Misjudged

i cant sleep T.T it has always been like this my fellow readers...cuz i got mineralogy exam at 10am later...i cant wait to finish it since i can sleep more easier after that..althought the next paper will be harder...

anyways, i think i somehow misjudged a friend whom i met through the internet..this time...its not from friendster..its from myspace, i rarely ada kawan i met dari myspace..cuz im not active at myspace..

i actually feel guilty to that person, at first i thought ta shi tong si lien..turns out to be not..then that person somehow made me as his foster brother..well..i just said yes..but later i decided to..you know 'unbond' cuz i felt awkward..besides ive got a brother, thats enough for me..and the bonds between me and my siblings are so tight..even with my brother..so i dont need any foster brothers or whatsoever..if i were to have any foster brother or apa, it would mean that im not grateful(well that's my opinion though, please do not take it seriously)

anyhow, i was so curious why that friend of mine started to text me up in the msn more frequently ever since im in uk..it was less frequent when i was still in Brunei..hence the curiosity..

it has been few months ever since im in uk and there have been no changes, macam biasa lah texting atu..sometimes ada sometimes nada..i dont mind though..im just touched by the way that person always pray for me.sort of like wishing me good luck..things like that..so thanks to that mate..although our age difference is waaaay big..but in friendship, age doesnt count..its the sincerity that counts..how we treat our mates and trust them..banyak pulang lagi..im sooo unable to sleep right now..mannn~sabar saja =)

oh yeah, to my sister, i read your blog, i'll try to ask my mate over there about it..but if i go there, i'll try to look for it as well ehe X) but no guarantee though cuz im planning to go there just for a day..i mean without sleeping over at my mate's place..the train ticket's cheapest compared to other places especially abang's..so definitely will try to go there if ive got time..plus wo de mandarin class has been postphoned..inda abe tau bila abe resume balik ehe

anyways my dear readers, i realized that i was planning on waaayyy too many things especially travelling..i guess i have to minimize travelling a bit except for nearer places like within Liverpool or perhaps Manchester since it would take me an hour to arrive to Manchester from Lime street station..and the ticket's cheaper too ;D

but i dont mind to spend some money just to meet up with my friends though..so maybe im planning to go somewhere else on April..HEHE...cuz its my birthday..so i will celebrate my brithday AND my parents' anniversary..cuz both are on 15th April..isnt that cool..hehe..so if i celebrate 15th april atu..kirakan tarus my parents' anniversary jua tu kan kan kan??? X)