I am so selfish when it comes to relationships, yes an undeniable truth i guess, i usually dont consider the other side's feelings. I would just rather tell the truth only then things will start to get okay and not messed up. I know im not good at this thing, I can be sensitive, yes it is true but I am totally lack of sensitivity when it comes to dealing with girls, undeniable truth =)
Its just I dont trust strangers easily especially those that i havent met outisde the "msn world" if you know what I mean. People expressing their feelings over the internet for some are acceptable, unfortunately i have to admit I am not optimistic and naive like i used to be. Saying that, I am glad though since some things can be so unexpected at times. . .But didnt mean to say that "cinta internet" doesnt exist and those who believes it are naive =) I too believe it but such thing wont happen to me I guess. . .I can be stubborn at times.
So I better leave my situation in this kind of thing as it is since I would prefer to be honest and straightforward. Its better to tell the truth sooner than later as things would get complicated especially when a person starts to be obsessed with that other person. Plus, I think I am not ready for such thing. Perhaps, a natural mechanism inside me somehow deactivates the love-o-rama chemicals. I mean, not ready for a serious relationship =)
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