okay..im taking a break now..lol..and im sleepy actually..but bagiku its abit too early for me to go to sleep...so i decided to blog about something..maybe i'll munch some of the seedless tangerines which i bought when i went to the city tadi..
I was a friendster freak few years ago..i still remember..i started to use friendster when i was in Lower six in August 2006..i was not into taking pictures before that..pictures, nyeh who want them anyways? THAT WASSSSSS before i started to use friendster...tapiii after friendster, i was uploading some pics of myself..and got some comments...to cut the story short..i was beginning to be vain...wait that time it wasnt just vain vain...a gayish type of vain..benar...im disgusted by my vain pics di friendster atu yang lama-lama..i even took half-naked pics..cuz i saw some users uploaded their half-naked pics and thought it would be cool jua if do the same thing..but the outcome was different..i wasnt attracting girls..but guys..yeah..i know..
I put the half-naked pics in my private album already though..i think there are still some left in my facebook..i mean my so called gayish vain pictures...thanks to friendster.i made some friends who happened to be gay and bisexuals..i felt awkward at first..but heck..this is reality..and i tak sampai hati inda melayan..so i dont mind to be friends with them..besides, they are guys like me too..the difference is just their sexual preference..sampai aku kana proposed..i think so far i can recall two times pulang..and both aku rejected...i wish perempuan tah plg proposed aku..baru pengsan kale aku*faint lol..okay that was a weird imagination of mine..karang ada..diri menyasal..well i did experience something like that..yang the one i typed in one of my previous posts..rupa-rupanya one of my intake atu selama ane menyimpan perasaan rahku...and time tahun lepas around pertengahan kale..she luahkan..sampai kata she's willing to wait for me...benar? hmph...i dont believe it AT ALLL!!!!
i mean...i had some issues with some girls..everytime they would just leave me...its partly my fault too though..sorry i was being too emotional..but yeah....Xing tong bah when girls do that to me..yatah kale i hardly suka hati suka any girl sembarangan..even berdua-an with perempuan pun i dont like..i dont know kenapa lol..maybe aku takut tersuka rah that gurl so before that happens, its best to avoid it~well, i wish a girl would one day can make me realize that i shouldnt think this way...
I have something to confess..before ane..i tend to have interest on girls based on their apearances..Ta Sa Kua right? im sorry..but masani..i would rather lihat personality..well, if she's pretty, rezeki pulang hee X) and i have to admit its hard for me to terpakai personality perempuan...but entah ah..psssttt..you wanna know apa weakness ku kalau lihat perempuan wear apa???
Guess what...
I wont tell you ;p
bikini?noooo....sexy outfits???nooo...aku melihat plg..but im not interested benar-benar lah..its really weird..even masa aku notice my crush pun..she was wearing 'that'...if inda..i wouldnt notice her at all..she sat like that..oh mannn...why do i have to mention her in almost each of my posts?
Zaijian nimen =)
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