I was planning on something for Upcoming June and realized that i was making myself to be a selfish person which is not good. I felt so bad, I felt so the "what if" things. Mixture of feelings indeed. Sad, hoping, anxious, wonder all blended to become an undescribeable new thing. But, there's no point for me to think like this. I always believe there always hikmah behind every things that I find sad or things that I wish to turn out to be on my side.
Not only after that, I realized that I am no more than a selfish friend. So I am really sorry. But I believe I am okay now =) all thanks to the quote "ada hikmah di sebaliknya"
for now i will stick to my plan, i wont run away this time and make some lame excuses over something that's not worth of making it into a BIG thing..cuz I believe i will get unexpected wonderful outcomes in the end of the day =)
I must remain optimism.
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