Biased sensitivity or being too hopeful?

I could be sensitive at times, depending on the time on what sort of replies I am expecting from that particular friend.

And to my finding, I tend to be sensitive with replies from my opposite sex friends - females. Yes, this does not occur to me once but more than that!

feeling confused, perhaps I think it's just my personality - women are naturally more sensitive than men so I expect them to be more you know responsive and often I failed to get such responses. I think I am just being too demanding. And as we're growing up, it's just natural that they would create a "barrier" to limit the interactions. But I think this sourced from my personality alone as it is my wish to restrict any social interactions with women. But those whom I consider as a bit closer compared to other females friends, I expect them to treat me a bit more - responsive, happy, attentive, passionate?

And guess what, I think that is just so wrong! I am expecting them to treat me as if I am special to them when i'm not. What if they DO? then how would I respond? hmmm now that's one of the thing I wouldnt want to imagine..ever -.-" so I think i'm just being naturally seeking attention from my female friends at times..I do have cool male friends, they are awesome including alniz the awesome buddy..apakan hehe :p but I do need some "love" from the other party as well...that's disgusting..you've to excuse me tonight...surely I would also feel disgusting of myself when i wake up the first thing tomorrow X)

I feel it's funny that a week ago? or more than a week ago i felt disappointed with a female friend of mine simply because how she replied my wall post in facebook. So sensitive azree eyh? And i dont feel that way with my guy friends..this is getting weird..takut ku eh..but its alright i think i dont feel that way anymore as I have become less of a hopeful guy friend now :) so I'm taking it easy and just let things the way they are..when I get married, surely my wifey wouldnt want me to mesra with my female friends right? well i would also feel the same with my wife. So yeah :) growing up process? perhaps (dot dot dot hmmm) *Publish post!