Have you ever?

I suddenly remember about something...and it's not a good thing at all~have you ever felt the times that you were being rude or obnoxious to a person?

Well, I do perhaps can be rude at people whether I do it on purpose or vice versa but this time, I REALLY feel I am so rude, ignorant, pokoknya jahat lah. I dont know why, perhaps, my instincts are right, what I did was wrong...orang malar contact but in turn what did i do?

yeah what did i do? I didnt balas balik..I even didnt bother to...I did reply though but then sometimes I cant reply banyak-banyak..kasihan orang kan..especially the person always give you miscalls AND you even didnt bother to give that person some miscalls..NOT EVEN one...I AM A BAD guy...its just..i dont know..its really hard to say actually..I dont mean to do all those things..we did talk over the phone few times...but...entah..I do feel quite okay talking with that person over the phone...but I dont know why im doing such bad things to that person...padahal that person doesnt have any wrongdoings to me...i think perhaps its just me...I dont appreciate people surrounding me...im sorry...perhaps i dont appreciate my readers as well? =)