I am not ready

Before, I used to think that im ready for being in a relationship once again. Now I know, that thought of mine is wrong..I realized it this morning..well to cut the story short, "something" happened and I did not know how to react so i decided to react normally..its just that, I prefer to be "alone" as in not in a relationship..or maybe i am just in denial? im confused myself but what's for sure, im so not ready to do this thing for now. out.