Another of my so called "oh tidak, i mainkan perasaan orang ek?"

i was with the other mulberrians tadi..chill..macam biasa...kale ter dragged tia about girls...lelaki th banar..but then kalau cerita about guys..wouldnt it be funny kan?*awutah saja aizril ani..spanks you
okayyyy..seems like i was talking to myself~GRR...maybe one of so called "sedimentology exam aftermaths"????lol

anyhow, when i was in form 4..i think i got to know this girl..okayyy..i'll tell you then..since 2004 jua udah kan..ehe..i still remember masatu i was playing Front Mission 4 time aku texting with her..that time, pakai SMS lah tu ehe...then i felt this kind of feeling...romantic..err..nooo...it was different..macam kami ne ada 'spark'..yeah thats it..

and i think i somehow developed some feelings towards her...kali i found out that she WAS one of my mate's Ex..so okayyyy...aku biasa with my mate masatu...and i pitied him..pasal ia macam still not over her..but i was stupid as well..dulu aku mudah ambil kata-kata orang.but yeah i trust that mate of mine..he told me she's a playgirl..kali i takut sangat masatu..i was 15 back then lol..so i think after that i didnt layan that girl mesra lagi like i used to..teruk kan??? but yeah, benar..i was so macam hijap after knowing she's a player..i mean..sampai masani aku hijap masih with playgirls..well..i dont mind kana mainkan HAHAH(aint i crazy???) pasal kalau kana mainkan, ada tah hikmahnya tu..just go on with your life saja.

puhlush, i remember what my jie jie shuo.."if ia sayang tani, inda ia cematu tu" something like that =) plus i prefer to tawakkal..you know optimistic..kalau syak wasangka..apatah gunanya kan..induce negative energy inside your mind saja..though i dont mean to say aku kadang-kadang inda jealous..im actually pandai jealous but i prefer to tahan saja =) but yeah..i am so not good at this thing...but i dont mind.apakan~nanti tah ku fikirkan =)

anyways..almost all the girls yang "berhistory" with aku actually from arabic school..i dont know kenapa lah...but i dont mean to say aku was mesra-ing with this girl but di belakang her, i also mesra-ing with other girls..thats totally wrong =)
one time, dua perempuan yang berhistory with aku kenal each other..and one of them ani pernah bertanya about the other arah aku..so conflict jua tu kan...mannn =/

but atu kisah zaman muda time i was gatal(mengakun ko aizril?!!)...ani besar already =)