much compared to naida and the other two munchkins, cawir I mean hajah and iznan =) we, the mulberrians had to pack things up for our storage on tuesday since wednesday was the only day our landlord can attend to us and friday would be a bad idea since naida's going to London on that day. I was so stressed up when i started to pack some of my stuffs. I dont know why though - stress plus sadness. Stress perhaps due to the fact that i had lots of stuffs to pack and sad perhaps knowing the fact that hajah and iznan going back to London on thursday and the following day is naida and khaty's final day in mulberry court since their flight was on 30th May.
Naida and the other two watched a movie two days in the row though which i didnt join for both X) I preferred to stay at home to rest. Now Im kinda grateful for feeling sad "incit-incit" cuz the effect wont be devastating~the moment iznan and hajah went home, i felt really sad, maybe its because i had so much fun when we hanged out together just like during last month when we went to London and spent some time together. The following day, i told naida and khaty that i wont see them off but i did and its not a bad choice after all. I DID feel really sad knowing the fact that my block would be so quiet after they went back to Brunei.
I even took the opportunity to feel what its like to leave mulberry court after asking naida how she felt about leaving our hall. Yeah, i too felt the same so i must prepare for that when its my turn to leave the hall. Feeling down, I chatted with a 3rd year senior here and felt so good after that since she told me that i could come to their apartment if i want to, that made feel really good. And now, though the feelings sometimes can be slightly sad but i know, this is one of the things that I must endure in my conquest of being a geologist.
I heard a nasyid song in Pelangi "tempuhi walau seorang diri..." that really inspired me so much and gave me strength =)
Naida and the other two watched a movie two days in the row though which i didnt join for both X) I preferred to stay at home to rest. Now Im kinda grateful for feeling sad "incit-incit" cuz the effect wont be devastating~the moment iznan and hajah went home, i felt really sad, maybe its because i had so much fun when we hanged out together just like during last month when we went to London and spent some time together. The following day, i told naida and khaty that i wont see them off but i did and its not a bad choice after all. I DID feel really sad knowing the fact that my block would be so quiet after they went back to Brunei.
I even took the opportunity to feel what its like to leave mulberry court after asking naida how she felt about leaving our hall. Yeah, i too felt the same so i must prepare for that when its my turn to leave the hall. Feeling down, I chatted with a 3rd year senior here and felt so good after that since she told me that i could come to their apartment if i want to, that made feel really good. And now, though the feelings sometimes can be slightly sad but i know, this is one of the things that I must endure in my conquest of being a geologist.
I heard a nasyid song in Pelangi "tempuhi walau seorang diri..." that really inspired me so much and gave me strength =)
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