26th-28th May - Hajah and Iznan farewell

Didnt do much after the trip to blackpool theme park. Well, I should say I didnt do much compared to naida and the other two munchkins, cawir I mean hajah and iznan =) we, the mulberrians had to pack things up for our storage on tuesday since wednesday was the only day our landlord can attend to us and friday would be a bad idea since naida's going to London on that day. I was so stressed up when i started to pack some of my stuffs. I dont know why though - stress plus sadness. Stress perhaps due to the fact that i had lots of stuffs to pack and sad perhaps knowing the fact that hajah and iznan going back to London on thursday and the following day is naida and khaty's final day in mulberry court since their flight was on 30th May.

Naida and the other two watched a movie two days in the row though which i didnt join for both X) I preferred to stay at home to rest. Now Im kinda grateful for feeling sad "incit-incit" cuz the effect wont be devastating~the moment iznan and hajah went home, i felt really sad, maybe its because i had so much fun when we hanged out together just like during last month when we went to London and spent some time together. The following day, i told naida and khaty that i wont see them off but i did and its not a bad choice after all. I DID feel really sad knowing the fact that my block would be so quiet after they went back to Brunei.

I even took the opportunity to feel what its like to leave mulberry court after asking naida how she felt about leaving our hall. Yeah, i too felt the same so i must prepare for that when its my turn to leave the hall. Feeling down, I chatted with a 3rd year senior here and felt so good after that since she told me that i could come to their apartment if i want to, that made feel really good. And now, though the feelings sometimes can be slightly sad but i know, this is one of the things that I must endure in my conquest of being a geologist.

I heard a nasyid song in Pelangi "tempuhi walau seorang diri..." that really inspired me so much and gave me strength =)