Something happened today, i was planning to tell my jie jie about this in facebook but i guess jie jie will read my blog in a few days time perhaps X)
Now I understand why they say "Cinta datang tanpa diundang" and its true..i never expected something like this would happen to my lovelife in such a short period of time. Enough said. I prefer to be simple saja ah.
A girl confessed her feelings to me. I did sense something different tadi..but i prefer to be 'not perasan' in this kind of thing. But I have problems of my own too. I still find it hard to trust or believe her. Entah kenapa. I mean, is it possible for a person to 'harvest' some feelings by means of internet and phone only, without any physical contacts or whatsoever?
I know things macam ini happened and happening...but im sorry to say that i am skeptical about it. I dont know since when do i start to payah kan believe people. And i think, when it comes to being in a relationship once more..im just not ready for it for the time being.
yes, I do have the so-called feelings..but i dont think i feel the same way as that person feels. The thought of having another thing to think about in your life is really macam make me think twice lah. I sympathize that person, but then that person said pasal the most important is keikhlasan and not keterpaksaan...since i told that person that we can be in a relationship, but i dont promise i'll make a good partner.
If i were to propose tadi, i would just end up hurting that person's feelings instead..and i know myself very well...conclusion, we're still friends =)
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