Misunderstood

I know I will be embarrassed after a few days I post this.

I met a girl claiming that she got my msn from a friend of mine..peculiar enough, I dont trust her..well..maybe Im starting to trust her partially...we chatted over MSN but not all the time though since i was busy with lectures and assignments so I couldnt attend to her messages that often. Plus, I was so cold, its my nature though, i tend to be cold to strangers =s my bad actually.

She asked for my O2 line and i gave it to her..i know, Im so 'belabih' right?

then she gave me miscalls, few mms...and at one time, i thought she was trying to call me so i answered and we talked sekejap saja..and me, with my "awkward" voice. Enough said. What's the "awkward" voice you say?

i dont know, i suddenly control my voice over the phone..jangan wah~I dont know why ba~but then i didnt have the intention to flirt with her or so i think...im single and i was turning 20..*any more excuses?

LAME excuses lol Forget about it...

then dari masatu lah..almost everyday I received few miscalls from her..and i was being cruel, i didnt even return once i think..I dont know her phone number plg jua since "unknown" appeared saja..but then, still that's not a good excuse either right?

we talked over the phone during one night when i was at hajah's hall..before i slept that is. And after i returned to Liverpool, received some texts from her in msn...and didnt manage to reply in time. Now im wondering macam kana played saja aku ani..puzzled, i checked our conversation history..then i noticed her ps which i didnt read that time..rupanya she wont be online anymore...im not sure till when plg..i guess she was trying to tell me that kali..

dont get me wrong..i just teringat saja pasal her since we're friends jua kan =)