sorry for using chinese characters...it stands for "dong xi"..i miss wo de mandarin lao shi...i guess i will continue my mandarin class in February after all things settled..just watched a video made by a mate, reminiscing th ku my school life...during my form six..i was different dulu...a geek?entah..macam katak bawah tempurung kale..im not sure...my other mates would go to the canteen or PS to lepak during break period..me?well i just stayed inside class saja...almost all the time =) cuz i was so lazy to up and down through the stairs yoh..
But usually ada lah dangan..sometimes ada my friends stayed inside class too..but aku selalu lah ehe X) it was hot jua..so rah class berkipas ehe X) if you ask me if i regret of doing cematu during my school life..i would answer no..kenapa? its obvious...its me...even if aku sana semula..i would do the same thing...so what the use of regretting it if i would just repeat the process itself?
And i think its my nature inda banyak cakap unless those yang ku biasa..but im okay with it =) friends are something that I consider as gifts from God..
Talking about friends, my dear readers...i was "shaken" a bit tadi..i realized SOMETHING..YEah...SOMETHING...this time its reaaaaally a SOMETHING alright X)
Aku was thinking..lurus kah apa ku fikir selama ani? did i use the wrong 'way of thinking' in terms of friendship ani?*BREAK*Okay, i think some would consider weird aku fikir benda like this...but all i can say..its just me...besides..macam hilang stress jua after fossils tadi thinking benda cmani..you know..something to distract you from the so called "stress-o-rama" things =)
back to what i was talking about..aku terfikir...is it possible for us to consider a person atu may it be he/she as our close mate eventhough tani kenal tidak lama?what i meant by "tidak lama" is let say..less than three years..or even less than a year..yatah i was wondering..did i use salah theory?cali eh...ada jua theories in things like this XP yatah tu..luan banyak belajar theories..this is what happens X) kidding~
anyways, benar, i was so confused till the point that i kinda being "not me"..so aku aga msn...asked a mate of mine...and he/she*anonymous lah tu ah ;) answered that YES IT IS POSSIBLE...that mate even provided what i consider as "evidence" or "evidences" pasal i reminiscing jua kan..macam flashbacks lol...sooo..yeah...maybe sebab yang those i consider as my close mates are those yang i berkawan with more than three years lah..i mean..rapat with more than three years...and went through hardships like jarang bercontact or jarang berjumpa..but in the end bila jumpa...we're cool...and that, my reader..is priceless...i put friends as something important lah after family..and to be honest..all my close mates have the ability to calm me down at times..i think orang yang mudah aku consider rapat are those who can "neutralize" the negative thoughts/emotions including calming me down lah..i think plg..complicated bah when it comes to understanding about yourself..yet that what makes life interesting too...understanding YOURSELF ;D
such a weird "wonder" of mine kan...i know xp but i like it...entah..macam you know..its hard to explain.maybe its the way how i make my life to be interesting...ibarat kerlipan bintang...just like iqbal kan cari calon isteri in "ku milikmu" mannn...out eh HAHAH X)
aku rasa guilty to my mother tadi..pasal i was revising..sakit kepala cuz i hardly sleep since last few days i think...and then ingau...so i couldnt cakap banyak like i used to..sorry mom =) nanti abe skype ehe..sorry..i forgot.."abe" is what i used to call myself to my family..see..i even reveal this rah my post..something must be wrong with me AHAH.... "drugs"..yeah..lurus tu kata mate ku "drugs"...tapi drugs nya lain... = stress because payah tidur + lambat exam
Dont misunderstood though...thinking something like di atas atu not maing me stress actually..it provides a healing effect tah pulang...hau chi kuai right? suan le..
okay azree and out o(~_^)/ i remember cakap Hj.Mahmood about positive thinking which can make the water molecules inside you to be "positive" as well...so yi wo iting yao think positive all the time n.n
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