Squash

Went to the sports center around 9am to play squash...at first i was alone though, then leevoi came so we played together..no rules of course, i consider sports as something to spend your time on during leisure times so i have no intention in mastering any sports unless i really interested that is..im not good a sports but i enjoy 'pushing' my body into some vigorous activities that i can withstand of course ;D

my weight's decreasing, i checked last night and it was 58.4kg...so i have to keep that in mind, thus the protein shake im taking right now..not on a daily basis though..finished playing squash around 10 something and got my skin around the thumb 'peeled off' it was not that bad though, just the skin...maybe i played too much today~im considering to go to the sports center again tomorrow...perhaps swimming pool? or maybe the fitness suite???since the fitness suite already reopened...and my memebership expires on April so its really a troublesome actually due to the fact that you have to be a premium member in order to get access to the fitness suite..paying guests cant get access to the suite too.susah kan =s

and the premium membership is not that cheap too!!

owh well..i must make good use of the premium membership for now which i bought on last november i think..we'll go to Asda later to do some grocery shopping..its my first time to Asda though ;D

Let me be a weirdo too

"True Friends accept you for WHO YOU ARE" special appreciation to Naida for telling me this quote..im not sure whether i heard it somewhere before or not ehe..but yeah..tonight..bila i rethink about it lagi..true lah..

I was so obnoxious before..but thanks to a close mate of mine, iznan..i managed to think posiively lagi..i mean if i consider a person atu as my friend..no matter the weird things he/she did or does..I would accept saja as long as inda trouble aku lah ehe =) so yeah..i feel guilty now..but aku sedar lah..there are people outside there pun think im a weirdo..but those who are "true friends" would accept that weird part of me..

no matter how weird or maybe your mate sometimes throw some hurtful words right at your face, if you appreciate your friendship with that friend of yours, you would accept them, knowing that its just a part of your friend..well, dont mean to say macam telan all the hurtful words though...i mean when the kawan occasionally throw some hurtful words..if always, i would avoid such person X) and i remember what my mom said about something like although a person may do bad things to you, still you have to take account ofthe GOOD things that person did to you.so i think this applies to friendship as well =)

so becareful in making friends out there..although you might get hurt at times, but thats the way how life works..There's always AND ALWAYS hikmah di sebalik setiap kejadian =)

Jobless - dedicated to single girls out there ;D

Aizat - Hanya Kau yang mampu =D

This one is totally random >,<

The 67kg to 59kg "Transition"

I lose almost 8kg and its increasing!!! thats why i decided to take some protein shake..but not everyday though..its tasty too hehehe..Vanilla yoh, you put it inside the blender and pour around 250ml of milk then *BLENDDDDDD and there, you got your vanilla milkshake, DRINK IT!!! and yummy you got yourself a nice boost of protein hehe..and calcium of course ;D

I was surprised to notice that my weight droped to 59kg..im not unhappy or anything about it..okay pulang since 67kg was near to overweight X) but 59kg is urm kan underweight..lol X) and i can see the differences now, especially after looking at some of my pictures which i took in Brunei and compare them with those i took sepanjang my time di Liverpool..and the result is..well..i like it anyway since it somehow 'slimmed down' my cheeks a bit so ambil self-pics pun kadang-kadang i dont have to retake many times which is exhausting..such a vain guy.

BEFORE







AFTER

Fractures - are you able to take it, mate?

Visited one of my mates' blog yang masani in unissa, and i listened to a song titled "Teman sejati" by Juwita suwito which is a nice song actually..hence dapat ilham ku untuk blog HAHAHA and i think macam ada 'feel' tonight.

How often do you fight with your friends?
I do fight with my friends..but usually not that serious though..so our friendship isnt affected..but over time, i might have a BIG fight with some of my mates..its really frustrating actually..

When you have a big fight with a friend, especially who is close to you, there can be many side-effects, trust me..i went through a lot..but i believe some of my readers here went a lot MORE than me =)

You can get two outcomes..one is that both of you and your friend wont be close anymore like it used to be..which is sad..and i experienced something like this more than once..its kinda a bit painful to be honest..especially for people who cherish their friends so much X) but i still can live with it though..

the positive outcome would be, both of you had a big fight and then berbaik semula after that..but this time, both of you are still close with each other despite the big fight you two had..that's a happy ending...for this type of friend, personally i think they are worthy of being your close mates..i quarrelled with some of my close mates before and i am very grateful that it didnt affect my closeness with them..of course, there were the so called "terus terang sessions"..after atu okay tah tu.

enough said..im sleepy X)

Hastima & Baby Nanicles came to Liverpool FINAL

I would like to say thank you very much to Hajah and Iznan for their willingness to go to Liverpool to hangout with us especially after we finished our stressful exam last week..

Both of them spent quite a lot money for the tickets..i feel so guilty macam couldnt make their time at liverpool macam equal to the amount of money and energy they used just to go here =)

dakara thanks both of you..videos ku buat dedicated to both of you =)

Hastima & Baby Nanicles came to Liverpool part 3

25th January 2009
we woke up around 9am something..we had to wake early since hajah's train was at 10.48am..so after get ready the limestreet station..after that ke kedai sekejap since naida wanna buy PSP since she couldnt hold the urge to play games any longer..as a gamer, wo ming bai X)

before balik hall, iznan decided to buy chicken bazooka..then rehat kami when we reached our hall..iznan fell asleep and i took the chance to take photos of him sleeping..i know..im so jahat lol..i did that to my mate at spenceley as well lol

then on 2pm something depart from hall kan ke limestreet station cuz iznan's train was at 2.30pm something...naida ddnt join me us though...at station, ada leevoi..so hugged iznan and see him off..then me and leevoi balik..i decided to go to marksnspencer to restock my snacks..then ke chicken bazooka since im so tired to cook myself dinner X)

Hastima & Baby Nanicles came to Liverpool part 2

Saturday - 24th January 2009

We planned to stroll around the city early pulang..but turned out pukul 12 afternoon baru we tolak from our hall lol X) its okay plg..cuz we managed to sight-seeing at Albert Dock, taman L1..then the chinatown, which masatu ada few rides...didnt ride on them pulang since it was late..cuz we had plans for that night jua kan..went to Hondos but it was closed, maybe due to kan Chinese new year kali..we wanted to buy Durian there to make "bubur durian kacang"

I went to Wikinson pulang when we were in st.john, i think it was before kame went to china town..i need to buy a bigger pan since i was planning to cook for them..then ke eastern before balik i think to buy some chickens..kan beli cashew nuts to make masakan yummy..but decided not tu buy them last minute..ayam saja hee..mereka sempat plg to go to shops and hastima bought some dvds..she and naida also bought pirates of the caribbean trilogy X)

then kan masak after itu ini...baby nanicles and hastima were in the kitchen as well..then when i was in the toilet kan cuci ayam..i know~di toilet pulang..ada tah tu the storiesnya ehe =p

okay where were we? oh yeah...when i was in the kitchen, naida told me there was a pipe leakage di kitchen..macam panic sul naida and another of my mulberry mate..i didnt expect it to be serious..after i saw it with my own eyes!!!

so we decided to call security kah..under uni..kaliii...not reliable langsung..we were asked to inform tutors saja...but turned out nada contact drg..the poster my mulberry mates came across was just a senior student..and inda dapat contact cuz he was away..so contact lagi security..then we were told to just keep on trying..WHOOOOOTTTT????!!!!

kali...lucky that one of our hallmate which is not of our nationality lol..contacted another senior student..later baru tah ada..so the plumber kana called..okay tah lama-lama..but didnt have the mood to cook since i was worried jua about the leakage..after repaired, barutah masak..

I was planning to cook "ayam masak merah" but turned out to be "ayam sambal merah" cuz we didnt have the right chilli sauce..so instead, i used extra hot maggi chilli sauce lol..which made it to be spicy and a bit sour-ish if im not mistaken xp

Naida made bubur kacang for our dessert which we saved for late night...we had another plan pulang actually..which was bowling di hollywood bowling HAHA..we actually decided to cancel it since limpas the schedule due to the pipe leakage thingy..but leevoi membawa around 9.30pm something and we all agreed for it..

sampai di hollywood bowl..we had to wait for our turn which was at 10.40pm..and we reached there around 10pm..so we had 40 minutes to wait for our turn..so main tah kami arcade ehe..

bowling was nice..and im suck at of course..the most embarrassing part was during the time when i used a ball which had small holes so by the time i threw the ball to my lane..inda terlepas easily...until it "terbang" to the other lane..lucky at the edge saja..but the mate next to me lose his turn pasal my ball yikes X)

totally memalukan..but yeah..naida's improved a lot..iznan, jangantah..eventhough it was his first time..menang ia kalah kan kami semua lol..so the bowling chart for that night is :-
1st Iznan
2nd Naida
3rd Leevoi
4th Hajah
5th@last place ME =.=

before balik..played some arcade again..kan main racing kereta but tertutup masatu and durang leevoi inda mau...just me and naida..nanti tah saja X)

balik hall..we mucnched on bubur kacang...our late night dessert~the others played "Keel over" somewhat the wooden blocks where you put out one by one each turn..then lama-lama collapse X) i didnt join though..membuat video saja ku ehe..

anyways we were loud lah hehe..then after that..hangout di bilikku...sekejap..since naida fell asleep masatu..hastima was planning to not sleep that night..but after 4.30am-ish, both hajah and iznan cant hold it..kan tertidur..so officially i won the "contest memanda" since im the one who was still sitting doing something rah laptop..soooo for the "memanda" contest chart :-
1st place Azree
2nd place Hajah
3rd place Iznan
4th place Naida

Hastima & Baby Nanicles came to Liverpool part 1

Hastima - Hajah
Baby Nanicles - Iznan

Friday- 23rd January 2009
Last friday, ngam habis exam..terus me and naida went to limestreet station to pick hajah up..it was cold alright..tambahan, both of us were stressed due to our final paper...i decided to make video clips..cuz i was planning to compile them up nanti..hehe..so sampai station, jumpa hajah n.n

To cut the story short, kami balik ke hall..then chilled at the kitchen meanwhile waiting for the wayang time(underworld) i think 7pm masatu start at odeon..i decided not to join as i was so exhausted plus i need to keep an eye on my money as well lol..had a nap..like an hour or so before i got myself ready to go to central station to pick iznan up..

sampai sana..iznan should be arriving on 10.14pm on the station..kali nada..call..he said he is already outside the train..then i was bewildered, how come we cant see him if he's already outside the train..kali i suddenly remembered "iznan, what station are you at right now???" cmatulah ah ku cakap..translated to English that is hehe..

RUPA-RUPANYAAAA..di limestreet station...mannn...he told me central..i know...iznan's "central station" is actually limestreet station X) to cut the story short, off we went to limestreet..then my mate hugged me sal ia said something about takut of his train sebab apakah..well benarlah..its late jua kan~

before ke hall semula, bought our dinner at chicken bazooka =D

then chilled kami after sampai hall..at the kitchen, sambil munching on our dinner, berkurapak hehe X)then after dinner, four of us hang out at my room..bercerita lagi..looking at the clothes i bought from Gmarket...sambil chill and listening to songs..after that liat youtube videos of sloth which i just knew dapat swim..and we watched pandas as well..then barutah gmarket X)

dalam pukul 3am lebih lah baru kami tidur...isuk paginya woke up around 9am or later..pokonya we didnt have enough sleep lah ehe...

Love letter

okay..im going to write something..perhaps a love letter to one of my readers, it goes like this -------

Dear my beloved reader,

you are so pretty that i dreamt of you almost every night..your lips are like sweet roses, soft yet filled with the warmth of love, tell me, how can i meet you? Cuz im sick of gazing into the moon every night wondering what you're doing on every minute..Are we destined to be apart from each other sampai bila-bila????

Next week i'll be surely meet you, although its only for a day, i will be so grateful, if only i can hold your hands even for a tiny bits of microsecond, i would be happy that i wont able sleep for a month..



CUT IT OUUUUUUTTTTTT

Its almost February now, and i am wondering if February a 'love month' cuz lots of things happened(ANDDD???) well lately some of my friends look like macam becoming more involved with their lovelife..i mean macam their lovelife more vivid..not like mine..im urm...let me say, dormant...maybe ive got lots of stuffs to do especially worrying about our accommodation for second year nanti..last year saja my lovelife was vivid..along the three months kan december i think..hehe X) had a crush on a girl then right now..un-crushed i should say X)

well, remember about people whom i rejected to webcam with me?
maybe not..i felt guilty so i decided to webcam saja lah..but that time it was a girl lah..well kinda okay, i mean nada apa-apa except for feeling good for making things you know, urmm...kinda sorted out?lol.. at least i dont feel guilty anymore now =)

To all of my readers who are currently in their vivid lovelife period, Good luck yeah =) im too old for this..for now ;p

Friendship

Im so relieved that me and a mate of mine settled things off once and for all..due to certain things, guys' secrets...being direct and honest sure can make your friendship from hanky-panky to "rigid" i almost determined to avoid my mate since i was so angry before..but i realized that there was no use for me to act like that..gara-gara benda which i consider as not that serious enough, bulih worsen friendship, especially your close mates, totally useless, and i realized that there's no use for me for being ego..really I WAS DAYM ego..but Syukur, i somehow realized its wrong..

I was tersedar as well with a statement which i got from another mate "true friends accept you for who you are"..that really knocked me off and i dont want to lose a great friend gara gara benda that are not serious berabis lah..especially knowing the fact that its hard to find other friends that are almost similar to the one that you're pissed off at..Its true that friends can fight..even close mates, but sometimes,through fights, you tend to cherish the friendship more than before..maluku typing all of these.but i want my readers to know plg X) ehe

friendship is something that grows stronger if there are trust and being able to eccept one another..

which remionds me a mate of mine kata the theory in friendsip applicable to lovelife as well..sejauh mana kebenarannya, i tak tahu.. X)

Let Aizril Goes International

Had one lecture only today since eosc111 is just used for collecting our portfolio feedbacks which i didnt manage to ambil cuz my lecturer was busy..maybe i'll take it on friday instead along with my file.

I decided to do my srtuctural geology practical after my chemistry lecture but turned out that i would just postphone it since my mate told me we just have to take readings using one slab only just to make sure we know how to use the compass-clinometer.

I was waiting outside my lecturer's room masatu..since macam lama, i decided to go the area where the slabs are, then rupanya my mate tidak jadi buat cuz we just need to do one slab..then i went upstairs again waiting for my lecturer..kali inda sabar..i just went back home X)

anyways, i think i would better go 'international' cuz i realized University life would be boring if you could not socialize with people of different nationalities from you. Well, not that socialize till you hang out with them, just chat with them about few stuffs or so occasionally before lectures and i found it to be exciting.

Didnt mean to say i didnt socialize with any of my friends who are of different nationalities before, but today, i started to be you know..with orang putih although seorang sahaja..it was nice though..at first, i just sat near the table situated outside the herdman lecture theatre...sambil listening to what they were chatting about, then i decided to join in as well by going near them..so it was cool..although i have to agree i just laughed almost all the time tadi...

I just watched some videos from youtube given by my mate and they were interesing, the videos are entitled "the oil kingdom" part 1 and part 2 - my favourite saying in one those videos is the idea of how to "make fossil fuels greener"

ARGH

its hunting season alright and im hyped up!!! We tried to call some agents just now..and the ones that we want HABIS!!! seriously, im worried =s well ada pulang but exclusive bills..so we're thinking of negotiating with the landlord..what if there are three of us living in one of their 4 bedrooms properties???

I hope its okay since naida raised a good arguement tadi..well, tomorrow th ku call after i finish my lecture tomorrow..still, ive got LOTS to DO...and i mean it this time X) edit videos time hajah and iznan ke liverpool..then blog about what we had done during the past few days.wait..drg balik kemarin jua selahau eh..but rasa macam lama dah drg balik...owh well~my room's in a mess too..i have to clean it...kalau rajin xp

GOSH...AFTER EXAM, i thought im going to be freeeeeeeee~looks like it would still be the same...but i have to be grateful..it would be better this way compared to the stressful exam period especially due to the fact that i cant sleep well masatu..masani i think makin okay sudah..and i somehow payah kan skype with my family cuz i want to sleep early..isuk maybe i try =) if ive got the mood since im so worried with the accommodation thingy!! X)

and tadi, first day 2nd semester ada assignments..tch tch tch, but inda apa-apalah...after this, i'll try to email some of the agents, maybe if im lucky, i can arrange viewing for us three =)

Hunting Season

Its house-hunting season now according to a mate of mine so i have to be quick to secure a house for our next academic session~i decided to go for kensington instead since the one's at the Faulkner Street is not available, but i think its exclusive of bills though..so mahal lah tu compared to Kensington which almost all of them are inclusive of bills, coolness..i've dreamt of double bed here..cuz it would be more 'fun' to able to gundah-gundah while you're sleeping in the middle of the night =)

anyhow, i think i should start tomorrow despite the many stuffs i have to do within this week..for instance i have to buy tickets to loughborough and found out that the website has a problem so i couldnt see the availablity of trains, let alone the fares~problem..i guess i have to message my brother tomorrow then, hopefully ingat..cuz im running out of time if i want to go loughborought this weekend..

Complaint kuu~

I just woke up from my nap and i am still feeling fatigue right now but i still cant "re-sleep"..maybe after an hour or so..i went to city twice since hajah's train was on 10.40am-ish and Iznan's 02.30pm-ish~but its okay..i had fun hanging out with the three of them which means including naida..althoooough i lose teruk-ly during the bowling game..yet i rose victorious during "memanda" contest!!! ISNT THAT COOL??!!! cuz im the type who always "mannn...its late, i wanna sleep guys" =p

ani i beat all of them????!!! i even made a video last night =p in the end i slept 4.30am-ish..hence i feel so tired right now since i didnt have enough sleep for three days in a row~

the 2nd semester starts tomorrow annd i have three practicals almost everyweek..G-R-E-A-T =.=

Not Sure

hmm..im not confident this time..its waaay harder than the rest of the papers i sat..not mention i was struggling..macam payah than A level yoh~i am so worried that i might have to resit that module =s atu yang paling ku ingau berabis masani..thats why i dont have the mood to go to wayang with hajah,nai and leevoi tonight..i think i'll be okay by tomorrow..just need some time to do my positive thinking =)

I know that a senior of mine pernah told me that the module andang payah, even she got rendah katanya but still i hope it would be okay..pass lah..hijap ku =s maybe i'll skype with my famiy later..liat lah dulu cuz im so tired actually..i just had 4+ hours of sleep...i hope i wouldnt have any difficulties in sleeping after this..

examinations - habis!

Aizril means Left handed

Aizril means left handed, would you believe that? =p

being a lefty is not that bad, its just a matter of doing certain things...when many people do stuffs with their right hand, us, the lefties do them with our other hand..its still the same, you do stuffs and the outcome would be the same(almost all the time though)

thank God there are no discriminations against poeple who are left-handed...there are nothing to be ashamed of even if you're right-handed or left-handed, it just a matter of choice =) NOTT...its the work of nature =)

my parents are righties yet among my four siblings, both of are lefties, here's the so called coolness order :-
1.Big sis - lefty
2.Brother - righty
3.Me - lefty
4.Sis - righty

Its like alternation just like rhtymite, an alternation of mud and sand..tu kannn...teringat sedimentology, nasib i forgot what causes rhytymite X)

at times, i can struggle to do things due to the fact that im left-handed.especially at writing..i have to agree one of the reasons i dont use pilot pens is because of the mess that i make with them. When you write something, you usually go from left to right manner right?

thats where my problem comes, almost all the time i would just dirty my hand and the paper..so its kinda irritating actually...realizing this, i would only buy pens which are not urm 'pilot' or ink-type. In terms of writing "Jawi" i wouldnt have the problem since the writing manner would be opposite..still i dont go for pilot or ink type of pens when it comes to writing "Jawi" too..

ADA ADA SAJA X)

The crest of love huh?

I was watching an anime just now and to cut the story short, one of the character in the anime finally awaken her crest which is the 'crest of love'..i didnt expect to be so touchy just now..it just happened lol..embarrassed ku eh..and right now im blogging about it?im so crazy..kadang-kadang..

anyways, seeing Sora crying while Garudamon holding her with that HUGE hands of her atu really touched me..ada lah jalan cerita nyain that episode..episode 26 - digimon adventure..daym it..i didnt cry~i just you know when tears accumulate in your eyes...yeah that was what happened..and noooo~im not being ego here..im being honest..then when i realized i was being touchy, slowly tia hilang..lucky me it was sekejap saja..i didnt reach the stage where tears rolling down my cheeks though..it would be awkward if awu lol..owh well..so unexpected X)

Seperation

I just finished 'flying through' to some of my former mates back in Mahad..it has been around 4 years sudah i havent meet them..so when i read some of their blogs..macam kecalian and then i would reminisce some of the moments i had when i was in form 5 di Mahad...i was bored on 2005 as we had three students in our class including me...HOW BORING CAN THAT BE???!!!

knowing the fact that i might end up in the same situation in the arabic sixth form school, i decided to move into a whole new school...a school which im not familiar with..totally different...there was no 'arabic school' environment..assembly would be wayyy different..yet i managed to go through it although i struggled at first.

Mannn...i miss the moments i had in Mahad, the ustazs and ustazahs there, the environment..the assembly..banyak lah..maybe due to the fact that i spent 7 years of my life in Mahad..from Idadi 1(which is primary 5) till i finished my form 5 education taking O level & Spu..another reason why i didnt continue to form 6 at smlhb simply because i dont think i could survive through the systems there..what i meant by the systems are we, as the academic students have to take both A level & Stpu..so there are two big exams...

anyways, i was 15 back then when i was in form 5...i wonder if any of the ustaz and ustazah there would still recognize me X)

Story: Aizril as the subducting oceanic lithosphere

i'll be having my last paper tomorrow which starts at 2.30pm-4.30pm and this one is the toughest of all..mannn..and im slacking off right now..excited,nervous,happy, i dont know how to describe my feelings right now..a part of me says "Ui, study bui!" and another part of me says "oh man...i cant finish this.."

so i decided to blog..since i wanna take a break right now..later tah ku sambung revise earth plates & tectonics =) hopefully X) otherwise i would bang my head on the earth's CMB and D" layer...lol..influenced tah banar..anyways, i feel like a subducting slab right now..slowly being swollen by the earth's mantle..although there are forces that are helping me to resist the force of slab pull..still im slooooowly being driven down into the mantle..when i reach the 410km seismic discontinuity, surely i will undergo a change in terms of mineral arrangements..from olivine which is orthorhombic to Beta Spinel, then off i change to Gamma Spinel before i 'mutated' to perovskite at the next seismic discontinuity which lies at 660km from the surface of the earth..there's an arguement that there is such thing like post-perovskite...i dont know though..jadi jadilah ehe X)

doesnt mean that i will stop diving down deeper towards the abyss of molten mantle rocks..well i might get deflected by the 660km discontinuity..but i might have the opportunity to penetrate through it unhindered just like my other fellow comrades who successfully discover the 'wonderness' of CMB...

well, i hope i can penetrate through though..you know, its because there are soooo many things which humans cant identify inside the mantle..so the earth is actually heterogenous..i saw the proofs..yeah, although im just merely a part of plate tectonics 'henchmen' but i KNOW some bits of pieces...seismometers recorded some scattered waves so its not simple as it look..humans have many work to do if they want to solve those mysteries...as for me..i would try to dive slowlyyyy to the 'plate graveyard' region which lies at the lower mantle~i think its on CMB

Hope i dont clash with some upwelling plumes on my way down there..you never know what happens when baddy plumes get you...they generate hotspots on the surface of the earth..but if i 'interact' with them on my way down..i would probably go 'slab roast'...okay CUT IT OOUTTTT X)

im out...sorry for the awkward post..lol

Online Shop GRR

seriously, i think im beginning to get addicted to gmarket..its like ebay but this one, its based in Korea and some sellers offer international shipping..which is superb...i bought a jacket and a neck shirt kali its name..i had to buy a jacket since the one that i bought from Brunei was kinda ruined a bit lol..i dont have many jacket here..untuk winter just two..so i decided to buy one more..and this time, a design which i really found so fancy X) the bad news is there are no 'M'..the smallest is 'L' but i decided to give it a try anyways, and yeah..it fits me but it still looks kinda big..owh well X)

i loooove the neck shirt..really fancy mate~the price was okay too..except for the shipping fee which 'ripped' some money lah bagiku X) but im satisfied..instead if buying a jacket which is not my type..i better buy yang aku suka kan hee ^^

maybe me and naida plan to buy some stuffs from gmarket after exam..still not sure..plus, we can divide the shipping fee equally..it would be much cheaper jua if banyak-banyak compared to just 1kg.. =D

Inconvenience

i changed my blog's template, so i have to rearrange all of the html codes and i have to reset my poll..i was thinking of inserting the previous votes..but turned out that i cant..and i can only vote one answer..baru tadi ku cuba pulang..so thats why i cant include the previous votes..sorry readers, i appreciate those who voted.gumenasai =)so i reset it once more..so twice lah aku reset..sorry i saw one reader voted tadi..sorry for resetting it >,<

Weight Dilemma

Should i be happy or should i start to think how can i maintain my weight???
my weight was around 67kg the last time i had my medical check at Penaga on April 2008...which i believe started to decrease ever since i arrived Liverpool...gradual decrease though~i think it was 64kg..then 63kg..and last few weeks i tried Naida's new weight balance which is more accurate..*chewwwwwwung! it was 60.x kg.. 'x' can be from 1-9 i forgot what x is hehe X)

Anyhow, after exam mineralogy, i was sooo hungry! and my appetite was like a hungry bivalve, vigorously flapping its cilia situated on its lophophore to drive in water currents as much as it possibly can as bivavle is a filter feeder..apakan~selahau eh..i mean, im so hungry that i beliur of nasi briyani..so i decided to try Maltan's since its so near to our hall..kali membeli..kali kira duit..i have 70p left..so i decided to buy two lamb samosas..two for 70p ehe X) oh yeah, before that i went to Tesco to buy cookng oil and YAZOOOOOO!!!! the super yummy milkshake that can make you shakkkkeee lol kidding X) besides, ada reduce..1/2 price..so its 55p saja ;)

kali, after makan, i decided to check my weight since baru makan so should be berat lah..more than 60kg..since i didnt eat anything last time and it displayed 60.xkg..kali..im so surprised...i was about to faint!!!nadabah..dramatic jua aku ah hahaha...okay, my weight reduced lagi, not 1 kg..sikit kale..0.xx kg only..which makes my weight now 59.4kg if im not mistaken...im quite surprised pasal aku baru makan..

what worries me is im slowly reaching my boundary..according to BMI machine di gym, my boundary is from 58kn to 68kg..below 58kg - shabooya baby, you're underweight..
kalau above 68kg..faham-faham tah saja saya tu..

inda apa-apalah..i bought powdered protein shake already though..but havent started to use it..nanti tah..but my mulberrian mates said the changes are so obvious judging from my pictures..di Brunei, i was macam chubby, ani kurang sikit lah..hence thats why i look older than i was before in Brunei X) perhaps~plus tangan ku kata mateku makin kecik..owh well..i dont know kenapa turun..maybe i have heavy meal once per day only kali..

Hajah and Iznan are coming to Liverpool

Hajah and Iznan will be coming here for two nights..kalau lama, would be moooore fun just like when we were in London at Hajah's..so me and naida will go straight to Lime street after we finish our final paper on Friday..Iznan will be arriving late at night!!! he has an afternoon class on friday..so he will surely miss the movie on friday atu =p

anyways, speaking of us four..we actually know each other for a long time..so thats why i feel comfortable with them..let me see...oh yeah, four of us were once in arabic schools as well..
Me and Iznan have been friends for nine years now(thats sooo time damit sudah berkawan lol)
Me and Hajah have been friends ever since 2004..so it has been five years now, same goes to me and Nai..
But i met Hajah once during 2004 and then last year..I KNOW..lama kan?lol..i met nai..LAST YEAR...thanks to Bsp though ;) cali lah kami aniii...

i think i started to know naida and hajah thanks to my 'gatalness' during form 3 or 4..i forgot..tau lah lelaki dulu..i mean si aizril..kegatalan..ani inda pulang =) zaman muda...asteee~it was funny..i asked for any girl's number kale from my senior that time..then i asked that girl siapa saja born on 1989..and asked for their number..well, i did that to one class saja..yang sama element with aku..if arabic school paham tah apa maksudnya by 'element' ehe...so yeah..i knew like more than five girls..but we're just friends =) and i did an embarrassing thing to one of them..

alkisahnya..one day i met one of them at the canteen, that time, our school was under renovation so we were moved to Bandar, as for the academic stream, we were placed in the girls' school(masatu happy lah cuz first time di kelilingi by girls, sheesh..maluku eh) then i met her..terjumpa lah..at the canteen..i didnt know what to talk about..and suddenly out of the blue, i remembered her saying that she's not pretty..but when i saw her, i was like "lawa jua ia aniiii!!" then there i go~YAAAAAAAADAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

You really want to know???wait..let me ask you onnce more...you really really want to know what i said to her??

LAWA JUA KAU ANEE!!!*somewhat shouting

so basically almost everyone can hear what i said at the canteen..and imagine tah..girls di canteen atu..guys pun dalam 10 including our seniors..the rest were females~MEMALUKAN~lol...

Cali lah...tch tch tch...i was so 'penabal' that time..really..okay this would be awkward for some of you, i am so shy in front of my crush that i would rather do presentation in front of the public compared to making a confession to her..lol

bah bah adang adang..i should get back to revising..thanks for reading my post..if you did that is ehe..feel free to leave comments or messages in the shoutbox yea..

Misjudged

i cant sleep T.T it has always been like this my fellow readers...cuz i got mineralogy exam at 10am later...i cant wait to finish it since i can sleep more easier after that..althought the next paper will be harder...

anyways, i think i somehow misjudged a friend whom i met through the internet..this time...its not from friendster..its from myspace, i rarely ada kawan i met dari myspace..cuz im not active at myspace..

i actually feel guilty to that person, at first i thought ta shi tong si lien..turns out to be not..then that person somehow made me as his foster brother..well..i just said yes..but later i decided to..you know 'unbond' cuz i felt awkward..besides ive got a brother, thats enough for me..and the bonds between me and my siblings are so tight..even with my brother..so i dont need any foster brothers or whatsoever..if i were to have any foster brother or apa, it would mean that im not grateful(well that's my opinion though, please do not take it seriously)

anyhow, i was so curious why that friend of mine started to text me up in the msn more frequently ever since im in uk..it was less frequent when i was still in Brunei..hence the curiosity..

it has been few months ever since im in uk and there have been no changes, macam biasa lah texting atu..sometimes ada sometimes nada..i dont mind though..im just touched by the way that person always pray for me.sort of like wishing me good luck..things like that..so thanks to that mate..although our age difference is waaaay big..but in friendship, age doesnt count..its the sincerity that counts..how we treat our mates and trust them..banyak pulang lagi..im sooo unable to sleep right now..mannn~sabar saja =)

oh yeah, to my sister, i read your blog, i'll try to ask my mate over there about it..but if i go there, i'll try to look for it as well ehe X) but no guarantee though cuz im planning to go there just for a day..i mean without sleeping over at my mate's place..the train ticket's cheapest compared to other places especially abang's..so definitely will try to go there if ive got time..plus wo de mandarin class has been postphoned..inda abe tau bila abe resume balik ehe

anyways my dear readers, i realized that i was planning on waaayyy too many things especially travelling..i guess i have to minimize travelling a bit except for nearer places like within Liverpool or perhaps Manchester since it would take me an hour to arrive to Manchester from Lime street station..and the ticket's cheaper too ;D

but i dont mind to spend some money just to meet up with my friends though..so maybe im planning to go somewhere else on April..HEHE...cuz its my birthday..so i will celebrate my brithday AND my parents' anniversary..cuz both are on 15th April..isnt that cool..hehe..so if i celebrate 15th april atu..kirakan tarus my parents' anniversary jua tu kan kan kan??? X)

我想 鸡肉

Ji-rou~i miss ji-rou...told mom that i ate fish for lke two plus weeks and maybe sebab atu payah tidur kale HAHAH(eating fish for two weeks bulih induce sleep difficulty???)

then mom told me to buy some ji-rou saja..but i decided to postphone masatu cuz ada exam kan..but just now...an hour later lah..i couldnt hold it anymore!!!!! SERIOUSLY...ever since i came back from Leeds, i started to eat fish for my dinner..atually a mate of mine, Onn came pulang after that..so maybe after few days i arrived liverpool kale i started to change my diet..and until last night lah tu ikaaaaaan ganya~magikarp ehe =3

anyways...for tonight's dinner! Ji-rou Baby..i even bought the frying powder GRRR~i cant wait ehe...but sekejap lah..i went out just to buy some ji-rou..on the way balik to hall tried to telephone a mate in Leeds...ia answered..kale perempuan..i was like?eh transgender yoh???!!!

nadabah..lame joke aku ah ehe...since voicemail, decided to telephone another close mate of mine...bergayut tah ku with my mate atu cuz i was alone...dari city gate sampaaai the hall im staying at, balik..rupanya, my mulberrian pieces mate dari toilet..kale kan membali a snack of mine..cuz aku stock Tesco's choco cornflakes..2 for one week...so i had 4 of them untuk these two weeks exam period...ia bali satu..kesian ku...ehe...but that time bertelephone masih lah ehe...so di luar pintu bilik masing-masing bercerita with my mate atu(switched on the loudspeaker of course)..kale my mate bagitau ia kan bali game..i mean handheld console..cuz payah bertv sine ane ehe...nanti kame berbincang pasal game..mulberrians ne hantap karak game...nadabah jk X)

aizril, roger and out

tagged by Farroar

1. do u think you're hot?

- errr...nope*geleng-gelengs


2. upload a favourite picture of you.






3. why do u like that picture?
-na saya tau ehe saya pilih saja and ngam ternampak..macam terpakai saya ehe

4. when was the last time you ate pizza?
-Last year..i forgot bila..November or december...

5. the last song u listened to?
-Hello by Farah asyikin


6. what are you doing besides this?
-blogging and facebook-ing, oh yeah..msn and listening to songs..you know..chill


7. what name do you prefer besides yours?
-errr....Aizril kira kah?but im syukur my dad gives me three words name..unique dakara thanks dad ;D


8. tag 5 people.

1.Sha(back at cha lol)
2.Naida
3.Hajah
4.Bus10-ppl
5.Malie

9. who is number 1?
-Kawan n.n


10. no 2 is having a relationship with who?
-aceler...kan nai? ehe ^^


11. say something about no. 5.
-senior tapi senior yang baiiiik banget =)


12. how about no. 4?
-Group of close friends dari durang secondary n.n reminds me with friends ku from my secondary school ^^


13. who is no 3?
-Hajah, a friend who aku kenalan during form 4 kan jah?so lama lah kame berkawan ehe..and yeah naida's close friend ^^

Tagged by Sha

People I tag:
1. Farra
2. Naida
3. Leevoi
4. Malie
5. Syazwina
6. Bus10-ppl
7. Adikku
8. Hafiz Bakar
9. Hajah

How do you know 1?
dari friendster..she's my close mate's gf's close girl friend..HAHAH complicated..bah, a friend whom i knew dari friendster..ani masih keep in touch

What would you do if you never met 2?
hmmm...maybe inda biasa kale and gila macam masa ani ehe pasal both of us are mulberrians..empat kame tu ehe

What would you do if 3 & 4 dated you?
that means im a tong si lien...bu ke nen de!! pai tuo~ X)

Would 5 & 6 make a good couple?
friends aha2*nods

Do you think 7 is attractive?
of course...wo de mei mei ba hehe

Do you know anything about 8's family?
sikit cuz hafiz told me sedikit-sedikit about his family masatu =)

Tell me something about 9.
Hajah, is like Iznan...coolness..hajah's funny, fun to be with..and she'll be here SOON!!! coolness~

What language does 2 speak?
Malay, English..and she knows how to speak sedikit sebanyak Japanese,arabic and kedayan.

Who is 3 going out with?
sometimes kame, the other mulberrians HEHE

How old is 4?
a year older than me ;)

Who is 6 favourite singer?
banyak yoh..a mate of mine minat banyak songs..believe me..kbox pun lagu those i havent ever heard before X) ada minat korean, malay..macam-macammmm

Is 8 single?
nyehhh...you better ask him directly..kan fiz? =p

What is 9 last name?
Tarsat o(~_^)/

Would you consider being in a relationship with 1?
kalau jodoh apa salahnya..kan Far?HAHAHAHA...jk bah

Which school does 2 go to?
Maktab Duli


What do you like about 3?
leevoi baik, funny, a mate fun to hangout with and suka ketawa ehe

Another of my so called "oh tidak, i mainkan perasaan orang ek?"

i was with the other mulberrians tadi..chill..macam biasa...kale ter dragged tia about girls...lelaki th banar..but then kalau cerita about guys..wouldnt it be funny kan?*awutah saja aizril ani..spanks you
okayyyy..seems like i was talking to myself~GRR...maybe one of so called "sedimentology exam aftermaths"????lol

anyhow, when i was in form 4..i think i got to know this girl..okayyy..i'll tell you then..since 2004 jua udah kan..ehe..i still remember masatu i was playing Front Mission 4 time aku texting with her..that time, pakai SMS lah tu ehe...then i felt this kind of feeling...romantic..err..nooo...it was different..macam kami ne ada 'spark'..yeah thats it..

and i think i somehow developed some feelings towards her...kali i found out that she WAS one of my mate's Ex..so okayyyy...aku biasa with my mate masatu...and i pitied him..pasal ia macam still not over her..but i was stupid as well..dulu aku mudah ambil kata-kata orang.but yeah i trust that mate of mine..he told me she's a playgirl..kali i takut sangat masatu..i was 15 back then lol..so i think after that i didnt layan that girl mesra lagi like i used to..teruk kan??? but yeah, benar..i was so macam hijap after knowing she's a player..i mean..sampai masani aku hijap masih with playgirls..well..i dont mind kana mainkan HAHAH(aint i crazy???) pasal kalau kana mainkan, ada tah hikmahnya tu..just go on with your life saja.

puhlush, i remember what my jie jie shuo.."if ia sayang tani, inda ia cematu tu" something like that =) plus i prefer to tawakkal..you know optimistic..kalau syak wasangka..apatah gunanya kan..induce negative energy inside your mind saja..though i dont mean to say aku kadang-kadang inda jealous..im actually pandai jealous but i prefer to tahan saja =) but yeah..i am so not good at this thing...but i dont mind.apakan~nanti tah ku fikirkan =)

anyways..almost all the girls yang "berhistory" with aku actually from arabic school..i dont know kenapa lah...but i dont mean to say aku was mesra-ing with this girl but di belakang her, i also mesra-ing with other girls..thats totally wrong =)
one time, dua perempuan yang berhistory with aku kenal each other..and one of them ani pernah bertanya about the other arah aku..so conflict jua tu kan...mannn =/

but atu kisah zaman muda time i was gatal(mengakun ko aizril?!!)...ani besar already =)

Tengeki of Snow~aka snowing

it was snowing here...around near to 1pm pulang kame noticed..after my mate, naida knocked few times on my door..aku fikir apa..rupanya Snowing..."RUPANYA???!!!" NOOO....it should be..SAY WHAT???!! SNOWING!!!!

p/s:ketara sakai nya aku tu ehe..my first time live snowing actually hehe X)

so nai recorded video..kali aku pun not long after that decided to record tia ehe..but in my handphone atu..it looks like macam raining pulang.i took three videos..perhaps i'll upload them to facebook later ;)

selahau lah..we had our sedimentology exam at 2.30pm tadi..it was okay but im not confident pulang..cuz i realized that extra informations yang i got from Tucker's book(an excellent book though)..then di ingati only to find out not applicable =s macam dari lecture notes saja the jawapan and elaborate saja..but still ada soalan aku tidak pandai jawab mas...i know the theories.but using them to answer the questions was one of the problems tadi..time lah paling payah..inda cukup masa...had to prioritize which one to finish up dulu..tawakkal saja =) since the day after tomorrow we'll be having our mineralogy exam

I realized - Brunei Shell Version

i just found out a colleague rupanya ada blog - selahauness LOL...i thought siapa "spankz" ani..rupanya mate ku dari Sheffield ehe anyways...i read his blog..i thought di Brunei author ani...then i saw a phrase sana..then i was like..eh senior ku or apani???rupanya intake ku HAHA...spanker eh lol

anyways, i read some of his posts...then teringat tia..the moments we had during attachment..if its not because of BSP, i wouldnt be here in Liverpool, studying Geology...rocks..no, its different now..IT WAS all about rocks..now.its all about MANY STUFFS...P-wave, rayleigh number, whole vs.Layered convection systems, grains, why sandstone's the best reservoir rock, cephalapod, archimollusc, faults, slab pull, diagenesis, stylolites, pressure dissolution...AND MORE!

The attachment was indeed wonderful..i learned many..and due to the attachment, i started to be independent..whether i like it or not huhu...but okay lah..Uk lagiii tia independent...so the attachment + staying in F19 really a good start for the 'independent' life...although mom fetched me up almot all the time dari f19 to Tutong cuz i didnt have license back then..ani ada..but im still phobia of driving..nanti i have to do this...ZETTAINI!

pasal bab going to f19 ani..yeah, i still remember, sampai menumpang lagi one of my mate masatu cuz mom went to occasion..payah tia..even my sister ikut..so nada tia ambil aku dari f19..my big brother was still in loughborough..makin tia..then ke f19 semula monday mornings..i usually ikut my sepupu sekali, daus..HAHA...man, aku jahat rahnya lah..macam na appreciate kan..teruk aku ani.cousin ku sendiri ku buat cematu..nanti tah aku bermanja-manja rahnya..WHAT THE????!! hahaha..dont get me wrong...i should say "mengatil" lol

IF ITS NOT Bsp, i wouldnt meet great friends last year...although i have to admit i found it hard to adapt at first since masing-masing different personalities, so different..aku minta maaf guys ah =) i had great times with them...even drg buat surprise birthday cake untuk aku during the 15th April..suweeeet my mates! =D

see...actually i wanted to take environmental engineering in order for me to eligible to work in Bsp..im not interested with engineering actually..since its environmental-related...kinda interesting..now im taking Geology..well, its science..which is im fine with =) Geoscientist..kinda cool..but first i have to go through a looot of hardships aka exams apa..assignemnts..but the most important thing is to know that your babah,mama, and the rest of the jia ren believe in you...what's important lagi is that

YOU BELIEVE IN YOUSELF

thats the hardest part...i often struggle with that even till now..tapi i have to brace my self..i have to use my imagination to do stuffs like mind-manipulation thingy...its fun to do that actually ;D

owh yeah..personally, i think one uses a lot of imaginations in Geology in order to get better understanding..especially about internal of the earth...so its kinda interesting to use your imaginations for you to understand more about that particular theory..although some are payah to understand =s

If its not for Bsp, i wouldnt have another close mate now..so actually, banyak benefits nya kan..ehe..despite the stressing work ada jua the good moments...like attending XM's emblem party night...although i have to agree im not that active at parties..sini even clubbing im lazy to..rugi duit ku ehe X)

but yeah, nice people in XM..nice supervisors...bestfriends ku di department perumuran kakaku and parents ku lol..i really comfortable talking with them..especially perumuran parents ku...durang "kaka"..lol..i still remmeber i told them why i got this wound..cuz i had to take macam bandage lah..so i told them "inda, aku masatu ngam gauk jadi arah pantai malam-malam, bla bla bla" something like that..then they laughed lah..they said "eh pandai jua gauk" more or less cematu lah hehehe X)

and if its not for bsp, i wouldnt know our current student advisor rupa-rupanya my dad's friend dulu...our student advisor pulang tagur aku masatu telling me macam ia kenal my dad..then i told dad bout it..berjumpa..lurus rupanya..plus, during attachment, i found out my uncle Kadir's house situated near to our student advisor's house..soooo macam kebetulan lah..cool lah..plus one of my impian terkabul..i used to think that i want to work in Belait..i dont want to work in Bandar..ane terkabul jua kan..

lastly...if its not for Brunei Shell Petroleum, I wouldnt be interested in Petroleum Geology now..

Dakara...Syukran Jazilan BSP =)

I, as one of the young to-be professionals at your service!!!!!!!

Exam tadiii*chewwwwuuuunggg

okay i dont know how to type the sound of stomach growling to letters...lol..when i was answering paper examination tadi...around 15 minutes after starting time kale..my stomach's GROWLING!!!...and it was kinda loud..well dua orang sebelah i maybe terdengar kot...ehe...i was embarrassed pulang cuz balik-balik the bunyi atu..then headache lagi cuz didnt have enough sleep..see serious kan..nasib i told mom about it...kana ajar bacaan-bacaan..mengingatkan ku jua kan n.n

and during exam period ane..aku makin banyak makan... =s totally...yatah ingauku weight ku ne..selahau kan...lol..

Travelling...LAGI???????

banyak kan ku aga ne my beloved readers~here's the list:-
-Loughborough@ abang's
-Sheffield(membalas kunjungan diorang + ziarah lah jugak ehe)
-Leeds(tentu me and my mate datang but still not sure...i wanna compensate something as well huhu)
-Manchester(visit a mate of mine sana)
-London lagi(to meetup with hajah and iznan...i proposed April plg tarus nyambut birthday ku AHAHA but looks like i will sambut dengan fieldtrips saja)
-Theme park di Liverpool + space port exhibition(sampai end of february available kale saja)
-Cheshire oaks

See macam banyak kan =s anyhow chill o(~_^)/

Advices from mother o(~_^)/

im chatting with mom right now..telling her im sorry sal tadi payah-payah melayan ehe...benar...we should direct with parents bah..kalau sayang bagitau sayang..kalau rindu, bagitau lah rindu..parents kitani juakan ehe..use your own ways how to tell them =D i love babah i love mama...nah kan..honest tu ah..manja aku kah? well...sometimes...i just dont show it X)

Anyways, bout post aku yang the previous one..bout i miss tu..saja ku mengacang..inda tia ku bermood to keep on mengacang.its about ayam..aku rindu ayam bangettt...cuz i think for almost two weeks dah aku inda makan ayam..ikan saja..chips i dont mind though...okay..i can take the withdrawal symptoms..but ayam..i cant =s seriously im getting sick of fish dari Tesco ah...nyaman but i think masani i wanna switch back to ayam...so i rindu kat chicken meat sesangat tau...sorry orang lain nasi..aku ane tah pulang selahau...i seldom eat rice plg..sine pun once a month..kira okay tu kan?ehe...its not because of aku start di sine im like this..dari damit dah ehe =) even sauce pun among my siblings, im the one masih "traditional" masih tomato sauce ehe...so mom would still have to buy tomato sauce lah tu untuk aku...ehe...chips tu my staple food plg dah..i cant live without it..mannnn selahau aku ah X)

Anyhow, after saying sorry apa cerita punya cerita...i told my mom aku sakit kepala cuz payah tidur lately..so mom told me to makan panadol...i was reluctant plg..but degil kan aku ne..p lurus jau kata mom, manatau sanang tidur..then mother pesan to iringi with zikir..bacaan-bacaan..so thanks mom =) karang abe makan panadol ehe...ani inda plg chat lagi cuz mom kan ke canteen..i think aku kan sleep jua later kale after do a stuff or two later...

aku rindu ayam eh but im lazy to go to the butcher shop..jauh..and i have sedimentology exam next monday..which is payah judging from the past year questions =s

I MISS you..wo chen de xiang ni

sorry..macam exaggerating saja the title..benar..i really miss...wo chen de xianggg
=( i think i could not take it anymore~macam ada withdrawal symptoms rasaku...ARGH....i just....couldnt take it anymore =s

This time..its really a 东西

sorry for using chinese characters...it stands for "dong xi"..i miss wo de mandarin lao shi...i guess i will continue my mandarin class in February after all things settled..just watched a video made by a mate, reminiscing th ku my school life...during my form six..i was different dulu...a geek?entah..macam katak bawah tempurung kale..im not sure...my other mates would go to the canteen or PS to lepak during break period..me?well i just stayed inside class saja...almost all the time =) cuz i was so lazy to up and down through the stairs yoh..

But usually ada lah dangan..sometimes ada my friends stayed inside class too..but aku selalu lah ehe X) it was hot jua..so rah class berkipas ehe X) if you ask me if i regret of doing cematu during my school life..i would answer no..kenapa? its obvious...its me...even if aku sana semula..i would do the same thing...so what the use of regretting it if i would just repeat the process itself?

And i think its my nature inda banyak cakap unless those yang ku biasa..but im okay with it =) friends are something that I consider as gifts from God..

Talking about friends, my dear readers...i was "shaken" a bit tadi..i realized SOMETHING..YEah...SOMETHING...this time its reaaaaally a SOMETHING alright X)

Aku was thinking..lurus kah apa ku fikir selama ani? did i use the wrong 'way of thinking' in terms of friendship ani?*BREAK*Okay, i think some would consider weird aku fikir benda like this...but all i can say..its just me...besides..macam hilang stress jua after fossils tadi thinking benda cmani..you know..something to distract you from the so called "stress-o-rama" things =)

back to what i was talking about..aku terfikir...is it possible for us to consider a person atu may it be he/she as our close mate eventhough tani kenal tidak lama?what i meant by "tidak lama" is let say..less than three years..or even less than a year..yatah i was wondering..did i use salah theory?cali eh...ada jua theories in things like this XP yatah tu..luan banyak belajar theories..this is what happens X) kidding~

anyways, benar, i was so confused till the point that i kinda being "not me"..so aku aga msn...asked a mate of mine...and he/she*anonymous lah tu ah ;) answered that YES IT IS POSSIBLE...that mate even provided what i consider as "evidence" or "evidences" pasal i reminiscing jua kan..macam flashbacks lol...sooo..yeah...maybe sebab yang those i consider as my close mates are those yang i berkawan with more than three years lah..i mean..rapat with more than three years...and went through hardships like jarang bercontact or jarang berjumpa..but in the end bila jumpa...we're cool...and that, my reader..is priceless...i put friends as something important lah after family..and to be honest..all my close mates have the ability to calm me down at times..i think orang yang mudah aku consider rapat are those who can "neutralize" the negative thoughts/emotions including calming me down lah..i think plg..complicated bah when it comes to understanding about yourself..yet that what makes life interesting too...understanding YOURSELF ;D

such a weird "wonder" of mine kan...i know xp but i like it...entah..macam you know..its hard to explain.maybe its the way how i make my life to be interesting...ibarat kerlipan bintang...just like iqbal kan cari calon isteri in "ku milikmu" mannn...out eh HAHAH X)

aku rasa guilty to my mother tadi..pasal i was revising..sakit kepala cuz i hardly sleep since last few days i think...and then ingau...so i couldnt cakap banyak like i used to..sorry mom =) nanti abe skype ehe..sorry..i forgot.."abe" is what i used to call myself to my family..see..i even reveal this rah my post..something must be wrong with me AHAH.... "drugs"..yeah..lurus tu kata mate ku "drugs"...tapi drugs nya lain... = stress because payah tidur + lambat exam

Dont misunderstood though...thinking something like di atas atu not maing me stress actually..it provides a healing effect tah pulang...hau chi kuai right? suan le..

okay azree and out o(~_^)/ i remember cakap Hj.Mahmood about positive thinking which can make the water molecules inside you to be "positive" as well...so yi wo iting yao think positive all the time n.n

Kini Aku mengerti kesombongan ini hanya memakan diri~

okay..i just had an apporximately two hours of nap...a peaceful one..it was lovely..i feel refreshed now...i had this kind of errr..emotional unstability tadi..so i actually feel bad to my mate tadi..

soooo...sorry mate...siapa yang ocntact aku tadi especially SMS..bah ia tah tu HAHA ;) isuk tah ku "mujuk" ia...i mean tagur ehe...but not guarantee..maybe stress bekas jawab soalan... =/

anyways, i'll be having my first paper tomorrow...at least i can sleep more peacefully compared to last few days kan..i dont mean to say tomorrow's paper will be going be an easy one...payah yoh...but i have to do this jua kan.. =) pluss...my kaka gau xu wo dong xi that kinda made me "REALIZED SOMETHING" lol..nadabah..menyeluru aku ne..sorry mate ehe X) wo ai ni bah..yatah aku menyeluru kau kidding kidding..see...tonight's post a bit crazy..so unexpected..

Lastly, I would like to welcome ALL my readers to vote in my poll...im thinking of adding another one..maybe lah..cuz alum lagi terfikir hee..

Im still addicted to Farah Dhiya's Rasa cinta..thats why i decided to take some of the chunk of lyric as my title X) wish me luch minna =) arigato o(~_^)/

Are you photogenic or not?are you happy if you're not?

i just remembered we were talking about "photogenic" during one of our maths session during our lower six....yeah, i still remember my Maths tutor mate...i heard Sir's going to do his masters at Manchester..So we can meet up nanti and chill..kinda cool huh? which reminds me.im thinking of hanging out with a mate of mine..the name's Aleef..di manchester...plus...ticket to manchester kinda murah..cool jua kan...maybe nanti lah..definitely mesti ke manchester.. =)

Sebabtu im feeling 'something' kale right now..yeah..you know when ada something happens and like you suddenly macam wondering why is it happening...ada hikmah di sebaliknya...classic huh? but i think the hikmah to the 'something' im feeling right now..maybe the jawapan di atas kale... o(~_^)v

Anyway, back to photogenic..i forgot what we were talking about lah.yang ku ingat...is just photogenic.i asked Sir masatu..*raised my hand "Sir, apa photogenic?" then sir answered something like when a person looks good in the pictures but in reality inda...

so i was wondering..is being photogenic actually good or is it something that you know...urm depressing for some?

But aku ada arguement plg..some ppl like models for instance...many of them are photogenic(obviously~) ehe...but at the same time they are actually good-looking in reality as well..but yeah banar plg..with our sophisticated technology...side-effects in photography gadgets can make us look more 'piao liang'

So if you think you're photogenic, would you feel bad about it? cuz it means you just look good in your pictures...not in reality...ive got a method just to re-stabilize your confidence(if, let say, you care about your looks..believe aku faham hahahah cuz i think i am one jua)...look at the mirror...thats what i do...look at the mirror..and tengok..is it the exactly same you that you see on the mirror macam di gambar-gambar you took??

I cant answer that though..aku lihat saja..then entah..lihat saja i guess...cuz maybe i dont care banar-banar kale lage...as long as i found a girl who's verry compatible with me...that what matters most..apa guna nya to be so good looking only in the end kena rebuti...plus you might end up hurting your beloved partner kan???

and what's important to me too is that my mother FORBIDS us to main kan perasaan anak orang...yeah i still remember pesan my mother many years ago..when i was form 2?im not sure either..pokoknya lama lah..benar lah..cuba imagine..if aku kana played by a girl..definitely sakit...cuz i felt it once..sama jua rasa anak orang kan X)

This post is not di tuju-tujukan sesiapa..just a random post..minta maaf seandainya ada orang tersinggung..its just to remind myself...cuz i too had played anak orang punya feelings and i feel bad...realllllyyy bad...i dont mean the main kayu tiga thingy pulang...anyways...photogenic or not...its not just your look or being lawa in pictures that makes you unique or outstanding...its more than that...BEING YOU what makes you a unique person...i really love being friend with a person who is always optimistic...despite countless benda terjadi...that person optimistic lakat..i love that kind of friend..cuz boleh membantu ku untuk terus optimistic..lame eh ehe...

Azree,Roger & out =)

This is what im talking about

here are my pictures which i took last week(some of them)...lol..for those who cant bear so called "tong si lien" de images..close your eyes..they are not that "ta sa kua" though...roger and out

Webcaming

okay..i have a question...let say you have a friend whom you havent meet at all but contact via msn...and the same sex with you..would you say yes if he/she bawa webcam?

I answered No =.= lain rasaku...dua persons sudah..if ppl mau lihat aku..i would tell them aga saja facebook ku..

Ku Milikmu

SERIOUSLYYY....i think im addicted to this tv show titled "ku milikmu"!!!!!!!
amidst the exammm?!?!?!?!?!?!??!! yeah im sooooo crazy...NOT(i bet ada lagi teruk dari aku lah hee) anyhow, you can watch it online...its soooo romantic!!! totally yoh!!

I like character heronya lah hehehhe...and Farah Dhiya's character, Mrs.Kirana is kinda erm...what i want to say is that Farah really can act!!! yeah...TOTALLY!!! X)

Lawa lah ceritanya...im at episode 10 right now...*drooolss...mudahan ku tahan lah hhehehehe....at least aku inda rasa macam stressed up or lonely during my revision kan..but still terasa jualah...thats why aku kan skype with my mom later kale..we'll see...but maybe i have to postphone kale since im wayyy behind my schedule...payah ku tidur sebatah ane...even semalam... =/

Maybe luan fikirkan that ive got lotsaaaa stuffs to read...but i have a confession to make!!!*raise hand raise hand!!!

I think kan...revising ane makes you know lots of things =D banarr...its different from A level...aku pun natau kenapa..maybe A level spoon feeding..apa yang direvise atu sudah kana ajar..but in uni...some bits mesti we have to research lagi..so we actually 'dug out' the informations with our own efforts hence we tend to appreciate with what we discover during the process itself!! Coolness, isnt it mate?

I know this is disgusting...time exam ane..i even terlupa shave my armpit hairs...mannn =/ sorry X) but yeah..back to ku milikmu....SYIOK yoh!! romantic lah..reallly my type of drama =) maybe due to love-related kale...

anyway..remember there was a post of mine saying something about my crush??well i think im still not over her...inda pulang angau or anything..but sometimes terfikir saja =) just to correct something X) puhlush...i think im starting to be secretive...i think kalau before probably i'll post about mana ia belajar..what course she's taking..what she wear...spectacles or no spectacles, tudung or not tudung...luan kan...but aku learned something ever since im in UK...some things are better tidak di reveal kan..only yang close with me saja tau hehehehe...

Awu teringatku before...i shared my lovelife 'tales' with my siblings..so kame empat would sit rah meja makan and i'll tell my problems..even in front of adikku lol..i was embarrassed pulang but..lama-lama inda lah =) so kakaku and abangku bagi advices...and to my surprise..they said that im afraid of commitments sooo one characteristics of a playboy!!!!!!!

YIKES!!! NO WAY...but hehe...siuk lah..i miss our so called "siblings discussion" even kame usually rah bilik our mom watching the tv...cali lah...i would just listen to kakaku and mamaku bercerita sambil liat tv...mannn i miss brunei..i miss mom,dad,sister, little sister...abang...nasib abangku sine hehehe..i'll go to abang's place this month yayness o(~_^)V

I think dari blogging ane my parents or my other family members would know my inside cmana...hence a better understanding of my personality..so blogging kinda actually give parents benefits eyh? i agree?*raise hand

But a learning point dari kakaku...kata my sis..."never judge a girl from her blog" X) but aku namau eyh perempuan masane*kawaii look

Its because kalau mula-mula atu angau bah...in my case though...lain rasany aangau ane hehehe...macam obsessed...its like...nakumau experience something like that lagi...for now X) cuz before aku pernah di bus angau2...selahau eyh!! lol
anyhow..im back to revision..maybe X)

Bersama Aizril Hari Ini

A video which i posted in facebook, cheers...video is made using trial version of a software..for those who are curious about me, this is the chance for you to look at my room..certain things i do...kidding X)

Welcome, Aizril..be careful from now on yeah~

I was chatting with one of my mate...and changed my facebook's display picture by that time..and he told me it was gayish...which made me feel hmmm..yeah you're right mate sort of thing hehe..so i decided to change it straight away...

Then chat punya chat..i forgot how did we reach till people paying attention to the pictures i uploaded at my friendster and facebook though..i think it started after my mate wanted to tell me the facebook display picture looked gayish to him and tonight he decided to bagitau saja..

I dont mind pulang ia gtau hee..cuz i believe that im different from what i am in my gayish pictures...but im very surprised that some people paid attention to the pictures i uploaded across the internet..i mean facebook and friendster...even this blog of mine pun i didnt expect people to read..

I said to myself something like "heck, what's interesting about me or my life anyways?inda drg liat or baca tu,zree"

I was optimistic back then huh? now i know...i have to be more careful from now on..but in terms of blogging..i dont mean i would reach the point where im going to make my blog to be private..thats totally wrong cuz when i decided to make a blog, i should have realized that people can read my blog anytime...so if i make it private right now..macam what??? jua tu kan lol X)

One thing i dont mind jua cuz...today, a person reads my post about stuff called "X"..will he/she remember about "X" after let say few days or weeks??? for me it would be a no..so thats why i dont bother about posting my "stories" in this blog..besides, some i prefer not to blog about X) so im actually telling you some bits of my "stories" saja..which i believe most bloggers like that..it would be not fun if everyone knows all about you kan..secrets would just make your life..err..interesting? Xp

Anyhoots, about pictures atu..i really kesian my mate lah..macam menyusahkan kediaku ane..im feeling bad actually...other people told em to tagur about my pictures...balik-balik..i dont mind if they tell me directly..cuz even a close mate of mine pun pernah tagur..yeah it was crazy that time..i posted a picture of me, half-naked showing my ARMPIT hairs!!! LOL both my mates atu - male and female..told me somewhat disgusting lah..lol..and yeah i heard other bad comments as well..so maybe i dont mind kale if people tell directly..i even made a poll in my blog masatu selahau X)

but involving my other friends atulah aku rasa guilty lol...

anyhow, i think just like some..they have some freaky parts inside them...and i believe..the poses i made in pictures which made me look gay probably just one bit of freakiness which is part of me.."im not perfect"...classic statement lol..if some of my friends cannot accept that freaky part of me..that means..they are not true friends tah tu..ouch it may seem to some..but thats my stand..

I shouldnt blame my facial appearance for the pictures produced sampai cematu kan...im thankful for it n.n its just that the way i contract my facial muscles need some adjustments HAHAH but payah jua..some pictures even i dont do the vain pose..i would still look gay..i think..maybe its the way i look...you know..gay face??SELAHAU mate..lol X)

Yang ku takut bukan apa...how my friends judge me saja after looking my vain pictures atu..i dont mind kana comment lah..cuz i think some may like and some not kan..just like me..i dont find many jackets here fancy..so thats why i decided to buy a jacket from Gmarket..since im into asian fashion like clothings in ego and bingo..im so in love with their style..lol


aku baru sedar lah..but before that..sorry balik2 aku type hee...its just that aku baru sedar people surrounding me..some i suppose actually pay attention to the pictures i posted in the internet as well what im typing in this blog of mine..to my friends yang selama ane menahan rasa kan menagur bout some of my pictures yang overly gay...wanna say thanks to them so much =) i know they tak sampai hati..or takut aku berusik hati hee..but i think i should change lah...payah tah aku memikat perempuan...im not gay..so making gay pictures is just not gonna work it out..lol..i think aku start vain..cuz i thought girls like the vain pictures of mine..padahal inda HAHAH..gays and bisex suka plg...and friendster proves it X)

but kadang-kadang im wondering..what makes people sometimes to pay attention to what im doing..you know, why i took pictures like those...and why i wear this, why i type this and that..i dont blame their urge to know..cuz its human's nature to be curious about something..aku used to think nada urang pay attention, especially my pictures, so thats why ku upload tiaaaaa X)

and im also wondering..what if...what if...i look different from what i am right now..you know, what if i have a sudden change of facial appearance..like for example, a girl who got sprayed rah mukanya acid..you know kan..would people be interested to know about her life after that???

same like to what im wondering about now..what if my face looks different..like less appealing or atrractive?i dont mean to say im attractive..i mean...what if "kurang" lah...would people still interested to know about my life????would people still make comments about my pictures???would people question for my gay-produced pictures??would there be the same amount of people berkesudian baca this blog of mine???

If a girl says yes..i would marry her...kenapa?that means..she looks my "inside" rather than outside..astaaa...out eh..i mean i would get to know her lah =)

msn : aizril_aries@hotmail.com

seriously why did i type my msn???lol...for some perplexed readers..welcome..i guess this is another weird part of me =)especially my friends...this is my other self...which i rarely show in reality X)

Minta maaf to those who are offended by this post..really..tiada di tujukan kepada sesiapa..this post is di tujukan to my other self..just to remind him

Let me smell the wen lai de smell..

i realized that i love to be surrounded by Bruneians in UK...thats why i felt soooo Freshin' bruneian again when i was in Brunei hall during the gathering..if you ask me am i regretting for choosing Liverpool..i would answer not..

Its true that there are less Bruneians here compared to Leeds, Nottingham or any other places...but i always believe in ada hikmah sebalik nya..

Some of them are...i tend to be brave to go to my lecturers or demonstrators directly without consulting to any of my mates..which i believe if there are many bruneians doing the same course like me..i would just ask them..in other words, malu kan bertanya to lecturers or demonstrators directly..being the only bruneian doing geology for my intake kinda gives me a new kind of strength.example, introduction to fossils EOSC 138..i preferred to do the practical alone since kalau menyibuk with other people, i would just get in the way..well, i do have few colleagues that im comfortable to work with..but sometimes im a hasty person..ingau ku krg my colleagues terusik hati with my attitude in practical kan..so unless a kind of teamwork is needed in the practical which so far i havent encounter yet..only then i would work in groups..so there i was, sitting alone doing my fossils practical..being independent..if ive got stuffs that im not sure about, i would just approach my lecturer or any demonstrators available..

Me an my friends are planning to live in a house for the next academic year..yeah, i kinda prefer house so i would feel more homey..i think im feeling kinda de-bruneian-ated right now maybe due to the fact that im living in a residential hall which is waaaay different from home and hostel...

Yikesness STM?

yikes...do i like STM??? i mean short term memory..rupa-rupany adiku ada blog...i mean wo de mei mei lol X) and then baru ku ingat dulu she told me about her url...something like not related to her friend ane lah...ada kisahnya lah...lol..anyhow

Dad has a blog too but impolite of me to reveal link nya sini directly..so yi...i dont put it here ;)

http://mimi84.blogspot.com (jie jie's)
http://notrelatedwithyou.blogspot.com (mei mei's)

kan skype ku ma family ku eh..i havent talk with my dad...rindu juaku dgr suara babahku bah hehehe lol nanti th ku skype lagi n.n

Lupakan saja =)

Dear readers, i decided to forget about the girl whom i have..errrr had a crush on..sooo to all the single girls out there...come and flirt me GRR....sorry...joking...okay should i reveal some bits of pieces about my ex-crush?lol...i wont tell you where she's studying though...it can be either in Brunei..or anywhere else..you know earth's kinda huuuuge right? not to mention dense too especially at the innner core which is solid...strangely enough, the outer core is molten...and believed to be one of the causal for the generation of geomagnetism of the earth..so called the dynamo effect...and little has been known what causes geomagnetic reversals...but for sure...the magnetic field isnt static just like we thought it would be...the earth is 'alive'!!!

SERIOUSLy....out jua kediaku tu...i met her errr...when i was studying geology????lol..okay okay...lets get down to the juicy bits eyh?

Alkisahnya like this....

One day, i attended to seniors' open house...and you know, i noticed her during sana lah..before..i didnt care about her..though at kedai makan, i started to get interested with her personality..tapiii that night..WOW...she was HOT..i mean...err...feminine...girly...ayu lah lol...seriously, she got me GRR i should say...lol..not that GRR like body apa lah..i would feel guilty tah plg tu if cmatu..im not that type of guy..believe me =)

anyhow, she was wearing...yea obvious bah...baju kurung..im not sure baju kebaya or apa...but i think baju kurung..and yeah, thats where i started to notice her even more..the way she sat..the way she laugh, the way she talked to my mate, i was mesmerized*drools...funny kan when a guy has a crush on a girl?some prefer to simpan..i believe deep inside they would feel something like what im typing right now ;) im not guarantee though..so dont take my words too serious X)

lepas atu, aku malar ingat her tah...i didnt ask for her msn though..biartia lah...kalau jodoh...ada tah tu =) masatu i smiled to her pulang since kame ada ngam terjumpa somewhere..but i didnt talk to her..she was laughing plg cuz i was macam funny lah that time..i didnt make that up lah..i mean i didnt pretend to be funny that time lah ah...anyways, i hope im over her already lagipun i dont want to be involved things like this for now...maybe (~_^)v