on 27th..i didnt hangout with hajah,nai and iznan..cuz i had a reunion with my school mates at bruhall..the thre of them went to madame tussauds though..which looks cool, judging from the pictures they took that day..
Sampai Paddington, i told leevoi i arrived and toink, na batah atu ada leevoi,onn,azrin and amin...shook hands with them and azrin hugged me..i was embarrassed..selahau..haha..maybe i just hug seorang mate kale lol...or i was ego lol..sorry mate hee
Anyways, Onn treated all of us Krispy Kreme doughnuts..and there we go, Brunei hall waiting for our other mates to arrive...sambil tunggu for lunch..and yeai..my first lunch in bruhall..i was excited lol..there were soo many malays especially Bruneians..i feel sooo bruneian again lol X) and yeah, the lunch was delicious...it was english-styled lunch if im not mistaken..
Then before we off to Tower Bridge and London Bridge, i sempat meet up with a mate, Aleef's the name..kesian ia aga bruhall..so talked with him and give that mate a see you hug lol..he's actually a friend i met via friendster..then keep in touch sampai masane lol..i think i know him since last year...tidak saya sedar lol..
Tower Bridge and London Bridge are awesome..there 5 guys including me and 5 gurls masatu...wesempat bergila plg lol..like bertakul tangan with each other HAHA...perhaps the people thought we were drunk that time...owh well.. ;p
Then balik to bruhall again to have dinner...which was rice with fried chicken, curry fish plus sayur kacang which i didnt eat lol..but we had the opportunity to try some of our "mama" punya chocolate cheesecake which was yummy ;D benarrr...naku dusta hee
At night, we had a trip to winter wonderland which si azrin bagi voice message lagu theme winter wonderland~hajah noticed it lol..anyhoots, winter wonderland kinda awesome but some of the rides for me terlampau mahal juakan so i just tried this spinning ride that goes in the air and spin, spin, spin...i thought i was able to withstand the height plus the spinning motion.BUT I COULDNT!!!!!!
Okay, to be honest, i have a phobia of height...yatahtu..nai,iznan and ash were screaming in excitement..apanah ku buat??? terajun from the seat..kidding XP
I just closed my eyes..and trying to calm myself down lol..sekali sekala i tried to reopen my eyes and trying to enjoy lah..but it was in vain lol..
I have to divide some time to spend with drg hajah and my smsonian mates...its unfair juakan if i jalan with drg hajah but not with my smsonian mates di winter wonderland..
Bila selesai...i went to princes street with drg hajah..and packing a bit since we're going back to Liverpool esoknya...
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
26th December - Shopping with Hajah
we woke up earrrllly in the morning..even before fajr lol..we were planning to meet up with drg Ash around 7am if im not mistaken..and we found out the tube opens at 7am so we decided to take a cab instead..which is kinda expensive actually..we hadto pay around 14.20 pounds...lucky there were four of us so around 3.50 pounds each kame bayar..
Once we arrived at Self-fridges, there were so many people queing up waiting to get inside...from what ive heard from Hajah, self-fridges have those super branded stuffs which cost you around hundreds of pounds, but during boxing day..you can get some stuffs like jackets for only 50 pounds..quite a bargain if you're into branded stuffs ;)
We went to Tie rack only to find out that the tudungs which i expect to be on sale..actually WERE'NT...Hajah said this year's boxing day is kinda different as not all stuffs are on sale..not like previous boxing days..but still, it was so crowded..and little did we realize that we had a 8 hours of shopping..and i just bought some stuffs from primark instead..yang nada sale..selahau lol..
Malam nya, masing2 ngantuk so we slept early..then wake up..cerita-cerita sekejap..tidur balik XP
Once we arrived at Self-fridges, there were so many people queing up waiting to get inside...from what ive heard from Hajah, self-fridges have those super branded stuffs which cost you around hundreds of pounds, but during boxing day..you can get some stuffs like jackets for only 50 pounds..quite a bargain if you're into branded stuffs ;)
We went to Tie rack only to find out that the tudungs which i expect to be on sale..actually WERE'NT...Hajah said this year's boxing day is kinda different as not all stuffs are on sale..not like previous boxing days..but still, it was so crowded..and little did we realize that we had a 8 hours of shopping..and i just bought some stuffs from primark instead..yang nada sale..selahau lol..
Malam nya, masing2 ngantuk so we slept early..then wake up..cerita-cerita sekejap..tidur balik XP
Thursday, December 25, 2008
3 course meal by Hajah
Nearly all(or ALL) shops are closed today..sooo we just stayed in Hajah's hall today..NOT =D Hajah brought us around her university which is Imperial College London and i am verry impressed with it to be honest..we even took the opportunities to take vain pictures in the park located near her hall..it was totallly fun =D
But before that, Hajah wanted to bring us to so9me cool rooms in her hall..so she told us to close our eyes and brought us there..starting with the room which has a piano in it(perhaps the lounge?)and then the living room(by this time, we didnt close our eyes...bilik yang ada piano atu saja kame kana suruh tutup mata)...
I like the living room since ada this type of game macam bola sepak thing lol..so we played for few minutes or more =p and screamed in excitement...banar..hyper lah...including me LOL
This malam, Hajah gave us 3 course meal..and it was superbly delicious and yummy, starting with vegetable soup along with bread & crab pate..and compliments to Hajah cuz i was able to finish off the vegetable soup as im not fond of vegetables that much X) the vegetable soup contain rice noodles,carrots,chinese lee?,batang bawang and eggs..and i ate all of them =D which was soooo cool..thanks hajah..
Then the main course was roasted chicken with yorkshire puddings which were delicious! We managed to langis kan the whole chicken lol..as for the dessert..we had Banoffee Pie which was also yummy lol..
Thanks Hajah...your 3 course meal was super yummy*claps
But before that, Hajah wanted to bring us to so9me cool rooms in her hall..so she told us to close our eyes and brought us there..starting with the room which has a piano in it(perhaps the lounge?)and then the living room(by this time, we didnt close our eyes...bilik yang ada piano atu saja kame kana suruh tutup mata)...
I like the living room since ada this type of game macam bola sepak thing lol..so we played for few minutes or more =p and screamed in excitement...banar..hyper lah...including me LOL
This malam, Hajah gave us 3 course meal..and it was superbly delicious and yummy, starting with vegetable soup along with bread & crab pate..and compliments to Hajah cuz i was able to finish off the vegetable soup as im not fond of vegetables that much X) the vegetable soup contain rice noodles,carrots,chinese lee?,batang bawang and eggs..and i ate all of them =D which was soooo cool..thanks hajah..
Then the main course was roasted chicken with yorkshire puddings which were delicious! We managed to langis kan the whole chicken lol..as for the dessert..we had Banoffee Pie which was also yummy lol..
Thanks Hajah...your 3 course meal was super yummy*claps
London - South Kensington @ Hajah Siti Rahmat
Arrived at London Euston around 2Pm-ish yesterday carrying the 4kg sleeping bag and a large holdall with me..to be honest, it was kinda tiring since we had to go to tube in order to go to South Kensington...which involved running up and down through some stairs..but its okay heee =) meeting hajah really macam made me blurred cuz I havent meet her for like since 2004
Iznan,a close mate of mine reached south kensington soon after we settled in hajah's room and she later went out to pick him up at the tube station...hugged iznan and walaaa...i finally meet my close mate =D lol
Hajah and nai then went out to watch Twilight..sorry if i spelled it wrongly..oh yeah, Ash and Azizi joined the movie night too..me and iznan decided not to join..i just wanna chill down last night..since it was a tiring trip..well it just involved 2 hours and 20 minutes of train...okay im soo tired of thinking words to type..i didnt have enough sleep =p lol
Last bit i wanna type about is me and iznan went to Sainsbury after both Hajah and Nai gone to the cinema to meet up with azizi and ash there..AND I saw a huuuge dog standing still at the entrance of Sainsbury..i was kinda hijap a bit lol =p then sampai rumah we just chilled...then before tidur, both of us had shower together..well i dont mean get naked and then shower in one urmm...block?there are two showers totally seperated from each other but both of them are situated exactly in that one room..payahkan explain lol
Heard from levoi that there were many people checked in Brunei hall today..sooo i am so fortunate that Hajah allows me to tumpang her bilik for 4 days =D
Arigato Hajah-chan
p/s: sory if tunggang terbalik i typed =p
Iznan,a close mate of mine reached south kensington soon after we settled in hajah's room and she later went out to pick him up at the tube station...hugged iznan and walaaa...i finally meet my close mate =D lol
Hajah and nai then went out to watch Twilight..sorry if i spelled it wrongly..oh yeah, Ash and Azizi joined the movie night too..me and iznan decided not to join..i just wanna chill down last night..since it was a tiring trip..well it just involved 2 hours and 20 minutes of train...okay im soo tired of thinking words to type..i didnt have enough sleep =p lol
Last bit i wanna type about is me and iznan went to Sainsbury after both Hajah and Nai gone to the cinema to meet up with azizi and ash there..AND I saw a huuuge dog standing still at the entrance of Sainsbury..i was kinda hijap a bit lol =p then sampai rumah we just chilled...then before tidur, both of us had shower together..well i dont mean get naked and then shower in one urmm...block?there are two showers totally seperated from each other but both of them are situated exactly in that one room..payahkan explain lol
Heard from levoi that there were many people checked in Brunei hall today..sooo i am so fortunate that Hajah allows me to tumpang her bilik for 4 days =D
Arigato Hajah-chan
p/s: sory if tunggang terbalik i typed =p
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
A good mate from Cardiff
Amin, a good mate from Cardiff decided to go to Liverpool on last sunday..i decided not to join leevoi in picking up amin from limestreet station since i had my muscles overstrained after the netball game..but amin's a good mate of mine..so its worth to sacrifice anyways lol..my overstrain thingy kinda eased some fair amount too due to walking/running on our way to the station..
He'll join us on our trip to London tomorrow..but i think his train time is slightly delayed after us...im not sure though lol..yaaayyy tomorrow, im off to London and there, i'll meet hajah who i know since i was in form 4..and iznan, another close mate of mine..
Hajah's studying in Imperial London while Iznan's studying in Scotland Dundee...so it will be a loooong way for him then huh?
anyhoots, im happy to see them both tomorrow since we hardly meet each other especially my close mate there...got lots of things to talk about with em lol..
He'll join us on our trip to London tomorrow..but i think his train time is slightly delayed after us...im not sure though lol..yaaayyy tomorrow, im off to London and there, i'll meet hajah who i know since i was in form 4..and iznan, another close mate of mine..
Hajah's studying in Imperial London while Iznan's studying in Scotland Dundee...so it will be a loooong way for him then huh?
anyhoots, im happy to see them both tomorrow since we hardly meet each other especially my close mate there...got lots of things to talk about with em lol..
My first netball?????
I decided to play netball with my seniors along with leevoi and nai last saturday..we played from around 11-ish to 12pm or so...it was SUPER DUPER FUN...i didnt regret having my muscles overstrained after the game =D
Its not a Bruneian-only netball though..we played with Malaysians as well..and what's good was that there were no any so called Bruneians Vs.Malaysians...each group consisted of almost equal amount of both =)
That was my first netball experience so i just know little about it and still learning the netball way hehe~I was assigned as 'GD' which is Goal-defender???im not sure about it though..i forgot what's GD =p it was fun being GD since i have to focus on the opposing team's GA if im not mistaken X) being perplexed, i had to ask lots of questions to our opponent's GA which was a Malaysian..good thing she was not irritated by my questions lol..
So i played as GD, and the more i play the more i learn and you know what? screw me! i like being GD although i have to admit its kinda difficult lol..and i have to agree i played a bit rough..i just dashed towards the GA whenever the ball was reaching her..i almost terlanggar her lol =s
but its okay...i just neaaaarrrrly terlanggar..not just once..few times =p after playing a while, i realized that i was low on stamina yeahhh...lol..i do have a low stamina if you ask me ;D
anyhoots, i was soooo influenced by 'preventing the ball from reaching GA'...so i played netball my own way lol..instead of netball..i turned it to be semi netball volleyball HAHA yeah, its funny really..i hit the ball instead of catching it with my two hands???!! There was even so called 3-combo hits of mine lol...i hit the ball, then it somehow kinda dropping down and i hit it again(2-hit comco) then when it was 'flying' freely in the air I then give it a "HAAAH!!!" which is another hit but this time i use two hands just like in volleyball(if im not mistaken since some seniors recalled about it saying i played like volleyball hee)..so there you go..a threehit combo hehe..
Then we had a break and later continued our 'war' GRR...this time im the GK...which has a role to prevent any shooters from getting their 'dirty' hands on my hot net lol..this time its really tough, my senior is soooooo good at being GA...she even moved so fast, i couldnt predict at all...lol..and yeah, played a bit ganas again, i almost hit her head =s yikes me...
And there i go again..i played like volleyball huhu..a senior said to me from a distance "azree, bukan volleyball ne" lol..whooopppsss =s i think the volleyball method kinda slowly turning into my so called 'reflex'..but it was nice though lol..some of my attempts to hit the ball resulted in the ball being grabbed by one of my team mates..neverthelss, some just make things worse(the opponent managed to get the ball after it was hit by me)
Well, it was awesome!!! I think I wanna play again next time =D i had a wonderful feeling...plus i was craving for sports too lol..lucky me, the netball was held at the uni's sports complex
Its not a Bruneian-only netball though..we played with Malaysians as well..and what's good was that there were no any so called Bruneians Vs.Malaysians...each group consisted of almost equal amount of both =)
That was my first netball experience so i just know little about it and still learning the netball way hehe~I was assigned as 'GD' which is Goal-defender???im not sure about it though..i forgot what's GD =p it was fun being GD since i have to focus on the opposing team's GA if im not mistaken X) being perplexed, i had to ask lots of questions to our opponent's GA which was a Malaysian..good thing she was not irritated by my questions lol..
So i played as GD, and the more i play the more i learn and you know what? screw me! i like being GD although i have to admit its kinda difficult lol..and i have to agree i played a bit rough..i just dashed towards the GA whenever the ball was reaching her..i almost terlanggar her lol =s
but its okay...i just neaaaarrrrly terlanggar..not just once..few times =p after playing a while, i realized that i was low on stamina yeahhh...lol..i do have a low stamina if you ask me ;D
anyhoots, i was soooo influenced by 'preventing the ball from reaching GA'...so i played netball my own way lol..instead of netball..i turned it to be semi netball volleyball HAHA yeah, its funny really..i hit the ball instead of catching it with my two hands???!! There was even so called 3-combo hits of mine lol...i hit the ball, then it somehow kinda dropping down and i hit it again(2-hit comco) then when it was 'flying' freely in the air I then give it a "HAAAH!!!" which is another hit but this time i use two hands just like in volleyball(if im not mistaken since some seniors recalled about it saying i played like volleyball hee)..so there you go..a threehit combo hehe..
Then we had a break and later continued our 'war' GRR...this time im the GK...which has a role to prevent any shooters from getting their 'dirty' hands on my hot net lol..this time its really tough, my senior is soooooo good at being GA...she even moved so fast, i couldnt predict at all...lol..and yeah, played a bit ganas again, i almost hit her head =s yikes me...
And there i go again..i played like volleyball huhu..a senior said to me from a distance "azree, bukan volleyball ne" lol..whooopppsss =s i think the volleyball method kinda slowly turning into my so called 'reflex'..but it was nice though lol..some of my attempts to hit the ball resulted in the ball being grabbed by one of my team mates..neverthelss, some just make things worse(the opponent managed to get the ball after it was hit by me)
Well, it was awesome!!! I think I wanna play again next time =D i had a wonderful feeling...plus i was craving for sports too lol..lucky me, the netball was held at the uni's sports complex
Friday, December 19, 2008
Another taggy bit ;)
Everyone's welcome to do this taggy bit..grrr =)
RULES:
share 10 facts about yourself on your blog
tag 7 people
link the person who tagged you
leave comment for each blogger
1.I am so Manja
2.I can be naive at times..in the end I would get hurt..but im okay..it makes my mentality to be stronger i think X)
3.I love my parents and family
4.I love my friends especially those that are close to me..i have few of them =)
5.I can be pengingau so some friends might find me irritating sometimes =)
6.I can be pemalu at times..but when im forced to be not pemalu,then i'll do my best to be not pemalu hee
7.Im sucks at my lovelife
8.I love cats so much..when I lose my Tigger..i felt as if a part of me suddenly being ripped off from me without my knowing lol
9.Gamefreak~
10.I dont like it when my trust is betrayed..cuz it would be hard for me to regain my trust rah that person lagi hee
RULES:
share 10 facts about yourself on your blog
tag 7 people
link the person who tagged you
leave comment for each blogger
1.I am so Manja
2.I can be naive at times..in the end I would get hurt..but im okay..it makes my mentality to be stronger i think X)
3.I love my parents and family
4.I love my friends especially those that are close to me..i have few of them =)
5.I can be pengingau so some friends might find me irritating sometimes =)
6.I can be pemalu at times..but when im forced to be not pemalu,then i'll do my best to be not pemalu hee
7.Im sucks at my lovelife
8.I love cats so much..when I lose my Tigger..i felt as if a part of me suddenly being ripped off from me without my knowing lol
9.Gamefreak~
10.I dont like it when my trust is betrayed..cuz it would be hard for me to regain my trust rah that person lagi hee
'Poop Detective'
if you are playing "aizril in RPG" right now..Imagine that you leveled up and not only that..ive got god news for you!!!NEW ABILITY LEARNED
Whats the new ability anyways???Will tell you that later ;D
Okay, i decided to go out at night today..well you know just to chill with my mates although i have to admit im not keen on going out at night~sekali-sekala would be okay I guess...The lightings around the city kinda nice..especially the giant spider thingy light..will upload them in my facebook...perhaps tomorrow??
I seriously dont like walking near pubs or bars..its because drunk people can do anything irrational at times..When im on my way to Liverpool one through the moor street...well im certain with the location but let say its near moor street XP there were few guys who were also wanted to cross the road with us..and before that..I had an eye contact with one of them for few seconds if im not mistaken..and he said "Konnichiwa!"..i was kinda blurred at that time and said the same thing back at that lad..lol well yeah thats not cool huh?
I finally saw a playboy van at Albert Dock...yeay meee =) its kinda okay though lol..we also decided to go to Echo Stadium not realizing there's a concert tonight..by Oasis if im not mistaken..so there were two guys selling the tickets to the concert outside..kinda pemajal lah one of them..i think he was trying to convince me to buy the tickets..sampai he said they are cheap..he even said its rare..since its Oasis's concert..but aku banar2 inda minat...payah jua tu kan? =s
so after the pajaling thing..i said to him, its okay cuz we were just looking around lol..and he just stared at me from top to bottom..what?is it wrong for me to reject the offer???c'mon...they are not FREE anyways kan kan kan??? I hope he will experience something like what he was doing to me tadi...paham jua ia apa rasaku..its not good majal orang foreign ane lol If I say i dont know anything about the band..it would be so rude right?
Then we decided to go back to Liverpool One and balik..so there was this guy lagi..he said "take a photo take a photo" when ia lintas kami..mann...what's wrong with that lad?? A mate of mine kinda pissed off with him and said something like "bapamu" lol..
I hate it when there is something muddy or sandy lying on the ground..there are two possibilities...one is its mud or sand..second..dog poops...I 'discovered' during our visit to the "gigantic spider of twilight"(too exaggerating..lol)..its just a big lighting that has a form of a big spider on its web lol..I even took a photo of the 'suspicious-looking' entity..its kinda brownish..so i think its mud perhaps??I even looked at it few times just to reassure myself lol..I had come across with lots of poops since September..Most of them were stomped on by some individuals though..so yeah..ewww is the right word lol
NEW ABILITY MASTERED!!!
POOP DETECTION
Description : Aizril will scan the area within his sight of vision for dog poops and immediately giving signals to his mates to avoid the suspicious looking entity which possibly be poopy
Whats the new ability anyways???Will tell you that later ;D
Okay, i decided to go out at night today..well you know just to chill with my mates although i have to admit im not keen on going out at night~sekali-sekala would be okay I guess...The lightings around the city kinda nice..especially the giant spider thingy light..will upload them in my facebook...perhaps tomorrow??
I seriously dont like walking near pubs or bars..its because drunk people can do anything irrational at times..When im on my way to Liverpool one through the moor street...well im certain with the location but let say its near moor street XP there were few guys who were also wanted to cross the road with us..and before that..I had an eye contact with one of them for few seconds if im not mistaken..and he said "Konnichiwa!"..i was kinda blurred at that time and said the same thing back at that lad..lol well yeah thats not cool huh?
I finally saw a playboy van at Albert Dock...yeay meee =) its kinda okay though lol..we also decided to go to Echo Stadium not realizing there's a concert tonight..by Oasis if im not mistaken..so there were two guys selling the tickets to the concert outside..kinda pemajal lah one of them..i think he was trying to convince me to buy the tickets..sampai he said they are cheap..he even said its rare..since its Oasis's concert..but aku banar2 inda minat...payah jua tu kan? =s
so after the pajaling thing..i said to him, its okay cuz we were just looking around lol..and he just stared at me from top to bottom..what?is it wrong for me to reject the offer???c'mon...they are not FREE anyways kan kan kan??? I hope he will experience something like what he was doing to me tadi...paham jua ia apa rasaku..its not good majal orang foreign ane lol If I say i dont know anything about the band..it would be so rude right?
Then we decided to go back to Liverpool One and balik..so there was this guy lagi..he said "take a photo take a photo" when ia lintas kami..mann...what's wrong with that lad?? A mate of mine kinda pissed off with him and said something like "bapamu" lol..
I hate it when there is something muddy or sandy lying on the ground..there are two possibilities...one is its mud or sand..second..dog poops...I 'discovered' during our visit to the "gigantic spider of twilight"(too exaggerating..lol)..its just a big lighting that has a form of a big spider on its web lol..I even took a photo of the 'suspicious-looking' entity..its kinda brownish..so i think its mud perhaps??I even looked at it few times just to reassure myself lol..I had come across with lots of poops since September..Most of them were stomped on by some individuals though..so yeah..ewww is the right word lol
NEW ABILITY MASTERED!!!
POOP DETECTION
Description : Aizril will scan the area within his sight of vision for dog poops and immediately giving signals to his mates to avoid the suspicious looking entity which possibly be poopy
Thursday, December 18, 2008
How..."qi kuai"
listening to certain songs can greatly affect my mood from time to time..and I just visited one of my mates' blog..I was rather urm..how should i put this..kinda hurt?but its understandable..being sarcastic..sakit plg kadang2 if ppl sarcastic rah tane..
I have a friend who was really sarcastic to me..but now syukur inda lagi =) and kame dua okay2 udah sane hee..dulu i was always kana hurt by that mate..mainly because of his sarcasm...but dulu we were kanak-kanak so andangnya lah kale tu ah time form 4 hee..sabar semampu tane if ppl sarcastic..esp.if teachers tane yang sarcastic..that would be sooo hurtful..wont u agree?
But amidst this so called "hurt parade"...im so thankful to God that i am surrounded by wonderful friends =) yang dari schoolmates gradually jadi biasa..same goes for some of my attachment mates..Being overseas actually brings many changes to my life =) thats why I feel confused right now..on 27th there will be kind of gathering in London..and I have some hangout activities as well with my other mates..seorang atu which is my precious close friend..i think both of us meet each other twice saja this year..kinda pity kan?occasionally, kame video call plg by msn if ada masa and bermood hehe then my other mates jua jarang ku jumpa =/
If you ever hurt by a friend..you can always bersabar and think maybe balasan to oneself maybe that person pernah neglect soem friends during his past life..like me maybe aku rejected a girl's offer to webcaming with me..but banar..aku malu and aku andangnya cmatu..hee..but yeah..i think i have to rasa the hurt that i once felt dulu..back in 2004 if im not mistaken..
But really..i am grateful..i actualy blessed with many wonderful friends..but i was SOO STUPID not to realize about this..in Brunei pun i still have mates..aku saja pemalas kan kontek kan..i still keep in touch with a colleague who works in the kindergarden school i once worked in =) I think the last incident really taught me a lesson..I thought I got few mates who will cheer up my life..but now i Know im wrong =D its unfair to mention their names..cukup tah aku tell in my blog that I love them so much =)
Kenapa before ane aku mencari-cari mates untuk luahkan my problem...padahal if one is too busy or not available at all..i still have many to luahkan right?I was being ego and too dependant on one..teruk jua aku tu..im sorry my mates =) but so that you know..aku sayang kamu..banar ne..SEEEEEEEEEEEEEE...sentimental kale ku malam ane banar..mannnnnn....
"Eventhough you might get hurt by some friends in the end..but you never know what hikmah sebaliknya from such incidence..stay strong and be optimistic..only then you will realize the wonderful things friendship can give you despite the sadness it can give you...its just life and friendship is one of the things that make your rainbow of life" =) there...this is what i made myself..lol
I have a friend who was really sarcastic to me..but now syukur inda lagi =) and kame dua okay2 udah sane hee..dulu i was always kana hurt by that mate..mainly because of his sarcasm...but dulu we were kanak-kanak so andangnya lah kale tu ah time form 4 hee..sabar semampu tane if ppl sarcastic..esp.if teachers tane yang sarcastic..that would be sooo hurtful..wont u agree?
But amidst this so called "hurt parade"...im so thankful to God that i am surrounded by wonderful friends =) yang dari schoolmates gradually jadi biasa..same goes for some of my attachment mates..Being overseas actually brings many changes to my life =) thats why I feel confused right now..on 27th there will be kind of gathering in London..and I have some hangout activities as well with my other mates..seorang atu which is my precious close friend..i think both of us meet each other twice saja this year..kinda pity kan?occasionally, kame video call plg by msn if ada masa and bermood hehe then my other mates jua jarang ku jumpa =/
If you ever hurt by a friend..you can always bersabar and think maybe balasan to oneself maybe that person pernah neglect soem friends during his past life..like me maybe aku rejected a girl's offer to webcaming with me..but banar..aku malu and aku andangnya cmatu..hee..but yeah..i think i have to rasa the hurt that i once felt dulu..back in 2004 if im not mistaken..
But really..i am grateful..i actualy blessed with many wonderful friends..but i was SOO STUPID not to realize about this..in Brunei pun i still have mates..aku saja pemalas kan kontek kan..i still keep in touch with a colleague who works in the kindergarden school i once worked in =) I think the last incident really taught me a lesson..I thought I got few mates who will cheer up my life..but now i Know im wrong =D its unfair to mention their names..cukup tah aku tell in my blog that I love them so much =)
Kenapa before ane aku mencari-cari mates untuk luahkan my problem...padahal if one is too busy or not available at all..i still have many to luahkan right?I was being ego and too dependant on one..teruk jua aku tu..im sorry my mates =) but so that you know..aku sayang kamu..banar ne..SEEEEEEEEEEEEEE...sentimental kale ku malam ane banar..mannnnnn....
"Eventhough you might get hurt by some friends in the end..but you never know what hikmah sebaliknya from such incidence..stay strong and be optimistic..only then you will realize the wonderful things friendship can give you despite the sadness it can give you...its just life and friendship is one of the things that make your rainbow of life" =) there...this is what i made myself..lol
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
Maluku baaa
Some of my mates in Dundee and London know about my 'u-noe-wat'...mannn...we were having a group chat last night..so i kinda sleep late last nite the group chat and a chat with my mate who's having his vacation in Prague...
Since the mates who group chatted with me semua yang ku biasa and trust..so i told them..oh yeah..one of them is my close friend WHOM im going to meet in London nanti weeee..yeah...We SERIOUSLy payah2 kan jumpa..we were macam belangkas back in Mahad..then contact pakai sms saja..LOL...and we met during our Mahad Thanawi 5 gathering at Excapade so basically we just meet twice this year..syukur tah..anyhoots...I miss the three of them..banarr..although we seldom chat..but you know..the bonds are so hard to be 'broken off'...well..they are absolutely my close friends..Friends are soo important when you're away from family..benar =')
But aku pun bersyukur jua..another close friend of mine is kinda near to Liverpool..so yeah..i can go to Leeds almost every month given that both of us are not busy..i dont like to be a bothersome to people too..
Okay here are some of the stuffs we chatted last night..something about i prefer to have a crush on lesbo girls(i know..im so crazy) its because when I think of it..i dont have to feel jealous since the girl wont be flirty with guys HAHA...see...penjeles jua aku tu ah..selahau eh..i was so crazy last night I guess...and maluku bagitau them eh...tau sudah my mulberry mate SINCE when I Spotted 'Her' grrr....
But I bet my mother doesnt want me to be serious in my lovelife for now..banar jua when i think about it =) yatah im okay lah..kalau inda..bukan tah jodoh tu bah =) I started to notice her during senior's open house...it just happens!! datang unexpectedly...ia pakai baju kurung..i think a pink one?and she was talking with my mulberry mate..so i kinda stalked her..you know just observing...seriously..ADANG OKAY...
Since the mates who group chatted with me semua yang ku biasa and trust..so i told them..oh yeah..one of them is my close friend WHOM im going to meet in London nanti weeee..yeah...We SERIOUSLy payah2 kan jumpa..we were macam belangkas back in Mahad..then contact pakai sms saja..LOL...and we met during our Mahad Thanawi 5 gathering at Excapade so basically we just meet twice this year..syukur tah..anyhoots...I miss the three of them..banarr..although we seldom chat..but you know..the bonds are so hard to be 'broken off'...well..they are absolutely my close friends..Friends are soo important when you're away from family..benar =')
But aku pun bersyukur jua..another close friend of mine is kinda near to Liverpool..so yeah..i can go to Leeds almost every month given that both of us are not busy..i dont like to be a bothersome to people too..
Okay here are some of the stuffs we chatted last night..something about i prefer to have a crush on lesbo girls(i know..im so crazy) its because when I think of it..i dont have to feel jealous since the girl wont be flirty with guys HAHA...see...penjeles jua aku tu ah..selahau eh..i was so crazy last night I guess...and maluku bagitau them eh...tau sudah my mulberry mate SINCE when I Spotted 'Her' grrr....
But I bet my mother doesnt want me to be serious in my lovelife for now..banar jua when i think about it =) yatah im okay lah..kalau inda..bukan tah jodoh tu bah =) I started to notice her during senior's open house...it just happens!! datang unexpectedly...ia pakai baju kurung..i think a pink one?and she was talking with my mulberry mate..so i kinda stalked her..you know just observing...seriously..ADANG OKAY...
SERIOUSLYYYYYYY
Tagged By Farra And Sha
1. What’s the relationship of you and her/him?
-Farra, my close friend's girlfriend's punya close friend HAHA...but yeah we did have some histrory..its funny really..okay..i'l tell you then..i kinda asked si farra a favor to make me like her hahhahaa...and so i became flirty flirty with her then inda jadi cuz she said di PTE byk Good looking Guys n.n heee...
-Sha masane just kawan ja kame dua..we were ehem2 plg before but now kawan saja =) hee
2. Your 5 impressions towards her/him?
-si farra?hmmm...ia capi, p baik n.n ia selahau tapi suka saya cakap sama kedia, ia senyum tome di airport, aku pun senyum balik hee..
-Sha? baik, pengsenyum, timbangrasa, penyayang kucing and penyayang parents n.n
3. The most memorable things she/he have said to you.
-ahhh..oh me gosh...lupa saya >,< Good luck perhaps?
-sha, erm..okay i shouldnt say this..mebe sayang2 thingy..shhhh..lol..maluku ba
4. The most memorable things she/he had done for you.
-Farra Ia kata awu semasa "favor" atu hahahaha
-Sha ia tunggukn my luggage time di airport..i was feeling so guilty for dragging her..
5. If she/he becomes your lover, you will:
-Farra No more please..sal aku anggap ia kawan dah =)
-Sha, kalau sekali lagi...and by that time banar2.then i will banar2 lah..u know..but im the manja type of guy LOL jarih perempuan ulihku..BANAR..rah close frens ku pun ku manja2 apa lagi my lover LOL
6. If she/he becomes your enemy, you will:
-Farra i dont know..bersabar at the same time complain bout her to chungko depupu or my other trustable mates?lol
-Sha..untuk apa jadi enemy..im not happy,shes not happy..everyone's not happy hee
7. If she/he becomes your love, she/he has to improve on:
-farra hmmm..I dont know..I must know her thoroughly..seriously..AS A GUY,maluku menjawab yoh..kesian crushku hee...kalau crushku...*droooollllsss
-Sha hmmm...I must know banar2 dulu dalaaaaam berabis..but you know..when tane sayang a girl..tane accept jua kan her weaknesses macam jua ia accept kekurangan aku n.n
8. If she/he becomes your enemy, the reason is because:
-farra ia penjeluak???LOL I DONT know baaaa
-Sha..entah lol
9. The most desirable thing to do on him/her is?
-fara hmm...give flowers?roses...wait..I should give flowers to my crush jua*droollls hehe
-Sha make her happy n.n
10. The overall impression of him/her is
-farra The Farroar n.n
-Sha The Bus10 Girl hee
11. How do you think the people around you feel about you?
-Some irritated some okay i think..im not perfect =)
12. The characteristic that you think you have, is?
-Pengigau sampai a close friend/close friends of mine sesak lol
13. On the contrary, the characteristic you hate of yourself is?
-SOmetimes i can be too sensitive
14. The most ideal person that you want to be is?
- No Comment
15. For the people who care about you and like you, say something about them.
- Hanya Tuhan saja yang mampu balas =)
16. 10 people you tag:
-1. Azrin
2. Hafiz Bakar
3. Nai
4. Daus si cuzinku
5. Sha
6. Malie
7. Leevoi
8. Chocoballs
9. Isyrah Sadri(rindu ku rahmu mate..batah dah na contact yoh)
10. My other close mates walau drg nada berblog aziim,iznan,aizat,Joeheimi
17. Who is No. 2 having a relationship with?
- I think my mate there single kale hee n.n
18. No. 3 a male or female?
- Female
19. If No. 7 and No. 10 were together, would it be a good thing?
- NOOOOO NOOO...my close mates are males...selahau eh..but i broke the rule jua kan heee
20. How about No.5 and No. 8?
- Okay..o dont know..mind your own business...Q20 =p
21. What is No. 1 studying about?
-Same like me n.n
22. Is No. 4 single?
- NOpe...ia tu laku tah nyanta haha XD
23. Say something about No. 6?
- Malie seorang kawan yang baik =)
1. What’s the relationship of you and her/him?
-Farra, my close friend's girlfriend's punya close friend HAHA...but yeah we did have some histrory..its funny really..okay..i'l tell you then..i kinda asked si farra a favor to make me like her hahhahaa...and so i became flirty flirty with her then inda jadi cuz she said di PTE byk Good looking Guys n.n heee...
-Sha masane just kawan ja kame dua..we were ehem2 plg before but now kawan saja =) hee
2. Your 5 impressions towards her/him?
-si farra?hmmm...ia capi, p baik n.n ia selahau tapi suka saya cakap sama kedia, ia senyum tome di airport, aku pun senyum balik hee..
-Sha? baik, pengsenyum, timbangrasa, penyayang kucing and penyayang parents n.n
3. The most memorable things she/he have said to you.
-ahhh..oh me gosh...lupa saya >,< Good luck perhaps?
-sha, erm..okay i shouldnt say this..mebe sayang2 thingy..shhhh..lol..maluku ba
4. The most memorable things she/he had done for you.
-Farra Ia kata awu semasa "favor" atu hahahaha
-Sha ia tunggukn my luggage time di airport..i was feeling so guilty for dragging her..
5. If she/he becomes your lover, you will:
-Farra No more please..sal aku anggap ia kawan dah =)
-Sha, kalau sekali lagi...and by that time banar2.then i will banar2 lah..u know..but im the manja type of guy LOL jarih perempuan ulihku..BANAR..rah close frens ku pun ku manja2 apa lagi my lover LOL
6. If she/he becomes your enemy, you will:
-Farra i dont know..bersabar at the same time complain bout her to chungko depupu or my other trustable mates?lol
-Sha..untuk apa jadi enemy..im not happy,shes not happy..everyone's not happy hee
7. If she/he becomes your love, she/he has to improve on:
-farra hmmm..I dont know..I must know her thoroughly..seriously..AS A GUY,maluku menjawab yoh..kesian crushku hee...kalau crushku...*droooollllsss
-Sha hmmm...I must know banar2 dulu dalaaaaam berabis..but you know..when tane sayang a girl..tane accept jua kan her weaknesses macam jua ia accept kekurangan aku n.n
8. If she/he becomes your enemy, the reason is because:
-farra ia penjeluak???LOL I DONT know baaaa
-Sha..entah lol
9. The most desirable thing to do on him/her is?
-fara hmm...give flowers?roses...wait..I should give flowers to my crush jua*droollls hehe
-Sha make her happy n.n
10. The overall impression of him/her is
-farra The Farroar n.n
-Sha The Bus10 Girl hee
11. How do you think the people around you feel about you?
-Some irritated some okay i think..im not perfect =)
12. The characteristic that you think you have, is?
-Pengigau sampai a close friend/close friends of mine sesak lol
13. On the contrary, the characteristic you hate of yourself is?
-SOmetimes i can be too sensitive
14. The most ideal person that you want to be is?
- No Comment
15. For the people who care about you and like you, say something about them.
- Hanya Tuhan saja yang mampu balas =)
16. 10 people you tag:
-1. Azrin
2. Hafiz Bakar
3. Nai
4. Daus si cuzinku
5. Sha
6. Malie
7. Leevoi
8. Chocoballs
9. Isyrah Sadri(rindu ku rahmu mate..batah dah na contact yoh)
10. My other close mates walau drg nada berblog aziim,iznan,aizat,Joeheimi
17. Who is No. 2 having a relationship with?
- I think my mate there single kale hee n.n
18. No. 3 a male or female?
- Female
19. If No. 7 and No. 10 were together, would it be a good thing?
- NOOOOO NOOO...my close mates are males...selahau eh..but i broke the rule jua kan heee
20. How about No.5 and No. 8?
- Okay..o dont know..mind your own business...Q20 =p
21. What is No. 1 studying about?
-Same like me n.n
22. Is No. 4 single?
- NOpe...ia tu laku tah nyanta haha XD
23. Say something about No. 6?
- Malie seorang kawan yang baik =)
Azree's Tag GRRRR
Tagged by Nai and Hafiz Bakar
RULES:
1.Put Your itunes, windows media player etc on Shuffle.
2.For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3.YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4.Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5.Tag 6 people.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Are you male or female?
Bond Girls - midnight Garden(apakan nee..aku a romantic guy?HAHA)
Describe yourself!
Bond Girls - Winter Sun(yes..i can be moody at times..apkan lol)
What do people feel when they're around you?
Mariah Carey - Thank God I found You(i hope its true..~but im afraid not..i lose my ke ai de pengyou owh well)
Describe your current relationship.
Those Days - Shaggy featuring Nasha(atuya hahahaha..NO COMMENT ;D)
Where would you like to be now?
Jangan Pernah Berubah - Marcell(hmm...jgn pernah berubah dari segi apa ah?im clueless)
How do you feel about love?
Tak Selamanya Selingkuh Itu Indah - Merpati Band(SERIOUSLY,thats an ouch lol..i mean..aku pernah plg sama a gurl that direbuti oleh para guys..lol..but aku kawan saja sama perempuan atu sane :D)
What's your life like?
Gypsy Rhapsody - Bond Girls(entah eh)
What would you ask for if you had only one wish?
完美故事(Wan Mei Gu Shi) - Will Pan(i dont know apa maksudnya hee)
Say something wise..
Puspa - ST12(putuskan saja pacarmu lalu bilang i love you padaku?okay thats not wise at all hahah)
If someone says "is this okay?" you say..
Whine Up(spanish version) (natah saya tau astee)
How would you describe yourself?
Storm - Bond Girls(grrr..beware readers..jk)
What do you like in a guy/girl?
Bulan-bulan Islam(maluku eh..lol)
How do you feel today?
Hanya Kau Yang Mampu - Aizat AF5(atuya...lagi tia..apakan soalan ane..maluku ba malu haha)
What is your life's purpose?
Hampir ke situ - Mendua(hmmm?)
What is your motto?
My Love - Westlife(coolness n.n love can be related to many..parents,family,friends n.n love is so vague if u ask me)
What do your friends think of you?
Korobushko - Bond Girls(na saya tau)
What do you think of your parents?
Sepohon Kayu - Saujana(awwwhhh i love babah and mama :D)
What do you think about very often?
Hanya Kau yang Mampu - Aizat AF5(yisssshhhh XD)
What do you think of your best friend?
Beautiful Girls Reply - JoJo(means that they always there for me ;D)
What do you think of the person you like?
Low Remix - Flo Rida(kira ia tu hot tu hee)
What is your life story?
Buronan Cinta - The Lima(asteee)
What do you want to be when you grow up?
Kata Mama - Amy Mastura(hehehehe lol)
What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Jamilah Jamidong - Ecepe Band(eee my crush..maluku eee...yada yada~okay why im acting like this LOL)
What will they play at your funeral?
Truly Madly Deeply Do - Savage Garden
What will you dance to at your wedding?
Dari Hati - Club eighties(romantic n.n)
What is your hobby/interest?
Jangan Kau Pergi - Putri Norizah(atuya)
What is your biggest fear?
Lagu Campur - Saiful Apek(hehehe..kira aku campur adukkan some things with another some things?)
What is your biggest secret?
Lagu Rindu - Kerispatih(asteeee....adang bah yeh)
What do you think of your friends?
Dua Hati Menjadi Satu - Gita Gutawa ft.Dafi(i love my friends...i even get hurt easily esp.the last incident but such incident will make me stronger in terms of mentality..i guess)
I’m tagging :
Anyone's welcome to do it =)
RULES:
1.Put Your itunes, windows media player etc on Shuffle.
2.For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3.YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4.Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5.Tag 6 people.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Are you male or female?
Bond Girls - midnight Garden(apakan nee..aku a romantic guy?HAHA)
Describe yourself!
Bond Girls - Winter Sun(yes..i can be moody at times..apkan lol)
What do people feel when they're around you?
Mariah Carey - Thank God I found You(i hope its true..~but im afraid not..i lose my ke ai de pengyou owh well)
Describe your current relationship.
Those Days - Shaggy featuring Nasha(atuya hahahaha..NO COMMENT ;D)
Where would you like to be now?
Jangan Pernah Berubah - Marcell(hmm...jgn pernah berubah dari segi apa ah?im clueless)
How do you feel about love?
Tak Selamanya Selingkuh Itu Indah - Merpati Band(SERIOUSLY,thats an ouch lol..i mean..aku pernah plg sama a gurl that direbuti oleh para guys..lol..but aku kawan saja sama perempuan atu sane :D)
What's your life like?
Gypsy Rhapsody - Bond Girls(entah eh)
What would you ask for if you had only one wish?
完美故事(Wan Mei Gu Shi) - Will Pan(i dont know apa maksudnya hee)
Say something wise..
Puspa - ST12(putuskan saja pacarmu lalu bilang i love you padaku?okay thats not wise at all hahah)
If someone says "is this okay?" you say..
Whine Up(spanish version) (natah saya tau astee)
How would you describe yourself?
Storm - Bond Girls(grrr..beware readers..jk)
What do you like in a guy/girl?
Bulan-bulan Islam(maluku eh..lol)
How do you feel today?
Hanya Kau Yang Mampu - Aizat AF5(atuya...lagi tia..apakan soalan ane..maluku ba malu haha)
What is your life's purpose?
Hampir ke situ - Mendua(hmmm?)
What is your motto?
My Love - Westlife(coolness n.n love can be related to many..parents,family,friends n.n love is so vague if u ask me)
What do your friends think of you?
Korobushko - Bond Girls(na saya tau)
What do you think of your parents?
Sepohon Kayu - Saujana(awwwhhh i love babah and mama :D)
What do you think about very often?
Hanya Kau yang Mampu - Aizat AF5(yisssshhhh XD)
What do you think of your best friend?
Beautiful Girls Reply - JoJo(means that they always there for me ;D)
What do you think of the person you like?
Low Remix - Flo Rida(kira ia tu hot tu hee)
What is your life story?
Buronan Cinta - The Lima(asteee)
What do you want to be when you grow up?
Kata Mama - Amy Mastura(hehehehe lol)
What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Jamilah Jamidong - Ecepe Band(eee my crush..maluku eee...yada yada~okay why im acting like this LOL)
What will they play at your funeral?
Truly Madly Deeply Do - Savage Garden
What will you dance to at your wedding?
Dari Hati - Club eighties(romantic n.n)
What is your hobby/interest?
Jangan Kau Pergi - Putri Norizah(atuya)
What is your biggest fear?
Lagu Campur - Saiful Apek(hehehe..kira aku campur adukkan some things with another some things?)
What is your biggest secret?
Lagu Rindu - Kerispatih(asteeee....adang bah yeh)
What do you think of your friends?
Dua Hati Menjadi Satu - Gita Gutawa ft.Dafi(i love my friends...i even get hurt easily esp.the last incident but such incident will make me stronger in terms of mentality..i guess)
I’m tagging :
Anyone's welcome to do it =)
Sunday, December 14, 2008
You go Prague mate~lol
A close friend of mine's going to Prague today....his flight was on 12pm-ish..have fun in Prague buddy..kecarian tah ku rah kedia ane for a week lol..almost everyday ku kontek kedia lol..since both of us have free allowances on messages and call(well i dont have any free call though xP)..
Anyways, i will be going to his place at the end of December too..so its okay lol..and he can cook rice so well..i FINALLY tried the rice that he cooked..i dont think i ever did try some during our attachment lol
So when im there nanti..i would prefer eat rice saja..nyusahkan jua.i decided to buy my own rice...inda jua mau troublesome..even though he's my close friend..but still..its just me i guess =)
Anyways, i will be going to his place at the end of December too..so its okay lol..and he can cook rice so well..i FINALLY tried the rice that he cooked..i dont think i ever did try some during our attachment lol
So when im there nanti..i would prefer eat rice saja..nyusahkan jua.i decided to buy my own rice...inda jua mau troublesome..even though he's my close friend..but still..its just me i guess =)
what a mess~
I went out of my room this morning only to find out that our kitchen is in a HUGE mess...i thought they cleaned it up but noooo...i was being too optimistic..i kinda pissed off when i noticed that my shoes which are outside of my room xp were kinda 'moved'..they even turned on some music last night around 12-ish am???or later..i forgot..but its kinda difficult for me to sleep due to the noises..
And being engulfed by negative emotions(yeah im soo bad ever since im in uk..entah kenapa..ilang sbaar kadang2)...you know what i did??
well...based on "if aku inda dapat tidur awal dan kamu pun tidak dapat bangun akhir" i banged some of the doors so hard just to lepaskan geram lol..i even flooded the toilet..i was trying to be considerate..thus im trying not to flood the toilet but in exchange what did they do???we even dont complain about the refrigerator..we dont use many spaces..plus there is hardly any space for us to put our frozen foods in the freezer!!!!
sheesshhh...I guess we will be having our dinner at leevoi's kitchen instead cuz i think it would still be messy till tonight..well...if thay wont clean it up..i guess i have to send an email to the manager..not to tell her that my hallmates did that..but i want to tell her that me and my other friends did not involve in making the mess..so in case the cleaner complains about it tomorrow..
And being engulfed by negative emotions(yeah im soo bad ever since im in uk..entah kenapa..ilang sbaar kadang2)...you know what i did??
well...based on "if aku inda dapat tidur awal dan kamu pun tidak dapat bangun akhir" i banged some of the doors so hard just to lepaskan geram lol..i even flooded the toilet..i was trying to be considerate..thus im trying not to flood the toilet but in exchange what did they do???we even dont complain about the refrigerator..we dont use many spaces..plus there is hardly any space for us to put our frozen foods in the freezer!!!!
sheesshhh...I guess we will be having our dinner at leevoi's kitchen instead cuz i think it would still be messy till tonight..well...if thay wont clean it up..i guess i have to send an email to the manager..not to tell her that my hallmates did that..but i want to tell her that me and my other friends did not involve in making the mess..so in case the cleaner complains about it tomorrow..
Saturday, December 13, 2008
Broken-hearted?
well...i have a good news..and a bad news..talked over with my mate in the phone..cant wait to go there =D to spend time with em...we havent been talk a lot since we last met..yeah..lol
the bad news is..i think i should just give up on my crush..yeah..i did something which i can somehow 'contact' my crush..im sleepy though so mind my english hee...well..at least i got to see her in the internet..mannn..what am i doing???dari masatu sudah...i told myself to like give up..but look what im doing right now....mannn~banar lah..i think she's not interested with me...im not good at this love thingy..trust me..but but..i want her ba...lol..i want her to..you know...interested with me as well??im interested to know her more..then i can judge whether she's the one or not =)
maybe im just being sentimental tonight..at first i didnt want to do 'that' but..i kinda sensed that she might be around and I WAS right..and time ku ada ia kan keluar..mann..maybe aku ne bukan her type kale..owh well..still im hoping hee
the bad news is..i think i should just give up on my crush..yeah..i did something which i can somehow 'contact' my crush..im sleepy though so mind my english hee...well..at least i got to see her in the internet..mannn..what am i doing???dari masatu sudah...i told myself to like give up..but look what im doing right now....mannn~banar lah..i think she's not interested with me...im not good at this love thingy..trust me..but but..i want her ba...lol..i want her to..you know...interested with me as well??im interested to know her more..then i can judge whether she's the one or not =)
maybe im just being sentimental tonight..at first i didnt want to do 'that' but..i kinda sensed that she might be around and I WAS right..and time ku ada ia kan keluar..mann..maybe aku ne bukan her type kale..owh well..still im hoping hee
Thursday, December 11, 2008
Home alone
home alone..yeah..not really though..all my bruneian mates went out tonight..why do i prefer to stay?well ive got assignments to worry about hee..leevoi and nai decided to watch a movie at Odeon..i forgot what's the title...Khaty went out with her friend to Nando's...so tinggal aku seorang hee...
Holiday's gonna be in a week time...cant wait for it...but before that, ive got many stuffs to do...portfolio..practical, reading assignments, orgnanizing my notes which means i got to go to the library to bind them altogether according to modules..
I felt sorry for my mate last two nights...i was still you know,,angry with the things happened..and i was being cold..being ignorant..then the next day I text em back..and yeah..somehow didnt work it out so well..so i think its really inevitable if friends quarrel over something and in the end their friendship might get affected after that..so called the aftermath of quarrelling huh?Well i did experience something like this before...
But what's done is done..i always believe there's a hikmah di sebalik all of these =) there must be..and when i was texting my mate and realized that my efforts were in vain..i realized that, the same thing happened to some of my msn friends...what i mean by msn friends here is the people who i 'met' in the internet and never in reality..maybe once or two lol...I somehow didnt reply much to their texts..apa salah durang kan??NADA...im the one who's being bad here.....
Especially to a guy that calls me by 'adik'..i feel sorry for him..dont misunderstand with that adik..we actually adik beradik angkat before..lol..but i decided to be friends and so i told him directly and walaaa...friends we are...besides i have a big brother =)
Chatting with my mom really made my homesicko not that severe anymore..hehe..maybe i was missing talking with my jia ren esp.my sis as i always complain about things to her lol~she's a cool sister by the way ;D
AND CURRENTLY..IM thinking of switching to estee lauder idealist...mannn~im confused lol...
oh yeah..before i 'gtg'...i wana tell you something...yeah you! jk =D
I accidentally spilt out something to nai and khaty about my crush..GILA...maluku eh hehehehe...really..mannnn~
Roger and out
Holiday's gonna be in a week time...cant wait for it...but before that, ive got many stuffs to do...portfolio..practical, reading assignments, orgnanizing my notes which means i got to go to the library to bind them altogether according to modules..
I felt sorry for my mate last two nights...i was still you know,,angry with the things happened..and i was being cold..being ignorant..then the next day I text em back..and yeah..somehow didnt work it out so well..so i think its really inevitable if friends quarrel over something and in the end their friendship might get affected after that..so called the aftermath of quarrelling huh?Well i did experience something like this before...
But what's done is done..i always believe there's a hikmah di sebalik all of these =) there must be..and when i was texting my mate and realized that my efforts were in vain..i realized that, the same thing happened to some of my msn friends...what i mean by msn friends here is the people who i 'met' in the internet and never in reality..maybe once or two lol...I somehow didnt reply much to their texts..apa salah durang kan??NADA...im the one who's being bad here.....
Especially to a guy that calls me by 'adik'..i feel sorry for him..dont misunderstand with that adik..we actually adik beradik angkat before..lol..but i decided to be friends and so i told him directly and walaaa...friends we are...besides i have a big brother =)
Chatting with my mom really made my homesicko not that severe anymore..hehe..maybe i was missing talking with my jia ren esp.my sis as i always complain about things to her lol~she's a cool sister by the way ;D
AND CURRENTLY..IM thinking of switching to estee lauder idealist...mannn~im confused lol...
oh yeah..before i 'gtg'...i wana tell you something...yeah you! jk =D
I accidentally spilt out something to nai and khaty about my crush..GILA...maluku eh hehehehe...really..mannnn~
Roger and out
Monday, December 8, 2008
Hurt by a friend?
Its different from the hurt you feel when girls ditch you..for me. Well, I just lose a good friend, someone who sometimes be there for me when I need some company, a mate that can make me laugh at times..a 'hen ke ai de pengyou'...will not be same again from now on~ yeah...it was hard at first.but im gradually accepting the reality..and I was hurt by a statement or few statements i think. I treat friendship as something that related to trust and friends love...you know teletubbies..wait, i mean care bears ;)
You're probably wondering why i seemed to be happy now huh?Im listening to the song given to me last few days...its a sweet song actually..although i seemed to be happy right now, deep inside im actually not...but if I keep on looking back and be sad..will that give me anything good???Ive got assignemnts to spend my time on..ive got other friends to talk with...ive got other friends in Brunei which I seldom chat with since masa inda bertamu and assignments too..
But I appreciate what that friend did to me..really am grateful for all of them..I pray that dia dibalas dengan kebaikan-kebaikan although i know it wouldnt be the same again from now on..but that's fine too as long as tidak memutuskan silaturrahim =) maybe this is my punishment for my past sins...you know, when I was crazy in friendster, I would not layan orang-orang "tong si lien" easily...and another gurl bawa webcam baru2 ani pun aku namau..and another filipinos who happens to be in my messenger list wanted to webcam with me but i rejected the offer few times...Karma???
Aku redha tah saja =) as the saying goes, ada hikmah di sebaliknya..although payah kan accept that i lose a good friend that sikit lagi kan rapat...even if my crush say "i like you azree" I would'nt have the mood to say "yesh, me too me too!" lol confused ku eh..better not bawa-bawa crush aku ane lol
Friends are precious, they are like my necessary stuffs - laptop, handphone, books, clothes, lingeries, spectacle..I believe each of my friends have their own uniqueness...if its alright, I would like them to stay with me all the time..i mean not as in losing durang lah..lol..seeing them go away from me makes me feel as if im losing a part of my 'necessary stuffs' which I cannot live without...but if its so..if it cannot be saved anymore...then I shall accept it bit by bit..hurtful it may be...I believe that my optimism and my other friends will help me =)
I do have to agree its not easy for me to be close with any people..but when Im close with them..i tend to appreciate them more =) and if i ever lose one of them..it would also hurt me more too..friends..I lose several of them..but i gained many in return..but this mate..is there any replacement for em?
I dont think so..its okay..let time heals =)
You're probably wondering why i seemed to be happy now huh?Im listening to the song given to me last few days...its a sweet song actually..although i seemed to be happy right now, deep inside im actually not...but if I keep on looking back and be sad..will that give me anything good???Ive got assignemnts to spend my time on..ive got other friends to talk with...ive got other friends in Brunei which I seldom chat with since masa inda bertamu and assignments too..
But I appreciate what that friend did to me..really am grateful for all of them..I pray that dia dibalas dengan kebaikan-kebaikan although i know it wouldnt be the same again from now on..but that's fine too as long as tidak memutuskan silaturrahim =) maybe this is my punishment for my past sins...you know, when I was crazy in friendster, I would not layan orang-orang "tong si lien" easily...and another gurl bawa webcam baru2 ani pun aku namau..and another filipinos who happens to be in my messenger list wanted to webcam with me but i rejected the offer few times...Karma???
Aku redha tah saja =) as the saying goes, ada hikmah di sebaliknya..although payah kan accept that i lose a good friend that sikit lagi kan rapat...even if my crush say "i like you azree" I would'nt have the mood to say "yesh, me too me too!" lol confused ku eh..better not bawa-bawa crush aku ane lol
Friends are precious, they are like my necessary stuffs - laptop, handphone, books, clothes, lingeries, spectacle..I believe each of my friends have their own uniqueness...if its alright, I would like them to stay with me all the time..i mean not as in losing durang lah..lol..seeing them go away from me makes me feel as if im losing a part of my 'necessary stuffs' which I cannot live without...but if its so..if it cannot be saved anymore...then I shall accept it bit by bit..hurtful it may be...I believe that my optimism and my other friends will help me =)
I do have to agree its not easy for me to be close with any people..but when Im close with them..i tend to appreciate them more =) and if i ever lose one of them..it would also hurt me more too..friends..I lose several of them..but i gained many in return..but this mate..is there any replacement for em?
I dont think so..its okay..let time heals =)
Sunday, December 7, 2008
Oh no~please, not tonight
remember my post about my recent crush?well Ive got both good news and bad news..bad news is im giving up..ive got my own reasons though ;) Good news is she's actually single...I saw on her facebook though..well look like im giving a clue huh?(check my facebook..nadadeh lol)
Maluku eh membuat post pasal perempuan ane..she surely something to make me writing a post for her...thanks to a mate of mine...he recommended me a song by Gareth Gates "too serious too soon" and listening to that song makes me go say urm..sentimental sometimes?...and its happening again tonight!!
Mannnn~maluku banar eh...i mean masani inda..but after i come to my senses..I would DEFINITELY embarrassed lol...ke shi hen ke ai pulang tu hehehehe so maybe i wont delete this post lol...
Maluku eh membuat post pasal perempuan ane..she surely something to make me writing a post for her...thanks to a mate of mine...he recommended me a song by Gareth Gates "too serious too soon" and listening to that song makes me go say urm..sentimental sometimes?...and its happening again tonight!!
Mannnn~maluku banar eh...i mean masani inda..but after i come to my senses..I would DEFINITELY embarrassed lol...ke shi hen ke ai pulang tu hehehehe so maybe i wont delete this post lol...
Thursday, December 4, 2008
Tis is so noisy
okay, bear with me for a moment okay?
My room is next to the kitchen and there is something going on tonight, I dont know, a party perhaps? or a social gathering...(in the kitchen?)
its so noisy...if it still continue and I hardly go to sleep..I will bang the door so hard early in the morning~if I lose my patience of course ;) you know, I cant sleep early,so they must wake early tomorrow morning =) am I that bad? I dont know...maybe Im feeling so irritated cuz it has not been this noisy before...
Nanti ku bawa kawan-kawanku dari Leeds and Sheffield ah.biar kamu ;) jk
My room is next to the kitchen and there is something going on tonight, I dont know, a party perhaps? or a social gathering...(in the kitchen?)
its so noisy...if it still continue and I hardly go to sleep..I will bang the door so hard early in the morning~if I lose my patience of course ;) you know, I cant sleep early,so they must wake early tomorrow morning =) am I that bad? I dont know...maybe Im feeling so irritated cuz it has not been this noisy before...
Nanti ku bawa kawan-kawanku dari Leeds and Sheffield ah.biar kamu ;) jk
Appreciation to one of my mates in Sheffield
This post is dedicated to one of my mates in Sheffield for always being there for me at times I urm...kinda, a bit screwed and whenever I need a person to chat with, that mate always be there for me so thank you very much.
I really appreciate the fact that you were there for me when I was traumatized last weekend about something lol so thanks again mate.
Hope you read this, and if you do, dont ask me a single bit about this post cuz I would be embarrassed by that time...mannn...am I that ego?Perhaps~Maybe blogging is the way I show appreciation to other people who surround me, which reminds me, I think I changed a bit since I last arrived here. I tend to be not that talkative anymore...just 'virtually' I guess =) you know in msn, teenagers~im still 19 years old..am i still eligible for that 'teenager' title??XD
Roger and out
I really appreciate the fact that you were there for me when I was traumatized last weekend about something lol so thanks again mate.
Hope you read this, and if you do, dont ask me a single bit about this post cuz I would be embarrassed by that time...mannn...am I that ego?Perhaps~Maybe blogging is the way I show appreciation to other people who surround me, which reminds me, I think I changed a bit since I last arrived here. I tend to be not that talkative anymore...just 'virtually' I guess =) you know in msn, teenagers~im still 19 years old..am i still eligible for that 'teenager' title??XD
Roger and out
Saturday, November 29, 2008
A dull weekend?
I just woke up..and slightly recovered..my apologies for my two late night posts everyone..maybe I felt its dodgy here...you know..feeling insecure..after few 'bad' incidents happened in a row especially the guy who got hit by a car...the impact was strong~I think I would think twice to visit here again..If aku jalan pun..I would rather not hangout somewhere else at late night..except for my mates' houses...A really really bad impression, dont u agree?
lol..My next travelling destination would be Sheffield...and I hope I wouldnt go through the same things again~Now, im kinda free..looks like the others are still sleeping..i cant sleep well..so here I am blogging...and gonna do my assignment later...im only going to waste my time if i just sit around, doing nothing...so another happy weekend turned out to be terrifying + dull weekend
But next week Ive got my December allowance so kinda okay lah..Im skipping my mandarin class to go to Leeds...so I think next time I would travel on saturday instead of friday..we'll see...If I skip my mandarin class..ive got to make sure its worth it..cuz I paid 60 pounds for the class fee for every term..
lol..My next travelling destination would be Sheffield...and I hope I wouldnt go through the same things again~Now, im kinda free..looks like the others are still sleeping..i cant sleep well..so here I am blogging...and gonna do my assignment later...im only going to waste my time if i just sit around, doing nothing...so another happy weekend turned out to be terrifying + dull weekend
But next week Ive got my December allowance so kinda okay lah..Im skipping my mandarin class to go to Leeds...so I think next time I would travel on saturday instead of friday..we'll see...If I skip my mandarin class..ive got to make sure its worth it..cuz I paid 60 pounds for the class fee for every term..
AKu terharu~
Despite all the 'unexpected' things happened just now, I dont mean to say that I absolutely at the wrong time to be sini...I was touched by Khairul, Hakim and others as well...I didnt know the buttermilk chicken which is one of my favourite was cooked by Khairul and hakim..I mean..berkarih jua durang ane...and I felt the family aura when I was there...That family thingy is what i love so much about if you ask me 'hey azre..what the funs stuffs you found out there mate?'
They even asked me and nai to join them bowling...so yeah..I had to be asked few times...Im still stubborn I suppose~but if I didnt come to see them playing bowling..I bet I would missed one of the greatest moments I spent with my friends in Leeds =')
well, I dont wanna be bias at this..I was touched by my close friend as well...when me and nai arrived here..that mate of mine greeted me, shook hands with me and hugged me...I was rather surprised by that..from what I understand bout that mate, a person who sometimes hard to show some affections..so it was unexpected..really..pssstt..if you're one of my close friends in the future...you will be one the lucky people out there cuz i tend to appreciate what you do to me..nadabah..kidding XD Real friends for me are somewhat friends who wont 'ditch' you eventhough both of you guys havent meet with each other for a few years or so...and and wont ditch you if something bad happens to you =)
which reminds me..my big sister once told me that its hard to find 'friends' when you're in the University level...even her close friends are those that she met during her secondary school..few even primary school...and I think its true..though dont get me wrong,..we still able to find good friends during our university years...some of my attachment mates can be considered as good friends which I meet during my university level..and another from Sheffield as well...and I realized that the ones who are close with me tend to have the ability to cheer me up when im not in the mood and to calm me down at times when I was panic about something..to be honest, I dont have the good social skills like everyone else..but im fine with that..being hurt by friends are rather something that I dont want to experience at all..still I do experience them XD
Okay lets end this...where was I?oh yeah...eventhough I dont have those super duper social skills..eh balik balik jua eh...to cut the story short...I treasure my close friends so much =D just like I treasure my parents too...but if parents..lagi lagi treasure lah...cuz I owed and owe them so much things n.n
They even asked me and nai to join them bowling...so yeah..I had to be asked few times...Im still stubborn I suppose~but if I didnt come to see them playing bowling..I bet I would missed one of the greatest moments I spent with my friends in Leeds =')
well, I dont wanna be bias at this..I was touched by my close friend as well...when me and nai arrived here..that mate of mine greeted me, shook hands with me and hugged me...I was rather surprised by that..from what I understand bout that mate, a person who sometimes hard to show some affections..so it was unexpected..really..pssstt..if you're one of my close friends in the future...you will be one the lucky people out there cuz i tend to appreciate what you do to me..nadabah..kidding XD Real friends for me are somewhat friends who wont 'ditch' you eventhough both of you guys havent meet with each other for a few years or so...and and wont ditch you if something bad happens to you =)
which reminds me..my big sister once told me that its hard to find 'friends' when you're in the University level...even her close friends are those that she met during her secondary school..few even primary school...and I think its true..though dont get me wrong,..we still able to find good friends during our university years...some of my attachment mates can be considered as good friends which I meet during my university level..and another from Sheffield as well...and I realized that the ones who are close with me tend to have the ability to cheer me up when im not in the mood and to calm me down at times when I was panic about something..to be honest, I dont have the good social skills like everyone else..but im fine with that..being hurt by friends are rather something that I dont want to experience at all..still I do experience them XD
Okay lets end this...where was I?oh yeah...eventhough I dont have those super duper social skills..eh balik balik jua eh...to cut the story short...I treasure my close friends so much =D just like I treasure my parents too...but if parents..lagi lagi treasure lah...cuz I owed and owe them so much things n.n
The wrong time???or are 'they' just signs for me??
Im using my close friend's laptop right now..aka 'si chungko'..well im at Leeds now..chungko's not around cuz he got something important to do..
Tonight is kinda too much to me..honestly..yeah~im totally have this sort of mixed feelings...beyond words..well i'll try to explain them here..
First of all, I felt bad..hmm.no no..its Im FEELING bad for chungko now..cuz I decided not to play bowling tonight~my mate here seldom has the time to mingle with his other mates here..then I realized that I made the wrong decision to say 'shall we go home now??' But I felt the family aura at Khairul's house before that..that was enough for me actually =') the family thing is what im looking for...although its selfish of me if langsung inda mau join drg hangout...well..i went to see them bowling though..still..Im feeling guilty to Chungko..sorry mate~labih2 lagi kalau kawan rapat..i feel so bad actually..you know when your pal buat expression..you can tell actually ur close friend macam ada something but preferred not to tell us..its urm..makes me feel uneasy about it you know..
Secondly, you can say im jahat for sneaking at msn windows kawan aku ane..and kinda like 7 or 6 windows with texts that my mate didnt manage to reply..so Im feeling guilty + bad actually..before ane aku soemtimes texts em...sometimes bereply so i thought he was free or something..but now entah ah..I kinda realized something...'jangantah malar ngacau urg ane..bagi space sikit lol' well something like that ;) well close friends mean so much for me actually..but if im doing something like majal kan minta reply texts in the end no time for my fren to layan other people..then I would rather not text...occasionally only..
Third one, when both of us were on our way to chungko's house, we came across a drunk guy or two drunk guys...well one of them was trying to hit the other's head with a glass bottle if im not mistaken!!! SERIOUSLY...I have to admit its my first time seeing something like that..so unpleasant~
Fourth one, I seriously dont like this at all~a guy was hit by a car..which happened right in front of us...it was actually around 20 metres ahead of us..I heard the sound and quickly turned my head to the source of the sound and there..a body was laying down...and what I heard from chungko's housemate, they are still there trying to help the poor guy..I am optimist that he survives that accident...I BELIEVE~
Fifth one, chungko's cousin telephoned that his/her laptop was stolen...so chungko has to go there since the police had not come..I think the police is already there by this time pulang..
The Final one would be me, questioning myself..Do I come to Leeds at the wrong time???or were all of those(the drunk guy, accident and thieves) are just signs??
You dont understand by 'signs'???Actually, sometimes I would think how nice it would be living in a house in UK and having all housemates who are of same nationality with you...you're happy and everyone's happy..
Not all dramas end with happy ending...meaning I was not bersyukur with what I have in Liverpool..wondering itu wondering ini..but now..I realized something..Liverpool is the right place for me..although I hardly see big trees alligning the streets there..But with what I have there right now really are God's gifts =') I was so stupid wondering what If im at Leeds with my other geologists mates there....what if im at Sheffield studying there...I WASNT grateful...I thougth I made the wrong choice...but when Im think of it right now...yes I made the correct decision to study there..its just that mata dan hatiku tidak terbuka...Syukur Alhamdulillah Ya Rabbi =')
p/s:I think this post is somehow ada similarity to one of my previous post..looks like i sometimes easily shaken huh?
Tonight is kinda too much to me..honestly..yeah~im totally have this sort of mixed feelings...beyond words..well i'll try to explain them here..
First of all, I felt bad..hmm.no no..its Im FEELING bad for chungko now..cuz I decided not to play bowling tonight~my mate here seldom has the time to mingle with his other mates here..then I realized that I made the wrong decision to say 'shall we go home now??' But I felt the family aura at Khairul's house before that..that was enough for me actually =') the family thing is what im looking for...although its selfish of me if langsung inda mau join drg hangout...well..i went to see them bowling though..still..Im feeling guilty to Chungko..sorry mate~labih2 lagi kalau kawan rapat..i feel so bad actually..you know when your pal buat expression..you can tell actually ur close friend macam ada something but preferred not to tell us..its urm..makes me feel uneasy about it you know..
Secondly, you can say im jahat for sneaking at msn windows kawan aku ane..and kinda like 7 or 6 windows with texts that my mate didnt manage to reply..so Im feeling guilty + bad actually..before ane aku soemtimes texts em...sometimes bereply so i thought he was free or something..but now entah ah..I kinda realized something...'jangantah malar ngacau urg ane..bagi space sikit lol' well something like that ;) well close friends mean so much for me actually..but if im doing something like majal kan minta reply texts in the end no time for my fren to layan other people..then I would rather not text...occasionally only..
Third one, when both of us were on our way to chungko's house, we came across a drunk guy or two drunk guys...well one of them was trying to hit the other's head with a glass bottle if im not mistaken!!! SERIOUSLY...I have to admit its my first time seeing something like that..so unpleasant~
Fourth one, I seriously dont like this at all~a guy was hit by a car..which happened right in front of us...it was actually around 20 metres ahead of us..I heard the sound and quickly turned my head to the source of the sound and there..a body was laying down...and what I heard from chungko's housemate, they are still there trying to help the poor guy..I am optimist that he survives that accident...I BELIEVE~
Fifth one, chungko's cousin telephoned that his/her laptop was stolen...so chungko has to go there since the police had not come..I think the police is already there by this time pulang..
The Final one would be me, questioning myself..Do I come to Leeds at the wrong time???or were all of those(the drunk guy, accident and thieves) are just signs??
You dont understand by 'signs'???Actually, sometimes I would think how nice it would be living in a house in UK and having all housemates who are of same nationality with you...you're happy and everyone's happy..
Not all dramas end with happy ending...meaning I was not bersyukur with what I have in Liverpool..wondering itu wondering ini..but now..I realized something..Liverpool is the right place for me..although I hardly see big trees alligning the streets there..But with what I have there right now really are God's gifts =') I was so stupid wondering what If im at Leeds with my other geologists mates there....what if im at Sheffield studying there...I WASNT grateful...I thougth I made the wrong choice...but when Im think of it right now...yes I made the correct decision to study there..its just that mata dan hatiku tidak terbuka...Syukur Alhamdulillah Ya Rabbi =')
p/s:I think this post is somehow ada similarity to one of my previous post..looks like i sometimes easily shaken huh?
Thursday, November 27, 2008
明天我去 Leeds
你们!!!我很开心了!!! its because 我要去 Leeds with nai 小姐...我想我的好朋友..可是我也看我的男性朋友和女性朋友..虽然我们两个睡哪边可是没关系爸 =)
我很累了...再见你们!!! 非常感谢我的男性朋友 from Sheffield for chatting with me tonight..
我很累了...再见你们!!! 非常感谢我的男性朋友 from Sheffield for chatting with me tonight..
Something that makes me sentimental?
I just passed by few blogs and suddenly turned into a sentimental freak out of nowhere XD luckily im chatting with a mate from Sheffield(Im not going to be specific though) so thanks to em =) well...now Im kinda feel fun in Uk...although I cant see my family here except for my big brother, at least I have some cool mates accompanying me rhere ight? =)
Seriously, I think you would noticed some differences with my post by now...you know,me being sentimental...not? well thats fantastic lol X)Im single now, so I should just have fun~nyeh being single isnt a reason to be sentimental tonight...its more than that if you know what I mean ;)
Hey I think im beginning to be a bit of secretive...dont you think so my blog?*okay, why im starting to talk to my own blog???
Oh man..it must be the songs im listening to my sister's former tuition student..yeah it must be that....perhaps other reasons as well??*who knows~pffft...I just remembered some stuffs suddenly...and luahkan to my mate right now~entah kenapa...see...i am typing in Malay right now..goodness gracious..
Seriously, I think you would noticed some differences with my post by now...you know,me being sentimental...not? well thats fantastic lol X)Im single now, so I should just have fun~nyeh being single isnt a reason to be sentimental tonight...its more than that if you know what I mean ;)
Hey I think im beginning to be a bit of secretive...dont you think so my blog?*okay, why im starting to talk to my own blog???
Oh man..it must be the songs im listening to my sister's former tuition student..yeah it must be that....perhaps other reasons as well??*who knows~pffft...I just remembered some stuffs suddenly...and luahkan to my mate right now~entah kenapa...see...i am typing in Malay right now..goodness gracious..
Monday, November 24, 2008
Last night
23rd November-Assignments, yeah they are our best friends when it comes to weekdays lol but slowly adapting to the assignments environment~ in exchange – blogging activity would have to be made into once-a-week activity =)
But its okay though, if you’re seldom blogs, then most probably you would enjoy blogging so much..Remember a post of mine telling you that im going to make a contract with C905??
Well I decided not to cuz I pouted lol~the staff said I didn’t bring the right information which was the bank statement I guess…I brought the two pieces of papers but maybe they were’nt the so called ‘bank statement’…plus if that’s the case, then I have to go to the bank again which is a troublesome for me..So I decided to buy at ebay instead and only to find out its expensive for me..so I decided to buy other phone instead, so tada~C902 it is…not the titanium edition though =)
I have a lecture tomorrow at 9am(update - which was cancelled huhu), not to mention practical from 2 till 5pm..hmph~I love weekends (= I video called with my two close friends tonight…The frist I video called with somehow seems to be stressed so he told me to karaoke with him using youtube lol..I didn’t realize that at first..but hey it was an excellent idea~which reminded me that both of us K-box kinda many times during our attachment at Seria =) Thanks for that buddy~though I couldn’t sing very well hehehe
The second mate wanted to ask me something about going to London on 24th…and then we drifted away since batah sudah inda bercakap lol..so we talked lots of things..you know, guys’ talk lol~heyyy whats guys’ talk anyway???LOL Im planning to go to Dundee in the near future but looks like I have to postphone my plan to next year since my pal’s hall doenst allow guests to stay overnight if im not mistaken..
And yeah…another funny story(at least for me hehe ) I have a habit of splashing water all over my thigh and all after I urinated or egested in the toilet. Basically, this habit of mine would flood the toilet if there’s no drainange in the toilet. In UK, yes that’s what happens, I tend to flood the toilet =) my bad actually~So I think my hallmates(not Bruneians though) were trying to be patient as much as they can and I can see that one of them cannot hold it anymore…so decided to put a notice on the back door of the toilet which says somewhat like “please do not flood the tolet so it is unuseable by others and if you wet, clean it!!!”
Its my bad actually so I tried not to ‘flood’ the toilet just now…a good progress though although there were some bits of water on the floor…and I did my splash-splash in the bath tub instead which is on the other room of course~its okay if its my guilt but if I were to be thought guily for something I didn’t do at all, I would be pissed off for sure…eg.now I cant be blamed for squeezing things into the freezer since I don’t put any of my stuffs there…
One thing I learned about the freezer is ‘survival of the fittest’ where you have to quickly make use of the available spaces if you want to put frozen foods there…but the freezer is so full now, so I bet there are no spaces for us to put our stuffs there…If Im desperate…I will squeeze my things into the freezer..it may sounds bad..but what I learned here is..sometimes I have to be ‘unkind’…when it comes to limited-space freezer ;)
But its okay though, if you’re seldom blogs, then most probably you would enjoy blogging so much..Remember a post of mine telling you that im going to make a contract with C905??
Well I decided not to cuz I pouted lol~the staff said I didn’t bring the right information which was the bank statement I guess…I brought the two pieces of papers but maybe they were’nt the so called ‘bank statement’…plus if that’s the case, then I have to go to the bank again which is a troublesome for me..So I decided to buy at ebay instead and only to find out its expensive for me..so I decided to buy other phone instead, so tada~C902 it is…not the titanium edition though =)
I have a lecture tomorrow at 9am(update - which was cancelled huhu), not to mention practical from 2 till 5pm..hmph~I love weekends (= I video called with my two close friends tonight…The frist I video called with somehow seems to be stressed so he told me to karaoke with him using youtube lol..I didn’t realize that at first..but hey it was an excellent idea~which reminded me that both of us K-box kinda many times during our attachment at Seria =) Thanks for that buddy~though I couldn’t sing very well hehehe
The second mate wanted to ask me something about going to London on 24th…and then we drifted away since batah sudah inda bercakap lol..so we talked lots of things..you know, guys’ talk lol~heyyy whats guys’ talk anyway???LOL Im planning to go to Dundee in the near future but looks like I have to postphone my plan to next year since my pal’s hall doenst allow guests to stay overnight if im not mistaken..
And yeah…another funny story(at least for me hehe ) I have a habit of splashing water all over my thigh and all after I urinated or egested in the toilet. Basically, this habit of mine would flood the toilet if there’s no drainange in the toilet. In UK, yes that’s what happens, I tend to flood the toilet =) my bad actually~So I think my hallmates(not Bruneians though) were trying to be patient as much as they can and I can see that one of them cannot hold it anymore…so decided to put a notice on the back door of the toilet which says somewhat like “please do not flood the tolet so it is unuseable by others and if you wet, clean it!!!”
Its my bad actually so I tried not to ‘flood’ the toilet just now…a good progress though although there were some bits of water on the floor…and I did my splash-splash in the bath tub instead which is on the other room of course~its okay if its my guilt but if I were to be thought guily for something I didn’t do at all, I would be pissed off for sure…eg.now I cant be blamed for squeezing things into the freezer since I don’t put any of my stuffs there…
One thing I learned about the freezer is ‘survival of the fittest’ where you have to quickly make use of the available spaces if you want to put frozen foods there…but the freezer is so full now, so I bet there are no spaces for us to put our stuffs there…If Im desperate…I will squeeze my things into the freezer..it may sounds bad..but what I learned here is..sometimes I have to be ‘unkind’…when it comes to limited-space freezer ;)
Thursday, November 13, 2008
Sedimentology and mineralogy Test later
I read my last post and spotted some mistakes..owh well..im too lazy to correct em right now hehe...Gosh I have two tests later..and WHAT AM I DOING RIGHT NOW?!
Blogging...yea thats right =) AND not to mention I have an hour for revising~SEEEE....blogging's not good especially if you've some important bits to do...nyeh, I dont think so lol...Blogging can make me relax at times~
Blogging...yea thats right =) AND not to mention I have an hour for revising~SEEEE....blogging's not good especially if you've some important bits to do...nyeh, I dont think so lol...Blogging can make me relax at times~
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
Oh nooo my feeeeet!!!
The air is kinda dry here so my feet started to become dry I dont know since when, bought some socks from primark(i know..im so stingy =p) I wanted to buy a scarf from Armani exchange though..but..too expensive~w
Anyways, you know what I did to my so called 'dried feet'??? I just put my moisturizer on em..wait..i mean my face moisturizer hehe...I dont wana buy a new moisturizer hehe...its Clinique for men though...wanna know more guys?
This product of clinique kinda good in moisturizing our skin, believe me =)
but due to its wonderful effects, be ready to spare some money on it =s but I dont mean it would cost you !00 dollars though ^^
The module - introduction to fossils has just started yesterday. I thought Im going to study about the common fossils - dinosaurs*raaawwwwrrr...but too much hope eyh?
lol instead for our first year, we'll study tiny fossils compared to the huuuge dino-dino*kinda cute huh?lol
Shells, shark's tooth were the ones that I encountered during practical yesterday. We were taught how to classify them according to class and phylum...dont ask me what both of those mean >,< I havent revise yet..I can recall something like mollusca, graptolite, ammoneida, plantae, trilobyte..What cool about the practical is that we have to finish it during the period itself...at least thats what our professor said though and i did! =D
Seriously, I have no team mates during the practical =( but yeah, I dont care anyway, if ingau nya urang, later I would atu saja na tersiap...so I just did the prac myself...IF I dont get how the fossil preserved~ I would just approach one of the demonstrators standing around somewhere hehe..
In addition, I have to learn how to be independent, so university is honestly a great place where I have to depend on myself since I cant ask help from babah, mama or my big sister hehe..
I think I wanna go to the city centre later after my lecture on 1pm...I have to buy a contract phone...C905 though...with its 8 Megapixel camera, I would not need a digital camera...for now that is hehe...So its like killing two birds with a stone, I get the contract, pay them, and they get happy...yayyy~sorry, that was just a bluff...a contract phone + 8MP cam = no need to buy digicam for now..so saves money hehe
Anyways, you know what I did to my so called 'dried feet'??? I just put my moisturizer on em..wait..i mean my face moisturizer hehe...I dont wana buy a new moisturizer hehe...its Clinique for men though...wanna know more guys?
This product of clinique kinda good in moisturizing our skin, believe me =)
but due to its wonderful effects, be ready to spare some money on it =s but I dont mean it would cost you !00 dollars though ^^
The module - introduction to fossils has just started yesterday. I thought Im going to study about the common fossils - dinosaurs*raaawwwwrrr...but too much hope eyh?
lol instead for our first year, we'll study tiny fossils compared to the huuuge dino-dino*kinda cute huh?lol
Shells, shark's tooth were the ones that I encountered during practical yesterday. We were taught how to classify them according to class and phylum...dont ask me what both of those mean >,< I havent revise yet..I can recall something like mollusca, graptolite, ammoneida, plantae, trilobyte..What cool about the practical is that we have to finish it during the period itself...at least thats what our professor said though and i did! =D
Seriously, I have no team mates during the practical =( but yeah, I dont care anyway, if ingau nya urang, later I would atu saja na tersiap...so I just did the prac myself...IF I dont get how the fossil preserved~ I would just approach one of the demonstrators standing around somewhere hehe..
In addition, I have to learn how to be independent, so university is honestly a great place where I have to depend on myself since I cant ask help from babah, mama or my big sister hehe..
I think I wanna go to the city centre later after my lecture on 1pm...I have to buy a contract phone...C905 though...with its 8 Megapixel camera, I would not need a digital camera...for now that is hehe...So its like killing two birds with a stone, I get the contract, pay them, and they get happy...yayyy~sorry, that was just a bluff...a contract phone + 8MP cam = no need to buy digicam for now..so saves money hehe
Monday, November 10, 2008
Nintendo DS and Wii
I bought a Nintendo DS(lite) on ebay on October and been playing with it for quite some time now. There are many NDS games you can find there as well. From Pokemon to Zelda, NDS offers gaming experience not only for young generation but also adults as well. Since its different from its rivals, Nintendo DS offers a new gaming experience - Touch screen. For some games, there's a unique blend in of additional feature as well, which is the mic. I have been playing a game called 'Ninjatown' and one of the power-ups require me to blow in the mic to activate it.
What's good about NDS is that you can find many accessories out there to enhance your NDS including variety if stylus to pick from. Some stylus looks like a sabre, not to mention some looking like crayons!
Apart from Pokemon and Zelda, Final Fantasy fans will also be amazed with this console as there are also Final Fantasy games created specially for NDS. To browse some games, click here
Mentioning Nintendo, almost everyone knows about 'Wii' which is the most popular home games console. If one being skeptical about it, its best to try it and experiment with it first. Nintendo Wii provides new gaming experience to gamers out there. Its basically you are part of the game itself. For instance, if you try Wii sports, when you move you right hand to give a quick jab, the character in the game will also produce the same motion you did. This concept appeals for most gamers. From sports to rpg, Nintendo wii sure offers you the right thing to relieve your stress. A recent development on Wii is the Wii fit which requires you to use a 'board' to play. So instead of the controller, you just use the board to play the game. Its the same with dance dance revolution but instead of dancing, gamers will exercise healthily including Yoga game in Wii. So Wii fit is something that is new to gaming experience as well. Like Nintendo DS, Wii especially wii fit is designed to provide not only memorable gaming experience to children and teenagers but also to older generation.
If you are interested in buying one of Nintendo products, you can check the price comparison where you can compare the prices on both and you can decide later whether to buy one of them or both. Both are suitable as Christmas gifts.
What's good about NDS is that you can find many accessories out there to enhance your NDS including variety if stylus to pick from. Some stylus looks like a sabre, not to mention some looking like crayons!
Apart from Pokemon and Zelda, Final Fantasy fans will also be amazed with this console as there are also Final Fantasy games created specially for NDS. To browse some games, click here
Mentioning Nintendo, almost everyone knows about 'Wii' which is the most popular home games console. If one being skeptical about it, its best to try it and experiment with it first. Nintendo Wii provides new gaming experience to gamers out there. Its basically you are part of the game itself. For instance, if you try Wii sports, when you move you right hand to give a quick jab, the character in the game will also produce the same motion you did. This concept appeals for most gamers. From sports to rpg, Nintendo wii sure offers you the right thing to relieve your stress. A recent development on Wii is the Wii fit which requires you to use a 'board' to play. So instead of the controller, you just use the board to play the game. Its the same with dance dance revolution but instead of dancing, gamers will exercise healthily including Yoga game in Wii. So Wii fit is something that is new to gaming experience as well. Like Nintendo DS, Wii especially wii fit is designed to provide not only memorable gaming experience to children and teenagers but also to older generation.
If you are interested in buying one of Nintendo products, you can check the price comparison where you can compare the prices on both and you can decide later whether to buy one of them or both. Both are suitable as Christmas gifts.
A new beginning
This is week 7 so two modules will be replaced by other new modules or in some cases, there are no replacement at all...in my case mineralogy will be replaced by introduction to fossils so I still have practical on monday..good thing there will be no practical on friday..hope so X)
Anyways week 7 is not relaxful like i imagined it would be...you know why?
its because we have testS this week...mineralogy and sedimentology~so logy-ish eyh dont you agree? hehe
I havent start to revise yet though...been spending my weekends with resting and leisure stuffs since last week was so tiring..not only I have to finish my recent assignment on tectonics and earth plates, but also newspaper-related assignment as well...not to mention the fieldtrip in Hoylake(IT WAS COLD~)
I have EOSC110 lecture at 9am later...Dan Faulkner will replace Ms.Tina~
Anyways week 7 is not relaxful like i imagined it would be...you know why?
its because we have testS this week...mineralogy and sedimentology~so logy-ish eyh dont you agree? hehe
I havent start to revise yet though...been spending my weekends with resting and leisure stuffs since last week was so tiring..not only I have to finish my recent assignment on tectonics and earth plates, but also newspaper-related assignment as well...not to mention the fieldtrip in Hoylake(IT WAS COLD~)
I have EOSC110 lecture at 9am later...Dan Faulkner will replace Ms.Tina~
Poll result - The media
result:-
http://www.blogpoll.com/poll/view_Results.php?poll_id=153366
Model(underwear,products,shoes,etc) 3
Reporter 2
Newsreader 1
Actor 1
Singer 0
total votes: 7
Poll result - the vain pictures
Result:-
http://www.blogpoll.com/poll/view_Results.php?poll_id=151058
No,you look GAY man 57.5% 23
Yes,some of them are nice =) 42.5% 17
total votes: 40
Monday, November 3, 2008
A bit of sweet & sour in friendship
Assignments, assignments, who likes assignments anyway??
Well, I dont hate assignments though since I can learn many new stuffs during the process of completing any assignments. For instance, researching can provide us many informations including recent developments on that particular field. I have a module that I think is too tough but heck, its university life anyway, no more spoon-feeding thingy going around....'Berdikari' they say :)
But If i dont understand that particular theory, I will definitely try to research about it or refer to books recommended by my beloved lecturers. And the worst case or If Im too lazy enough to do all the stuffs, I will just meet my lecturers and ask them. I do that sometimes, so far just one lecturer though lol...I havent revise my modules yet lol.
Practical has always been both confusing and fascinating at the same time. So thats why we have demonstrators here to ask...believe me~I asked to many questions in the past practicals lol and will keep on asking...hey I will be good at asking questions if I keep on doing this ^_^ JK X)
ITs around 8.30am right now and Ive got lecture at 9am later, its a good thing that my accommodation is arond 10-15mins walk to my department lol
Azree,
Roger and out
Due to assignments, some friends might be too busy with their assignments such that their friendship started to weaken..that what happens to me, but on the bright side, Im beginning to become closer with some friends...its an endless cycle i suppose...you were close with these few friends, suddenly something came up and you guys are not close anymore...despite this so called 'inda apa2 tu eh' we gradually start to become closer with our other friends...LOL
Well, if you ask me, that's life =)
Well, I dont hate assignments though since I can learn many new stuffs during the process of completing any assignments. For instance, researching can provide us many informations including recent developments on that particular field. I have a module that I think is too tough but heck, its university life anyway, no more spoon-feeding thingy going around....'Berdikari' they say :)
But If i dont understand that particular theory, I will definitely try to research about it or refer to books recommended by my beloved lecturers. And the worst case or If Im too lazy enough to do all the stuffs, I will just meet my lecturers and ask them. I do that sometimes, so far just one lecturer though lol...I havent revise my modules yet lol.
Practical has always been both confusing and fascinating at the same time. So thats why we have demonstrators here to ask...believe me~I asked to many questions in the past practicals lol and will keep on asking...hey I will be good at asking questions if I keep on doing this ^_^ JK X)
ITs around 8.30am right now and Ive got lecture at 9am later, its a good thing that my accommodation is arond 10-15mins walk to my department lol
Azree,
Roger and out
Due to assignments, some friends might be too busy with their assignments such that their friendship started to weaken..that what happens to me, but on the bright side, Im beginning to become closer with some friends...its an endless cycle i suppose...you were close with these few friends, suddenly something came up and you guys are not close anymore...despite this so called 'inda apa2 tu eh' we gradually start to become closer with our other friends...LOL
Well, if you ask me, that's life =)
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
'Sagit' banget
'Sagit' is actually a 'dusun' word which means 'cold'
Its getting cold here, I prefer not to go to city eventhough I want to lol..I think its already early winter..its quite cold today, that's why im lazy to cook and decided to buy fast food instead - Chicken Bazooka. LOL X)
I was told by a friend that Our University's rank in terms of geological science has increased and this is illustrated by some internet University-related rankings. I havent check it though. But if its true, then I believe I made the right choice to do Geology here =)
Eventhough a pile of assignments 'thrown' at us, I think its normal since hey, its uni life ;) if you don't like it, just stop being an undergraduate..I know it sounds OUCH...but its useful when im at a point of giving up LOL X) especially this module, its reallly tough when it comes to assignemnt. But WE, as the students have the rights to ask. So yeah, Im getting pretty good at asking lecturers some questions..kidding there ;p
Anyways, I was really touched by a demonstrator during one of our sedimentology practical last week(or last two weeks)..I said to her 'is it okay if we ask so many questions?' sounds a bit like that though hehe..if im not mistaken she said its okay, otherwise you wouldnt learn..
So Uni life, on another point of view is actually great, you can ask and how the lecturers answer you? with enthusiasms!!! thats the part that I love most..answering with enthusiasms
Cheers
Its getting cold here, I prefer not to go to city eventhough I want to lol..I think its already early winter..its quite cold today, that's why im lazy to cook and decided to buy fast food instead - Chicken Bazooka. LOL X)
I was told by a friend that Our University's rank in terms of geological science has increased and this is illustrated by some internet University-related rankings. I havent check it though. But if its true, then I believe I made the right choice to do Geology here =)
Eventhough a pile of assignments 'thrown' at us, I think its normal since hey, its uni life ;) if you don't like it, just stop being an undergraduate..I know it sounds OUCH...but its useful when im at a point of giving up LOL X) especially this module, its reallly tough when it comes to assignemnt. But WE, as the students have the rights to ask. So yeah, Im getting pretty good at asking lecturers some questions..kidding there ;p
Anyways, I was really touched by a demonstrator during one of our sedimentology practical last week(or last two weeks)..I said to her 'is it okay if we ask so many questions?' sounds a bit like that though hehe..if im not mistaken she said its okay, otherwise you wouldnt learn..
So Uni life, on another point of view is actually great, you can ask and how the lecturers answer you? with enthusiasms!!! thats the part that I love most..answering with enthusiasms
Cheers
Monday, October 27, 2008
Open house at Senior Fad's House
Okay, seriously, I cant blog like i used to be when I was in Brunei few months ago or along the 'After A level exam' period =p
There are many assignments here, I have to admit its kinda heavy but I believe I will get adapted to it sooner or later...just a matter of time i guess~(hopefully lol)
I have to confess about something as well...ever since Im in Liverpool, Im gradually growing a phobia towards dogs~even when we were on our way to Fad's house, a dog which is not 'tied' by his owner was allowed to move around freely so the dog saw us and somehow started to walk to us. I thought the dog wont go near me BUT I WAS WRONG!!!
The dog somehow started to go near me..I was startled you know, I just stood there...thinking that the dog wont go near me, too much for the optimism eyh??
I DID something funny during the panic moment(At least for me lol)..I shouted 'Help me! Im phobia of dogs!!' yeah I know...the dog owner's somehow grinned at me hehe..her dad then said the dog cant bite, so I just said sorry..I think I did say sorry to him >,<
Okay another dog-related story, on our way to our friends' house - azhar,zaim & hafiz...I saw a dog who was also untied by his owner. The dog then stared at me after some seconds..and you know what I did?
Something that I shouldnt DO!!!
I stared at the dog too...so me and the dog were playing 'whose stare is the longest'..NOT XD I was panic and so i just stood there, staring at the dog...the dog stared at me too..mannn I just found out from seniors that I SHOULDNT stare back at dogs~mannn...X)
SEEEEEEEEEE....I talked about dogs and drifted away from the title..lol..pssttt..that tells you that I AM getting a phobia towards dogs lol..
I apologize dog-lovers =) please forgive me...
Open house was magnificent..with the minorlightings aka 'cucul' as well as Raya songs, I felt I was celebrating Raya in Brunei =') I remembered my family as well..especially my grandpa after Azhar as if was stroking my back..my grandpa always stroke my back so i really like to be 'stroked' at my back if you know what i mean ;D
There were ketupats and kuah satay as well...but most importantly the harmony feelings that i can feel when I was there. Thats priceless for me =)
To be honest, I was thinking of not to come since we will have a test on tuesday..but I changed my mind after knowing leevoi thinking of coming to the openhouse..so thanks mate =D
If I hadnt come to Fad's open house I will totally regret it =D
Thanks to Fad for the awesome open house...
There are many assignments here, I have to admit its kinda heavy but I believe I will get adapted to it sooner or later...just a matter of time i guess~(hopefully lol)
I have to confess about something as well...ever since Im in Liverpool, Im gradually growing a phobia towards dogs~even when we were on our way to Fad's house, a dog which is not 'tied' by his owner was allowed to move around freely so the dog saw us and somehow started to walk to us. I thought the dog wont go near me BUT I WAS WRONG!!!
The dog somehow started to go near me..I was startled you know, I just stood there...thinking that the dog wont go near me, too much for the optimism eyh??
I DID something funny during the panic moment(At least for me lol)..I shouted 'Help me! Im phobia of dogs!!' yeah I know...the dog owner's somehow grinned at me hehe..her dad then said the dog cant bite, so I just said sorry..I think I did say sorry to him >,<
Okay another dog-related story, on our way to our friends' house - azhar,zaim & hafiz...I saw a dog who was also untied by his owner. The dog then stared at me after some seconds..and you know what I did?
Something that I shouldnt DO!!!
I stared at the dog too...so me and the dog were playing 'whose stare is the longest'..NOT XD I was panic and so i just stood there, staring at the dog...the dog stared at me too..mannn I just found out from seniors that I SHOULDNT stare back at dogs~mannn...X)
SEEEEEEEEEE....I talked about dogs and drifted away from the title..lol..pssttt..that tells you that I AM getting a phobia towards dogs lol..
I apologize dog-lovers =) please forgive me...
Open house was magnificent..with the minorlightings aka 'cucul' as well as Raya songs, I felt I was celebrating Raya in Brunei =') I remembered my family as well..especially my grandpa after Azhar as if was stroking my back..my grandpa always stroke my back so i really like to be 'stroked' at my back if you know what i mean ;D
There were ketupats and kuah satay as well...but most importantly the harmony feelings that i can feel when I was there. Thats priceless for me =)
To be honest, I was thinking of not to come since we will have a test on tuesday..but I changed my mind after knowing leevoi thinking of coming to the openhouse..so thanks mate =D
If I hadnt come to Fad's open house I will totally regret it =D
Thanks to Fad for the awesome open house...
Monday, October 20, 2008
So romantico~
Kan berkulat already my blog...yeah I was busy with assignments and all~I even have new assignments..Getting used to it though, University life...Sometimes its kinda enjoyable though, dont ask me why though XD
And last two weeks I met this girl...has been thinking about her sometimes, I dont know why XD even when Im typing this post, I am tengah thinking of her(and my family & friends as well lah hee)..I did try to talk to her but unfortunately, it was so crowded that time, probably she didnt hear me, nyeh, Its okay..I decided not to tell my friends about this, just to keep it a secret to be exact. Blog you say? well, maybe I couldnt hold it anymore and therefore decided to do 'dear diary' kind of stuff lol X)
But one thing for sure, I wouldn't tell my friends about which girl I am talking bout*droooooolllssssss~seriously, am I getting crazy because of yew? X) even if its true, I dont mind cuz its a wonderful feeling just like blue roses blooming in a florist shop, so lame...LOL
Dear readers, Pray that I meet her again one day..thanks (^_~)
And last two weeks I met this girl...has been thinking about her sometimes, I dont know why XD even when Im typing this post, I am tengah thinking of her(and my family & friends as well lah hee)..I did try to talk to her but unfortunately, it was so crowded that time, probably she didnt hear me, nyeh, Its okay..I decided not to tell my friends about this, just to keep it a secret to be exact. Blog you say? well, maybe I couldnt hold it anymore and therefore decided to do 'dear diary' kind of stuff lol X)
But one thing for sure, I wouldn't tell my friends about which girl I am talking bout*droooooolllssssss~seriously, am I getting crazy because of yew? X) even if its true, I dont mind cuz its a wonderful feeling just like blue roses blooming in a florist shop, so lame...LOL
Dear readers, Pray that I meet her again one day..thanks (^_~)
Sunday, October 12, 2008
Friday Night - Tropic Thunder
Correct me if im typed the title of the movie wrongly lol...Me and the other mulberry juniors went to the Odeon in Liverpool One with seniors to watch this movie ...it was funny though...directed by Ben Stiller(correct me if im wrong)..
Liverpool One looks nice during the night...especially with all the lights..Nightlife here sure is 'blooming' LOL
There were two sessions - 6.00pm and 8.45pm
We decided to have our dinner at Nandos first so we chose the 8.45pm~Nandos is a great place though..eventhough its kinda..well, expensive for me =p
The peri peri sauce was kinda okay too.
Liverpool One looks nice during the night...especially with all the lights..Nightlife here sure is 'blooming' LOL
There were two sessions - 6.00pm and 8.45pm
We decided to have our dinner at Nandos first so we chose the 8.45pm~Nandos is a great place though..eventhough its kinda..well, expensive for me =p
The peri peri sauce was kinda okay too.
Saturday, October 4, 2008
No 'Open house' today
Received a notification from DK that the open house at their house is canceled since our senior, Amal is ill and DK's with her at the hospital by the time I received the SMS from DK. Hope she get well soon.
Anyways, went to the city with Leevoi just now and returned home around 3.30pm or so...we shopped a little...its windy today~and its less colder than yesterday...fewh~
Im lazy to cook some stuffs...fortunately me and leevoi ordered some fastfoods from Chicken Bazooka...ordered chicken snack box for 3.50 pounds if im not mistaken
Anyways, went to the city with Leevoi just now and returned home around 3.30pm or so...we shopped a little...its windy today~and its less colder than yesterday...fewh~
Im lazy to cook some stuffs...fortunately me and leevoi ordered some fastfoods from Chicken Bazooka...ordered chicken snack box for 3.50 pounds if im not mistaken
Friday, October 3, 2008
Let it out
I was giving 'selamat hari raya' comments to my family members via facebook..seriously, globalization really helps human kind in a way especially for oversea students like me =))
The moment I was typing/copy-pasting the comments, I was feeling sad to the point that my tears started to accumulate..but they didnt go down...mannn..its hard to cry..I wanted to cry...you know...crying makes me feel good actually, the sadness 'flow' down just like the tears rolling down my cheeks...
But im okay now...I've got friends here..especially in Liverpool..Not only seniors, but Ive got friends who are the same intake with me as well like Leevoi, Katy and Nai =)) thnaks guys...im starting to get attached to you guys especially si Leevoi LOL
Went to the library with leevoi tonight and discovered the library offers AWESOME services eventhough I have to admit the printing charges are quite expensive..around 15p(on the notice board) per A4 colour printed sheet...but the website says its 10p..the staff told me to email the help desk mean while waiting for her to contact with another staff regarding the printing fee.
Anways thanks to Leevoi for accomanying me to the Coheld Lohen Library mate =)
The moment I was typing/copy-pasting the comments, I was feeling sad to the point that my tears started to accumulate..but they didnt go down...mannn..its hard to cry..I wanted to cry...you know...crying makes me feel good actually, the sadness 'flow' down just like the tears rolling down my cheeks...
But im okay now...I've got friends here..especially in Liverpool..Not only seniors, but Ive got friends who are the same intake with me as well like Leevoi, Katy and Nai =)) thnaks guys...im starting to get attached to you guys especially si Leevoi LOL
Went to the library with leevoi tonight and discovered the library offers AWESOME services eventhough I have to admit the printing charges are quite expensive..around 15p(on the notice board) per A4 colour printed sheet...but the website says its 10p..the staff told me to email the help desk mean while waiting for her to contact with another staff regarding the printing fee.
Anways thanks to Leevoi for accomanying me to the Coheld Lohen Library mate =)
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
1st Day Raya in Liverpool made fun with friends
We were just playing around...not gay-gay HAHA
SERIOUSLY....its kinda sad to have a 1st day of Syawal here...I still got lectures to attend to plus I didnt wear 'caramelayu' yesterday...and listening to Raya songs gave me a surge of sad feelings... Apart from the webcam with Azrin, we did some fun so called '1st day raya celebration' at night too. We planned to cook actually but it turned out te shop we wanted to go to was closed(maybe celebrating Eid as well?) so we just ordered some fast foods instead. OKAY~~~SERIOULY...'makan-makan' saja yo? NYEH..we took some pics and videos as well which Im going to upload one of them only(you'll see....maybe LOL)A video dedicated to our family members and friends...we dont know the full lyric...its all about being spontaneous ;) deeply sorry incase this video upset anyone..
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
Selamat Hari Raya
Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri To everyone
ANNNNDDDDD
My Family~you guys know that how much I love you guys =)) - Babah,Mama,auntybandar,meme,abg,my sisters,my grandpa,my aunts including uwa & iyah,uncles including uncle(amy's dad),my cousins including amy,abil,dillah,daus,fidz,sulhi...
And I dont forget to wish Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri to my friends - BSP mates, ex-school mates and friends from Facebook and friendster as well as MSN and my frends who are in UK including London,Sheffield,Cardiff,Kent,Bangor,Leeds,Manchester,Nottingham,Loughborough,Exeter,Cranfield,Dundee. I love you my friends =)
ANNNNDDDDD
My Family~you guys know that how much I love you guys =)) - Babah,Mama,auntybandar,meme,abg,my sisters,my grandpa,my aunts including uwa & iyah,uncles including uncle(amy's dad),my cousins including amy,abil,dillah,daus,fidz,sulhi...
And I dont forget to wish Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri to my friends - BSP mates, ex-school mates and friends from Facebook and friendster as well as MSN and my frends who are in UK including London,Sheffield,Cardiff,Kent,Bangor,Leeds,Manchester,Nottingham,Loughborough,Exeter,Cranfield,Dundee. I love you my friends =)
Hari Raya Aidilfitri today in Liverpool
Assalammualaikum to the Muslims who are reading this post and Hello to people who worship other religions =)
Its Hari Raya Aidilfitri today in Liverpool(and other parts of United Kingdom including Leeds,Sheffield,Cardiff,Cranfield and London) and Brunei Darussalam going to celebrate this blessful day on Thursday...third day Raya in Liverpool..how sad.
Im starting to feel homesick again and really miss my family especially my dad,mom,big sister and other members of my family including my aunts and grandfather =') I thought im going to be okay today but looks like im partially not okay lol. Well, its really sad that you're away from your family espcially during blessful days like Raya Aidilfitri..
The feelings of being away from your family during Raya absolutely 'heavy'...this is my first time actually so the impact is so deep. I started to realize the feelings of beng away from family ever since at the airport when I about to enter the lounge...only THEN I started to KNOW and REALIZE what it feels like of being 'alone' and frankly speaking, I had a tendency to think that studying overeas is like studying in Brunei also..you know you can be cheerful everyday and if problems do occur, you can still get over them with cheers lol
After I arrived in Liverpool on the first day I was so homesick to the point that I regret of accepting scholarship from BSP*whispering*yeah I know...I was so homesick that time.
I have to admit I still feel kinda homesick till now but you know, I always say to myself there's no turning back as I chose this path and therefore I HAVE to do this n.n
Had a video call with my friend azrin in Leeds half an hour ago I think..so thanks man, at least I dont feel really sad now =) after seeing my bruneian mates in azrin's webcam - Mizan,Kerul.S,Afi and Sam
Its Hari Raya Aidilfitri today in Liverpool(and other parts of United Kingdom including Leeds,Sheffield,Cardiff,Cranfield and London) and Brunei Darussalam going to celebrate this blessful day on Thursday...third day Raya in Liverpool..how sad.
Im starting to feel homesick again and really miss my family especially my dad,mom,big sister and other members of my family including my aunts and grandfather =') I thought im going to be okay today but looks like im partially not okay lol. Well, its really sad that you're away from your family espcially during blessful days like Raya Aidilfitri..
The feelings of being away from your family during Raya absolutely 'heavy'...this is my first time actually so the impact is so deep. I started to realize the feelings of beng away from family ever since at the airport when I about to enter the lounge...only THEN I started to KNOW and REALIZE what it feels like of being 'alone' and frankly speaking, I had a tendency to think that studying overeas is like studying in Brunei also..you know you can be cheerful everyday and if problems do occur, you can still get over them with cheers lol
After I arrived in Liverpool on the first day I was so homesick to the point that I regret of accepting scholarship from BSP*whispering*yeah I know...I was so homesick that time.
I have to admit I still feel kinda homesick till now but you know, I always say to myself there's no turning back as I chose this path and therefore I HAVE to do this n.n
Had a video call with my friend azrin in Leeds half an hour ago I think..so thanks man, at least I dont feel really sad now =) after seeing my bruneian mates in azrin's webcam - Mizan,Kerul.S,Afi and Sam
Saturday, September 27, 2008
A '7 days'in Liverpool
Life has been so busy since last friday and it has been a week im in Liverpool. I've been homesick as well but im glad to have Leevoi around since I need male friends here..who know, someone that has almost the same interests with you when it comes to certain stuffs like black and white rugs lol. I've been missing a close friend as well...who apparently has a problem with the internet in his accommodation so talked to him on the telephone instead(not everyday though HAHA)
The freshers fair 2008 will be held tomorrow in the Guild of students - ATTENTION - THERE willbe freebis as well LOL.
My family called me in the afternoon so Im okay now. Hopemy homesickness won't affect my studies.
The freshers fair 2008 will be held tomorrow in the Guild of students - ATTENTION - THERE willbe freebis as well LOL.
My family called me in the afternoon so Im okay now. Hopemy homesickness won't affect my studies.
Sunday, September 21, 2008
My God
Mannn...I havent finish tidying up my room yet...I bought some stuffs but I just left them on the floor and then go to the city centre to shop, shop and shop..kidding...im planning to start tomorrow though after the induction stuff for international students which I can start registering from 10am..
I've been so busy these few days..homesick, asking the seniors some questions especially regarding bank and uni.
I've been so busy these few days..homesick, asking the seniors some questions especially regarding bank and uni.
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
Will I succeed?
My flight's today, 7.10pm..So I cant sleep well,lol..
Im nervous,excited,sad..Mixture of feelings actually..I wish I could leave Brunei with a smile of excitement instead of tears of sadness. Thus, I have tried to involve myself with my own kind of theraphy for the past few days. Apart from convincing myself about 'Well, you can MSN with your family Zree' I tried to chat with my fellow friends who are already arrived in UK. Talked with my big sister and that gave me a bit convincing boost as well not to cry over this matter. The most powerful saying to convince myself is 'I MADE the decision to study overseas and there's NO TURNING BACK NOW..I Wanted this' =)
Now why I prefer not to cry?
I know myself very well that If I cry, it would make my homesick even worst..I cried during my first time of staying at the hostel back in 2003 anyways, though I hardly cry nowadays lol
Anyways, Im kinda excited to go UK after hearing stories from my seniors & friends =D
Plus I have many friends there including Yuud_amal_hafiz_nai_Leevoi in Liverpool, Iqmarul_amalianah_zul_kery in Sheffield, diyana in Birmingham, Ruzi_cuzin fidz_alep in Nottingham, Syaz_kerul_zudin_mizan in Leeds, kerol_zizi_Ash in London, Iznan in Scotland
(And LOTS that I dont mention here)
Plus I have a brother in Loughborough =D
So, do you think I'll succeed in preventing my tears from rolling down my cheeks?
STAY TUNE!!
Im nervous,excited,sad..Mixture of feelings actually..I wish I could leave Brunei with a smile of excitement instead of tears of sadness. Thus, I have tried to involve myself with my own kind of theraphy for the past few days. Apart from convincing myself about 'Well, you can MSN with your family Zree' I tried to chat with my fellow friends who are already arrived in UK. Talked with my big sister and that gave me a bit convincing boost as well not to cry over this matter. The most powerful saying to convince myself is 'I MADE the decision to study overseas and there's NO TURNING BACK NOW..I Wanted this' =)
Now why I prefer not to cry?
I know myself very well that If I cry, it would make my homesick even worst..I cried during my first time of staying at the hostel back in 2003 anyways, though I hardly cry nowadays lol
Anyways, Im kinda excited to go UK after hearing stories from my seniors & friends =D
Plus I have many friends there including Yuud_amal_hafiz_nai_Leevoi in Liverpool, Iqmarul_amalianah_zul_kery in Sheffield, diyana in Birmingham, Ruzi_cuzin fidz_alep in Nottingham, Syaz_kerul_zudin_mizan in Leeds, kerol_zizi_Ash in London, Iznan in Scotland
(And LOTS that I dont mention here)
Plus I have a brother in Loughborough =D
So, do you think I'll succeed in preventing my tears from rolling down my cheeks?
STAY TUNE!!
A 'feather' in Leeds
11th August
I have a friend..His name is Feather..Kidding~
Went to Health Centre with a friend today to take two injections(recommended to anyone who goes to United Kingdom,you can take yours today for FREE =] ) well we could take them at the airport but it would be hectic plus I dont want to be one of the reasons that make us both to go to Liverpool a bit late.
Anyways, the moment I met my friend, I realized something out of the blue..I know..Its kinda weird =_= its like when someone does a specific action and *TOINK!* you suddenly have flashbacks about something~it happens to me often.lol.
I felt our friendship has a gap lately~well my pen you also felt the same too actually..But meeting with em again gave me a surge of thoughts..I realized that 'pen you' has been close to me for the past months..And I just realized I have included 'pen you' in my circle of close friends..Its not easy for me to consider one as my close friend..I can be picky sometimes but I do have reasons for being picky though. Both of us were in the same physics block during our form 6 after transferring from the other physics block . We were friends since then. But I didnt expect em to be my close friend. Well, you can say its fate(perhaps).
For sure, Im glad to have em in UK..Though we dont go for the same place of study. Yet, I thank God for giving me a good friend like em..Thus I treasure our friendship so much just like I treasure my friendship with my other close friends =D
p/s: To be honest, I cant live without friends, they paint my life with bunch of colours and make my days to be Vivid - may it be dark or bright yet it gives countless effects to my life.
I have a friend..His name is Feather..Kidding~
Went to Health Centre with a friend today to take two injections(recommended to anyone who goes to United Kingdom,you can take yours today for FREE =] ) well we could take them at the airport but it would be hectic plus I dont want to be one of the reasons that make us both to go to Liverpool a bit late.
Anyways, the moment I met my friend, I realized something out of the blue..I know..Its kinda weird =_= its like when someone does a specific action and *TOINK!* you suddenly have flashbacks about something~it happens to me often.lol.
I felt our friendship has a gap lately~well my pen you also felt the same too actually..But meeting with em again gave me a surge of thoughts..I realized that 'pen you' has been close to me for the past months..And I just realized I have included 'pen you' in my circle of close friends..Its not easy for me to consider one as my close friend..I can be picky sometimes but I do have reasons for being picky though. Both of us were in the same physics block during our form 6 after transferring from the other physics block . We were friends since then. But I didnt expect em to be my close friend. Well, you can say its fate(perhaps).
For sure, Im glad to have em in UK..Though we dont go for the same place of study. Yet, I thank God for giving me a good friend like em..Thus I treasure our friendship so much just like I treasure my friendship with my other close friends =D
p/s: To be honest, I cant live without friends, they paint my life with bunch of colours and make my days to be Vivid - may it be dark or bright yet it gives countless effects to my life.
Monday, September 15, 2008
Its Fate
Among my intake who will be doing Geology, all of them chose Leeds as a place of study except for me - Liverpool. I decided not to choose Leeds as there will be several Bruneians including my friends taking Geology there. Other places did not interest me and some demand a higher qualification meaning im not qualified to be exact. Now, Im able to convince myself that I made the right decision of going to Liverpool for Geology instead of other places like Leeds(as the rest of my geology mates are there).
Why?
Im a type of person who really like to be surrounded by 'family-like' environment so I ABSOLUTELY need friends in UK. Apart from that, I really appreciate my seniors in Liverpool for their willingness in giving us, the New intake some guides including how to get to Liverpool via train(just found out my sponsorship gave me a flight from Heathrow to Manchester yesterday lol). And I am so happy to know that one of my former physics classmates decided to choose Liverpool to do his Mechatronics & Robotic systems. Im not alone though, I have my brother who's doing his 3rd year in MENG in Loughborough. Eventhough its sad to leave some of my close and good friends, I still can keep in touch with them via MSN or social networking sites. There's no use in feeling sad to leave my family behind too as I have made the decision to further my degree overseas. There's no turning back now. I have to be strong =D
Why?
Im a type of person who really like to be surrounded by 'family-like' environment so I ABSOLUTELY need friends in UK. Apart from that, I really appreciate my seniors in Liverpool for their willingness in giving us, the New intake some guides including how to get to Liverpool via train(just found out my sponsorship gave me a flight from Heathrow to Manchester yesterday lol). And I am so happy to know that one of my former physics classmates decided to choose Liverpool to do his Mechatronics & Robotic systems. Im not alone though, I have my brother who's doing his 3rd year in MENG in Loughborough. Eventhough its sad to leave some of my close and good friends, I still can keep in touch with them via MSN or social networking sites. There's no use in feeling sad to leave my family behind too as I have made the decision to further my degree overseas. There's no turning back now. I have to be strong =D
Friendship never ends
Okay girlfriend and friends..Wait..Let me try friends and girlfriend..Nyeh..I know..BOTH!
Did you ever get hurt by your girlfriend?
I did..Its painful alright..But it can make your mentality to be strong(sometimes only though).
What about friends?Did you ever get hurt by any of your friends out there?
Countless I should say, maybe I hurt them too..Who knows anyway~so I minta maaf to any of my friends that I've hurt before who happens to read this post right now.
Among all, im really sensitive when it comes to a simple yet strong word - Trust.
I usually trust any friend of mine without having a second thought. Meaning if my trust ever get betrayed, Its difficult for me to regain my trust to that particular friend.
As a result, I would limit myself in having social interactions with that friend. I dont mean I would do that forever but it would definitely take some time before I fully regain my trust.
If I ever get hurt by a friend, its simple..I would back off for a while. I have many other friends to chat and hangout with..Otherwise If I just sit and keep on filling my body with negative energies, it would just make me no good. And If I get involved in a quarrel/fight over something with a friend, I would just quickly apologize and then back off..
Even I did a similar thing once to a close friend of mine. One day, he/she was in a bad mood and replied to my question in a somehow irritating way to me..The next day, I wouldnt talk to him/her till he/she said he's/she's Okay..Im really sorry =)
whats keeping a friendship intact(for me) is being honest, able to accept each other in terms of almost anything and trust each other.
Did you ever get hurt by your girlfriend?
I did..Its painful alright..But it can make your mentality to be strong(sometimes only though).
What about friends?Did you ever get hurt by any of your friends out there?
Countless I should say, maybe I hurt them too..Who knows anyway~so I minta maaf to any of my friends that I've hurt before who happens to read this post right now.
Among all, im really sensitive when it comes to a simple yet strong word - Trust.
I usually trust any friend of mine without having a second thought. Meaning if my trust ever get betrayed, Its difficult for me to regain my trust to that particular friend.
As a result, I would limit myself in having social interactions with that friend. I dont mean I would do that forever but it would definitely take some time before I fully regain my trust.
If I ever get hurt by a friend, its simple..I would back off for a while. I have many other friends to chat and hangout with..Otherwise If I just sit and keep on filling my body with negative energies, it would just make me no good. And If I get involved in a quarrel/fight over something with a friend, I would just quickly apologize and then back off..
Even I did a similar thing once to a close friend of mine. One day, he/she was in a bad mood and replied to my question in a somehow irritating way to me..The next day, I wouldnt talk to him/her till he/she said he's/she's Okay..Im really sorry =)
whats keeping a friendship intact(for me) is being honest, able to accept each other in terms of almost anything and trust each other.
Honest declaration
Went to Bandar with my parents today..Partly because to find a traveling bag..Trust me, after seeing it, it looks handy and convenient ;D
My dad recommended me to get one as both abi&ummi know that I can be clumsy at times..Parents, they are caring hee XP
anyways, today's 'jalan-jalan' gonna be my last one with my parents this year..Honestly, I know I might sound like baby-ish but sometimes I would spend some of my 'jobless' time to think about the future and when I do, I might visualize myself being grown-up and there's no 'jalan-jalan' with parents anymore - either with siblings, friends, girlfriend or Alone. So thats why I tend to ignore the thought that Im childish to 'jalan-jalan' with abi&ummi to accompany me to buy some of my stuffs. I wanna enjoy those moments you know..Enjoy while it lasts cuz I know if I dont, I would definitely regretting it one day =)
My dad recommended me to get one as both abi&ummi know that I can be clumsy at times..Parents, they are caring hee XP
anyways, today's 'jalan-jalan' gonna be my last one with my parents this year..Honestly, I know I might sound like baby-ish but sometimes I would spend some of my 'jobless' time to think about the future and when I do, I might visualize myself being grown-up and there's no 'jalan-jalan' with parents anymore - either with siblings, friends, girlfriend or Alone. So thats why I tend to ignore the thought that Im childish to 'jalan-jalan' with abi&ummi to accompany me to buy some of my stuffs. I wanna enjoy those moments you know..Enjoy while it lasts cuz I know if I dont, I would definitely regretting it one day =)
'friend requests'
Seriously, sometimes I would get irritated by friends who seem to accept me as THEIR 'friend' in real life and MSN but not social networking sites?! =/
There's a possibility that they dont actually want to consider me as their friends...I dont mind though, I have lots of friends and close ones too =)
Its just that sometimes I feel so curious with 'friends' who seem to be okay during MSN and talking face-to-face but not okay when it comes to clicking on the 'accept' button O_o
I tried to be optimistic..Thinking that they seldom update their social networking stuffs..And realized that my positive thinking is in vain. I've got evidences as well. A friend who seemed to be unable to accept my 'friend request' in a social networking site named 'X' somehow 'able' to accept another person's friend request and that person happens to be my friend too. Kinda peculiar. This happens twice so far. In reality and MSN, both of them are okay, you know they this & that but when it comes to accepting 'friend requests'...Its like Im a complete stranger to them.
Its so frustrating when some friends act like this..Wait maybe I should'nt use 'friends'..But then again, nyehh~its not a big deal anyway X)
Maybe this is karma due to my 'picky-ness' when it comes to making friends lol
There's a possibility that they dont actually want to consider me as their friends...I dont mind though, I have lots of friends and close ones too =)
Its just that sometimes I feel so curious with 'friends' who seem to be okay during MSN and talking face-to-face but not okay when it comes to clicking on the 'accept' button O_o
I tried to be optimistic..Thinking that they seldom update their social networking stuffs..And realized that my positive thinking is in vain. I've got evidences as well. A friend who seemed to be unable to accept my 'friend request' in a social networking site named 'X' somehow 'able' to accept another person's friend request and that person happens to be my friend too. Kinda peculiar. This happens twice so far. In reality and MSN, both of them are okay, you know they this & that but when it comes to accepting 'friend requests'...Its like Im a complete stranger to them.
Its so frustrating when some friends act like this..Wait maybe I should'nt use 'friends'..But then again, nyehh~its not a big deal anyway X)
Maybe this is karma due to my 'picky-ness' when it comes to making friends lol
Friday, September 12, 2008
Biology recap Thanks to Vaccinations
Having the time to spend on getting vaccinated at the Pusat Kesihatan yesterday reminded me a portion of my A lvl Biology X) mannn~its a shame that I have to leave my biology..Though I will study about fossils..At least its about animals' fossils but im not sure I will study about plants' fossils though.
One of the things that im interested in palaentology is 'foraminifera' *drools..Being a Stratigrapher is kinda awesome too =] *drools..2xcombo
During Vaccinations, according to what I have been taught in my A lvl..Antigens are being inserted to our blood. They are harmless though. The white blood cells then detect the antigens and therefore through some biological processes produce memory cells(so the body remembers the specific antigen next time it invades the body) and also some specific white blood cells used to attack & destroy the antigens. Example, bird flu vaccination..Where we will be injected an amount of antigens identical to those of the bird flu's antigens. Thus, our body able to produce not only white blood cells to eliminate the antigens but also memory cells which are VITAL.
Why they are vital?
Its because, with memory cells, the antigens invading our body will be destroyed quicker and thus making our body not to suffer any of the negative effects caused by those antigens.
Informations above MAY not be Accurate. Its best you seek the correct theory and biological terms from your tutors =)
One of the things that im interested in palaentology is 'foraminifera' *drools..Being a Stratigrapher is kinda awesome too =] *drools..2xcombo
During Vaccinations, according to what I have been taught in my A lvl..Antigens are being inserted to our blood. They are harmless though. The white blood cells then detect the antigens and therefore through some biological processes produce memory cells(so the body remembers the specific antigen next time it invades the body) and also some specific white blood cells used to attack & destroy the antigens. Example, bird flu vaccination..Where we will be injected an amount of antigens identical to those of the bird flu's antigens. Thus, our body able to produce not only white blood cells to eliminate the antigens but also memory cells which are VITAL.
Why they are vital?
Its because, with memory cells, the antigens invading our body will be destroyed quicker and thus making our body not to suffer any of the negative effects caused by those antigens.
Informations above MAY not be Accurate. Its best you seek the correct theory and biological terms from your tutors =)
Thursday, September 11, 2008
Gerai Stadium Berakas
I went to Stadium Berakas last two days(09th September) to buy some foods for Sungkai..The gerai was great since you can find variety of foods there~yeap..For the food-lovers out there, its a 'Sungkaian' place worth to consider =)
Many of the girls who came there on that day were 'mei li' too..Dont get me wrong..I just noticed that :] especially with their Tudongs on.
Many of the girls who came there on that day were 'mei li' too..Dont get me wrong..I just noticed that :] especially with their Tudongs on.
Charcoal Buffet
Had my Sungkai at Charcoal yesterday. It cost me around $30 though and I had to borrow the money from my brother(yeah im SO broke hee)
Overall, it was great though but I had to eat LOTS of stuffs hehe otherwise the $30 I spent would be in Vain~I decided to try Charcoal cuz I would be leaving Brunei soon so I wont have the opportunity to go to Charcoal again lol
went there with my siblings, my bro's nue pen you and my sister's friends. The Sungkai was superb indeed =D
Overall, it was great though but I had to eat LOTS of stuffs hehe otherwise the $30 I spent would be in Vain~I decided to try Charcoal cuz I would be leaving Brunei soon so I wont have the opportunity to go to Charcoal again lol
went there with my siblings, my bro's nue pen you and my sister's friends. The Sungkai was superb indeed =D
Saturday, September 6, 2008
PSTzar Reunion
6th September
I went to the gathering with my fellow PS crews and Tzar girls yesterday at a restaurant somewhere in Tutong. The menu for the buffet was okay though..Worth the $4 I tell ya~
There were 18 of us if I dont miscalculated that is..The reunion was actually our last one since some of us will be going to UK..My last to be exact =)
It was really fun especially the fact that I havent see some of them for months..Wait on second thought..TWO MONTHS cuz we had another gathering on the beach on last July ;)
Thanks to Leevoi for taking some pics during the reunion. Too bad I dont have them with me right now.
Big thanks to Amal for the plan and her efforts in booking the seats.
P/S: Im gonna miss you guys especially you, Aizat X)
I went to the gathering with my fellow PS crews and Tzar girls yesterday at a restaurant somewhere in Tutong. The menu for the buffet was okay though..Worth the $4 I tell ya~
There were 18 of us if I dont miscalculated that is..The reunion was actually our last one since some of us will be going to UK..My last to be exact =)
It was really fun especially the fact that I havent see some of them for months..Wait on second thought..TWO MONTHS cuz we had another gathering on the beach on last July ;)
Thanks to Leevoi for taking some pics during the reunion. Too bad I dont have them with me right now.
Big thanks to Amal for the plan and her efforts in booking the seats.
P/S: Im gonna miss you guys especially you, Aizat X)
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
To Liverpool with Raidulinah
My flight will be on 18th September, yet I havent start organizing my stuffs..lol..Am I a procastinator?
Well I have to admit it..But not always though X)
Luckily I've got a partner going to Liverpool on that day..The name's raidulinah(not real name) and she's taking geophysics. So one guy and one girl...Its okay..At least I can help her to carry one of her luggages..Or maybe the other way around LOL XP
We'll move into our accommodation on 21st september so maybe we'll spend a few days at our seniors' accommodation. I did request to the authority concerned to move in earlier though. I just hope we'll get positive answer.
Well I have to admit it..But not always though X)
Luckily I've got a partner going to Liverpool on that day..The name's raidulinah(not real name) and she's taking geophysics. So one guy and one girl...Its okay..At least I can help her to carry one of her luggages..Or maybe the other way around LOL XP
We'll move into our accommodation on 21st september so maybe we'll spend a few days at our seniors' accommodation. I did request to the authority concerned to move in earlier though. I just hope we'll get positive answer.
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
Putuskan pacarmu lalu bilang 'I Love You' padaku
I decided to use song lyrics as my post title as Im fond of the song =D
To be honest, I like to be surrounded by girls especially the cute & pretty ones..Grrr plus the ones who wear Baju Kurung..but im not a playboy..No no no =)
I mean, I wouldnt have so many girlfriends at the same time..Just A girlfriend lol
After breaking up with my ex a month ago, I decided to give myself some time before getting involved with love again. It hurts to see the girls who like you getting their feelings shattered just because of your own doings.
Yesterday was kinda shocking to me. A girl, who apparently was my schoolmate last year confessed to me in MSN. She didnt confess to me in a day though. She was being a bit flirty a day/two days before that..Well, I did tell her im single now. Still, I dont flirt with her.
She told me she likes me that day..Which I thought was a joke and yesterday she told me it was not a joke...
Its Crazy~I mean..I didnt talk to her much last year(according to what she told me)..Plus I dont know her and later found out that we took two same subjects. But she's a sweet girl..liking a guy secretly..watching him going there and there..Reminds me of Korean Series lol. But its good that she confessed to me..Cuz its not good for her to keep it to herself for a long long time. So, Im envious of her bravery to confess to me =]
Not only she likes me but she also told me that she's willing to wait for me..Sweet huh? Yeah..Its sweet alright
But Im afraid I cant realize her dreams..I mean love is a complex feelings..We cant force ourselves to like someone just like that..It involves a series of inexplicable processes. Each individual may have their own unique processes. But she wont force me though cuz she just wanted to let me know that she has feelings for me.
I pray that God will give her a guy that is better than me & loves her to the fullest =)
To be honest, I like to be surrounded by girls especially the cute & pretty ones..Grrr plus the ones who wear Baju Kurung..but im not a playboy..No no no =)
I mean, I wouldnt have so many girlfriends at the same time..Just A girlfriend lol
After breaking up with my ex a month ago, I decided to give myself some time before getting involved with love again. It hurts to see the girls who like you getting their feelings shattered just because of your own doings.
Yesterday was kinda shocking to me. A girl, who apparently was my schoolmate last year confessed to me in MSN. She didnt confess to me in a day though. She was being a bit flirty a day/two days before that..Well, I did tell her im single now. Still, I dont flirt with her.
She told me she likes me that day..Which I thought was a joke and yesterday she told me it was not a joke...
Its Crazy~I mean..I didnt talk to her much last year(according to what she told me)..Plus I dont know her and later found out that we took two same subjects. But she's a sweet girl..liking a guy secretly..watching him going there and there..Reminds me of Korean Series lol. But its good that she confessed to me..Cuz its not good for her to keep it to herself for a long long time. So, Im envious of her bravery to confess to me =]
Not only she likes me but she also told me that she's willing to wait for me..Sweet huh? Yeah..Its sweet alright
But Im afraid I cant realize her dreams..I mean love is a complex feelings..We cant force ourselves to like someone just like that..It involves a series of inexplicable processes. Each individual may have their own unique processes. But she wont force me though cuz she just wanted to let me know that she has feelings for me.
I pray that God will give her a guy that is better than me & loves her to the fullest =)
Monday, September 1, 2008
Contract signing ceremony for scholarship students
We, as the new scholarship students signed our contract on last Friday morning at the Headquarters. It was cool since each table contains 10 chairs - 3 for each student & their sureties and a staff is assigned to sit with us. My father told me its one of the methods to organize such ceremony, in other words, to show your company, as the host of the event. It was not just a contract signing ceremony for us undergraduates but also for postgraduates. Awards were also given for the recently graduated scholars who obtained 'first class'. There are five 1st class scholars this year. Not only that, each 1st year & 2nd year student was also given an award due to excellent academic archievements.
A student representative from the new students intake was also given the opportunity to present a speech in front of the audience.
A Good speech indeed. I used to feel not confident about myself. Am I good like other students who are under other sponsorships? Thanks to my buddy..My self-confident is getting boosted up. We are assessed based on 'CAR' - Capacity, Achievement & Relationship and that keeps on reminding me that im almost as good as other students under other sponsorships including MOE =)
A student representative from the new students intake was also given the opportunity to present a speech in front of the audience.
A Good speech indeed. I used to feel not confident about myself. Am I good like other students who are under other sponsorships? Thanks to my buddy..My self-confident is getting boosted up. We are assessed based on 'CAR' - Capacity, Achievement & Relationship and that keeps on reminding me that im almost as good as other students under other sponsorships including MOE =)
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
Revealed!
Im at STL by the time Im typing this post. We have a briefing to attend to at the Centrepoint regarding our contract signing. On my way to Bandar, we passed by a school and I noticed individuals wearing school uniforms - students who are the future assets of our country. Reminiscing my school life especially during form six gives me a mixture of feelings indeed. Students in schools are bounded by laws which they are obliged to follow. Sometimes, there are times we are showered with 'countless' assignments or homeworks. I prefer to use 'countless' maybe its because whenever I feel there are many assignments to complete at a limited period of time, I tend to feel its like the assignments are so overwhelming to the point that I feel its endless despite the fact that the assignments are countable in reality X)
Are you missing the moments you wear those white school uniforms with/without tie?
To be honest, its a 'Yes' for me sometimes. Finishing my form 6 education, I am not obliged to wear such uniforms again, well I can if I want to..But thats optional since University life is so flexible.
For those who are not keen of wearing school uniforms, they might find University Life to be a good motivator since they can wear wide variety of clothing as long as the University is okay with it =)
To be honest, life as a student is similar to venturing into an unknown world, you learned something new almost everyday - may it be positive or negative. You made companions which may be compatible or incompatible with you. You face a degree of fear(may vary on oneself) when the examinations are coming. Sometimes you might encounter surprises in terms of outcomes of your efforts. Its an infinity itself =) so appreciate your life as a student =]
These are my opinions though and im not that knowledgeable..I believe you can find abundant of superb posts out there telling you the fun of being an individual called 'student' =)
Are you missing the moments you wear those white school uniforms with/without tie?
To be honest, its a 'Yes' for me sometimes. Finishing my form 6 education, I am not obliged to wear such uniforms again, well I can if I want to..But thats optional since University life is so flexible.
For those who are not keen of wearing school uniforms, they might find University Life to be a good motivator since they can wear wide variety of clothing as long as the University is okay with it =)
To be honest, life as a student is similar to venturing into an unknown world, you learned something new almost everyday - may it be positive or negative. You made companions which may be compatible or incompatible with you. You face a degree of fear(may vary on oneself) when the examinations are coming. Sometimes you might encounter surprises in terms of outcomes of your efforts. Its an infinity itself =) so appreciate your life as a student =]
These are my opinions though and im not that knowledgeable..I believe you can find abundant of superb posts out there telling you the fun of being an individual called 'student' =)
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